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valenthario · 11 months

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feeling sooo stuck with my content rn🤪🤪‼️

#txt #i started this blog with lotsa cas & now im posting jimmy nd darlin and i love them dearly #bUt #im a gameplayer im not a cas person im def not a builder;;#& yes the duttons ARE a gameplay. series ? but theres truly almost no gameplay in ts4 #and i do want to include some story elements i wanted to work on darlins character bio today #but it feels so unnatural and foreign to me #partly in a new and exciting way bc yeah!!!! trying new things!!!! wooo!!!!#(thats why i started this legacy in the first place)#but also. coming back to ts3 after 5 months it really put into perspective how lackluster the gameplay in ts4 is to me #dont get me wrong i used to love it i used to have multiple legacies i got to gen 6 with #which is a big accomplishment to me #& i used to have so many fleshed out sims just by the magic of playing with them and my silly little brain #but. i feel like im putting too much pressure on myself with jimmy bc he means so much to me i want him to be the best sim ive ever played #and to be distinct and like a. uuum. primary figure on my blog lmao #like when u think of me u think of jimmy even years down the line. or whatever #but thats so much pressure and GAHHGHH #the urge to post filler content from the duttons up until the point i figure myself tf out is real but also.#i dont wanna do that i dont want jimmy to be filler #-___-augh god #if you actually read this all have a tulip 🌷 . ily. some advice or words of wisdom or reassurance would be greatly appreciated

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andstuffsketches · 1 year

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[comic of a Tears of the Kingdom korok quest. Link holds up a backpacker korok with ultrahand, squinting at the distance. He says, "That's your friend, at the bottom of the hill?" Down a long slope of a slot canyon, a smoke signal is visible. The korok says, "Yep! I can't wait to catch up!" Link flings him down the hill while he says "I need to reach my friend!" Link glides down above the korok as he bounces down the hill. An explosion goes off next to Link and as the korok rolls to a stop he lands, looking up and yelling, "Who's throwing bombs?!" Link looks back as another square bomb lands right next to the korok. Link stares at it, blank-faced, thinking "is that bad", and then "can he die" The bomb glows, about to go off, and Link scrambles to engage ultrahand and whips the korok away just as the bomb goes off. The korok says "help!" and then "kaboom!!" finally, there is a sketch of the korok and his friend at their tent, link relaxing next to them, exhausted]

based on a true story 💥

#the legend of zelda #loz #tears of the kingdom #totk #koroks #backpack korok #korok abuse #<- it wasnt meant to be okay #it was efficiency i didnt crucify him or anything #link #totk link #comic #comics #also it was an aerocuda and a moblin on a ledge. if u were curious #bombs #also thats my final fit for totk the amber earrings champions leathers and greaves dyed white. i have 88 defense #ive also completed every shrine hehe #which is a big accomplishment for me bc i never actally did that in botw and i also never beat calamity ganon. lol

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theres-whump-in-that-nebula · 5 months

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Anyone else have near-perfect executive function at work; but at home, have literally no energy or motivation to do anything except lie in a dark room, with something in or on your ears for several hours?

#It’s got to be the schedule keeping me on task at work #I love microdosing strict routines (not having an actual routine for the day; but having routines for small tasks #which piss me off if I can’t carry them out precisely the way I planned)#For instance: If I’m asked to paperclip a bunch of stuff together with multicolored paperclips of various sizes #I cannot just indiscriminately pick paperclips from the container because that is WRONG and ILLEGAL #The colors must fit the theme of the assignments; and the colors must alternate in a specific order #and the paperclips must all be the same size #If I’m asked to dump out and clean containers of writing utensils I am going to sort them by type and color #whether you like it or not #Black permanent markers have their own container in a different section from the blue permanent markers #Dry-erase markers are not to be mixed with permanent markers because they are easily confused and it is WRONG and ILLEGAL #Do not fuck with the system. It’s the only organizational skill I have and by fucking GOD I’m going to use it in EXCESS #I stuff and fill out envelopes the exact same way every time because if I do it any other way it is WRONG and ILLEGAL #The stamp always goes on last to minimize monetary waste if there is a mistake #Now you’d think my room is squeaky clean and organized because of how particular I am about these small tasks #Right? Right?#NO IT IS NOT. It looks like a bomb went off. Cleaning the room is a big task which cannot be accomplished within two hours #therefore I have discarded it as anything I need a routine for because it would take too long to come up with #and it is very hard for me to do things like that without instructions or a sense of consistency #So I simply don’t #“After five years the dust doesn’t get any worse” correct; but the mold certainly does #I am convinced half my problems with organization as a kid would have been solved if I just had a hamper #“We have a clothes chute; you don’t need a hamper” Maybe you don’t but I DO #I want one now; but I’m going to use it as incentive to get an apartment #because that’s another thing I need to smuggle and I have too much already

