#what were ur trials n tribulations

[zushimart]

I'm about to have the most miserable day of the year today, so I will be bothering you 5 hours from now

nd so u never bothered me .. blue ball’d

[dreamersparacosm]

consider.

"you were supposed to be there for me. and you weren’t. you weren’t there." or “you aren’t the person i fell in love with years ago.” or “frankly, i don’t give a fuck.”

surprise me, angelina. also love you and congrats again!

sfw!

note ; ally. how dare you. honestly we are just becoming the queens of angst and it is starting to concern me like who wronged us😫 anyway this is kinda inspired by ur fic bc i didn’t know what else to do and i rlly loved the prompt 😘

warnings ; none i can think of!

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theoretically, this is supposed to be the best night of your life. all the tears, all the yearning, all the trials and tribulations that landed you in your exact position: a modeling contract so prestigious you get the opportunity to walk in new york fashion week. theoretically, this was the first night of the rest of your career.

but your boyfriend, the one who got you to this point, the one who told you that you were born to model, the one who stood by you through every casting call, was nowhere to be found. in fact, if math hadn’t failed you, he was exactly 4,352 miles away from you.

instead, this was shaping up to be the worst night of your life.

“do you just not care? is that what this is?” you shout into the phone, pacing your hotel room that resembles more of a shoebox than anything else. the lights of the city spill in through a gap in your curtains. it’s daunting more than anything else.

thank god he can’t see your face, for if he did, he would see a girl with mascara smudged under her eyes, mimicking a raccoon, and an expression that was so desolate it would bring anyone to depression.

“no, no, baby, i swear. i swear to god i bought the tickets. check, check online! the flight is canceled,” austin rushes out in defense. he’s not lying — the flight really is canceled, so canceled that they’re not even delivering a new aircraft — but somehow, he feels like he is.

“god, austin, you picked the latest flight to new york! you couldn’t ask for the day off or something?” you’re gripping your hair so tight you nearly pull it out of your scalp.

“you know i can’t. i already took off so many days —“

“do they know this is my first runway show? christ’s sake, it’s for prada. this is my big debut. mine. and i’m in a fucking hotel room fighting with you because for some reason, you think your career is more important than mine!”

you’ve twisted the knife in too deep, and you know it. it’s just heavy breathing and silence from his end, nothing but useless thoughts swirling around in his brain. you’re burying homicidal urges, as if hating him will make him appear at your doorstep. “let’s talk tomorrow. i’ll see if i can catch the next flight out.”

you swallow down a sob that bubbles in your throat. your voice, just below a whisper, wavers as you speak, “you were supposed to be here for me. and you’re not. you’re not here.”

he is enraged at you for thinking that he didn’t want to be there with you, for believing that he would table your career for his own. his heart is ripping out of his chest excruciatingly, breaths coming out shaky. “i’m sorry, [y/n]. i tried.”

“no. you fucking didn’t.”

the next thing he hears is a click and a monotone buzz. he realizes seconds later that you’ve hung up on him and left him stranded in an airport in hungary, with nothing but his two carry-on bags and a love for you that transcends across any ocean.

sadly enough, that’s all he has left to give.

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[monsieur-hadrien]

Harry Potter Fanfic Recommendations continued...

I did one of these lists back in June, and y’all KNOW! that I have even more to share with the world.

This list is a mix between crossovers and single-fandom fics, and are drarry or rarepair-centric, but either way I’ll mark which are which when I get to it.

If you want to see what I’ve been enjoying lately, check out my bookmarks on the Archive

Man of Iron, Child of Magic by zathara001

Harry Potter and MCU, no slash, 107k word count, 32 chapters, completed, teen

In the aftermath of the Chitauri invasion, Tony Stark sorts out his priorities - including one he didn't think he had.

Okay I followed this one from the beginning as a WIP because this is exactly the fic that I was looking for. Tony being Irondad for Harry is the most wholesome thing ever, and Uncle Steve is also 20/10. I will say, this fic is not as dark as a lot of this hp/mcu fics of this trope because it happens in Harry’s younger Hogwarts years and his childhood isn’t too ruined just yet. It focuses a lot on Tony’s growth as a father rather than working through Harry’s trauma (which, don’t get me wrong, that happens as well). Harry still has the naive outlook on life that a child should have and it just makes my heart swell.

Although this fic is done, the sequel has not been uploaded yet, as this fic was just completed late August, but don’t let that deter you. The author is a sweetheart to interact with on new updates (which were quite frequent).

Golden Boy’s Dance by Madriddler

Harry Potter, Harry Potter/Draco Malfoy/Blaise Zabini, 57k word count, 13 chapters, completed, explicit

Two years after the defeat of Voldemort and Harry is feeling useless. Jobless and suffering from PTSD, Harry spent his days going from horrible interview to horrible interview hopelessly looking for a job. Feeling completely useless, Harry, with the help of George, turns to a new profession that Harry never even thought of : being a camboy. Pleasuring himself for money and people's entertainment, Harry hopes to find a use for the Savior of the Wizarding World in this Peaceful Era.

Yeah so uh,,, this is a total guilty pleasure kink fic and I’m not at all ashamed for putting this fic on here. I won’t even lie, sometimes it felt a bit cheesey, but the porn was so well written it didn’t even matter. I swear to you this is porn with plot and lots of it. Harry works through his post traumatic stress disorder in ways that may or may not be slightly unhealthy, but beyond the porn, it’s really about Harry being okay in his own skin, as someone with mental health issues and as a sex worker. It was a hell of a good time to read and I definitely cried for Harry a time or two.

A Dented Old Street Sign by orphanghost

Harry Potter, Harry Potter/Draco Malfoy, 27k word count, one-shot, completed, mature

Draco knows they aren't the only students who will be completing their NEWTs this year, but they are the only ones whose home fireplaces were disconnected from the floo network by the ministry.

At least, Draco assumes as much until he sees the light falling out from the front door of one of the other rickety old houses in front of them and the three figures cast in its warm glow. For a moment they look like some sort of strange, many legged creature. An acromantula, or a particularly massive Blast-Ended Skrewt. Then Draco hears Pansy make a disgusted sound beside him and the light falls in a less blinding way, and Draco can see that it is actually Potter and the Weasel carrying a large couch between them, and Granger fluttering around them with her wand out, seeming concerned.

