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dukeoftheblackstar · 1 year

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Ima-Gun Di, right?

I think I have a problem type.

Old and about to die/dead.

Mans be making me feel things in this episode I was not prepared for.

#♝#ima-gun di #maybe i just like pain ya know?#maybe i just like to hurt sometimes?#or maybe #hear me out #i just really like old men #who i hope wouldnt die #but here we are

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all-too-unwell-13 · 5 months

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'the prophecy' by taylor swift is the most annabeth to percy coded song ever written

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pepperpixel · 1 year

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“Can't remember when we walked past the O.R. sign!

(sur-ger-y!)

Can't remember passing out with her hand in mine!

(my-my-mind!!!!)

I remember waking up with my mind repaired.

(A-OK! ^^)

I remember when I realized, she wasn't there...”

Amnesia was her name….. is. so. horrifically. sadly fitting for these two in literally every single line. And I’m gonna NEED ALL OF U GUYS TO GO LISTEN TO IT NOW OK… THIS ISNT A DRILL GO GO GO GO!!!

Anyway… uhh. the fact Betty “blessed” this guy to like. An eternally long lifespan w THIS FUCKED UP OF A MENTAL STATE IS SO SCREWED UP GHGH- Like poor Simon god damn…! u kno he’d rather just keep on not sorting out his baggage and trauma forever too cuz it’d be too complicated… too much… force him to admit things about himself and about BETTY that he really really doesn’t want to… better to just leave it all unexamined.. pack it all into lil boxes so he can just try to ignore it and pretend it doesn’t exist… HE GOTTA LIVE FOREVER W IT THO… *ME BANGING ON SIMONS DOOR AT 3 IN THE MORNING*: “SIMON U GOTTA ACCEPT URSELF!!!! LOVE URSELF!!!! ACKNOWLEDGE N ACCEPT EVEN THE “BAD” PARTS OF URSELF!!!! SIMON PLEASE!!!!! SIMON EVEN PPL WHO LOVE YOU AND WHO YOU LOVE CAN HURT YOU!!!! ACKNOWLEDGE IT!!! ACKNOWLEDGE THE HURT AND ACKNOWLEDGE UR FEELINGS!!!! AND URSELF!!!!! SIMON!!!!” anyway… gGHGH YEA, SRRY. SIMON PETRIKOVS MENTAL ILLNESSES MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM GONNA EXPLODE. ANYWAY HAVE SOME ART. W a bunch of diff versions cuz I’m indecisive!

