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A bunch of random people from what's widely considered to be the most dangerous and uninhabitable area on the planet have been asked to pose for a camera.
Some rambling:
Masks and goggles are a lot more popular in the SEZ due to high likelihood of particulates in the air (while the habitable zones have been deemed, well, habitable, there’s still a chance that rust, dust, and worse can blow in over the walls.) Daily weather updates are advisories are in place to keep people updated in case there’s a bad air quality day. Kixeli are particularly affected by this due to their permeable and sensitive skin, which is why many wear more coverage in the form of “wetsuits” that both protect them and hold moisture when outside of their communities. Wetsuits are found outside the SEZ too, but don't normally do fullbody coverage. Potentially hazardous conditions are also the reason behind many SEZ resident’s fashion sense including a lot of protective suits and gloves, though that’s also because many of the people there work as dredgers (where that’s the uniform standard ). Muttreazik and Conduits are a lot more common, with many intentionally flocking to the SEZ from the neighboring DRSS to get away from isolating and negative views on them.
From the top left:
A bunch of Kixeli show off a fish they caught. Due to the encapsulated and contained nature of current Kixeli communities in the SEZ, they can only really be self-sufficient to a certain point and often need to look to the outside for certain resources. This normally puts them in a difficult position where they need to interact with the outside with money that they dont actually use within the community itself. To solve this, many try to barter as much as possible rather than giving/getting money for their goods.
A group of dredgers, two Flickers (denoted by their yellow jumpsuits with an orange diamond) and one of their agency’s mancers (dressed in red to show their propensity level.) they prolly just got back lol.
A lone Dorest just kinda staring at the camera. Probably running an errand for his unit.
The Cerest-host muttreazik who’s next is a spear fisher. Cerest-host muttreazik are a rarity to see anywhere, both due to the small population of Cerest outside of the Empire and also their high host- rejection rate (aka they’re often kicked to the street or taken out as eggs). There is relative cultural freedom found in the SEZ resulting from the sheer amount of weird stuff going on in there, you just have to accept it at some point. As a result, you can find all sorts of muttreazik there who would not be around elsewhere, as well as a lot more non-congruent muttreazik whove ended up there as a refuge. Side note, ,weapon laws are veryyyy strict in the DRSS for anyone that isn’t law enforcement/military. The strongest thing the average civilian is allowed to have is a taser (and a weak one at that.) this spills over into the SEZ, but due to high crime rates and the general dangers of going out into the Wreck, many people in the SEZ are allowed to carry weapons that someone in the DRSS would not be allowed to have (such as a knife or bow, real gins are still a no no). That speargun is considered a tool, tho.
Another dredger, this one older. She’s a type 3, which her agency shows with her green uniform color and patch. Scarring, loss of limb, etc is a common trait for many Conduits (in general and in the SEZ, due to the nature of their affliction and many of their more dangerous jobs) but her arm has been like that from birth.
On a related note, next is a Rossetian who’s somehow lost most of his tail. It’s also worth noting that everyone has just gotten out of a period of warfare, which is another reason behind injury aftermath being a common sight worldwide.
This next guy is an alius-class with a human host, on their way to class. In the DRSS, the Tank system (where muttreazik are removed from hosts and grown artificially) usually limits traits that would make a muttreazik alius (such as the significant changes to the human body plan shown here) so they’re pretty rare. When they do happen, they have a very hard time living in their host society (which is why they might come to the SEZ instead).
Another muttreazik up next, this one doing a fun trick with a bunch of silverware he has for some reason. Reds like him can’t really do a lot more than that, but the control exhibited here may mean he’s trying to progress to orange.
Lastly, a Prectikar and his son (or just some other middling from his family, as Prectikar households are pretty much exclusively multigenerational). Luckily he’s more or less capable of hauling whatever that is by himself, since getting a personal vehicle is very hard and they don’t make many in kar size anyway. The piercing in his speaking nostril is for aesthetics and to help him speak human languages better (often known as a tongue or tooth piercing depending on the shape.) the speaking nostril only really has the “lips” and a bump at the middle to control airflow for speaking, and their mouth’s layout also isn’t super good for mimicking humans (the tongue/lips are very long and relatively clumsy, and they can only do short bursts of very low, hard to control sound from the air sac. ) this works just fine for their own languages, but greatly affects their communication if they’re trying to switch away from one of the ‘bridge’ dialects everyone uses to talk to each other) With the piercing, the muscular upper wall of the nose channel can be trained to press the piercing against the sides or bottom to produce more humanish noises. To avoid compromising or blocking the airway, these are normally minimal in size etc (which also makes them different than a cybernetic vocal implant, also since there’s no electricity involved lol. )
#this was mostly just for me to try and get to know my own setting better yknow what everyone wears. get the Vibe down for the SEZ#i should do these for the other major countries too lol#alien species#original species#rossetian#kixeli#prectikar#Cerest#muttreazik#speculative biology
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Need a good laugh. What is your most insane TRC/TDT takes?
hello, my good friend, it is i, your local not normal about media guy! i am currently hiding in the cooler at work bc I locked myself in again. insane TRC/TDT takes? I have a few rapid fire miscellaneous ideas/headcanons for the masses that I rattle amongst the brain like a hyperactive toddler. allow me to share:
- blue gets the barbie movie. henry gets the barbie movie. it took gansey two watches to get the barbie movie and blue nearly gave up because "if you don't get it i can't help you" but by god he tried. ronan gets it but pretends he doesn't and owns an "i am kenough" fuzzy sweater he does not wear anywhere. adam did not get the barbie movie. he will not pretend to get the barbie movie. he does not care because those tickets were nearly thirty dollars so he did not see it. who the fuck is ryan gosling? noah loves it, he kind of gets it but a lot of it goes over his head. declan, like ronan, pretends not to get it but "i'm just ken" is in his spotify wrapped. matthew adores it but for the wrong reasons and he and ronan have matching fuzzy sweaters.
- ronan's nut allergy is canon. to ME. and he didn’t really register as a kid that other people weren't allergic to peanuts he thought they were all the DEATH NUT so one day when Declan really pissed him off he crushed up peanuts and put it in his dinner because kids do dumb shit like that and Declan ate it all and said he felt fine and ronan was appalled and convinced Declan was secretly microdosing on peanuts to built an immunity so he decided to do the same he started choking and nearly died but he's okay now.
- Matthew has had three concussions. one was formed halfway through healing from the second concussion. they never told him because they didn't know if he really had a normally functioning brain to have permanent damage in. sometimes he takes a little long to process information and Declan holds his breath but nothing significant as far as they can tell
- Henry canonically listens to kpop, which means he probably listens to 2nd gen kpop, which means I can say with confidence he listens to my favourite bands SHINee and BIGBANG, 2NE1, Wonder Girls. Why is this important? idk it just brings me joy.