I don’t think I’ve laughed this much reading a fic in a long time. The golden trio and the Slytherin gang live in the same neighborhood while attending their 8th year at Hogwarts and i swear to fucking god, the amount of mutual pining and angst between Harry and Draco is fucking ridiculous, but you can’t help but love them anyway. Sometimes I wanted to throttle them and then shove them into a closet together so they would just t a l k but like in a good way. also the Christmastime atmosphere is something I just live for.

Words Unread, Things Unsaid by PinkCrupps

Harry Potter, no slash Harry & Snape, 18k word count, 7 chapters, completed, teen

What if the Dursley’s were a little crueler, and a little smarter? What if they didn’t want Harry going to school because they didn’t want anyone to see the bruises?

What if Harry had to leave for Hogwarts, carrying a shameful secret? One that Severus Snape is determined to discover.

When I say this one hurt, I mean it h u r t. I feel so bad because when I first read the tags I laughed when I saw the illiterate tag because I make the “I can’t read” jokes often but then I read the fic and i felt SO BAD OMG.

I am no fan of Snape, let it be known, but this fic, I think made me feel like he actually deserved a bit of a redemption arc (even if it’s fanon). This whole time, all I could think of is giving harry a big hug and never letting him go.

I said this in the notes of my bookmark, and I stand by it: “

I feel like the hurt/comfort tag on this one is also meant for the reader”

What Happens to the Heart by Mossycoat

Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, 33k word count, 18 chapters, completed, mature

With no girlfriend, no job, and no idea what he wants, Harry has decided to let life go on without him. If only prophetic dreams, demanding ghosts, and Draco Malfoy would let him.

If you need a pick-me-up after the sadness for the prior fic, may i recommend this one. Seer!Harry is a headcanon that I had never seen before this fic, and I was not let down whatsoever. We love a fic where the OCs are wonderful and the writing style is immaculate. The incorporation of tarot and divination into the chapter names and plot also makes my babywitch heart s i n g!!

Wrong Place, Wrong Time by Relevant_Peach

Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, 70k word count, 15 chapters, completed, no rating specified, but probably teen/ mature for mental health tingz

Draco Malfoy would do anything to find a cure for his son's life-threatening disease. When he crosses paths with an old acquaintance, it unleashes a string of events that will uncover secrets and deceptions. Will Draco be able to look past the misdeeds of his old lover's past? Will Harry ever find the family he longs for?

Ah yes, who knew that pain could feel so good. Everything seems to be fine until it isn’t with this one.

Turn by Saras_Girl

Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, 306k word count, 14  chapters, completed, explicit

One good turn always deserves another. Apparently.

oh my goD yes a classic we love to see it. This is one of those fics that is long but doesn’t reallly feel like it is? This is definitely another feel-good fic, even if it doesn’t seem that way in the beginning. Not only does it focus on Harry and Draco’s relationship, but also their relationships with their family, specifically their children. It’s just really heartwarming whenever Harry get’s all fatherly with his kids. ugh I swear I don’t want any but this is just SO ADORABLE! Plus Blaise Zabini rights thank you very much.

Also Boris can suck my left toe.

There’s a Pureblood Custom For That by Lomonaaeren

Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, 105k word count, 36 chapters, completed, mature

The day that Harry stops Draco Malfoy and his son from being bothered in the middle of Diagon Alley starts a strange series of interactions between him and Malfoy. Who knew there was a pure-blood custom for every situation?

This is another fluffier one, and I have absolutely no shame. Draco is just trying so hard to get through Harry’s thick, clueless skull and Harry is just trying to understand. They’re just so adorable I can’t. And Harry defending Draco’s and his relationship after people are like fuck naw just warms my heart. Like yes Harry, protect ur mans you adorable himbo you.

Our Own Demons by Emmalie22

Harry Potter, MCU, Harry Potter & Tony Stark, Harry Potter/Peter Parker, 119k word count, 24 chapters, WIP, teen/mature

Tony Stark. Genius. Billionaire. Philanthropist. Ironman. (Reckless. Lonely. Father.)

Harry Potter. The Boy Who Lived. The Chosen One. Wizard. (The Master of Death. Survivor. Breaking.)

Tony Stark never thought he would be a father. But when a lawyer comes knocking and truths become evident, he realizes that he can’t let his son walk out of his life. For Harry, acknowledging his relationship with Tony is a last-ditch effort to gain freedom and control over his life. Although the journey might not be easy, Tony and Harry learn to heal and become a family, facing trials and tribulations on the way such as a scheming Death, a Mad Titian, Dark Wizards, dangerous Doctors, and living Wards.

I’m so sorry to give you a WIP that hasn’t been updated in 10 months, but I couldn’t let this one slide. I’m so attached to these characters it’s unhealthy. I’m not gonna lie, this fic was the product of a very hyperspecific filtered search on AO3 but I’m not even mad at it. Tony is Harry’s father but unlike the other fic on this rec list, Harry is a bit more grown up and bears a lot of the scars of 5th year (y’all don’t need me to specify with that one). It’s a lovely family dynamic and super fluffy Peter and Harry wow we love to see it. Harry is also super fucking smart AS HE IS! I will never get over people calling him stupid ugh Harry rights. But yes, author friend, if you see this, update when you can I’m so in love with this.

If anybody wants me to do more specific lists, I will totally do so. Just reblog or private message me. And if you have any other fic recs, please do so too because I’m always looking for something else to read.

[sacrilegetm]

nick     wilde     i     would     die     for     u          .          now     that     you’ve     read     that     ur     a     furry     apologist     sorry     that’s     jus     law          .          hello     i     am     unfortunately     rosie          (     she/her     )          though     i     will     respond     to     hole     for     sebastian     stan          ,          most     profanities          ,          n     the     general     sound     of     clown     honks          .          am     twenty2     n     yes     i     think     about     the     passage     of     time     every     day     bcos     of     it<3     i     luv     unhinged     women          (     see     :     women     with     blood     smeared     faces     looks     literally     so     natural     )          ,          n     believe     cinema     peaked     at     s2     e8     of     westworld     titled     kiksuya     no     i     will     not     shut     up     about     this          .          don’t     have     a     fancy     graphic     for     these     bcos     she     took     my     photoshop     creativity     in     the     divorce          .          if     u     would     like     to     plot     or     feel     sorry     for     me     then     my     discord     is     𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑎 ℎ𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡#7585     bcos     i     live     n     die     by     furry     rights          !          anyways     the     runts     are     under     here     x

case     file          :          clarke     ,     isaac               my     god          ,          whose     performance     am     i     watching

associations          :          blood     staining     a     once     white     bandage     into     something     ugly     and     polluted     where     it     wraps     around     an     injured     hand          ,          unspeakable     tribulations     endured          .          an     ache     that     makes     a     home     somewhere     in     your     bones     for     something     more          (     just     out     of     reach     and     taunting          ,          teasing     )          yet     the     refusal     to     heal     beyond     flesh     wounds          .          a     stubborn     refusal     to     die          —          facing     the     hellmouth     with     a     smile     and     clever     remarks     coated     in     an     arrogance     learned     from     birth     and     fine     tuned     throughout     the     years          .