#adventure time #simon petrikov #betty grof #petrigrof #doodles #lol at tagging this petrigroff but nah I stand by it man!!!!#being a petrigroff shipper is understanding that I’m actually canon these two need som fuckin COUPLES COUNSELING. OR TO JUST BREAKUP.#like….. gGHG I LOVE BETTY BUT ALSO. ALSO… also…. these 2 have some issues… seperate and together issues. lmao #ANYWAY THO. ANYWAY THO. IM SO FUCKING EXCITED. I SAW THE NEW TRAILER. IM GONNA DIE. MY WIFE I GOT TO SEE MY WIFE #AND WERE ACTUSLLY GONNA GET SIMON MENTAL STATE SHIT YEAHHHHH!!!!#HELL FUCKING YEAH!!!!!!!!!#FIONNA AND CAKE DO NOT LET THIS NERD KEEP RUNNING AWAY FROM HIS FEELINGS FUCKING GET HIS ASS!!! MAKE HIM FACE IT AND WORK THRU IT!!!#pls!!!! if even Simon Petrikovs can start working thru his mental traumas there might be hope for all of us ghghg #uh but anyway yeah. AMBESIA IS HER NAME IS SO THEM.. STRAIGHT UP I FELT THE URGE TO EVEN LIKE. make an animatic for it!! it was so fitting!#im not gonna make an animatic cuz I don’t feel like it but!!! I saw it… I saw the animatic in my brain ghghg-#there’s a lot of typos in these tags but. just do me a favor… and pretend like there aren’t lol #fionna and cake #am I…. possibly…. projecting more mental trauma and issues on Simon. then he ACTUALLY has…#probably. yes. but!!!! he def still DOES have issues. I feel like I’m probably exaggerating the Betty ones cuz he #never really outright expresses feeling hurt by her. but also I feel like!!!! he’s the sorta guy!!! WHO WOULDNT EXPRESS THAT!#cuz he loves her!!!!! sO MUCH!! and she did so much and pushed herself so far and was trying so hard… and also she’s fucking basically d #dead now!!!! it’d be like. disrespectful of her memory…. to feel that. also what’s even the point of expressing that pain she’s gone!!!!!#she did all of that.. for him… how could he…. just. spit in the face of that #im writing those last few tags in the he perspective of simons mind btw… the things he tells himself….#anyway gGHG MAYBE I AM PROBABLY PROJECTING MORE ISSUES ON HIM THEN HE ACTUALLY HAS BUT WHO CARES MAN #I’m allowed ghghgh-#I wanna draw art of Simon having a traumatic flashback to the ‘Dont worry ull be obliterated soon!’ line and hating himself for it #ice king isn’t him!!! it isn’t him! it’s not him!!! why does that hurt it shouldn’t hurt she wasn’t talking to HIM #BUT SHE WAS #SHE WAS… she didn’t think of the ice king as Simon but he IS… HE IS AND JUST. URGHGH

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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i only just found your au and i need everyone to have a happy ending so badly im gonna cry ;-; sally is gonna be so freakin upset when she wakes up for real and sees she decimated barnaby.

oh, Barnaby already has his arm stitched back on when she wakes up! and really, even if he didn't, that'd be the Least of her worries. she wakes up into a Real nightmare - partially of her (unintentional) making

#happy endings... well... yes and no. depends on what act you look at #act one? no! actually things get So Much Worse in an entirely festive new way!#act two? eh! sorta! its more bittersweet than anything #act three and four blend into each other so much that three doesn't have an 'ending'#but the final act - act four... well. who's to say! im still workshopping what i want to happen #but i do know it's still gonna have at Least a bittersweet tinge to it #wh lights out au #rambles from the bog #there are consequences and not everyone Makes It. i dont like stories where everything wraps up perfectly fine #even if it hurts! i like it when things hurt in a good way. those stories where the ending is overall positive #but Enough Happened that its just... its an ache. looking at where someone used to be. you know?#my favorite shows and books and fics have ended with me smiling while sobbing bc it yes it Hurts but it was So Fucking Good #and while i wouldnt be able to handle rewatching/rereading due to Emotional Damage...#i think of them fondly and often and theyre Important to me #perfectly happy endings just rub me wrong. it always feels like there's something Missing despite it all being idyllic #i cant let my own stories - original or aus or whatever - have that kind of end #so if thats what people are hoping for! you've come to the wrong person and the wrong au!#i like to be kind but that rarely extends to my creative works!#i like it messy and painful and bittersweet and i like to be Ruthless with my creations with no compromise #sometimes characters need to fight. or leave. or die. or make serious mistakes. etc.#but anyway! anyway....#i will say that there isn't a happy ending for Everyone. and for others it's... complicated. again - bittersweet

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stupidartthings · 2 months

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Time is finally here 🥳

Almost went for a more bronze color instead of the goldish color, but it didn't work very well

#bomberman #bomberman oc #time bomber (oc)#didnt figure out which direction I was heading with him until the Phantom thing I did #he was looked down on by his creators and almost got scrapped #he cheats death with a thirst for revenge and goes after his creators #the only good one of the bunch was working on a dangerous project and wouldnt give time access to it so he also had to die #finds out said good creator (who we will name sam) made a new bomber so his hopes of accessing the project easier were still high #and thats how I imagined Phantom died :]

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ccbatman · 3 months

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actually so evil how much of hal's internal world gets obliterated with the rewriting of his relationships with jessica and martin.