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brother-emperors · 4 months

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it’s been a minute since I’ve made a desk post!

tbh I don’t have much to say, I finished chapter one of Trikaranos and the cave in chapter 2 is kicking my ass. every day I get closer and closer to a long form comic about whatever the fuck was going on with Ascanio and Della Rovere, but the emperor Valens is coming in hot ngl. When I got to the part of the biography that talked about how he and his brother were both ill at the same time, I spent the rest of my time reading it with the looming ghost of Caligula lurking in the back of my mind and it was a delightful experience, but I also can’t stop thinking about Valens now 🫠 RIP to my writing notebook that is rapidly running out of pages lmao

also happy lunar new year (or day before lunar new year, depending on your time zone)!! 🍊🍊🍊

#this was the greasiest bowl if arroz caldo I ever had in my life which reaffirms my belief that it’s best when made by yourself #or by family. next time I will simply stick to my order of tosilog and coffee #(<<my uncle and aunt invite my parents and I out for lunch. I am hoping at some point this year to achieve the kind of #financial stability that lets me treat people to eat shshdhdh the life dreams are not big but they sure are hard to accomplish #when the economy is being held hostage by corporate profits lmao. If one more job listing asks for 3 yrs experience #on an entry level listing on top of a degree I’m going to bite something)

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hella1975 · 5 months

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FRESH NAILS LETS GOOOOO

#they look so hot they’re so long and pointy. im gonna GET you #I’ve had such a productive day I finally cleaned up my revision pit that I left behind when I went home #so finally tidied my room and washed my dishes and emptied my bin and cleaned my surfaces etc #and then I got my nails done which is of course SUCH a slay #and then i went to boots and my mate has a loyalty card with student discount on it that i copped #tell me how i got hair dye (this alone was £8) body wash shampoo conditioner and a hair mask ALL for £13. insane bargains from me #and then i finally FINALLY did a big shop bc I’ve fully not done one since coming back after xmas #im so accomplished let’s gooo #honestly i feel really restless and like I’m staving off an inevitable episode bc I just feel soooo ough and unsettled #and it’s always Bad when it gets like this but if i just keep doing things and ignoring it then everything will be fine! 😄#about to have a FAT bath. nothing is wrong with me #hella goes to uni

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mhaynoot · 1 year

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#play it cool guys #play it cool #cool doji danshi #クールドジ男子 #cutest cutest cutest most moe anime ever #i cant akdkf #i binged 14 episodes in one day #which isnt that big of an accomplishment considering each ep is 10 minutes #but it is for me okay!!!#myhart

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whalechief · 12 days

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whenever i clean up and polish my myanimelist i feel like i cleaned my house, such a nice feeling BUT ALSO...pls validate my page looks good iwi

will prob change icon soon. i do it on the reg over there.. (user name same as here if u on there n wanna fwend)

#just did a big clean up both the anime lists AND manga lists #which i never do the manga lists so i feel accomplished af #im obsessed w this website i wont lie. its here or MAL for me ;w; i just wish the mobile version wasnt absolute ass #it performs almost exactly like the first tumblr app--the FIRST one which was ass for those who werent there #ok ill stfu now

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criscura · 5 months

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I wish I wasn't so exhausted and I could make more art.... I even planned out a whole prompt-a-day month for Saigenos/Genosai, TWICE, but the first time no one seemed like they could participate when I asked about it, and the second time I friggin lost the damned plan. I could remake it a third time, but I just....I don't know.

I've been really struggling to get along for a while, and I think if it didn't hit it off--or even if I just got really productive and it seemed like I was reaching crickets--I'd be so incredibly discouraged that it would bring me down even further. It usually takes my stuff a few months to a year to get reach, and that really doesn't do anything for me when I need the support immediately.

It's not that I don't have a billion ideas for so many different things, but my battery has been taking longer and longer to charge up and it's been running out faster and faster, and it's been like this for....a year?? Ish?? Maybe longer, I don't know.

I wish I could just stop needing so much fucking time to bounce back.....