1974          ,          canada               what     is     this     space     between     myself     and     myself

synopsis          :          arrogant     boy          ,          born     to     lift     the     weight     of     the     world          .          boyhood     like     clay          :          to     be     made     and     molded     by     hands     that     would     care     little     of     cracks     and     dry     air          .          what     is     known     of     identity     if     perfected     by     another          ?          king     of     an     empire     that     was     condemned     to     fall          ,          citadels     in     smoke     and     a     broken     crown     at     his     feet          .          when     the     end     comes          ,          made     to     watch     as     survivor’s     guilt     digs     its     claws     into     marred     flesh          .          salvation     found     after     months     of     trials     faced     with     no     one     to     convict     but     himself          .          all     that     charisma          ,          all     that     ego          —          where     is     fate’s     reward     in     a     world     that     cares     little     for     either          ?          if     he     spins     the     chamber     enough     times          ,          maybe     he’ll     catch     a     bullet     in     the     end          .

full     name          :          isaac     vernon     clarke

nicknames          :          n/a

birthdate          :          jan     1

hometown          :          canmore          ,          canada

current     location          :          atlanta           ,           usa

languages     spoken          :          english          ,          will     claim     he     knows     basic     french     from     elementary     school     but     can     really     only     count     to     a     hundred     and     ask     if     he     may     use     the     bathroom

distinguishing     features          :          scars     along     his     left     hand     from     getting     it     caught     in     a     bear     trap

positive          :          affable          ,          audacious

negative          :          temerarious          ,          vexatious

fears          :          not     being     able     to     protect     those     he     loves

aspirations          :          isn't     too     sure          ,          just     wishes     to     stay     alive     long     enough     to     see     the     next     day

case     file          :          rambler     ,     virginia               this     skin     is     far     too     soft     for     me

associations          :          a     body     scrubbed     raw     in     the     bath          ,          dead     eyed     stare     at     the     cold     and     broken     porcelain     until     the     water     runs     red     with     blood          .          a     throat     made     raw     from     screaming          —          empty     nothingness     all     that     greets     with     a     familiarity          .          black     anger     burning     inside     like     a     wildfire     made     to     devour     anything     and     untamed     in     its     path          .

1991          ,          usa               maybe     i'm     just     meant     to     bleed

synopsis          :          born     clinging     to     life          ,          heart     too     small     and     breathless     cries          —          resilient          ,          even     when     they     didn’t     know     it          .          striking     fists          ,          vicious     tongues          ,          teeth     bared          ,          veins     of     ruined     ash          .          the     atlas     they     were          ,          shoulders     carrying     demons     from     lives     long     lived          .          one     way     ticket     and     by     fourteen          ,          just     another     teen     runaway     and     painted     in     malice     and     anger     for     a     world     that     long     turned     its     back     on     her          .          when     calamity     rears     its     ugly     head          ,          they     become     acquainted     with     loneliness          ,          making     a     lover     out     of     it     to     indulge     and     caress          .          genesis     begins     in     this     new     world     of     chaos     and     massacre          .          wicked     girl     not     made     to     survive     the     forest          ,          but     become     it          .

full     name          :          virginia     adelaide     rambler

nicknames          :          rams

birthdate          :          december     15

hometown          :          san     carlos     apache     reservation          ,          usa

current     location          :          atlanta           ,           usa

languages     spoken          :          western     apache          ,          english

distinguishing     features          :          heavy     bags     under     the     eyes

positive          :          reticent          ,          idiosyncratic

negative          :          fickle          ,          perfidious

fears          :          becoming     comfortable     in     the     loneliness     that     they     have     built

aspirations          :          finding     some     semblance     of     a     home

case     file          :          javadi     ,     roma               evil     is     unspectacular     and     always     human

associations          :          memories     like     ghosts     that     haunt     you     wherever     you     go          (     a     taunting          ,          like     a     rite          ,          to     be     revered     yet     feared     all     the     same     )          .     wildflowers     grown     where     blood     once     spilled     deep     into     the     earth          /          the     creation     of     beauty          —          of     something     divine     and     grand          —          after     tragedy     that     punctured     so     many          .          the     tar-thick     feeling     of     the     air     as     a     thunderstorm     approaches     and     everywhere     you     look     is     dark     like     an     omen          .

1975          ,          usa               it     shares     our     bed     and     eats     at     our     own     table

synopsis          :          earliest     memories     are     ones     of     cruelty     and     vitriol          .          taking     the     worst     of     it          :          nobody     would     ever     touch     her     sister          ,          cherubic     cheeks     to     be     left     uncoloured     by     bruise     or     laceration          .          when     they     ask     of     tribulations          ,          a     smile     with     niceties     and     explanations          .          one     splintering     crack     in     the     facade     and     its     enough          (     years     of     maintaining          ,          of     grit     teeth     and     fists     clenched          ,          unmade     at     the     chorus     of     bells     )          .          awaiting     trial          /          javadi     parents     found     dead          ,          eldest     daughter     suspect          .          when     hell     descends     on     earth          ,          steel     bars     act     as     protection     for     the     brunt     of     it          .          still          ,          somewhere     her     other     half     is     alone     in     the     world          —          buried     maybe          ,          or     the     empty     shell     of     a     woman     roaming     and     rotting          .

full     name          :          roma     lourdes     javadi

nicknames          :          n/a

birthdate          :          november     9

hometown          :          new     york          ,          usa

current     location          :          ober     gatlinburg           ,           usa

languages     spoken          :          english

distinguishing     features          :          round     doe     eyes     that     suggest     something     sinister     beneath     an     innocent     guise

positive          :          reticent          ,          seraphic

negative          :          irascible          ,          mendacious

fears          :          succumbing     to     an     evil     that     she     has     swallowed     down     her     whole     life

aspirations          :          find     her     sister          ,          no     matter     the     cost

[cactusheartd]

❝ I aim to be lionhearted; but my hands still shake and my voice isn’t quite loud enough ❞ ZENDAYA COLEMAN? No, that’s actually CASSANDRA BONES-JORDAN. A SEVENTH YEAR student, this HUFFLEPUFF student is sided with MCGONAGALL’S ARMY. SHE identifies as DEMI-GIRL and is a HALF BLOOD who is known to be SHORT TEMPERED, SELF-CRITICAL, and IMPULSIVE but also POETIC, RESILIENT, and LOYAL. { AUDREY, 20, JST, SHE/HER }

death tw !   disordered eating tw ! running away from ur bullshit tw !                 