#hal jordan #empyrean posting #ok going in the tags because im not actually v confident in my understanding of his character. i read all of his 80s/90s stuff but forgot #90% of it but ANYWAY.#so much of him just does not make sense with how geoff johns characterises him and his relationships with his parents particularly the #parallax stuff simply because of how much his relationship with the guardians and their apathy/'betrayal' is influenced by hal's original #relationship with his dad. like at its heart it's pretty much the same dynamic in how hal blindly trusts and sort of idolises the guardians #despite their repeated infractions in hope of... something in return just as he had with his father and the abuse he suffered at martin's #hands. that's what makes his anger at the guardians make sense when it does show itself because the relationship parallel didn't stop there.#as with martin hal gets nothing for his devotion. he gets nothing for doing everything that's asked of him and more and it ends the same way #too: with a man in the sky burning like a newborn star. and you lose so much of that nuance and intrigue behind that if you just make #jessica the 'bad one' because!!! you cheapen it!!!!#the whole idea of hal is that he has his father's face but his mother's scars #(to me). in the sense that they both reacted to martin the same way with that cognisance of who he was as a man yet inability to pull away #because... love. both the love they had for him and the conviction that he did or could love them too. and jessica arguably did eventually #but also she didnt did she? because she held onto that notion of love till the very end. the few scraps she had she ballooned outwards until #they became the whole. but hal didnt have even that and he spent his whole life chasing it & running away from wanting it at the same time #like i think there's something so interesting to the fact that he had to be convinced that flying was what he wanted to do. how much of that #was touched by his father? the fear that he was already too much like him than he could bear to be? he already had his face now he had his #dreams and longing for the sky. how much more could he have before he began repeating the cycle?#and at the end he even had his father's death. burning in the clouds. like there's so much there and that's not even touching on how it #impacts his relationships with other heroes. not just in the sense of why did kyle clark and diana get to keep their close yet complex #relationships with their moms when hal had to lose his (although yeah why did they) but also just how he lets himself come across to them.#because it's on purpose right? that he lets them think his reflection of his father is born out of unadulterated love for a man worthy of it #? he has his father's job he wears his father's jacket he smiles his father's smile. what else are they supposed to think.#and isnt that interesting!!! that this man who is so committed to being good & just can lie so casually to people he thinks of as friends!!!#can you see how that might be his mother through and through!!! in how she might have glossed over the abuse to other people and herself!!!#can you see how in spite of it all he might want to be perceived as his father that paragon of masculinity and resent that he is not!!!#do you understand how everything he loves has been poisoned!!! im thinking of that scene where he tells bruce about watching martin die &#wouldnt it have been so much more interesting through this lens. how he is both revealing & obfuscating at once. i hate the change sm

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swagging-back-to · 3 months

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not sorry. i extend very little sympathy and patience towards tras who are underage, and the only ones who do get said sympathy are TIFs. but again. it's MICROSCOPIC levels of sympathy.

