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nobodyspecialhereblog · 2 months

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ARTFIGHT #4, MANAGED TO GET IT BEFORE IT ENDED WHEW BOY. I honestly didn't expect to be able to get this done but sudden post of energy and motivation near the deadlines made me make a piece I'm actually very happy with.

if not obvious i had fun with the brushes.

Characters are Xewka and Liv

Extra WIPs:

fun fact about the second one! I was planning to leave it only at that since I genuinely didn't think I would've completed it! :0 who would've guessed slowing down a little makes it feel more doable ahaha.

#serinscalling #my art #artfight 2024 #Xewka's owner has a tumblr but im too scared to ping em soooo... shhh....#it's fine everything's fine #honestly i like #gave up multiple times in this drawing #rly didn't expect it to get finished #like from the thumbnail my brain was like “ugh maybe i shouldn't do this”#and then i did the outline of half of Xewka then like “mmm maybe this should be enough i dont wanna keep going”#and then i did the post/building and was like “i dont have a bug character for the idea i had and i dont wanna look”#and basically repetitive of “this is good enough ig” throughout the entire thing #but legit made something im happy with at the end anyways just because my mom told me to slow down and go back to it lol #who would've guessed that one advice paid off anyways with a time limit!#im done now #im gonna go draw Uriel now since they rly are my comfort character at this point #in which ty khean for making such a comfy character

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larsnicklas · 7 months

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petey microexpressions: contract extension edition

#elias pettersson #vancouver canucks #canucks #nhl #nhledit #hockey #meg.nucks #meg.gif #meg.all #my best friends were sitting in the living room with me as i made this set and told me i needed a wellness check #which like.#REAL!#he was just soooo happy.......#and if you're like. megan many of these are the same.#well yes. that's just how his face moves.#i did change the background colors. for. visual interest. afdl;jkfsdl;jk

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arolesbianism · 27 days

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Welcome to the “they’re just like me fr (derogatory)” club featuring no color because I would rather die than draw Sif with color

#keese draws #isat #in stars and time #isat siffrin #jackie stern #oxygen not included #ignore how I made sif look comically tiny I didn’t mean to even if I’m right #also the (derogatory) mostly applies to just jackie but sif made me remember I have hashtag issues so he gets a lil too #I do deeply adore both of them I just like jackie more because she’s a terrible person #which in turn means I bully her harder #I wish I could imagine fun interactions between sif and her or olivia but alas I don’t think it’d be very interesting #jackie would not be interested in talking to sif and olivia as much as I love her isn’t a very interesting conversationalist lol #I’d still enjoy watching her and sif interact but I feel like sif would get kinda overwhelmed by her technical questions #same with jackie if she actually did talk to them but I think she’d be more keen to seek the scientists of their world #and then she’s like this time craft needing immense power thing is bullshit I did it and it generates infinite power all by itself #and then she blows up this planet too to prove her point or smth #but yeah there’s smth deeply wrong with these guys I think they should die horrifically over and over again #but alas that only happens to one of them 😔#I’d love to put jackie in a timeloop she’d actually probably be actively happy for the first maybe few months but once she starts to crack #she’d just spiral soooo bad and shes absolutely incapable of self reflecting so her ass is not escaping #rly the most interesting question of looping jackie to me is how long would it take her to even for a second think she might have done a #single thing wrong in her life lol #sif vc aw shit I just messed smth small up time to have a breakdown over it #jackie vc wtf why did the earth blow up this must be dr.techna’s fault

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purpurussy · 2 months

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#tw suicide #idk i feel like i am probably gonna kms after TIT #i would do it sooner but i asked one of my friends to come with me and it would suck if i made him go alone #and it is something to look forward to which is helping me hang on i guess #but ughhhh once uni starts again in september i know everything is gonna fall apart.#i already got an extension on my thesis due to being a useless shell of a person who can't motivate themselves to do anything atm #but i was supposed to get some work done over the summer and have so far done nothing #hence why i want to kms before i have to talk to my fucking supervisors again and admit yet again that i simply cannot do this 😭#and it's not just this. my executive dysfunction has been so bad over the past couple of years and it's only getting worse #to the point where i can't imagine being able to work at all. and if i can't work i can't get out of my parents house #and then what the fuck is the point.#every time i see someone on here talking about bonding with their parents over dnp I'm like damn what's it like #to have parents who actually want to talk to you DSFGJJKL i know they let me live in their house at my big age #but that's only bc id literally be homeless otherwise and they're not like evil. they just don't love me #also went through a deeply embarrassing breakup recently #tl;dr ive been in love with this person for over a decade and i thought they were the dan to my phil or vice versa.#then after 10 years they left me and i'll spare the details but it has me wondering if they ever loved me #i thought it was a “let's live together and get a cat one day” relationship #but now i feel like for them. it was just a “sex and video games” type situation #i am trying soooo hard to at least be creative bc that makes me happy sometimes but it's hard to not be overly critical of myself #and now im getting to a point where i can barely even find any joy in this space any more. for a bunch of reasons #most of which revolve around me being extremely sensitive. and this is like my last bastion of dopamine so that fucking sucks #idk i don't see the point in my life any more. a social worker actually told me recently that i should consider euthanasia so.#it's just completely over for me i fear #this is not even mentioning all the damn migraines. and all the other ways in which my body simply doesn't work properly #sorry for this weird ass vent I'm not in therapy any more bc i couldn't find a therapist willing to treat me+all my diagnoses at this point #and im scared my friends will stop wanting to talk to me if i talk to them about this. several of them already have #the 2 friends i have left anyway. that's a whole other thing. when they said it's hard for autistic ppl to make friends i took that persona #so uh at this point it's vent here or develop a substance abuse problem. and im already halfway to having a substance abuse problem #anyway dan and phil for the love of god please fucking post something tonight. unfortunately you are my only hope

