#why can’t anyone be true

[thegunslingerfollowed]

The problem is I have chronic guilt about something that I can’t control but everyone on tumblr would tell me I’m a bad person for. Unfortunately, this is the only place I can vent so this particular issue will just destroy me from the inside

[kim-dokja-hate-blog]

as time goes on, i understand more and more abt that time kim dokja randomly told all his friends that he wanted to live in a big house with them once the apocalypse was over. i think that was the first time he actually included himself in the dreams of their future, too convinced he’d die before getting there. he. yeah.

[itspileofgoodthings]

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[quietwingsinthesky]

also im not sure how much longer i can dance around the fact that ‘reusing waste in whatever way you can when you’re onboard a starship with limited food but enough people that they’ve worked out a system of killing them once they’ve ceased to contribute enough to the ship’ translates to. well. well.

[vakarians-babe]

paranoia? you mean parannoying.

[softpastelqueer]

I guess this is the adhd and autism speaking, but I never felt it was ever important to correct people’s assumptions or accusations they had towards me, partially for the obvious reasons of you can’t control what other people think of you but also because I just assume people will drop it (partially because I feel these assumptions are obviously incorrect and therefore I find it strange for others to allow it to take up brain space) or forget about it because I 100% do not think about others in any meaningful way and I struggle comprehending that other people constantly think about others even when they’re not in front of them

So I’m always distressed and shocked when people continue to believe whatever nonsense despite limited to zero direct interaction with me since the last time, because I’m like ???? Why would I be on your mind???

My mind is just mansard roofs and graveyards

[yourstrulyriley]

whos am i if not yours?

what am i if not your doll, your toy?

where am i if not your doll house that i cherish so deeply, that wretched, vile place?

when am i to be released if not ever?

who am i if not you?

who are you if not i?

we were meant to be one in the same, each others and each others only.

the other half to our souls once again conjoined,

but i cannot help but imagine that even after that,

maybe your soul belongs to another.

and maybe mine was never split in two to begin with.

perhaps i was only ever meant to have myself

maybe i was sculpted, shaped, to have everything i needed alone.

aside from the companionship i longed deeply,

the kind i thought i had found in you.

[thefortysecondolive]

hit a rough patch processing my gender in the past few days & have been feeling down about not being able to talk about pretty much any aspect of my identity without tacking on seven disclaimers and a vocab quiz 😮‍💨 wish I could just put the identity crisis on hold until I finish my finals

[jammmbi]

god i need therapy and to move out

[ladyofthenoodle]

there’s something that really rubs me the wrong way with sentimonster gorilla theories and au now. the idea used to not bother me so much but after the huge backlash over the idea that adrien could be one, people positing that the gorilla is the real sentimonster seems extra fucked up??? like “oh no my fav can’t be a sentimonster because then he’s not human, let’s make the mute character a sentimonster instead, that’s fine” like i’m sorry but that’s a little bit fucked up???

[salsflore]

[pepprs]

just had a public breakdown LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOO

[wewontbesleeping]

no cause the fact that this is my longest breakup ever is just. UGHHHHHH. I want to be done I want to be GONE I want to be OVER IT already

[starbuck]

every time i listen to a mountain goats album i hadn’t heard before, i’m like “this is nice, but it could never become a no-skips album for me… i’ll just listen to my favorite songs from it” and then a week later i’m in fucking tears listening to a song on repeat that i didn’t get at all the first twenty times i heard it…

[fingertipsmp3]

Gotta love those realisations that cause you to stand stock-still in your bathroom and take a long shuddering breath

[afieldinengland]

CHARLEY SAYS (1973)

charley says next time we go fishing, we should stay very close to dad, where he could look after us. and he hopes if you go near the water, you'll stay close to a grown-up, too.