#i was also a tra as a minor (~10yo to 14yo)#and yet i never said even half the shit a lot of these kids are spewing with their whole chests.#i never hated on terfs; made rape jokes; made death threats.#I barely ever even argued with terfs bc i AGREED WITH THEM even as a tra. the only thing i disagreed on was how they went about it #(i felt like they were 'too mean'. now that i am a radfem i see we arent mean enough.)#i never in my life shared countless anti terf memes. never had a DNI.#never spammed terf tags and spaces.#never sent hate anons.#so yeah #i do genuinely judge kids who do this because i WAS ALSO A CHILD and i NEVER did this shit even at the height of the trans ideology #worming its way into the government and law.#people need to understand that children can and SHOULD have morals. just like adults.#you shouldnt need to be told 'hey this is bad' to know thats bad. if you have morals then you simply just know.#i tried to go vegan my entire life. would refuse to eat animals even when i was 4 years old. went officially vegan at 11 when i realized i #wouldnt die without animal protein (and even if i did i was sick of funding animal murder)#no one NEEDED to tell me to do that.#my morals simply did not agree with killing and eating other living beings.#so kids who are willing to do all this shit? yeah. thats ust a reflection of their innate morals. not even joking here either.#i work with kids.#i know how downright cruel they can be and not just in a 'im socially inept and have no filter yet'#but intentionally cruel.#intentionally heinous. and tiktok exposure only makes it so much worse.#so yeah if you are a minor and i go on your account and i see dozens of terf-hate posts?#i AM judging you and i feel zero sympathy for anything coming your way #and i do genuinely hope they wither away in shame and regret when they get older #I didnt even do any of this shit and yet i still feel ashamed and remorseful for the stupid tra shit i spewed (mostly about how #sex and gender arent the same. that was the HEIGHT of my trans rights activism. that's barely 1% of what these kids are saying.)#like i understand where theyre coming from and i get why theyd buy into the trans cult; but that does NOT excuse their behavior.#rudefem

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lamphous · 2 months

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keaton lamphouse itemized birthday list circa 2009. in case there has ever been a doubt that I have always been like this

#[hope davis in the newsroom voice] theres SUBHEADINGS ?#theres a more abstract wishlist later on too thats like i wish nobody would mock me ever again and that my grandma we moved away from (and #who had cancer and would die in like 2 years) wouldnt have to go home ever #txt

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mushroom-through-the-stargate · 7 months

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clawing at the walls (positive)

#guess who just listened to the circe saga #it was a mistake because now the Sleepy Is Gone #but oh it was an amazing mistake #circe saga #epic the musical #GOD done for was everything i had hoped #and wouldnt you like was just *chefs kiss* TASTY #this saga was so good that if this is what attraction feels like i can see why its such a big deal to you allos #i would die for hermes (probably would end up dying but itd be worth it)#just 'you can be hurt or you can beat her' AMAZING ICONIC MY BELOVEF

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todayisafridaynight · 17 days

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ok chat explain to me why ive seen an uptick in mine cope in the past like two months. what happened.

#snap chats #i was going to make this post earlier after seeing like three people be like 'where's mine post mine rgg'#but then i was like 'no its whatever' BUT A FOURTH POST HAS HIT MY EYES LIKE SEVEN HOURS LATER #LIKE WHAT WHAT IS IT you'd think something happened to cause this but y8 was like seven months ago #i'd ask who died but Evidently mine did and it's taken fifteen years for the hard cope to begin #like ive only ever seen this with nishiki fans but i havent even seen them in a hot minute #nishiki did die sooner tho. peace has been made ... mine fans are still in the 'rage' stage i fear. some denial.#i hope im just missing something and this is an elaborate self aware joke cause TRULY what is going on fheLKJVEKL #seeing people say theyre gonna show something mine related at the summit later this month like girl no they are not #be quiet or im engaging in friendly fire. i wouldnt but still #like i dont go on twitter much bar to post and like. look at yaoi so maybe i missed something but #it can only be funny for so long HEEELP HES DEAD AND NEVER COMING BACK GO HOME

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4giorno · 2 months

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i could cry im shaking and its not bc i think im dying anymore!!!!

#(i still think im dying but thats not important its like a daily routine at this point)#omg this HAS to be a full chapter surely they understand how badly this has been wanted by the community 😭😭😭😭#its gotta be springtrap as killer and mike as survivor right????? please 😭😭😭😭😭#if the survivor is either elizabeth (who somehow didnt die as a kid) or vanessa to fit more with the current place the franchise is at #then i wouldnt be surprised. bhvr plssss i swear michael will sell skins as well ;____;#theres so much potential with his many jobs and when he was rotting after getting scooped #lol i know theres no point in speculating bc we literally only have this one image #but ive wanted this for so long so im excited. ill get myself ready for not everything being like i hope dont worry