- adam and ronan have kinks, they are aware they have kinks, they both are kind of aware the other has kinks (adam knows Ronan is into his hands, Ronan notices Adam kind of gets off on Ronan being smart they just dont talk about it) and they stumble into several dubious circumstances revolving them both being sexually repressed and unwilling to talk about their kinks theyre fine its all fine but like sometimes they'll just do things and forget safewords or to even say "hey man pls do not call me that" and its fine but also I do not see these two communicating about sex beyond "yes please" and Ronan kinda just letting Adam do what he wants with him. all well and good but also sometimes as a response Adam will ask him to take out the trash and he'll get a boner
- adam cannot cook. I have never felt more adamantly that he cannot cook. he and gansey cannot cook. however, gansey can learn. adam said, "fuck you gansey if you can read you can cook" and tried to cook and nearly burnt the Barns down and it is his deepest shame he still cannot cook meanwhile gansey can make grilled cheese and god does adam wish he could make grilled cheese as good as gansey's grilled cheese but no. Ronan thinks its hilarious and refuses to help and adam tells no one he can't cook because he sees it as a weakness.
- gansey microwaves his tea its disgusting blue groans in disgust everytime she sees it
- blue convinces Ronan to let her pierce his ears and pretends like she'll let him do hers too but she lies and gets them professionally pierced because she's worried about infection meanwhile ronan's ear swells and he has an adverse reaction and cannot sleep on his side for a month
idk if these count as insane but I DO have more and will gladly share these are rapid fire off the top of my head and I hear my manager with the keys about to let me out
#the gangsey#ronan lynch#declan lynch#matthew lynch#pynch#adam parrish#gansey#blue sargent#henry cheng#noah czerny#the raven cycle#c.ask#rederiss
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OKAY OKAY OKAY ZO Y'KNOW ONE OF MY FIRZT AZKZ ABOUT THE CREATION OF PURE LOVE! [READER]??
THINK ABOUT THAT BUT THEYRE A KILLER
LIKE THEYRE REALLY UNHEALTHY LOVE, MAYBE MANIPULATIVE LOVE, OR JUST CONTROLLING POZZEZZIVE LOVE?? (THEY DONT ACTUALLY CARE FOR ANYONE, EXPECT THEIR ZIBLING, 1X1X1X1. THEY JUST PRETEND THEY LOVE ZOMEONE TO MANIPULATE THEM HEHE)
THEY CAN BE LIKE THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE, TALL (ALMOST AZ TALL AZ GUEST 666), SCARY, DAMAGED WINGZ, DIGITIGRADE LEGZ (AND THEY ALMOST ALWYS ARE ON ALL FOURZ, BUT IT DOEZNT BOTHER THEM BC IF THEY ZTAND UP RIGHT FOR TOO LONG IT ZTARTZ TO HURT THEIR BODY EVEN MORE)
HEREZ ZOME KILL LINEZ OR ZOMETHING
Shedletsky: "I'm surprised Brighteyes still loves you, better change that, hehe.", "Oh look at you, still in love! Absolutely pathetic.", "We should've been dead a long while ago."(Callz themzelvez 'us', 'we', 'both', etc.), "Hmph! You should've known better, 'father'. Shouldn't have made us from your own lustful desires."
007n7: "Ah, no ones loved you yet? Ha!", "You'll always be alone for the rest of you pathetic life.", "Awh, c00lkidd still doesn't have a loving mother? Ha!", "Mm, your lonely life is very entertaining!", "You'll always be alone."
Guezt 1337: "Awh, does your wife still love you?", "Oh, you're married? Ugh, boring!", "Daisy still loves you? Pathetic!", "Eww, this ones married.. like someone I hate."
Noob: "Your love life sucks!", "You should really try dating.", "Jeeez, still alone? Loser!"
Chance: "Don't even try gambling a partner.", "How long will you keep trying for a partner? Just give up!"
Taph: "Communication is IMPORTANT for relationships!!", "Try actually SPEAKING up, if you want a partner."
Dusekkar: "No one wants your boring rhymes!", "You'll die alone.", "God, no one wants you.", "Look in a mirror, before you get out."
(THIZ IS PLATONIC!!!!!!!!!!)
Alzo, c00lkidd and [READER] are quite good friendz! Mostly because both of them have a child-like mind, but [READER] knowz they're killing people. Zometimez [READER] likez to let C00lkidd ride of their back when they feel like cauzing chaoz around them ;3
They don't.. like being around 1x1x1x1 too much... it really.. hurtz... love izn't zuppozed to hurt, right..?
They enjoy laying near John Doe when zleeping, like an overzized big dog!
They zometimez like to roughhouze with Guezt 666 when they feel like getting some energy out!
Mafioso and his goonz..? They.. like them. They're all fine. Not the biggest fan of them, however.
Jason and them are mostly friendly.
Bluudud and Pr33ttyprinc3ss? Pretty likes drezzinf them up in zome stuff! Bluudud likes to lay againzt them bc of their fur.
Fun factz: Since CK (c00lkidd) and them are zuch good friendz, zometimez [READER] lickz hiz head (like how a mother cat lickz her babiez!), and may do this if they like u :3 they alzo DONT like manipulating CK, zince they zee him az zomeone who they enjoy being around.
-Zanon
ZANON YOU ABSOLUTELY BLESSED ME WITH THIS TODAY-
EVEN THOUGH THIS ISN'T A PART 2, READER'S STILL GETTING THEY/THEM
Honestly, Shedletsky should've known that both of his creations would turn against him like this.
First 1x1x1x1, now you. The manifestation of his hate working together with its sibling, the manifestation of his love turned... Incredibly unhealthy.
Now, you weren't incapable of loving normally. You still showed a normal kind of love to the people you liked. 1x and the kids mainly.
But you were MASSIVE. With your twisted form, you almost reached guest 666's size and struck fear into survivors like it was your second nature.
But your body was still damaged. You couldn't fly and always had to be on all fours like an animal. Not that you minded since you could still carry the other killers around and be taken seriously when you needed to be.
1x was... Difficult, to say the least. Being a manifestation of hatred, there were few things you two actually agreed upon besides your mutual hate for your creator. But she was the only one you actually 'loved', in a sense.
It was actually a little funny. You were the younger one and yet he was smaller. Sometimes you'd theorize on why that was but mostly just to tease.
With the other killers, you were mostly friendly.
C00lkidd, Bluudud and Pr33ttyprinc3ss? You pretty much treated them as your own children, oddly enough.
CK would and you both had a child-like mind so you'd often let him ride on your back to cause chaos around the cabin. Much to 1x's disappointment-
BD would usually just chill and use your fur as pillows. Sometimes he even naps on you and you just kind of accept it and let out a low purring noise as you allow yourself some rest too.
PP usually just dressed you up and you would go along with it all joyfully. You were always proud of her work on you and wouldn't let any of the other killers even so much as chuckle about it.
John Doe was kinda like your first choice for napping besides BD, although he usually didn't really care about you or your fluff. You couldn't fault him since the Spectre practically took his brain.
Guest 666 was usually your go-to for some roughhousing to get all the energy out from rounds that ended too quickly for your liking. You were both so similar that it felt more like having two giant dogs in the cabin rather than legitimate killers at times.
Mafioso and his goons? They were alright, sometimes a little too loud for your liking but otherwise you just vibed with them. They even liked feeding you some of their food at times which you could appreciate.
