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tinycatholicbean · 2 years

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Serious question for y’all: what do you want out of Tumblr, why are you on here?

#catholic #seriously what do people want from Catholic tumble #why did you come on here in the first place and why have you stayed #I keep thinking about this and the fact that I’m not sure scares me a little #why am I spending time on tumblr?#like it’s a fun distraction sometimes but I feel like I should have some kind of goal for my social media use now #and honestly it’s often not even a fun distraction it’s just a distraction

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mossy-paws · 20 days

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Sword PHIGHTING! period cramps moodboard

Gods mightiest warrior…….

Og image:

ANYWAYS EXTRA BITS!!!! So. Yeah. I wasted exactly 27 hours and 29 minutes of my life making this over a period of like. ~a week and a half LMAO????? I THINK IT WAS LONGER?? Yeah all of these are completely redrawn from the Og “panels”, replicating the dungeon meshi style is. MISERABLE I don’t know why I did this to myself holy fucking shit, all of you blame @squiffer-salad for this monstrosity she’s the reason why this exists in the first place /silly

anyways, I highly recommend looking at the panels individually because I put a lot of fun extra bits in them and just. A LOT of effort in general, any likes, reblog’s, or comments are insanely appreciated since this did take such a long time :’DDD, everything in these minus the backgrounds are completely redrawn/shaded/and colored by hand, this includes mid/screen tones as I used specific layers for those! anyways thank you for coming to my period cramp projection ted-talk I’m going back into my Everglade hole.

#JESUS FICKING CHRIST #WHEN I SAY #27+ HOURS #DUDE…….#FOR A SHIT POST….. THIS IS INSANE…… WHY DID I DO TJIS TO MYSELF #ANYWAYS now that I’m free from this fucking BEAST of a project I’m going to be working on a lot more comms/personal bits since I have much #More free time on my hands!#School is still kicking my ass but at least I’ve been doing well :3 #Scored a 10/10 on a AP world test today! Probably gonna end up failing my math unit exam but oh well wouldn’t be the first /silly #Anyways for some smaller extra comments #I honestly don’t really know how I managed to commit to this if I’m gonna be real #This honestly was more of a test of endurance if anything and I think it came out really well especially since I’m not used #To spending THIS much time on a single piece #It taught me a lot too #Specifically more about midtone layers and different types of line art and such #Anyways yeah I am. So horrendously tired #More art soon though! I got stuff in the oven for reals!!!#art #phighting!#phighting #phighting fanart #digital art #phighting roblox #artists on tumblr #phighting art #roblox phighting #roblox #roblox art #roblox fanart #roblox game

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ria-starstruck · 3 months

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thinking about signalis theories and how maybe falke's words are applicable in more than one direction

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moonkhao · 1 month

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hi.

#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone #but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3 #it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere #like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july #which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault #i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY #anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like #flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation #i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D #and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen #it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold #(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all #like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love #ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place #anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls #and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE #he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual #i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now #i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3 #AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks #@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 7 months

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ON THE SUBJECT OF A MARCH 1ST UPDATE LIVESTREAM.

so due to newly-employed circumstances, i most likely won't be able to stream my exploration of the update until the Sunday after it drops - March 3rd, likely around 10 am pst.

im not gonna ask anyone to wait because that's unreasonable and absurd, However! I am curious:

#im asking instead of cancelling it outright #because i know how fun it can be to see someone explore/discover/watch something youve already enjoyed #plus. if i may so bold as to say!#who knows! maybe some of you actually Want to hear me speculate and go bonkers On Mic <3 #absolutely unprompted #marked for deletion #welcome home #Why Am I Waiting Until The Third?#it will most likely be my first day off!#i dont wanna explore the update when im exhausted after a 9 hour shift lmfao #and i don't want to explore it in the morning before work when im on a crunch #i want Time! i want Energy! im gonna need all the brainpower i can cobble together!#oh man the upcoming full day of Active Avoidance #i might actually turn off my phone lmfao #bc muscle memory is gonna take me to tumblr & That has burned me so many times...#im not gonna use tumblr im not gonna use discord #im gonna queue up youtube videos so that i dont risk seeing anything on the homepage #babey im Hunkering Down!#i will simply spend my free time after work with myself. crochet. doodle. sit and stare at a wall #sob viciously bc im missing out #its interesting. so much of my life has been Being Late To The Proverbial Party & Missing Out On Experiences.#and by interesting i mean it makes me violent. sigh. but we deal! what else is there to do!