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 1 year

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13 was here

#dont care how dont care why #let me figure out where in her timeline this happens #has someone written this fic yet bc it should exist #theres space between sea devils and potd #there #now two options she can take yaz. not explain anything just like. take her here #12 is here for 3 weeks before clara and missy show up thats plenty of time #or she could go alone #i think i'd have her take yaz - not dan - but then also manage to go a little missing for a bit so she can talk to 12 alone #not tell him who she is but it wouldnt be hard to figure out #she lets him try on her coat he lets her play his guitar #maybe she can come to terms with the whole clara situation a little bit. the missy situation #and then a little later maybe she cant help it and introduces 12 to yaz yaz to 12 #and 12 looks at her like. are we just gonna do this again then. we're just doing it again #and shes like no we're not #but she cant say that obviously #but she Can be very forceful that this is Yaz My Friend Yaz #unfortunately missy and clara were also exactly that. that was like the entire thing. FriendsTM #so. this doesnt communicate to 12 what she wants it to. it does manage to crush yazs hopes a little more tho so 👍#no but like the setup here isperfect. they both think theyre about to die. they both have Complicated Entanglements #has someone written this yet

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rpfisfine · 10 months

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I’m still so fucking angry abt the death grips thing I wish ppl could treat artists like human beings

#and i wish all ppl who still treat death grips and mc ride especially like a meme band would die honestly just straight up #mp #there was a really great post talking abt this but i can’t find it rn #considering the fact they’re 100% the kind of band who could rightfully decide they don’t wanna tour ever again after this #just bc them touring is so rare as a situation and they have dropped tours out of the blue before #it honestly feels like . idk. criminal that some ppl would be stupid and disrespectful enough to do this & potentially ruin everything #If I went to a death grips show I wouldnt wear a stupid hat and I wouldnt climb on stage and I wouldn’t throw anything at them #i would just stand and enjoy the music and smile sweetly at mc ride hoping hed want to buy me like one direction

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haunted-house-heart · 11 months

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#tw animal death #tommy is being put down #he's had something wrong with his mouth so weve been mixing can food w warm water for like two years #we cant afford to take him to the vet. its over $2000 at least for a dental and we just cant afford it #and hes been losing weight and eating less and less and weve known for awhile that hes declining #so mom got animal control to take him in as a feral hoping they cpuld help him that way #and we knew there was a chance they wouldnt be able to and would have tl put him down #but the vet said she would dl it. and we found out we could go vosit him so we were gonna do that today #and a lady called right before we wete headinv out to come see him and said. the vet is going on a month leave and no onr rlse will fo it #so hes gonns be put down #so hes been dtuck in that cage all alone for 10 days. and he hates being inside and apparently he hasnt been eating and just hissing at ever #everyone. and he was so scared when we walked in but when he realized who i was started purring and climbing all over me #and being so loving and happy and immediately wanted to eat agakn amd just #i had to leave him there. all alone. to fucking die #vent #i dont want him to go i want him to come home with me hes my boy

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hanzajesthanza · 2 years

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i watched the pilot of brba the other night and it occured to me then that there is a specific kind of guy that i become obsessed with turning over and over in my head like observing a coin shine in the sunlight:

a tragic adult male figure that ends up hurting those closest to him (and/or) everyone around him, because of his own crumbling to society's expectations and pressures of him as a man, leader, patriarch, or simply as a person, and a slow succumbing to self-loathing, insanity, addiction, curse, evil, or just long-suffering... and the tragic consequences of his instability and harmful behaviors affect his family first, perhaps the ones he loves most, or the only ones which love him, before it finally gets around back to him and he begins to suffer tenfold. sometimes they are dads (biological, or adoptive), or they are something like an unofficial guardian to a child, or they *would* have had a child had it not been for their behavior. sometimes there's a redemption arc or redeemable qualities, and sometimes there's just a slow demise.