Jason was probably the most chill. You two didn't interact much but you didn't dislike each other either so there was that.
But for some reason... Being around 1x... Hurt.
It wasn't even his comments or her actions... You just couldn't help but feel a strange pain around them...
You'd often wonder why 1x's presence hurt so much and tried to distract yourself by mocking survivors during chases.
Like telling 007n7 that he was destined to be alone, telling Guest 1337 about his marriage having been a mistake or even telling Chance that he'd gamble away any chance at finding love...
But your worst was always reserved for Shedletsky... You wanted him to hurt.
Reminding him of Brighteyes, telling him he was unworthy of love, reminding him why you and 1x existed and worst of all?
You'd allow him to see the ugly, self-loathing part of you that only him and 1x could ever know of.
A part that cried for what could've been if Shedletsky had bothered to be responsible.
A part that cried to be loved.
That inner child that still wished all of this was a terrible nightmare and that you would wake up with 1x to a life of normalcy. A life where you were a real family instead of this broken and fucked up battle that never ended.
Whenever you had a round with Shedletsky, you'd retreat to your own realm shortly after the round and would refuse to speak to anyone.
Your own creator made you break down and you'd have to calm down in a pretty little realm of your own where you would float on cloud that almost matched your fur and allowed you to temporarily forget your own vulnerability.
Other survivors you'd happily manipulate and mock but Shedletsky broke through all of it without even trying and made you return to that little kid that would cry and lash out at him because he took away all that could've been good.
And there was no doubt 1x knew...
kek- Maybe a part 2 will be in order~
Anything you'd like to request/ask? Check out my pinned post first and I'll be happy to write up whatever you want!
#forsaken roblox#forsaken#roblox forsaken#forsaken x reader#forsaken x y/n#platonic forsaken x reader#1x1x1x1#1x1x1x1 x reader
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How do you think the decepticons would react to Smokescreen's background? Wouldn't be surprised if up to this point, they assumed he was born in Iacon or Praxus.
First of all, thank you for the interest in my headcanons and Smokescreen blog. It means a lot!
Now, down to business.
Megatron
So, Smokescreen isn't merely a successor to Optimus, but a youngling from the Mithril Sea? The Matrix really makes no distinction between the classes, or so it seems.
Megatron is both impressed and suspicious of the revelation. On the one servo, that explains a great deal of his ingenuity and resourcefulness. Hailing from Kaon, the Lord of the Decepticons knows just what kind of creativity can sprout from such a background, as well as how it forges tenacity in the face of such odds.
On the same token, Smokescreen never betrayed either an accent or the ruthlessness associated with such locations as the Mithril Sea. Only a fool would dismiss it as a sheltered experience in the Sea. Megatron knows for a fact that even the upper classes in such places are not blind to how life is on the streets.
This all makes the future Prime more dangerous in his optics...and a tad more interesting than he'd given Smokescreen credit for.
Should they meet again in battle, Megatron will enjoy testing the abilities of the Elite Guardsman.
Starscream
How - what - Smokescreen is from the Mithril Sea?! AND older than Bumblebee?!?!
He can't fathom it. Starscream can name the Cybertronians who served in the War that called the Sea home on one servo. Any who were remotely close to Smokescreen or Bumblebee's age were turned down or used in Shockwave's lab experiments. They were sick enough and far enough from most of the city-states that no one would be the wiser. Except for the Decepticon High Command, of course.
Now Starscream is just liquid angry. Here he'd thought he was dealing with a fellow Praxian, and yet Smokescreen was simply an urchin from the Mithril Sea.
An urchin who'd also be named a future Prime. Auagh, what a development....
Soundwave
Curious...not only was Smokescreen at the top of his class in the Guard, but he hailed from the Mithril Sea. Based off his appearance, Soundwave had assumed he was a native Iaconian. However, comparing his tactics and fighting style to that of a select few Mithrilian combatants, the communications officer can now see the connection.
Interesting that he sports no accent. Perhaps Smokescreen suppressed it during training.
Digging up more files, it doesn't take Soundwave long to find his health records and family history. Parentage will need more study; lower classes tended to be separated from their sires and carriers upon birth, which leave many questions to his lineage. However, he does find a sister: Chromia. She was apparently Special Operations, and has quite the record of achievements and ferocity during the War. Last seen assigned to Ironhide's detachment of soldiers. The health of them both is remarkably high; the two possibly grew up in the middle of the Sea, though that still speaks volumes about their immune systems.
Lord Megatron will want to know of this, as well as about Chromia. Not only would either of them be good test subjects for artificial diseases, but if Chromia still functions, then she might just prove a good bargaining chip.
Knock Out
After a long tangent of swears over a lowly working class 'Bot having such a shiny finish (and better than his own, the nerve of it), Knock Out's medical processor immediately begins questioning his health.
Mortality rates in the Mithril Sea were incredibly low. So low no one had thought any new Cybertronians had been born there since eighty millennia before the War began. Pit, when had the brat been born?!
He'll be demanding those health records from Soundwave soon. He needs to understand just HOW the little punk survived the Sea - especially if the Elite Guard's passing commentary on his food consumption is true.
AllSpark, just how is he so healthy from a lack of energon, never mind the ore substitutes....?!
Breakdown
Whoa whoa whoa. Back up.
The shiny rookie isn't just a candidate for the Primacy, but a native of the Mithril Sea? Shoot, that might just explain his loose screws.
Breakdown would've guess Iacon or Praxus as the kid's home. He was upbeat enough for the former, and flashy enough for the latter. The fact that he was from such a cesspit was shocking - and more than a little impressive. Come on, it's not like Breakdown's had many opponents of the same social standing as himself.
Now Smokescreen's not getting any slack for his working class background. Breakdown's never had any, nor would Lord Megatron appreciate it.
That said, it's definitely gonna be fun for upcoming fights. And something to take his processor off of Smokescreen's future Primehood.
Dreadwing
Intriguing. Dreadwing should have seen the signs sooner, for not many Iaconians or Praxians possessed such resiliency and determination.
Admittedly, considering the health of most Mithrilians, Smokescreen's physical health was astounding. He must have had quite the parentage to inherit such a strong immune system. He should consult Soundwave about his family records, if for no other reason than to provide Lord Megatron and Shockwave with sources for his genetics.
The revelation of Smokescreen's sister is...complicated, for Dreadwing. Chromia was quite the feared warrior in the quarters he'd dealt with, and many a Decepticon longed to finish her off for her ability to lessen their numbers.
Although he doesn't acknowledge it, Dreadwing doesn't know how to feel about killing either sibling. Perhaps he should simply kill both and spare them the pain of separation.
It would be a greater mercy than the Prime gave him.
Shockwave
Fascinating. The health records provided by Soundwave are unique compared to the Mithrilians Shockwave has experimented upon. Not only does Smokescreen's frame show no sign of illness, but the few times he has suffered a sickness have been overcome quickly. Clearly, the future Prime has an advanced immune system.