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wrylu · 7 months

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idk why i'm so moody these days but i find my despair funny

aka my average day as of now

#1. impulsive silly thoughts #2. STOP FORGETTING TO EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!1 please :3 (note for myself me myself and i)#3. i get sad 🥱#4. tired #(tumblr deleted half of my tags. isnt that nice though you wont have to listen to my essay of vents nobody wanted to hear that)#vent art #wrylu #lu's canvas #negative thoughts below :) have some flowers 💐#sometimes i feel like i should get up more and spend time with my family i miss how it used to be #but you know what i suck and im practically glued to my chair and im lazy like if i was one of the 7 deadly sins i would be sloth #im surprised im not dead yet #this is purely for myself to speak my poor mind #no i actually hate this #i wanna die #i wish i was dead #not really #but still #i wish time just stopped so i can re evaluate my life #and whoa damn dysphoria makes an appearance ever #i wish i had a schlong (funny)#this is awful #sometimes i feel manipulative like i switch my emotions and personalities so hard #am i manipulating you guys??#i feel like im being sad for attention #ugh i hate that the internet is my comfort #thats bad isnt it #i feel like an attention seeker #why am i even writing this 🥱🥱#i cant wait to fall asleep forever

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josephtrohman · 26 days

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another day another three cunty posts added to my drafts (saved from seeing the world)

#am i grouchy justifiably or am i just grouchy bc im sick. it remains to be seen #but everyday i spend too much time here is a day i get beaten over the head with reminders of why i dont like tumblr much anymore 💔#sorry 😭 and unfortunately the reminders are often harsh ones...#maybe i should have a diary. but i have a private twitter at least

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istherewifiinhell · 6 days

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reading a single tf comedy fic will confront u with the authors viewpoints on: heads of military, heads of state, stance on revolutionary politics, reporters, freedom of the press, cops, class stigmatized labour, civilian liberties, criminalized... miscreantism? blows big breath kicks can down the road... minorities?

#some shit #its not called cisformers #there indeed could be a use case where i said all this and was saying it in a positive tone.#reader: i am not #i gotta stop opening links from tumblr the reccs just arent worth it #groans. why are you guys so fucking authoritarian. dont u wanna watch animated or smth with me. cant we have fun.#honestly the amount of times i see like. evil/nuisance reporters is bizarre. like oh well sure I KNOW corporate news media just washes the #hands of the state. but.... somehow i feel thats not your angle. given. who the mains always are #also: every time im forced to defend an iteration that actually isnt that good but at least has concepts more interesting and thought out #than ave. fandom. fan fic of other fanfic. world states. sighhhhhh #its a lot of bitching i know i know listen. only cause im out here on my lonesome on this beautiful thrusday morning alright. its fine.#theres are the facts of the. online space i choose to spend time in.... :/ god help me

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buckera · 17 days

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wait what's happening now?

just in broad strokes; some people are whining that buddie shippers dare to say that "there is no heterosexual explanation for this" as if that's not what every shipper has said about their ships ever and i really don't understand where this need comes from to "disprove" other shippers by writing lengthy pieces about other examples that don't actually have anything to do with the show, but whatever i'm tired of this...

on the other side; someone — who i presume to be no older than 19, so not worth my or anyone's time or energy, really — complained about how masc4masc ships are overdone (??) and basically saying they need all mlm ships to be heteronormative to be enjoyable (cuz yk some people can't project onto masc characters cuz of gender essentialism, but that's an entirely different convo) all this wrapped into a shiny ship war bow

this fandom is a sad joke atp

#when i say i'm tired...#like i am very thankful to have gotten my acc back and i would never give it up #but this type of shit is the reason why i spend most of my tumblr time on my alt acc where i have 911 muted #anyway #911 #911 abc #ask #anon