Born a Lover and a fighter  /   dumb ass funfacts here while i get my shit organised !

Sword lesbian

vegan

Plant mother and art hoe, loves thrifting

Generally dumb as shit, only smart when it comes to talking in 7 levels of sarcasm and irony.

Says ‘do it for the vine’ and other completely outdated slang constantly.

If you remind her vine is dead she will - unstan.

Very tech savvy, extremely upset that tech devices have been banned in Hogwarts like ?

No fashion sense whatsoever like honestly -- get her some help, stop her wearing hawaiian shirts.

Asks people their fave cryptid on a first date / is really into conspiracy theories.

Excells at repressing emotions and bottling them up into her mediocre artwork and occasional poetry and also kickboxing - healthy coping mechanism? Who needs them.

Kind of a jock but an emo jock who’s also a hipster 

Tells all her secrets to her plants and exposes nothing to anybody else whatsoever

Constantly ?? day dreaming but will pretend they were doing something cool.

Kind of aloof and will not let you know anything concrete about them. ever

Deathly loyal and ridiculously strong moral compass, lawful good to a tee.

She is cactus . . . . prickly … hard 2 open up, but full of life saving liquid in an arid environment.  She’s made herself strong and protected 2 hide any emotion

Will do anything for those she considers her friends but only really considers like 4 people her friend and 1 of them is no longer with us

Used to only care for peaceful protests uwu but now she’s here ready 2 throw hands 24/7

Dog lesbian not a cat lesbian. 

Really into history and linguistics, loves philosophy,

Speaks a speckling of other languages but nowhere near fluent but can say i love girls in 12 languages.

Only can be called Cassie or Cassandra, the only person that called her Sandy was Gwen so now it’s a no-go. Easiest way to piss her off is call her sandy.

hufflepuff seeker ; very fast and good at flying, but known for drifting off and day dreaming instead of spotting the snitch. excels in chasing down the other seeker.

Actual bio!

Being the younger middle child always comes with it’s perks, namely, your parents already know what to expect when they’re expecting.

Brought into the world full of smiles, and she’s never stopped smiling since. 

A quiet, yet content child is how people would always place Cassandra Bones-Jordan. And for that reason, she was always somewhat in the shadow. That’s what everyone always says about middle children, they’re not the eldest, they’re not leading the pack. And they’re not the doted on baby.

They don’t have it harsh, they don’t really face the struggles and tribulations, they’re just part of the learning curve. 

The infamous middle children, the children that time forgot that always end up with some sort of emotional baggage to them.

And so, Cassandra had a happy, uneventful childhood. Her parents loved her, her siblings loved her, and she loved them back equally and wholly with all the love she had to give. Which was a lot. 

It was good for her, to be the quiet wallflower of a girl, she may not be a star actress but she shined in the role she was given to play. So introverted, she much preferred to sit in the back of the car with headphones in and a sketchbook in hand than ever join in the conversation, stand to the side of a photograph with a soft and pleasant smile on her face.

Such a lovely girl, everyone would comment, and leave it at that, sidelined for her extremely impressive bunch of siblings.

Cassandra fitted right into that role and so she never complained,    just kept her head down and nose in her sketchbook and she’d be content and happy as she could be. She didn’t like the attention, she would actively try and avoid family at any and all parties. 

Thus, it wasn’t a surprise that she was eventually sorted into hufflepuff, and she would always fondly remember that moment, writing back home to her mother. She was so proud to be a hufflepuff like her mother. 

Except her sorting wasn’t really all that simple. She had an extremely long hat stall, the kind of hat stall where everyone tries to take bets on where they’re going to end up kind of hat stall. 

Initially, the hat had thought gryffindor. For their was a bravery, a lion, hidden in the lanky but well built frame. Covered in marble that just needed to be sculpted, it was there, but it wouldn’t just bloom like a flower, it would need to be chipped at, destroyed, and the question for the hat was:      would cassandra have trial by fire? Would she be burnt at the stake?  Would Troy burn around her as she screamed into the night ? 

Lucky girls are hardly ever called brave girls. 

So the hat chose hufflepuff, perhaps a hope for the coming generations to be spared from war like its predecessor. 

The wise words she and the hat exchanged didn’t really do much to bolster cassandra’s confidence, and so, she remained as a wallflower for the first half of the first term, learning the ropes of Hogwarts. 

Luckily, she had her two elder siblings there to guide her a little bit, ruffle her hair as she walked past. But she still felt vehemently within their shadows, that her name Cassandra, meant little in comparison to the Bones-Jordan that felt like an anvill on her neck.

Being such a wallflower and a hufflepuff led her to being teased just a bit in her first year - a group of no good slytherins coming over and shoving her sketchbook into a puddle in the courtyard just because.  ( she would later found out ; it was because one of her siblings had annoyed them earlier. ) 

A muggleborn hufflepuff of the same year, gwen mcstevens - scottish, ginger and awfully freckled, came to her defense and told em to fuck off basically in the most explicit way they could manage.

A spitfire, the sun, apollo, all synonyms for gwen mcstevens.

They became close friends- like he kind of attached at the hips, never seen without each other best friends’, it seemed like y/n had finally grown out of her shell a bit. Gwen even encouraged Sandy to dye her hair ginger in their 4th year.

Cassandra was quiet (around people she didn’t like), and gwen was loud. 

They were each others balancing side, whilst gwen campaigned for everything and constantly had a bone to pick with someone, Cassandra would tag along. Because she felt the same way too , she just relied on the presence of Gwen to fully express those feelings.

An emotional crutch, they were completely co-dependant on each other, and at some point in their 6th year, it became like a thing between them. Unspoken, but there was a thing that she only ever told her parents about over christmas that same year in a flood of tears.

And much like her childhood, all they did was shower Cassandra in happiness, and told her to invite Gwen around next year for the holidays

Unfortunately - that christmas never came.