A quick survey of Chromia's physical file ends with similar results. Thus far the siblings are the only Mithrilians Shockwave has encountered that did not suffer greatly from the living conditions of the Mithril Sea.
A cause for either Autobot's life to be spared should be made to Lord Megatron at once. Not only could they glean something about how the Matrix operates with live test subjects, but if Shockwave can extract the necessary information from experiments on their immune systems, then that could turn the tide of the War.
Especially if they return to chemical warfare.
@kzele I hope you have fun with, as well as you, Ask Box Questioner! God love you both, this has been a blast!
#Blade's answers#transformers#transformers prime#tf prime#tfp#tfp megatron#tfp breakdown#tfp dreadwing#tfp soundwave#tfp starscream#tfp shockwave#tfp knockout#tfp knock out#decepticons
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Audio Drama Sunday - 15th June ✨
What a week of listening!
🌲 @hellofromthehallowoods (193) No, no, nope. Mr Spiderfingers is way too scary for me. While I do love the addition of a genuinely terrifying character, I wish it wasn’t quite so tied to my phobias! I had a terrible gut feeling what was going to happen in the second story as soon as I realised the Mendies were going to meet up. Bern 😭 I have missed our gay elders so much this season and I’m so glad that they arrived just in time to put a stop to the violence. The thought of her being frail enough to need a wheelchair while accounting how she used to kill hallowoods fauna makes me desperately sad. Please! I don’t want to lose another one of the S1 faves. Oh, Olivier, also 😭 Maybe I was just emotional this week, but her pleas not to get whipped away from the fight again really got to me.
🧳 Travelling Light @monstrousproductions (48) Speaking of getting emotional. This ep gave me some BIG feelings. The multi-cultural new year’s celebration was so gorgeous and imaginative (and finding out it was all Óli’s doing for The Traveller - stop it, my poor heart). And that *scene*. GOD. I know that yearning is infinitely more delicious than them both explaining their feelings and being done with it but, at what cost? It also hurt hearing the Traveller get confirmation of the community they’ve found in Clanagh just as they leave but, also, only getting that confirmation because they’re leaving?? I am very excited to be travelling ‘light’ (someone needs to nick that case so it’s true) again!
🍎 @notquitedeadpod (XLIX) Oooh, Alfie. There’s so much hurt wrapped into the revelations of this episode. Hearing him rationalise his childhood/adolescent pain from an adult’s perspective makes me want to scream. No, honey, it was their responsibility to look after you always, no matter what else was going on ☹️ Also, I loved this line which is so NQD: ‘No, no I don’t know how many people you’ve killed and I don’t fucking care. Do you want to fuck me or not?’
🧋 @hinaypod (58.1-59) Oooooh, the Hen and Eda story was SO CUTE 😭🏳️⚧️ I loved it so much. I’m finally getting to grips with who the various men are from the most recent stories (I think). I don’t know why, but I always thought it was a house fire that got Billy Boy? Very exciting to be learning more about it! I also hope we get to find out more about the Donner family gift!!!
🔎 @224bbaker The season 2 Q+A made me giggle so much. What a fantastic cast and great questions!! Delightful to hear a full length version of The Tunnel of Brotherly Love as well. Now you’ve said it, the Bowie/Brit Pop combination really shines through.
🔮 @spiritboxradio (1.40) What a Good S1 finale! So much was tied up so satisfyingly, while leaving a good few mysteries to chew on as we go forward! I low key love the Inconveniences and I hope we get them back in the future. It’s verryyy interesting to consider the sacrifices Sam might have to make in order to ascend to his full title in the future (flower boy, I am side-eyeing you, sir) !!
💬 @clinical-space-podcast (3) Me: huh, I thought this show was queer. Aja: I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER Me: oh, haha. Also, I’m so intrigued by the parental issues going on here. I love a good broken family!!
🥊 @killjamxxx (06-07) Okay , Bellamy, you sneaky lil small-printer!! I see you! Oh I’m SO glad that we’re not losing Mara as a POV this season, she’s such a cool character (and her VA has such a nice voice, so sue me). Maybe I’m going crazy, but do Dirge and Roger have history?? I’m not sure I buy that Roger’s insider knowledge of trying to target and oust Faustina is enough for Dirge to stop a meeting for him. Idk! Also, those twins are scary as fuck (pun intended). I’ve started listening to Killjam when I work out because it gives me hope that maybe I could have thighs like Faustina one day 🥺
🦋 I thoroughly enjoyed the @remnantspod Q+A even though I did forget to ask my Qs 😅 Hearing the switch to Sir voice was actually wild!! Definitely precipitating some kind of auditory Fregoli syndrome or something. I understand how voice acting works in theory but like . . . that was astounding. So excited that it will be returning so soon!
🛸 The Strange Case of Starship Iris (3.00.25) TCOSI is back!!!! So wonderful to hear from Arkady again and I loved and needed a recap, but it was such a natural in-universe way to do one. I’m so excited for this season! Let’s get these characters back together ASAP, please!
I am SO excited for the release of @levianpod tomorrow! The expectations are high, but I’m certain they will be met! 🌊
#audio drama sunday#audiodramasunday#podcast recs#hfth spoilers#travelling light#remnants pod#not quite dead#nqd spoilers#hi nay spoilers#tscosi#fawx & stallion#killjam xxx#clinical space
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messy doodles plus with some picked ramblings with them as i process, learn, and progress. yes only some out of many. i talk far too much. i missed so much too im just too tired to talk abt those aspects rifht now








#library of ruina#lobotomy corporation#lobotomy corp spoilers#technically i talk abt them less of draw them#just incase though#hod#hod lor#yesod#technically both lobcorp and lor uhh i think ill just do one tag for all since theyre sketchy doodles#malkuth#netzach#there was another for fragment of the universe. fragments ego gear talking abt ignoring it and dimissing it and what it attempts to#communicate and speak. netzach commonly speaking in l corp and then adding some parts long the lines of yeah just keep ignoring me or the#sort along with commonly being dismissed as just a 'druggie' or another along those words. late and cant get exact quotes but relatively#that. there is rambles for yesod too but... ahhhhhh i talk far FAR too much. essentally ive talked abt every piece of dialog and keter floo#as well. its ah. it sure is... a floor! oh dear.....#just got to warp train <3 only that for urban legend iirc it was called. got too tired after progessing#when i say more work than needed w hod its to where her instructions on how to suppress and deal w a breaching abno is noted in the safet#teams description to be their job kinda. training is explicitly only noted to get employees adjusted to their new departments and to enforce#slash teach policies and Management procedures. which isnt really suppressions of individual abnos that she was showing in story 5 of her#l corp dialog. that and in abno stories its listed there is already a therapy program that people go do after certain requirments as company#enforced procedure which is when they panic and attack another iirc. which means the COMPULSORY counseling was a whole seprate thing hod#created. thats what i mean by more work than needed. not quite sure what informatiok holds up vut its what i gleaned from l corp
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I don’t get why ppl keep saying bkdk is dead or Horikoshi broke off bkdk. If that were true, this extra would look very different as you pointed out multiple times. The extra was still heavily focused on them and I hate how ppl are letting one no dictate the entire relationship. Izuku asks him to be a special lecturer too. I think the no just needs more clarification but other than that it is mostly fine. If a ship were to be shut down by the creator, it would look very different. Same logic for if a ship were to be canon, it would look different than what we got in the end for izu///ocha. This extra was bad in different ways from ships. It was just a whole lot of nothing that doesn’t meaningfully add anything to the story but I guess we shouldn’t be surprised since it is an extra. It is still an ambiguous ending that can be pretty fixable by one shots by Horikoshi in the future or even better by fanfiction lol. Except for the Toga part. That is just inexcusable
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and yeah! like even tho 431 is terrible not only for pairs but also for the whole story, it only confirmed Katsuki feels something really strong for deku and he doesnt notice bc he doesnt consider himself to be that great; they keep talking, and they keep being in each other's lives with no problem -they also imply they will work on communicating their feelings, as the special lecture is about this topic and deku also thinks katsuki doesnt see himself in a high regard. This is actually something that could be used in the future, as their relationship and arc isnt completely finished -in the way that they arent at a point of no miscommunication, no yearning, etc. They still need something to work with in regards to themselves and each other in the process. When it comes to midoriya and uraraka, idk what exactly could develop from what 431 tell us -seems to be mostly about paying attention to the ppl in your life instead of just letting life happen I guess? But idk what conversation or arc they could have together that wasn't resolved already, it was a really weird choice to focus on them as if there needs to be more explored -which is why choosing to not make them talk to each other nor think of the other in these years is potentially interesting, like the only way they could actually need to talk things up or have a separated special moment is if they just stop being friends and want to talk more from now on. Like, if they kept their friendship these years and were part of the other's life, there wouldnt be a moment like this at all.