#written from my bed as I'm almost crying from exhaustion and hopelessness #I'm PMSing and I had a really tiring day so i know this feels worse than normal #but when you've been struggling to fall asleep for months because waking up means being disappointed in yourself #for everything you failed to do the day before and everything you know you're going to fail to do again today #it's really hard not to feel like shit about yourself #trying to be constantly hopeful but never living up to your expectations #and then the few times that you do you completely crash for days #and then the only way to not crash is to have your big accomplishment be 'i went to the gym' 'i took a shower' 'i answered a message'#and just. again #to have the be the way you're living for months and months and months #it's so embarrassing to admit how little i can do and it makes me so ashamed knowing how much I've done and see what everyone else around me #is constantly doing #and then when i do share things it just kind of dies off because I've been too exhausted to maintain most relationships #which ALSO makes me feel like absolute fucking shit because i think people think i just don't care about them #when it's really that it takes me hours to get out of bed and I'm lucky if i remember to eat before 4 #and I hate so much of myself and see it as such a huge waste of time that it uses up almost all the energy i have to take care of myself #but if i don't do it I'll just hate myself even more #i know i keep on complaining about this but I'm. I'm trying to fix it #i have BEEN trying to fix it actively for so fucking long #but it's.....i think I've stopped believing anything i do has significant worth and it makes it hard to keep trying #and i know people will read this and say take something for it but when you're only interactions with medications and drugs #are one experience that scarred you so bad you didn't go to the doctors for ten years and one experience so bad #that you couldn't even explain it at first without HARDCORE disassociating #it's hard to convince yourself that anything will ever be any better and that it won't make everything intensely worse for years

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actual-sleeping-beauty · 4 months

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I having lots of emotions about not graduating this spring this evening and I don't appreciate it.

#my friend just got offered a national parks job #which is what he's wanted for years #we took a class together two falls ago and he was talking about it then #and i am so so happy for him #he has worked his ass off and deserves it #but i am also so sad for me #i feel like i've lost so much time to being sick and like i haven't accomplished the things i wanted to in college #but everyone else around me is #national parks jobs. fulbright finalists. grad school applications. editor of the school paper. starting a band. getting engaged soon.#idk i know this will pass and five years from now this will not seem like a big deal #but right now it is so heavy #and also i'm pretty lonely in my real life right now #my roommate spends so much time with her boyfriend who lives an hour away #my other friends are so busy i rarely see them #i don't live on campus anymore so i don't have a nearby community #i get most of my social interaction with my residents at work #and i love them but i do desperately need other kinds of social interaction #anyway everyone ignore this

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andrwgarfields · 11 months

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a lot of fans are talking abt how they’re jealous of yuzuru’s spouse and how lucky she is but if anything i feel jealous of yuzuru more for having found love and someone who understands him and is obviously patient with him and hes definitely the lucky one

#i relate to him a lot partly cause we’re fixated on work and accomplishing things #and he mentioned abt feeling empty in the interview after the tokyo dome performance #which i relate to a lot and why im having lots of existential crisis over #i feel like im stuck #i feel like theres nowhere to go #i dont feel loved or cherised #i feel like i always need to earn ppls approval and loving me comes with conditions #cause im not good enough #which is why im lowkey jealous he found someone who obviously loves him #i feel tired and alone most of the time #i like beinf alone and cherish being alone #but sometimes its just #and idk if its like a getting older thing where your heart starts to feel empty #and hardly anything strikes your fancy anymore #i know i need to make a big jump if i want to exit this headache but its so scary #yuzuru hanyu ice story 2023 #yuzuru hanyu

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bangcakes · 7 months

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#guess who's goin nutso crazy over the same guy again. ya its me JDJJDDJJDJDNDNDNX #things have been Progressing. n like this is slow burn territory so its like a . ... he messaged me first outta the blue. ABOUT SCHOOL.#BABY STEPS. ...#god i cant believe i may have met a guy who's as slow as me JDJDJDDJDJDDJDJDJD #im frustrated but im also like enjoying it.#and like maybe him messaging me doesnt seem like a big deal but OH IT IS. IT ISSS.#like woth him.... this is an Accomplishment #he also like... waits for me after class so we can walk together #he used to JET out the room like a rocket #but god... GOD. he waited all last week for me. oh i like him sooooo muchhhhh #n i hope its mutual #n e way HDJDJJDJDJDJDJDJD #this isnt even far but to me its like.... the farthest ive ever got with a guy ive liked this much #which isnt really saying anything JDJDJDJDJJDJD but only bc ive never liked someone so much b4. hes just so cute. like just everything about #him !!!!@@@ like even when hes grumpy n complaining im like oh ur so cute... (in my head of course JDJDJDJDJDJ)#personal

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obstinatecondolement · 1 year

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Try though I may not to get invested in people who are Perfect Strangers to me just because they have an affable online persona, I do find myself very endeared to Brandon Sanderson. I have read none of his books, but I think his YouTube videos are very enjoyable and I am much relieved that he has both vocally affirmed his support of LGBTQ+ people in general, and trans people specifically, and has apologised (in a way that seems very sincere and earnest to me) for clumsy and unintentionally homophobic things he has said in the past. Which is, like, more than can be said of some fantasy authors.