A few days after the news of Harry’s and MCgonnogal’s death came out, the first few muggleborns at Hogwarts began to go missing. Gwen amongst them. It was the 13th of November, a dreery November, when things were confirmed for the worst.

Dead. She could cope with the grief of Shacklebolt, Mcgonnogal, of Harry, but without Gwen -- there was an entire half of Cassandra now missing. 

It was the rug out from under cassandra’s feet, her one support mechanism, the one person who knew everything about her was gone. But not just gone, she’d been murdered. Well, she didn’t know murder, but she could feel the room,   could feel the machinations taking place.

cassandra was . . . .  crushed. Defeated. Numb. she couldn’t feel shit - she was catatonic for a day in her dorm room, everyone edging around her so as to not aggravate the situation. And then she was gone, just like that.

She couldn’t deal with Hogwarts, at looking at Gwen’s bed next to hers, all her stuff left untouched as it had been last week ; her pet tortoise the only movement in that corner of the dorm.

It’s not like hufflepuffs to be rash;  and here it was, the chipping of the marble. 

She shoved a few belongings into her satchel and made a break for it on the 15th in the night -- stowing into the darkness.

However, the destinies, the fates, claimed this story to not be a tragedy - but an epic. Her hairbrain scheme to break free failed pretty badly;   she’s found the next day by [w.c] in the early hours of the 15th on the border of the school grounds - just past the owlery a few hundred metres from the edge of the forbidden forest. 

Disordered eating tw start In reality, it wasn’t fate, it was just the fact that she hadn’t eaten anything in a few days

Disordered eating tw end. 

Cassandra begged for wc as they were fireman lifting them to the hospital wing to not say what actually happened, she didn’t want to deal with the drama without her crutch, nor did she want to worry her parents.

However, sitting in the hospital wing only lasted for a few hours, her desire to not worry her family trumped by the unending beating in her heart, the shaking of her limbs. this , although unknown to cassandra, was just grief. 

But she had never experienced it before, or knew how to deal with it in a proper manner, so she tried to run again.

However, not having fully rested herself, her brain was fogged and her mental map of the school forgotten, and the room of requirement living up to its name, had sense a requirement in the lost bones-jordan child.

Moving through what she thought was just a normal door, Cassandra came face to face with a mirror. What should have been a paled face with sunken eyes and chapped lips, was instead replaced with stout figure with darting green eyes and firey hair.

Surprise ! it’s the mirror of erised ! what a lovely deus ex machina for us all !

And of course, it’s a grieving heart who sees what they long for the most ; gwen. 

On the verge of tears, of running out the door and as far as she could -- ; perhaps it was too soon to see her again, her sun.

And maybe it was the lack of focus she had, or the iron deficiency, but she swears she heard the reflection talk to her. A manifesto to be brave ;      cassandra had always followed gwen rigorously, but she did everything that gwen did. Sure, she needed the encouragement but she could always do it. She just didn’t believe in herself.

It’s the darkest hours of the heroes story ; and it's divine intervention, apollo, or thetis, swooping down from olympia with the words on wings.

It was that inspiration, that internalisation of Gwen that managed to get the courage to use her legs. Put one leg in front of the other and walk back to the hospital room, and sit back down. With no one to notice her second attempt. 

The block of marble had been cut, the statue now revealed, the brave girl, the lioness, now in full force. People don’t call you brave if you’re lucky.

To keep part of Gwen with her  everywhere, she decided to keep herself in everything Gwen had encouraged her to do, rather than become a hermit and avoid everything they ever did.

On a spur of a whim, she had those now, she decided to try out in the snap quidditch tryouts to replace the seeker. She got her best friends former position by some act of god,     Cassandra says she plays with an angel looking over her. 

She also signs up for the M.A the second she has a chance, constantly cementing herself in any role or position they needed to be filled.

Through dealing with her strife, she flourished rather than suffered, desperately trying to fill her time with extracurriculars, helping out the m.a, practising for quidditch matches.

At the same time, whilst keeping her emotions very bottled up, she’s started to act up and act out, her inability to deal with people she doesn’t like reaching sky high peaks. People would perhaps call her somewhat intolerant to blood purity ideas; and suddenly, she’s started to speak up when she hears something she finds dumb, started getting into fights and coming back to her dorm with a black eye or a bruised wrist.

It’s a level of self-preservation that’s gone too, along with any other healthy coping mechanisms. She doesn’t know how to deal with the deep seated grief that’s rooted itself to her bone marrow; but whatever she’s doing right now certainly isn’t helping one bit.  

my wc page is still heavily under wip so i’ll post it in the gc when im done but the few basic ideas we got going on here are;

- the person who found her passed out in the forest ; sworn to absolute secrecy, peak drama and dramatic tension.

- other former friends of gwen who cassandra would have been friends with via proxy.

- people cassandra have absolutely gotten into a fist fight with as of late for whatever anti-muggleborn sentiment they’ve said in her presence

- love a group of people who are ... slowly going to adopt cassie into their friendship group bc she’s a loner and needs love.

- .. girlfriend (future)! crushes! you name it! she was kind of dating gwen so she ... soft angst hours ultimate edition !

- 1 ex / a guy, like the one person u date to try and convince urself your straight and it absolutely doesn’t work out and it’s kind of awkward we love heteronormativity in our kids. 

[r-emaking]

time to ask for my v3 holy quintet: kaito momota, tsumugi shirogane, kaede akamatsu, kirumi toujou, and gonta gokuhara! for the character ask meme (sorry there's so many!!!)

Thanks for asking me Nick! And second, hecking good taste! A lot of my faves are there (key: all) so I can’t wait to answer this for everyone but Kirumi (since I just answered that one!)Spoilers In ROT13

Kaito Momota

What I like about them

Warning for caps lock because this is how I always have to say his name any time he is mentioned. 

BECAUSE HE’S KAITO MOMOTA

LUMINARY OF THE STARS

FAMOUS EVEN IN SPACE

EVEN CRYING CHILDREN ADORE THE ULTIMATE ASTRONAUT

What I dislike about them

Some of the things he says in the Japanese version were on the “No Kaito!” and “How could you say that” side. 

Favourite moment

Rot13:

Url vs V fnl rirel zbzrag crbcyr zvtug npghnyyl trg znq fb cssss.Zl snibevgr zbzrag, vs V UNIR gb cvpx bar, vf gur bar jurer vg'f Puncgre 4 naq gurl'er va gur fvzhyngvba naq Xnvgb ehaf nebhaq gur ebbs gbc orpnhfr vg'f fabjvat! Vg'f fb cher!