I think it hurt mostly ochako -and deku if we interpret it as "deku just wants to be teacher, he is super happy about it, and loveeees so much his ex bestie after 8 years of no contact and never thinking about her"-, more than the bkdk relationship.
It would be interesting to see those one shots, if he does them -I know he said he wanted to do more things and little drawings and content for it, but idk if he will do something elaborate or just one page of something silly. I think he still has to opportunity of working with the material and make something at least not this bad -or completely ignore 431 and just continue with their adventures like 430 implies lol If he wants to double down with the "romance" I have no idea how he could do it with what he has tbh, unless he just ignores the plot and their personalities.
#grrr talking#thanks bc I was getting a little crazy like wowowowow am I just making things up in my head???#I think bkdk keep having romantic connotation even if deku is so clueless#and while is sad to see them be insecure about themselves I think they do have reasons to do this more than ochako#she did learn her lesson with 429 and talked things with deku already -which is why you had to make them go no contact for them to even#have a “moment” -there was no need for them to develop anything with their friendship. and it still ended in a friendly note#while katsuki and deku never got to actually talk about their feelings alone#nor discussed all the trauma related to each other -the quirklessness the war shigaraki killing him the guilt over so many things#deku on another hand doesnt really have much to tell uraraka that would fit them as there wasn't a moment the war actually involved them tr#truly besides the himiko moment -which would lead to himiko's love for ochako and while this could be used to make her confess#its really... bad honestly considering thats the only thing that relates them -another girl who loves both#there wasn't a moment of him paying special attention to her in a romantic coded way and everything was just... pretty friendly honestly#while the war directly involved katsuki being targeted for being the closest to deku of them all#I makes sense for them to need to talk about this in comparison#what deku as a character needs is to consider why he doesnt see himself as important and why isnt he allowed to accept more for him than#what he got#and I just dont see how this could work with her considering they dont have a real friendship anymore#I cant see neither trying to push the other into being honest about hidden feelings for the other bc... why would they have that?#and why wouldnt they just talk about it before? as I said their arc was really done before the extra#which is why you had to make them lose their friendship and want to talk more from now on -bc if they keep being friends there wouldnt be#any moment that could be ambiguous enough#but with katsuki there are things left unsaid even when keeping in contact that involve each other and their self esteem#meaning they need to work in their communication#with 431 deku “going for” uraraka doesnt come off as “him choosing himself” and “living his life”#bc it was a decision that didnt involve any internal discussion about why he is the way he is#its not framed as him finally choosing for himself or being selfish -he just found her in his way home and wanted to talk more after no con#contact#he is still insecure about his needs and doesnt understand what katsuki means when he talks in such abstract ways#its not like he understood “oh I have to choose someone” or “I have to find my special person” bc he wasn't embarrassed about wanting to t#talk to her -he loves everyone yeah but he wants to talk to her more (they haven't talked to each other in so many years!)
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Substance, Shadow, and Spirit [remixed, abridged] by Tao Yuanming
#liv in the replies#patrice bergeron#boston bruins#brad marchand#do you ever think about how brad marchand said that when bergy retired he would retire or are you capable of normal thought i'm not at all#please say a gratitude for both my sanity& y'all that this poem (which has been saved in my camera roll with the vague idea of using it for#??? long) & not one of the poems i had saved for carey for a really long time & remixed & everything with another poem until i found a poe#that absolutely murdered me in cold blood but there is an alternate universe where i did& then had to explain my unhinged thoughts to you.#anyway how are we feeling about bergy retirement. pspspspsp sara & luna are y'all doing okay like. the doc title for this one was#patrice the hockey player means a lot to me but patrice the person means so much more#which is why the end line of the other poem was so *%"@^)! (you love / what you are) because patrice does. like he is a whole ass good huma#& now since no one asked i need to tell you all the details about everything also y'all please clap i made an edit with NO baby pictures#although i did find one & save it & minimal genres of photo i always use in edits because they're my taste & aesthetic but anyway.#when i saved the first photo and marked it as one i wanted i accidentally wrote “how will he know they love him” which is not the line but#makes me feel feral about patrice & the rest of them all had hurtful names too but also. the third picture is literally a CELLY like brad#just scored a goal & he is clinging to bergy for dear life with that shit i saved that as “oh the agony on his face for unendurable”#& yes it is one of my cliches to have a draft day picture but in my defense the lifelong bond that patrice has/d with boston deserved to be#there even if i put in the love story & YES that picture is from the 2011 playoff right below it shared joy & pain & i couldn't tell you#when the brad marchy photo for together forever is except for the fact that i saw it & just the gut punch of oh my god the way he looks at#things men will praise you for is the stanley cup. duh. but i love the contrast of “some deed” being the stanley cup but then#bergy's choice to do noble deeds (ends up still earning praise &that's my note to his efforts outside of hockey we love a supportive captai#should also mention the first two i came up with & had the photos i knew i wanted for were the first and last one alskaldk but i KNEW i#wanted chara somewhere in the paragraph about leaving & then while i was looking found the one of bergy playing tuukka on accident & yes#i do have to make goalie jokes every time. no reprieve . no dice/no deal/no goal goalies have no rest/reprieve etc etc the one that killed#me though was looking for a patrice award pic & i wanted basically the one that i got for “how will you know any will praise you” & instead#also got the picture of patrice winning the some community hero award for charity work that he does & i love him mama & of COURSE that puck#is from bergy's 1000 game who do you think I am (if you guessed sleepy and emotional about patrice you'd be right) and ALSO please be ready#for all the patrice posts/bruins posts that have been sitting in my drafts to be released on this occasion of patrice retirement#I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT TUUKKA ALSO RETIRED THAT’S WHY HE WAS ON WISE OR SIMPLE NO REPRIEVE AND THAT LATE OR SOON WAS ALWAYS GOING TO BE#CHARA BECAUSE CHARA LEFT FIRST TO GO TO THE CAPS AND THEN LEFT IN RETIRMENT HE LEFT SOON BUT NOT FOR REAL THEN LATER LEFT FOR REAL (RETIRED
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bif and carrietta being cold together season
#some ocs that live in my head :)#bif#carrietta#sockey salmon#saiga antelope#furry#furry art#jem art#bif is a boxer and works at a gas station#carrietta wants very badly to be sommelier and is slowly working her way up the ranks but mostly lives off allowance from her family#they are family friends / cousins and they are roomates#both were the weird kids in their respective families and gravitated together for that reason#a memory that sticks in my head is carrietta getting very overwhelmed at family functions and bif being the one who always sits next to her#being very figety and somewhat annoying but also standing up for her needs to the rest of the family#and bif always getting in trouble cos of getting into fights at school and carrietta always being there to actually listen to him about#what happened when everyone else has stopped listening to him at this point#like those are k-12 memories but i think it really informs their relationship and friendship and familial ties!#i like them :)#they are arouuund the same age as rainer and they all went to the same community college like a decade ago!#carrietta majored in mathmatics and Bif majored in communications
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ykw actually I am angry + disappointed w them. I've been pushing how I feel aside and trying to make it my own fault so it's all contained but I think theyve just been mean. and they really should know me better ik I try to pretend I don't expect more from them so I feel less hurt when they do things that upset me but we've been friends for years by this point. like come on.
