#what's the point anymore

[funeralgrove]

heavily considering quitting art and leaving the mc fandom even though I literally just got here.

[remyxavier]

I think I'm going to have to euthanize my cat. He's 13 this year. He's had cancer for a couple years now. We've gotten him multiple surgeries to remove the lumps, but I decided, after the last one, I didn't want him to go through anymore surgeries. He's older, I don't want to risk losing him under anaesthesia, and I don't want him to live in a constant healing phase because he gets surgeries so often. He's my best friend. I've had him since he was a tiny kitten. I only have my wife and my cat. I don't have family that gives a shit about me. I don't have a best friend. It's just them. And I'm afraid, when I lose him, and subsequently lose a bit of myself, I'll go really downhill. My bipolar has been unmedicated since October when my last psychiatrist dropped me. My cat is my everything, he's been by my side through so much of the terrible things that have happened to me, he's always been my sweet little guy, my little rock, and maybe he didn't even know it. And I don't want him to suffer, but I'm going to be so empty without him. I don't want to live in a world without him. Maybe he's been what's tethering me to this life, and without him, maybe I won't see the point of going through all this pain. My life has been so shitty for so long. Since I can remember. And I moved my cat and I to a different country because I thought maybe life could get better somewhere else, but I guess everyone fails to mention that the bad just follows you forever.

[rawliverandgoronspice]

I think that if the entire lore gets bulldozed with TotK in a way that I personally find irreconcilable with what has been done before within the series, then I Shall Not Reconcile.

[ratgalactic]

Me @ social media

[soyboysace]

where are the pornbots i miss them ):

[alexandergromov]

never introducing romac to anyone ever again this guy just told me that engie reminds him of me

[returntotheground]

i'm trying to be better but i can feel myself slipping back into those old thought patterns where it feels like there's no point so why not just leave a big empty hole where my existence should be

[causenessus]

DID U SEE THE NEW BSD CHAPTER OMGGGG WHY CANT THEY KILL FYODOR

I CAN NEVER KEEP UP BUT I SWEAR LAST TIME I HEARD ABOUT THE NEW CHAPTER HE WASN'T DEAD like sure yes love him he's cool but if we're gonna keep him alive i wish we'd stop making plots about "omg he's dead" to "he actually didn't die and bro has been here since the medieval ages" 😭

[starii-void]

going to chb must be crazy like imagine sharing a camp with

-one of the strongest demigods ever who's saved the world like at least 3 times, fought multiple gods & titans and WON (and is a tartarus survivor)

-the literal main architect of OLYMPUS who's also saved the world multiple times (also tartarus survivor)

-THE lord of the wild who's also close friends with the first two (and has helped save the world multiple times)

-an emo kid from the 1930s who again helped save the world and is also a tartarus survivor (TWICE)

-a son of apollo who survived tartarus with nothing but cargo shorts and sheer will (pun intended)

-the main designer and builder for the argo II, also the first hephaestus kid to have fire powers since hundreds of years ago (did i mention killed gaea? no? yeah he did that too)

-a girl who somehow charmspeak-ed gaea into falling back asleep (also side note daughter of super famous actor because why not)

-pretty much everybody is a two-time war veteran

-THE GOD APOLLO who just sometimes comes down to visit in the form of a teenage boy

-did i mention dionysus, god of wine madness and theatre

-also chiron, trainer of pretty much every greek hero ever

[okaioh]

and with that ending ! I'll be jumping off the nearest cliff ! Who's with me !!

[hinamie]

alongside someone like you

[heavendraven]

so I finally got around to reading bram stoker's dracula (1897)

[dogbite19]

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[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

...Turns out gay sex actually was the solution.

(This is basically a redraw, come read the real deal over at Tiger Tiger)

[courfee]

17 December 1975 / 15 May 1976

[chankitten]

so sad