Least favourite moment

Rot13:

V pna'g ernyyl oynzr uvz sbe guvf, ohg V qvqa'g yvxr gung orsber Xnvgb jnf rkrphgrq va Puncgre 5, ur onfvpnyyl tnir Fuhhvpuv gur fnzr fcrrpu gung Xnrqr tnir. V zrna, tvir guvf zna fbzr perqvg! Unir uvz fnl fbzrguvat ryfr vafcvevat gb Fuhhvpuv; gurer'f n ybg bs bgure guvatf ur pbhyq unir zragvbarq.

A situation with this character that I want to see explored more

Rot13:Uvz yvivat.But besides that, Kaito is an Astronaut. He’s probably somewhat smart. I’d like to see more of that side of him. 

An interesting AU for this character

Kaito Momota, but he’s training to be an astronaut. It’s not a cool AU, but I wanna see Kaito overcome the trials and tribulations!

A crossover

Kaito crossover with literally anything having to do with space travel.Actually, what if there was a Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy crossover with him? That would be cool (and count towards the AU question too!)

OTP (or OT3+ etc…. just… favourite ship)

I like Kaito x Shuuichi, Ouma, Maki. Kaito x Amami is pretty good too!

Other ships?

I guess Kaito x Kiibo also isn’t too bad! Kaito x Hoshi sounds interesting too. Kaito x Nekomaru would be funny too!

BROTP

Kaito is everyone’s bro! Everyone’s. 

NOTP

Not that I know of!

An assortment of headcanons! - Kaito loves dogs- When Kaito was a kid, due to all the lore of the constellations and stuff, he would always imagine himself as a greek/roman hero fighting monsters and becoming a constellation himself in the stars- Hoshi teaches Kaito how to gamble…better. He’s still bad at it though.- For Kaito’s birthday everyone got together and rented him a planetary so they could all celebrate together. Kaito kept trying to run off because he didn’t want them to see him crying tears of joy.- Naegi and Kaito are a dangerous pair of optimism. Don’t even involve Kaede. It’s dangerous. Nothing is impossible. 

Tsumugi Shirogane

What I like about them

At first Tsumugi was just there, but then she really picked up and I love how she’s a deadpan snarker basically! And the blues used on her palette are pretty as well!

What I dislike about them

Rot13:V jvfu fur unq zber gb qb fb vg jbhyqa'g or fb rnfl sbe zr gb pnyy ure orvat gur znfgrezvaq nf n wbxr va puncgre 2. Fgvyy, gung zvtug unir orra ure cyna  gbb fb V'z abg gbb fher. 

Favourite moment

Rot13:

Jura fur fgnegrq ernyyl qvfyvxvat Zvh. CSSSS nf zhpu nf V ybir Zvh gung jnf syvccvat uvynevbhf, gur guvatf fur jbhyq fnl V zrna. Nyfb, orvat gur znfgrezvaq jnf nyfb ernyyl pbby naq obhtug ure punenpgre jnl hc sbe zr!

Least favourite moment

Rot13:Gfhzhtv pna'g jevgr. V fgneg ng I3 nf vs vg jrer fbzr onq snasvpgvba naq nyy V jnag gb qb vf erjevgr Gfhzhtv'f zrff cebagb. Fur unq fhpu tbbq vqrnf ohg…pbhyqa'g rkrphgr gurz.Nyfb xvyyvat Xnrqr jnf RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR orpnhfr *funxrf gfhzhtv* V XABJ JUL LBH QVQ GUNG OHG JUL?! NYFB NYY GUR VAPRFG FGHSS. URYYB GFHZHTV LBH JEBGR ZBFG BS GUNG FGHSS. JUL? Ohg ubarfgyl rira jvgu nyy gung V fgvyy yvxr Gfhzgfhz!

A situation with this character that I want to see explored more

In game, since she’s the “nerd” character I kinda wanted her to try and get the group to do more “nerd” things. Like maybe suggest a cosplay competition or something. Something that would make her want to do something of her interest with the group! 

Rot13:

Xvaqn jnaan frr ubj I3 jnf! I2 pheeragyl gnxrf hc n ybg bs zl vagrerfg ea!

An interesting AU for this character

AU where Tsumugi and the Imposter meet up.Rot13:NH jurer Gfhzhtv pna JEVGR. 

A crossoverTsumugi x Sailor Moon. Make it happen people!Actually, this kinda goes into AU but, an AU where Tsumugi goes into different anime worlds and just. . acts like CinemaSins / TVTropes and critiques each show! That would be hilarious!

OTP (or OT3+ etc…. just… favourite ship)*coughs* Tsumugi x … Angie

Other ships?Tsumugi x: Maki, Kirumi, Kaede, Amami, Tsumugi x Chiaki 

BROTPTsumugi x All DR Nerd Kids

NOTPNah.

An assortment of headcanons! - One day Tsumugi made an attempt to see how many cosplays she could do in one day while doing things around the city. She then asked her classmates to keep count of how many cosplays they saw. The number ranged from 25-71. 52-53 seemed to be the common answer however.- Tsumugi once held a con booth with Angie. It was as wild as it sounds.- Tsumugi and Kirumi talk frequently, for Kirumi is able to assist Tsumugi when she makes cosplays and is able to give solid opinions as well- Tsumugi is the class matchmaker sorry I don’t make the rules.- This …isn’t really a hc per se but . . *coughs* so in the future if Tsumugi and Angie had a child, that artist would be a “con-artist” con artist. They go to cons selling artwork that isn’t theirs or they try to rip people off. 

Kaede Akamatsu

What I like about them

Everything? I legit love everything about Kaede. I love her flaws and her imperfections. She’s a musician, she’s my favorite colours, she hecking plays piano, she’s outgoing and funny and a lovable goof ball. 

What I dislike about them

… *sips a smoothie* Oh? Did you really think something would be here?Oh here’s something. I dislike the fact thatRot13:XNRQR NXNZNGFH URPXVAT QVRF. V jbhyq fnl zber ohg gung'f n pna bs jbezf ba vgf bja. 

Favourite moment

Rot13:Gur zbzrag jurer fur yvgrenyyl qbrf nalguvat fgenatr naq Fuhhvpuv unf gb or yvxr “Huu …ohg Xnrqr fubhyq jr ernyyl–” naq Xnrqr whfg QBRF. JUNGRIRE. Sbe rknzcyr, cbxvat Gfhzhtv! Gung jnf phgr naq nqbenoyr.Nyfb gur zbbovrf fprar jnf cerggl tbbq. V nyfb yvxr ubj gurl qvq gur cebgnt fjvgpu. Gung jnf pyrire. Ubjrire. Qb V yvxr gur cebgnt fjvgpu? Gur nafjre vf V arire yvxr cebgnt fjvgpurf. Rire. 