#just got home and went to put my shit away but my flatmate was in the kitchen and i got suddenly so mad i had to walk back out#not going to do or say anything while im this upset. i need to be a lot calmer before i can even be in the same room as her#like okay. so originally it was just the two of them getting drinks and theyd rather it was just them bc i dont drink. thats cool#it wouldve been difficult for me to join them after work bc travel. and ik theyd done this before just the 2 of them and had fun#i can fully respect that its why i said no and stuck by that decision when she asked again#but to not mention she was taking the day off work and btw i just found out that BOTH of our other old flatmates joined in too#to not mention that they were travelling that entire distance and that it wasnt just drinks it was a whole day out together#thats just mean. why wouldnt you tell me that why did none of them say anything.#and the fact they did the exact same fucking thing last weekend too i didnt know about that at all#like i need to stop trying to justify it. im allowed to feel unwanted and excluded bc thats exactly what theyre doing.#im tired of feeling like other people dont want me around. i know i can be difficult and annoying sometimes. but im really not that bad#and we're meant to be friends!!!!!! like youre supposed to like your friends. and want to spend time with them. or at least i do#and yeah everyones annoying sometimes thats just part of being alive ur supposed to tolerate it if ur friends#im allowed to want to feel like im wanted. im allowed to want ppl to care abt me. that shouldnt be too much to ask for#but the overwhelming message im getting at the moment is they dont want me around. and when i am around them i feel like they dont listen#to me and that they dont really care how i feel unless it directly involves them or theyre responsible for it#i feel like they dont see me as a real person that exists. only a version they have in their heads and they base all their assumptions and#decisions off that version instead of directly communicating with me. and constantly avoid me under the guise of 'giving me space'#when im upset or having a difficult time and most need support from other people. i just feel really unseen#and ik that part of how i feel IS exacerbated by insecurity and depression. like they do care to some degree#but also a lot of it is evidenced in the way they act towards me. mainly my roommate bc shes the person i interact with most#and personally i find the most direct ways of showing u care abt someone are showing up for them. and making them feel seen#and maybe not everyone feels the same way. but thats how it works for me anyway#so to repeatedly exclude me and avoid acknowledging that ive been having a difficult time is the opposite of that to me#which is the point im trying to arrive at... sorry ik ive probably said similar things repeatedly the last few weeks but i feel like its#crystallising a bit like this is the core reason why im so sensitive and reactive atm and why i got so upset by it#idk. not tonight bc im still very emotionally raw but maybe tomorrow if im calmer i should explain that i was upset + why to her#i avoid doing that so often when im upset bc i dont think theres much point in having a conversation abt it unless u expect some kind of#resolution from it. or if you want an apology but idrc abt being apologised to the crucial thing is what theyre going to do different#and i love her but shes very resistant to changing her behaviour bc of other ppl being upset by it. and like i said before she has
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#let me express to u perhaps The frustration of my life#i like to learn. it is perhaps my favorite thing. new information. more more more constantly#but. my fucking brain is the fucking worst. because im not fucking stupid if i can focus and process the words being said i can understand#many things. i like to learn about math and physics and chemistry and biology and anatomy... ect concepts#but the focus and the processing of words is where we have problems. because i cannot focus for more than like 5min#i blink and suddenly ive been spaced out for a sec and need to reorient. i cant prioritize what to do 1st and im constantly bouncing betwee#tasks so nothing ever gets done and im too intimidated to start learning things. and when im trying to learn we habe the processing words#problem. like my reading comprehension is so fucking bad. like i will read a book on paper and maybe retain 25% of the info if im not#hardcore trying. for a class where i had to do a ton of paper reading. i had to read everything out loud to myself. highlight important#info. write myself a summary based on the highlights and then read the paper again before i could even begin to feel comfortable in#discussions. it was so fucking frustrating and miserable. ppl will give me physical books and im like thanks i cant fucking read sorry#too fucking dyslexic. read and listen they say. u have to read and listen at the same time bc i cant pay attention and i cant read#so if i do both then maybe the info gets in. thats y i have to read aloud but i hate it and still get distracted#i mean. i probably just have an attention problem. its also really annoying that my short term working memory is so awful#bc in order to make things make sense i have to draw or write them out. i cant judt go off the top of my head or i get stuck saying thr sam#thing over and over and over. its like my ability to think is extremely shallow. but thrn i read papers and recognize concepts from classes#i took years ago and im like. fucking y cant i know what i know? my head feels so empty but info is in there somewhere#its just so fucking frustrating that i love understanding systems so much. complex annoying little systems that fit together like a puzzle#and my fucking brain refuses to accept the information im trying to get in there. so i return to a remark left on my dyslexia assignment:#intelligent when not constrained by language or time. thanks. unfortunately language is how ppl communicate#also i freak out under time pressure lol. anyway ive just been reading papers for fun this weekend and remembering y i dont: bc its agony#but also i fucking love the concepts so much and i need a good understanding of photosynthesis before August when i join a photosynthesis#lab lmao. ugh. i love learning but my brain was not buildmt#built for it. if only if only someone could podcast about the obscure things im interested in while reading directly from the source#unrelated#also its like 105 degrees plus. its too fucking hot out#thats like 40 degrees C. the sun is like a death ray
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i reckon so much of the neurodivergent vs neurotypical online discourse could be solved if people stopped seeing it as us vs them they hate us issue and started viewing it more like a culture clash issue
#like full disclosure im neurodivergent and have struggled with social stuff before#i dont really now but thats mostly the circles i run in#a lot of neurodivergence discourse on here is very.... victimy i hate to say it#like you know the type. when they use phrases like 'just say you hate nd people'#or anything to the tune of nt people dont have empathy for nd people#guys youre just approaching the same issue from two different cultures#like in a conversation all the things nd people struggle with like tone? nt people are struggling for the same reason#just on the other side. so if youre nd and the nt person is getting upset because of your tone but you dont know what youre doing that#sounds bad to them? they dont have insight into that. they dont think about your tone they just perceive it instantly just like you DONT#perceive it. Thats not a flaw or intentional on either persons part it's just. culture clash. your brains work differently#and theres always gonna be some miserable person who xomes in like SO YOURE SAYING I NEED TO CODDLE NTS WHO DISCRIMINATE AGAINST ME#no. thats not what im saying. im saying that it takes two people to communicate and youre both working from slightly different angles and#you BOTH need to be aware of that otherwise youll hit a wall#think about it if someone says an outdated word in English thats maybe a little offensive your instinct is to be shocked. it takes you a#moment to remember that theyre not a native speaker and then you afford them that grace and clarify what they meant#this needs to happen in more conversations tbh#text#LONG ramble
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Hey, so, Patreon is lying to you about Apple forcing their hand.