#THISSS is what my mind revolves around. this is what i think everyone else should be obsessed with and no one seems to be #from top to bottom beginning with the good guys: emiel regis | geralt of rivia | simon petrikov (ice king)#for 'decent': odysseus | agamemnon | nandor (i put them in 'decent' by their ancient standards. obviously the war + pillaging isn't great)#nandor i gotta be real with you was a last-minute addition to this because wwdits is a comedy but i realized he fits this formula #despite the 'stay dead' mention. i forgot about wwdits #and i also forgot that he fathered a bunch of children soooo i edited it to put him in the father area #the 'awesome / decent / stay dead' ranking is by my own personal judgement of them btw and how much i like them #im sorry to put simon so (relatively) low but who didn't hate the ice king in the first few seasons of AT...#i actually really like odysseus... he's my academic poor little meow meow... but... problematic fave #agamemnon and nandor i like but they are just stupid #and below that i just have hate and contempt in my heart for them. like i hope they die and suffer greatly #i would have put emhyr but the thing is that emhyr was evil (power-hungry and selfish) since the beginning and he didn't really become #corrupted or anything he just continued being a horrible person. like just read a question of price basically lol #i dont need to explain geralt or regis. or do i. maybe i should. idk #basically for geralt i just think about sword of destiny and something more and how he left ciri in brokilon and condemned the both of them #and also how he wouldnt take the child when he went to see calanthe in something more like just real dumbass tragic hero behavior #regis. he's not a tragic hero but he destroyed his life catastrophically. he suffered a lot and made it everybody else's problem #so if you have any recs on other characters that are like this maybe i will become obsessed with them idk.#i think they have to be at least somewhat likable. learn from their past actions and try to make things better. even if they dont succeed #actually if they dont succeed thats even better (see: geralt)#but if they just suck for real then i just don't even want to watch or read more like damn get some help or k*ll yourself #i should honestly make my OC's dad like this. he already 90% is. honestly.#i like it when they are good on the inside :> and try to turn things around and save ppl they love but they meet a tragic end anyways :')#except odysseus i think he should get to live happily ever after on ithaca i'm honestly kind of glad we lost the telegony #men who are thiiiiis close to commiting s*icide from the extreme pressure society places upon them #but instead they chicken out and instead stab their wife or child. OR BOTH #txt #cw domestic violence

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hauntingblue · 7 days

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NEFERTARI D LILY WHAT AN ICON

#LITTLE ACE AAAAAAHHHH😭😭😭😭😭#AND D LORE!!!!!!#the poneglyphs were unleashed (?) by queen lily and they are key to the dawn.... thank you cobra damn rip #he should have said i count on you saDbo #WAPOL????? AJDJAKWNSISJSKSNSKSNSL THATS WHY NEWS MORGAN TOOK HIM IN TOO AKDHAKDJKS #WAPOL EAT MARIEGEOISE #kalifa and vivi... here come the scissor sisters #leo and sai representing the strawhats in mariegeoise is big lmao aidjsksjkq #FUJITORA HELPS FREE THE SLAVES AND FIGHTS RYOKUGYU???#wapol ate vivi??? ajdhaksjsk #incredible episode... cobra died and this lore is so important actually. and wapol saw it all ate 84 walls and got vivi and ran away #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 1119 #also the thing where the throne is put is the same red color as the road poneglyphs..... what if that is the last one....#idk how roger got there but maybe it was put there after that #also roger discovering what everything meant but knowing he wouldnt live to see it because the ancestral weapons and joyboy werent even born #so he gets himself executed and creates the pirate era in hopes there will be people to follow his steps... damn #i have always wondered why he had ace when he knew he would die and maybe rouge too but i think he hoped that the one would be his son....#yeah that might be it...... but THE MARINES AND GARP!!! HAD TO FUCK IT UUUUP!!!#like how did they knew who ace was i have to point fingers.... garp is the only one who knew kadjkajsla #blackbeard fucked it up too but alas

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