Least favourite moment

Rot13:Yrnfg snibevgr zbzrag vf ure rkrphgvba. V srry anhfrbhf naq fvpx vs V rira guvax nobhg pubxvat/unatvat abj. Fur zrnag gb zhpu gb zr fb frrvat gung nyzbfg znqr zr guebj hc naq cnff bhg.

A situation with this character that I want to see explored more

More music references! This musician (aka, me) really wanted to see Kaede list off some more pieces for me to listen to!

An interesting AU for this character

I have…a lot of Kaede AUs. Here are some I’m working on. A Kaede x Girls coffee shop AU. Someday.Speakeasy AUMythical creature AU where Kaede is a humanRot13:Bgure NHf yvgrenyyl vaibyir ure orvat n tubfg. Yvxr va gur Zbafgre NH, Xnrqr qvrf naq gheaf vagb n Tubfg. Gurer'f nyfb gur Qrngu Abgr!Xnrqr NH, gur Xnrqr vf n tubfg!cebgntbavfg naq urycf Fuhhvpuv NH, naq gur TubfgGevpx NH.

A crossoverNot a real crossover, but Kaede and the other musical DR kids would be swell!

OTP (or OT3+ etc…. just… favourite ship)Hhh. Wow what a …question.Even though a lot of ships are close, I guess it’s Kaemaki!

Other ships?Kaede x all girls. Good hecking stuff. I’m also okay with Shuuichi x Kaede too, as of her x Amami.  

BROTP

Kaede x Musical Kids brOTPKaede x everyone brOTP she deserves all the friends

NOTPNone!

An assortment of headcanons! - Kaede makes a lot of references to musical pieces. A lot of them.- Kaede has a friendly rivalry with all of the instruments. All of them.- Shuuichi is Kaede’s impulse control. As is Maki. And Kirumi. And–- When Kaede falls asleep on her piano her friends take turns in covering her with a blanket- Kaede has composer headcanons. Like, headcanons about people from the past. Because yeah.- Note, this one is in a code because it’s a weird one. >uROT SECRET: - Lnaab. Svefg bss, vs lbh npghnyyl qvq gur pbqr, pbatengf gb lbh. Yrtvg, V gevrq gb qb nyy guvf zngu naq fghss gb trg na bevtvany ahzore, naq gura vg raqrq hc orvat 13. V'z fb znq ng zlfrys. CSSSS Gb gubfr jub whfg unccrarq gb thrff, pbatengf  gb lbh thlf! Naq gb gubfr jub whfg svtherq gurl jbhyq fgneg ng Ebg13 qhr gb ynmvarff / vaghvgvba, V jbhyq vaivgr lbh gb zl jrqqvat. Naljnlf, gur jrveq urnqpnaba V unir sbe Xnrqr vf gung Xnrqr yvxrf tbffvc! Vg'f xvaqn fgenatr, ohg fvapr Fuhhvpuv qbrfa'g yvxr tbffvc V gubhtug gung jbhyq or na vagrerfgvat! Bu, naq rira fgenatre, V yvxr gb frr gung Xnrqr, yvxr Anrtv, nyfb pbagvahrq gb jrg gur orq ng na rzoneenffvat ntr. Bu jryy, ng yrnfg gur cebgntf unir fbzrguvat gb gnyx nobhg CSSS! Gunaxf sbe pbzvat gb zl GRQGnyx. Naq gb gur crefba (lbh xabj jub lbh ner) V'z fb fbeel CSSSS.

Gonta Gokuhara

What I like about them

Gonta is a gentleman! He’s so nice and honestly, if there is one person out there who will help me get rid of my fear of bugs, it’s him!

What I dislike about them

How the English translation dealt with his translation. He’s a scientist for crying out loud. 

Favourite moment

Rot13:Jura Uvzvxb pevrq urefrys gb fyrrc naq Tbagn pneevrq ure ba uvf onpx. Vg jnf fb gbhpuvat naq lbh whfg xarj Tbagn jnf n erny tragyrzna naq ur jnfa'g whfg fnlvat gung! Ur zrnag jung ur fnvq, naq gung'f jbaqreshy!

Least favourite moment

Rot13Crefbanyyl, abg n ovt sna bs uvz orvat n xvyyre. V zrna vg qbrf jbex fgbeljvfr ohg birenyy vafgrnq bs oernxvat zr yvxr V rkcrpgrq vg gb vg whfg znqr zr ahzo naq hcfrg ng Bhzn sbe /xvaqn/ fgrnyvat uvf fcbgyvtug.

A situation with this character that I want to see explored more

Gonta acting more like a scientist. He needs respect, and I’d love to see him talk in detail about bugs!

An interesting AU for this characterGonta watches a whole bunch of bug movies and cries and he enjoys himself. Preferably with Miu since she also likes children’s shows. Also that HPA Nature Club AU. That’s a good one.

A crossover

I don’t really have any crossovers really, but I guess him meeting Gundam would be cool!

OTP (or OT3+ etc…. just… favourite ship)I actually do not ship Gonta. Probably just Gonta x Bugs. If I had to pick one ship, maybe with Hoshi? 

Other ships?I don’t really know? Oh, how about Gonta x Bugs! Again. 

BROTPGonta x Anyone who deals with Nature brOTP

NOTPNope!

An assortment of headcanons! - Gonta owns a wooly aphid and everyone seems to have nicknamed it Komaeda. Gonta is confused about why that is. - Tsumugi bought Gonta butterfly ponytails and butterfly clips. Gonta uses them. - Gonta is trying to train insects to deliver papers and messages. So far Gonta is just placing them in the areas where he wants the messages to go to, but he says they are making great progress!- Gonta has a bug named after all of his friends. Bonus: Ouma’s is a Ashy Gray Lady Beetle and Ouma tries to steal it every time. It’s the only bug he likes.- If you try to kill a bug Gonta is there. He’s always there. WHEW! That was a lot! Hopefully I managed to do this justice!