Patreon is getting rid of 1st-of-the-month/per-creation billing, claiming a new decision by Apple has forced their hand. This will hurt a lot of creatives, and their excuse is bullshit. Allow me to explain.
In 2018, Patreon tried to impose a new ill-considered fee structure on everyone that would have cost creators a lot of smaller pledges. They ended up apologizing for this profusely; they have now deleted this apology from their website and unfortunately I was unable to find it on the Internet Archive. This was shameful, but to their credit they backed off quickly when things got ugly.
Back in 2021, Patreon discussed plans to force all creators into a rolling bill structure and get rid of first-of-the-month/pay-up-front billing. The community once again very decisively shouted them down, and they had to walk it back again. This whole fiasco damaged the already shaky trust between Patreon creators and staff.
This week, Patreon announced that, along with extra fees, Apple's policies were supposedly forcing them to move everyone over to the rolling fee structure that they first tried to get us to agree to in 2021. Patreon will tell you they are not happy about this. As a person who spent a long time watching Patreon make terrible decisions, I can tell you-- they are probably very happy about this, because it's exactly the smokescreen they needed to do what they've been trying to do for years, which is pull ALL Patreon creators away from 1st-of-the-month and per-creation billing.
The spin in the news I've seen so far is "Apple bullies Patreon, boo hoo hoo poor Patreon". This is very obviously not what's happening. Mind you: Apple does suck, and they are doing something bad here. Fuck apple. But Patreon and Apple are BOTH the asshole in this situation; Everyone Sucks Here. Patreon has options: they can make the iOS app a reader app and do billing through the browser to avoid the restrictions and the extra fees (Netflix and Amazon, notably, both do this), or they can allow creators to opt-out of iOS billing if they want to use billing models that don't work with it.
It seems most likely to me that the Apple situation is a real fire that Patreon has chosen to use as a convenient smokescreen to do what they've been wanting to do since at least 2021, and maybe since 2018.
What do we do?:
They have a feedback form specifically about this.
They also have a creator discord.
And they have lots of social media pages where they probably really, really hope that this doesn't blow up again, because they never learn. The incidents I've described here aren't the only two other times Patreon has pissed off their creators. They know if they don't contain the noise it'll be harder to get away with it, so make some noise. They've done a lot of work to spin this cleverly so you'll have sympathy for them and they won't get the kind of backlash they know they deserve.
Please don't misuse these links and make threats or spam or something. All you have to do is give well-reasoned feedback. Patreon hates feedback. Make sure they get a nice heaping helping of their least favorite vegetable.
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"The average pediatric wheelchair can cost thousands of dollars. And when children grow and their needs evolve — or a wheelchair gets damaged — those costs multiply.
So, the team at MakeGood NOLA, a New Orleans-based adaptive design lab, has made something that can transform the world for disabled children.
“Introducing the world’s first fully 3D-printed wheelchair,” MakeGood founder and president Noam Platt started a recent social media video.
He wheels a small, almost toy-like lime-green wheelchair into the frame, complete with a matching harness, suitable for children ages 2 to 8.
“Everything from the body, to the wheels, to the tires, the seat, and even the straps, all were 3D printed on a regular Bambu Labs A1 machine,” Platt continued.
This means the design is fully compatible with a regular 3D printer anyone can have in their home.
“We designed this to be modular and easy to make,” Platt continued. “Really, anyone with a 3D printer and some filament can download the files and print it.” [Note: You can also use 3D printers for free or a small cost at some public libraries and maker spaces, opening up accessibility even further.]
Once the prototype is completely finished, it will be available as a fair-use download that anyone can use for free.

Pictured: The new 3D-printed chair by MakeGood. Photo courtesy of MakeGood NOLA
Platt said that because it has a modular design, the wheelchair can be put together without any tools or glue. And if any part of it breaks or is damaged, users can simply re-print the single piece they need.
“As a wheelchair user I love everything about this,” TikTok user @thisisharlie commented on Platt’s video debuting the wheelchair.
“Mine costs more than my car, I can’t imagine having to buy a new one every year or two as they outgrow it,” @thisisharlie continued. “You’re going to change the world.”
For Platt, that’s always been the plan.
When he created MakeGood in 2021, the nonprofit design lab was thinking of the more than 1 billion people around the globe who live with disabilities.
“Since traditional design often overlooks diverse bodies and minds, it is crucial to reshape the built environment,” MakeGood shares on its website. “The challenges our communities face — both physical and social — are solvable.”
MakeGood works with individuals to co-create their adaptive design solutions, centering the “Need Knower,” the disabled person or their primary caregivers, throughout the entire process.
Since the founding of MakeGood, 1,600 individualized adaptive devices have been delivered to families for free. Platt’s team found a niche with this wheelchair, which they call the Toddler Mobility Trainer, or TMT.
On its website, the organization says the wheelchairs were “designed with therapists from all over the world” and offer “unmatched mobility and independence to young kids.”
Children and parents agree.
“It’s an A+,” one parent said of an earlier prototype of the TMT in a report by CBS News. “It’s helped [my son] become more mobile and be able to adapt into the other things that he’s going to be offered. It’s helped his development.”
At the start of the design process, Platt reached out to area hospitals to see if he could fill a need.
“Part of it is empowering clinicians that we can go beyond what is commercially available,” Platt told CBS News. “We can really create almost anything.”
Now in the final stages of tweaking the TMT design to be ready for release, Platt is eager to get the wheelchair rolled out and into the homes of the children who need them most.