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gurathins · 13 hours

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i thought that my whole "oh i am just burnt out i'm not miserable in my major/career if i rest i'll be fine" thing would leave once i rested and started new semester but like. um. the more i spend studying the more i'm like. hm. i don't think i want to be a social policy person i think it's making me miserable.

#like god i love how i can get an office job with my degree which is soooo nice but based on my job? idk it doesn't fulfill me it only made #me happy bc i was in fact working and earning money.#coffee cup thoughts

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year

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2009 European Grand Prix - Rubens Barrichello(ft. Lewis Hamilton & Kimi Räikönnen)

#when i was doing 2005 i think i was more eager abt gifing every race #and not that i dont like doing it now but its just mentally harder now bcs im in a season where all my favs are the top of the field #so whenever they dont win i feel so 😐 abt the podium hahaha im like that monkey meme: 'where [jense/seb/mark/nano]'#but i will say everyone was so happy for Rubens in this race and it made me very 🥹🥹🥹#like literally every team was out in the pitlane cheering for him!! it was so cute!!!! i love when everyones happy for the winner #he kissed the camera but as i said in my txt he is too dad for me to gif that skdjdk #little bit of season commentary...#if we ignore rbr in 2023. 2023 and 2009 are pretty similar to me???#like amr being very brawn with how they come out of nowhere and start off strong and then falter in the middle of the season #mclaren and ferrari being bad at the start of the season and then climbing back up #but 2009 is soooo much more balanced and competitive!! its so fun!!#anyways i like valencia. isnt jeddah basically the modern version of this track? a street circuit with a billion corners #ive forgotten to put my little counter on which race im on but hey im over the halfway point for 2009! somehow has taken me longer than 200 #rubens barrichello #lewis hamilton #kimi raikkonen #kimi räikkönen #2009 european gp #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1 #season: 2009

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masculinerose · 4 days

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I FUCKING DID IT!!!! I FINALLY DESIGNED A FLOWERSONA!!!!!!!! GRRAAAAAARRRRGGGHHHHHHHGGHHHHH

#butchy babbles #IT LOOKS SOOOO GOOOOOD #i won't post it here bc i'm self concious of my art #BUT #TRUST ME #IT SATISFIES MY ITCH TO BE A FLOWER SOMETHING FIERCE #WHICH I'VE BEEN CRAVING FOR SO LONG #the trick was hair made of red roses & thorn ears & thorn fangs & pink skin & entirely green clothes #trust me it looks so fucking good. i'm so happy

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titsthedamnseason · 11 months

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my roommate cut my hair for me tonight and at first i was (secretly) sad because it is wayyyyy too short but then i realized. i literally just got the 1989 chop. like this was all meant to happen this way

#nooo bc like 😭 it is NOT her fault. it is entirely my fault #i have curly hair (maybe i should start straightening it just to fully live out the aesthetic lmao) and i made the rookie mistake of showing #her where i wanted it to fall when it was DRY #and on top of that obviously when it comes to hair cutting everyone is always doing too much #but my friend is soooo cautious and gets anxious about these things so i honestly thought she wouldn’t do enough #and would kind of ask me while doing it in increments #like last time when i had my roommate cut my hair i couldn’t even tell that she did ANYTHING #but anyway yeah she definitely went shorter than where i pointed which already was faulty in the first place because i forgot how much it #would curl up #i mean i’m actually happy because it’s been frustrating me how absolutely tangled it’s been getting so that’s a relief #but i’m mostly sad because it’s about to be halloween #and i wanted my dead ends GONE for halloween because i am being barbie. who has notoriously perfect hair!#and they definitely are but i also lost all my length #like i’m trying to tell myself it’ll grow back soon but the last time my hair was this short was maybe like two years ago #and i’ve missed my long hair so bad it was finally starting to come back #but now it’s gone again and i have to start all over ☹️ and my barbie hairstyle options are severely limited #i will probably do braided pigtails #mine

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monstrsball · 1 year

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sitting here like 'i need to reread the reigen manga' girl. finish the mob psycho manga first.