[hellavision]

liveblogging mama 2017

so here we are again

3rd time's the charm everyone i'm back and i'm better

let sgoooo

day6 are finally at the mamas, three years in the making and three years after me asking for it and they look. so good

wonpil, sweetie, who owns my heart

HANSOL go off babie !!!!

hansol sweetie :(((((

my boy

our boy !!! we love !!

i'm so glad he got to perform with dynamic duo i'm really proud of him !

grasp the mind ,??? artistic legends taemin and sunmi

fatal temptation ???? they didn't come to play

TAEMIN is hooked up and shirtless i don't know what i'm feeling there's just a lot of it

king of being. blindfolded

he's so talented !!!!!!!

he's so ethereal i want to bathe in his mind my guy

oh they lift him !! honey

this gal covering her eyes . me too

the light sticks

the blue lighting !! it's so beautiful

taemin is so beautiful

jongin. !!!

door is such a good song

SUNMI

i'm not ready. i'm not ready for sunmi and taemin to hand my ass to me

oh BITCH

she looks so good !!

this wo maaaaaan

choaaaa

can't nobody stop me now nAooo try me

glare into my  soul

this dress oh man

jongdae's lol smile

oooo there's a pause

TAEMIN

classy king

k i l l me

the point and shoot at each other and the glare WHO DO I LOOK AT

they're doing it for the bisexuals

what do i do

who am i

who are u

what the FUCK happened to namjoon's head

he looks like a damn fool

i'm so so happy spring day won i love it so much

yes cherry bomb

taeil jaehyun and doyoung look ffffine

taeyong n mark are v festive. nice

RED VELVET i am alive. i am breathing. my sinuses are open

they're so magical !! they're a dream

I WAS VITAMIN D DEFICIent until i heard red flavour

i've been saying heize wrong this whole time

i've been saying high-zz

heize looks so beautiful

first woman in four years to win that category i'm so happy for her !!

taemin !!!!!!

the fistbump awh

move was choreographed so beautifully and executed just as well i'm so happy he has recognition for that

the umbrellas are really really beautiful

come through soyou

the hat pushing chanyeol's ears forward !!!! he has my heart

soyou is a real life angel

ailee is another real life angel

i don't really go there but bolbbalgan4 seem really sweet and their vocal are really unique i'm glad for them

exo ls and army's are fighting ,,, why can't weeee be frieeeeends

guys like. i ult both exo and bts do you know how FUN it is get into it !! ur missing out !! i'm having such a good fucking time have some fun let loose enjoy urself it's just kpop x

i mean don't stan if you don't wanna stan i'm talking about the people who just hate one or the other for no reason

congrats to nct !!!

wow. i didn't know much about hyukoh at all but now listening to them , wow !!!

they're like ,,,, incendiary

definitely am going to listen to their entire discography later this performance was absolutely incredible it wa s so magical and powerful it really struck a chord (eh x) they're so good !!

this medley !!!! play it at my funeral !!

red velvet !!!!!!!!!!!

they've worked so so so hard this year and it's paid off i'm so proud and so happy for them aaaaa

truly what they deserved

i'm not letting bts accept the best asian style award when namjoon's head looks like that

it's peak

the rest of them though 11/10 solid yes x

wait

wai t

EXO

whaaaaat

OOOO

OOOOOOOOOO

JONGIN

i'm. overwhelmasfd

ohhhhh my goooood

baekhyun !!!!! kyungsoo!!!!!

my stream is starting to lag a tiny bit and NOW IS Not the time stay strong

SHIMMY SHIMMY ko ko bop

awoooooooooooo

jongin is so naked i'm overwhelmed

minseok !!!!!!!

break it down now

aaaa

we don't deserve exo or their dabs

OOOOOOOOOOOO

when jongin entered the light

he is so talented !!!!! he has total jurisdiction over this ass

:0 taemin !

kim jongin has rocked my world

take my house !! take my car that doesn't exist !!

i'm feeling every single emotion. i have transcended emotions

OH BITCH !!!!! power ?,, It's a party

power makes me so happy when i tell u i have a good fuckin time watching them perform it

‼️‼️ we take shots ‼️‼️

not @ kyungsoo's bolo tie. yeehaw

the exos own my heart

who flexed. who was it

oh nvm it was all of them

got7!!! 2young have my entire heart

jongin hugging sungwoon !!! bear !!

tuned out during wanna one and sujus performances to play tetris i'm sorry

oh bitch. it's time 4 bullet proof boy scouts

water earth fire air long ago the four nations lived together in harmony then everything changed when the fire nation attacked only the avatar

OOOOOO

i haven't heard not today in centuries

oooo !!!!!!

look at hoseok go !!!!

pop it lock it and polkadot it king !!

taehyung how daaaare u

now listen. jungkook , has a good face

yoongi's annoying ass is so hype i'm excited for cypher skskjsk

this is so cool

oh mic drop oh boy oh man o boy

big fat yes to these suits HOO

this TUDE from hoseok

namjoon looks like a goddamn clown i love and respect and appreciate you but the glasses and hair are not only ineffective but counterproductive to ur aim x

this .... d ance break

oh BItCH

bitch !!!

biiitch

well

i am. exhausted

:0 daesangs

what's happening what day is it

i'm still reeling

............

wEll

jimin taemin and jongin !! awhhhhh

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

they've had the most incredible year i'm so happy to see them smiling and hear them all talking they deserve it so much

:((( yoongi

"peace"

last year they were all so emotional and it's really nice this year to see them all so happy and excited and like. content u know

this is such a happy time like !!!

and now we wait to see how long it takes for someone to dig out the 19/03/2013 teamwork makes the dream work tweet

album of the year ! album of the year !

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the exos !!!!!! our boys !!!!!

the war is SO good i'm so happy for them !!

junmyeon

wait. pcy is crying ???

oh noooooo don't cry :(((

did jongin just whisper in his ear ??? so much is happening

sehun is laughing what is going on

chanyeol tried to talk i :(((((( pls

babieeee

give him a hug

w ait is minseok crying ?????

he hasn't cried since 2013 i !!!!!

:(((

i'm gonna have an aneurysm

i'm so happy and so proud of and so full of love for exo !!!!!

our loud disney prince jongdae skskkskska

sehun is holding that man from suju's hands :(((( a giant babie

today is such a happy day !!!! daesangs for exo and bts i'm so proud of them both trials and tribulations lead to love and celebrations am i right chingus x

honestly they deserve it so much and i'm just so happy and content !!!

last year i said “[shinee] don’t even need to be at mama to end it. bye can u imagine how good kibum would have looked. what stops he would have pulled out. a shame”

this is all still true

until next year everyone , it's been real

(soz if i made no sense, im very deliriously sick lol)