Pictured: A rendering of the 3D printed design, which will soon be available for download. Photo courtesy of MakeGood NOLA
“We think this sort of 3D printing and design is going to be huge for accessibility, and for wheelchairs specifically,” Platt said in his social media video.
In the meantime, people can request a free chair from MakeGood.
“We have a growing list of people who’ve requested these, and once we finish the design, we’ll start filling those requests with custom-printed chairs, including things that you might need for your particular chair,” Platt said in a follow-up video.
Because the chairs are easily 3D printed, they can come in any color and can be modified to include other accommodations, like a section to hold a breathing device or other aid. With years of customization and design experience under his belt, this new innovation is simply an extension of Platt’s dedication to inclusive design.
In 2023, Platt told New Mobility: “I feel like every time I deliver one of these [assistive] devices, I get a hopeful feeling that the world has been changed a little bit for the better for the next generation.”"
-via GoodGoodGood, May 8, 2025
#wheelchair#disabled#disability#physical disability#disabled children#3d printing#public health#accessibility#mobility aid#accommodation#united states#louisiana#new orleans#nonprofit#north america#good news#hope
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There's a lot of conversations to be had around the current influx of Americans to Xiaohongshu (RedNote/Little Red Book) ahead of the TikTok ban, many of which are better articulated by more knowledgeable people than me. And for all the fun various parties of both nationalities seem to having with memes and wholesome interactions, it's undoubtedly true that there's also some American entitlement and exoticization going on, which sucks. But a sentiment I've seen repeatedly online is that, if it's taken actually speaking to Chinese people and viewing Chinese content for Americans to understand that they've been propagandized to about China and its people, then that just proves how racist they are, and I want to push back on that, because it strikes me as being a singularly reductive and unhelpful framing of something far more complex.
Firstly: while there's frequently overlap between racism and xenophobia, the distinction between them matters in this instance, because the primary point of American propaganda about China is that Communism Is Fundamentally Evil And Unamerican And Never Ever Works, and thinking a country's government sucks is not the same as thinking the population is racially inferior. The way most Republicans in particular talk about China, you'd think it was functionally indistinguishable from North Korea, which it really isn't. Does this mean there's no critique to be made of either communism in general or the CCP? Absolutely not! But if you've been told your whole life that communist countries are impoverished, corrupt and dangerous because Communism Never Works, and you've only really encountered members of the Chinese diaspora - i.e., people whose families left China, often under traumatic circumstances, because they thought America would be better or safer - rather than Chinese nationals, then no: it's not automatically racist to be surprised that their daily lives and standard of living don't match up with what you'd assumed. Secondly: TikTok's userbase skews young. While there's certainly Americans in their 30s and older investigating Xiaohongshu, it seems very reasonable to assume that the vast majority are in their teens or twenties - young enough that, barring a gateway interest in something like C-dramas, danmei or other Chinese cultural products, and assuming they're not of Chinese descent themselves, there's no reason why they'd know anything about China beyond what they've heard in the news, or from politicians, or from their parents, which is likely not much, and very little firsthand. But even with an interest in China, there's a difference between reading about or watching movies from a place, and engaging firsthand, in real time, with people from that place, not just through text exchanges, but in a visual medium that lets you see what their houses, markets, shopping centers, public transport, schools, businesses, infrastructure and landmarks look like. Does this mean that what's being observed isn't a curated perspective on China as determined both by Xiaohongshu's TOU and the demographic skewing of its userbase? Of course not! But that doesn't mean it isn't still a representative glimpse of a part of China, which is certainly more than most young Americans have ever had before.
Thirdly: I really need people to stop framing propaganda as something that only stupid bigots fall for, as though it's possible to natively resist all the implicit cultural biases you're raised with and exist as a perfect moral being without ever having to actively challenge yourself. To cite the sacred texts:

Like. Would the world be a better place if everyone could just Tell when they're being lied to and act accordingly? Obviously! But that is extremely not how anything actually works, and as much as it clearly discomforts some to witness, the most common way of realizing you've been propagandized to about a particular group of people is to interact with them. Can this be cringe and awkward and embarrassing at times? Yes! Will some people inevitably say something shitty or rude during this process? Also yes! But the reality is that cultural exchange is pretty much always bumpy to some extent; the difficulties are a feature, not a bug, because the process is inherently one of learning and conversation, and as individual people both learn at different rates and have different opinions on that learning, there's really no way to iron all that out such that nobody ever feels weird or annoyed or offput. Even interactions between career diplomats aren't guaranteed smooth sailing, and you're mad that random teenagers interacting through a language barrier in their first flush of enthusiasm for something new aren't doing it perfectly? Come on now.
Fourthly: Back before AO3 was banned in China, there was a period where the site was hit with an influx of Chinese users who, IIRC, were hopping over when one of their own fansites got shut down, which sparked a similar conversation around differences in site etiquette and how to engage respectfully. Which is also one of the many things that makes the current moment so deeply ironic: the US has historically criticized China for exactly the sort of censorship and redaction of free speech that led to AO3 being banned, and yet is now doing the very same thing with TikTok. Which is why what's happening on Xiaohongshu is, IMO, such an incredible cultural moment: because while there are, as mentioned, absolutely relevant things to be said about (say) Chinese censorship, US-centrism, orientalism and so on, what's ultimately happening is that, despite - or in some sense because of - the recent surge in anti-Chinese rhetoric from US politicians, a significant number of Americans who might otherwise never have done so are interacting directly with Chinese citizens in a way that, whatever else can be said of it, is actively undermining government propaganda, and that matters.
What it all most puts me in mind of, in fact, is a quote from French-Iranian novelist and cartoonist Marjane Satrapi, namely:
“The difference between you and your government is much bigger than the difference between you and me. And the difference between me and my government is much bigger than the difference between me and you. And our governments are very much the same.”
And at this particular moment in history, this strikes me as being a singularly powerful realization for Americans in particular to have.
#tiktok ban#xiaohongshu#culture#cultural exchange#censorship#propaganda#politics#US politics#china#america
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love when the cringe response emerges to memories of past events that are definitively not cringe, thanks brain :) :) I needed that
#anyways when I was about to graduate highschool I wrote my choir director a letter that was about as genuine as humanly possible#thanking him for the (frankly ridiculous ) amount of time effort and energy he put into making#A space to encourage and support kids in music and in life in general. Literally I’ve never met a man so passionate about what he does +#So joyous about extending and encouraging that love in his students AND so invested in giving kids support and a safe place to be#Both in and out of school. He was truly the pinnacle of what a teacher should be#And so I put a lot of effort into making that note to tell him that (god knows public school music teachers need to hear it)#and now I cringe thinking about it????#NO BAD BRAIN BAD#you did something good and genuine that you still believe in and you CRINGE??? Lord have mercy#ANYWAYS the moral of the story is if you had a really really good teacher reach out and tell them. Especially if it’s been a hot sec#They are working one of the most demanding jobs for very little in return outside of stress and angry parents#If you’re feeling really strongly about it—email the school administration. Go ham praising them. Hype yourself up as a successful member o#The community/society and directly say how they helped you get there. 1000% makes a difference for them#whispers from the ally
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