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tanicus-caesareth · 5 months

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guarana drama, damage control

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boogiewoogieweeb · 4 months

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it's all fun and games typing up a silly, rickety little au idea in the tags of someone else's post and then suddenly you find yourself expanding on the world-building and plotting out interconnected stories for characters you swore would only make background appearances and your brain is On Fire with the need to write even when you know you can't commit to yet another doomed wip

#the terror #this is 100% about the fucking hartving tech!averse jirv/librarian!hartnell au from yesterday bc IT WON'T LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE #thinking about a ficlet detailing how bridlgar met #peggles is a delivery driver who does the rounds dropping off the library's stationary orders and john's the one in charge of receiving #and they strike up a friendship over terrible stationary puns and eventually start dating when john introduces harry to classic lit #thinking even more about a joplittle sequel where after ned shows up soaking wet the first time and is immediately smitten #by thomas “Just Being A Decent Person” jopson; he starts volunteering at the library just so he can get closer to jops #(like the loser he is; bc why ask someone out directly when you can just hang around in their orbit and hope they notice you noticing them)#but the more time he spends at the library the more he comes to love it; and ends up volunteering to read to children on his free weekends #(my tumblr homies know exactly where i'm headed with this bc i am so transparent my mom might as well have called me “window”)#and jops; despite his better instincts; gets so turned on after hearing ned do voice impressions for fictional crayons while reading to #a bunch of enraptured rugrats that he decides then and there he absolutely can't NOT fuck ned senseless the second he gets his hands on him #meanwhile for the main fic; jirv and tartnell are both absolutely disgustingly in love but are also completely clueless #as to how to go about expressing interest in each other bc while i imagine jirv not being as repressed in this as he normally is in fanon;#he still hasn't actually figured out he's Big Time Gay™ yet and #tartnell on the other hand is both extremely attracted to and intimidated by the handsome; aloof yet kind; bible-quoting scotsman #who's decided to adopt him as his personal apple support technician #despite the fact that tartnell knows little more about iphones than jirv (seeing as he's been using android since smartphones took off)#god i'm in so deep about this stupid little au i've dreamed up that i just want to yell about it for hours on end #and despite knowing i'll likely NEVER get around to writing it; it is just... taking up Brain Space... that i already Do Not Have

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citrusinicake · 2 months

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once internship is done i stg im gonna lock in and draw all the stuff ive been meaning to draw + a shitload of zammbu, og players™, destinyduo, unstableverse, and some smaller mcytbers that i like

#mine.txt #also gonna try to develop a quicker style and also get more comfortable with drawing on paper #cause the amount of time it takes me to draw one(1) doodle makes me wanna die like holy shit it takes so long #also gonna be using postybirb more cause i wanna juggle using tumblr and pillowfort and a gallery site of some kind #but am dogshit at handling multiple social medias at once so yeah need all the help i can get lol #this may be a lot but im mostly doing this cause the amount of time i do nothing but scroll bothers me lol #like i know Why i do it (i like reading ppls thoughts and opinions) but most of it is about stuff i really dont care about #hence why it bothers me why i spend so much time doing it lol #also gonna try to work on my fics but im not gonna pressure myself on that one cause i am. not comfortable with writing yet

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warmsol · 1 year

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will be living in build mode all week 🏡

#another day another build i’ll spend way too much time on #i decided to completely redo makoa and elia’s farm because it’s overdue for a clean up 🧹#it needed to be done anyway as i’m going to start shooting scenes soon for lune #but yeah if i’m quiet.. that is why.. suffering.. fingers stuck on shift and alt..#hope everyone is well and has a nice week ;-;#also did tumblr rly move the post button on mobile or am i crazy. i’m so bothered by this change it’s not even funny #don’t they know i’m stuck in my ways and my mind has memorized this site. rude

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musical-chick-13 · 11 months

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"Truly GOOD works don't have thriving fandoms because people aren't interested in fixing them, so what do they have to write fics/make art about."

Idk about you, but I don't write fic for properties I don't genuinely enjoy and think are, on some level, actually good.