#i have like. 10 chapters left.#i had a few days where i was SPEED READING in the evenings but i didn't read at all yesterday #i watched the second stage play instead #which made me soooo happy like oh my god. i was stimming during the opening.

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nopeferatu · 2 years

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yesterday i got to see new order AND the pet shop boys live, in concert, and i am SO happy i could die. this show was three years in the making and it was everything i expected it to be and more. here was the fit from the show

#they were both SOOOO fantastic im literally so happy #i was more looking forward to the pet shop boys honestly but they both fucking killed it like i cant say one or the other #had a better set #they still sound the same too even tho theyre in their 60s now 😭😭#so now i can say that i have seen #the pet shop boys #new order #depeche mode #the cure #(x2)#ERASURE #which was my favorite concert to date honestly #morrissey #back when i didnt know any better lmao #annnnd i think those are all the oldhead new wave bands that ive been able to see lmao #but yeah im just. im so happy #my face #also so many ppl in their 40s and 50s stopped me and were like OMG YOU LOOK FANTASTIC #I USED TO DRESS LIKE THIS IN THE 80S #knowing that i got like genuine 'i lived in the 80s and this looks like 80s looks to me' seals of approval made me so happy #someone also asked if this was just a costume for the show and i was like pfft...i dont spend $40 for a shirt on depop just for a costume #this is my literal wardrobe

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okom · 2 years

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U ONLY JUST GOT INTO MCR 3 YEARS AGO????????

listen. it twas not by my own choice that i grew up in a rural, catholic, southern usa town. combine that with the fact that i also had extremely limited internet access until like 2012 bc of my town being in the middle of nowhere with zero budget for infrastructure AND bc i had christian helicopter parents. but basically i saw the shrine show announcement trending on twt and i still kinda knew OF mcr so- i was like. huh. these guys were super popular, i forgot that i have the freedom to finally get to see what all the fuss over mcr was about now! and well. you know the rest (i promise i’m a well-adjusted adult) <-lying

#ask #anonymous #sorry didn’t mean to give you my whole life story in the tags alsjshka #also sorry this response is so late <3 #when i left my hometown at 18 for college - even then i just sort of didn’t remember that i could do stuff now that i was out #(when the indoctrination works so good you forget to even be curious about the shit they tell you is evil lmao)#which is weird to say bc smoking drinking partying is all super normal to start at like 12 #but sex or the devils music is absolutely not aldjdbkaoxnala #so by the time i got to college i was like. fuck my liver and my lungs and my head are all worn out i’m ready to hunker down and be a nerd #so in some ways it feels like i did the growing up milestones backwards alskdjakal #college was also the first year i went through major mental stuff soooo i wasn’t really into doing things that made me happy

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upsidedowngrass · 1 year

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BTW . hyperfixating on pkmn soooo hard lately BUT object shows are existing in my brain again SO !!!! soon... soon......

#the new eps of stuff have made me HAPPY!!!#and also iv been gradually coming back to one which im SO happy abt #i was like hyperfixated on it so hard but. medication reaction </3 BUT IM OFF IT AND HAVE GRADUALLY BEEN FEELING BETTER #pkmn is also just easy for me to focus on when im low energy hence why i didnt go straight back to one #but i DO wanna rewatch one soon so i dont make a horrible horrible mistake #do have some stuff ive been drawing lately though :D!!!! might post some of those soon!!!!#/caps in tags #the moment i can go thru the tag and rb soooo much stuff? ill never have a problem AGAIN #ive been seeing so many one posts i wanna rb SO bad on my dash tho. but i have to go thru the tag. yknow how it is #(used to think that was the autism . but thinking on it now. probably compulsion LOL /lh)#(also unrelated to objects but IS related to that that i recently got like an actual diagnosis for ocd which HOORAY!!#theres no reason for me to share that im just excited. only on my object show sideblogs do you recieve awesome henry lore)

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fantasy-costco · 1 year

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Reblogs ocverse ask game forgetting that I'm very tired and incoherent rn

#Thank you for sending in ask sorry that answer made no sense ajfskgzfk #I love talking about my stories and I've sort of decided that I'm never publishing anything anyway so it's okay to just write and explore #What makes me feel happy which is soooo much more fun #And also means I feel comfortable talking about my work with people because no one but me will see the finished product anywayi #It's very freeing #This is still incoherent oops

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