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amogus-real-not-clickbait · 8 months

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can someone explain the boat thing to me? :'>

i've seen people mention it here and there but never a proper explanation,,,

#even if it's not that deep #w h y did he take the boat #why stare at it for half a day #perhaps it's just a cool boat #maybe he just yoinked it for himself #moomins #moomin #snufkin #moominvalley #art tag or whatever

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bobbinalong · 7 months

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i just cannot stand the way bendis writes. if 40% of the page is covered in speech bubbles, maybe cut down the fucking dialogue, dear god

#i'm reading losh 2019 (and finishing it this time so help me god) and i think it's so far the worst here #nothing is happening! all they do is talk!#i'm on issue 9 and two. TWO. in-universe days have passed #everything feels like set-up and the pay-off is a battle that lasts for a page and a half #do not read this #stare at a white wall instead it's more fun #i also read some of his superman and ac which are. not just as bad but also not good in that regard #i think the only thing of his i read and liked is ultimate spider-man. tho i can't remember why i didn't finish this #maybe he was getting annoying. maybe i just got distracted #either way brian michael bendis might be my new worst enemy

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idk-what-to-put-here-123 · 4 months

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I've actually had a really good day today for a change

#while me and my friends were walking to the bus stop we found a shopping trolley #and used it to carry our bags the reat of the way there #people were looking at us like we were insane #cant imagine why #moving on #after school the trolley was still at the bus stop 🥳🥳 so we used it to carry our bags again #when i got home my sisters friends were over and i had to go with them to coles (theyre all like 10)#my friend wanted to come so i met up with her and she came to coles with us #my sister + co started running away from me and my friend so we had to chose then around the store (we got yelled at multiple times)#i saw a guy from my primary school there #it was very awkward (he stared at me while i ran past him)#then we went to the store across the road and me and my friend has to chase sister+co around there too #then we went to the park #sister+co started plotting something #then one of my sister's friends started taking photos of me and my friend to make shitty memes #then me+friend started walking away and sister+co went down to the river (the park is directly next to a river)#then when sister+co weren't looking me+friend grabbed their bag of snacks and ran #they saw us tho :( then they chased us #but we got away #until we didn't #my sister started screaming at me so i dropped the bag and ran but she followed me #sister was holding a half full bottle of coke (coca cola not cocaine) and she started walking menacingly towards me and i was backing away #from her #but then she threw the coke all over me :((#then me+friend walked back home after yelling at sister+co #...#so #that was my day #idkwhattoputhere123

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romance-rambles · 5 months

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would just like to confess my undying love for this particular shot of ayn

#rambles by aya #lovebrush chronicles #ayn alwyn #lbc ayn #lovebrush ayn #every other day i am one step away from embracing the red name in me #in the days between clarence calls dibs btw #i think it's the way he's looking i'm pretty sure it's an average stare but every time i see it #i have one (1) question and it is: “why are they smouldering?”#<- i have also been informed that the “u” is british spelling but i was half-raised on british english so i do not care #i also don't think it's an actual true smoulder it's just the first word that comes to mind when i see him #i don't even think “bedroom eyes” fits but like he's doing stuff to me #legitimately the hottest dude there and he has some sizable competition #he's just eating that popsicle so seductively???#ALSO HIS ARMS??#did not think i cared about arms but?? LOOK AT HIM??#STILL have not gotten this pictura when will sunday come

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joshoconnaissance · 10 days

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hiiiiiiiiiiii back from my semi-hiatus

#why does a week and half feel like 5 years #like “”“”“hiatus”“”“”“”“ is a silly way to describe it haha #i took a break from my computer and it was nice #anyway life has been a lot lately!#especially at work which is when i would normally blog #i'd get so burnt out from staring at a screen all day that i would rather die than spend my free time also staring at a screen #unrelated but my boss is on vacation this week ;)#we are so back

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crystalpallette · 16 days

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the fact that rafisol is weak to ally's puppy eyes is crucial information. sega please port puzzle pop so I can have this information forever thanks

#puyo puyo #rafisol #ally #allysol #my stuff #god like. ally's route gave us 'YOURE the person i love' and i thought we couldnt get gayer and then rafisol comes in with a steel chair #and i could not be happier about it #im so glad its all but confirmed that they do like. adventure around togetjer #they will hold hands and run into adventure together. also maybe a little kiss #this route was also incredible in that it was rafisol's social simulation simulator.#ally: rafisol!! greet them with a smile!! rafisol: staring them down to the death #anyway i had to do something with this scene its skyrocketed to one of myfavorite ever scenes #rafisol is an all-powerful entity who almost ended the world and she also fights a middle schooler because he's being obnoxious #and also she's weak to her girlfriend's puppy eyes. hell yeah #i finished this in about a day and a half so dont look too close! some of these hold up but some will crumble at closer inspection #i just wanted to get this out of my head so i could focus on other obligations #and i did! yay!#also if youre wondering why ally has zero variation in pose dont worry im wondering that too #(jk its cause i was looking at the manzai while drawing this and ally almost never lets down her arms)#(the curse of models)#tho i think hands near face is the cutest type of pose and ally's cutes so it all works out #puzzle pop spoilers #JESUS almost forgot that tag i was having a grand old time rambling on and on in here #god. ok

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dexaroth · 1 year

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hi

#i came across his old ref and turns out the clothes i have envisioned for him here are the same as in the old ref. classic #these past days ive just been staring at that concept ref i posted earlier bc i wanna Have His Ref Drawn but i dont wanna draw his ref. eug #i also kinda funnily enough.. hm how do i explain this #im happy with how i made him meaty n stuff as a literal fur coat and id love to render/paint those parts so much #but hes more on the human part of the anthro spectrum and doesnt really.. not wear clothes usually.#best i can imagine is him wearing just bottom half clothing but i associate that with those stereotypical hyper muscular men that i hate #i guess its gonna be more of a 'he looks like this underneath. super cool eh? he just doesnt show it :)' kinda thing #since he has kind of a more serious personality.. in my mind him without clothes looks silly. wyd my guy #maybe ill ask him to crack my head open and figure out why i manage to come up with these annoying details. yes thatll do #besides the design i dont really know how to flesh him out. genuinely. no pun intended #the only things i know for certain is that he's daron's dad and he's a slasher guy. thats it #its tied to me struggling with what direction i wanna take the custom species with biology and psychology. its so complicated #wips

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jonathanbiers · 2 years

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ugh throwing y'all another snippet because i hate these two so much (i love them more than anything)

#again. unedited so don't examine too hard #would you believe i stared at my screen most of the day and in a daze typed out about 500 words in the past half hour #why am i like this (i'm tired) (it's because i'm tired) (writers block & insomnia are besties)

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lokilysolbitch · 10 months

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being a polyglot or someone learning multiple languages at once is NOT going "hola! oh wait i mean hello!" it's going "isn't venti twenty in italian. why am i saying it in that accent. benti. what is that. which language pronounces v as b. it's not german, their v sounds like f. it's not french. is it spanish?? that can't be right. maybe korean. but im not saying the other letters in a korean accent?????? or maybe i am???? benti. 밴티 (baenti). yeah that's different. then what accent is this???? benti. benti. benti. im gonna lose it. benti. benti. UGH. benti benti benti. bro what the hell *looks up what language pronounces v as b*. oh it is spanish."

#also the time i spent several minutes staring at a russian keyboard wondering why the korean looked weird #and assumed it was just because the keyboard was in uppercase korean #.....#korean does not have an uppercase letter system #and that other time i spent half a school day with the word 'son' in a specific accent stuck in my head #but that pronunciation and similar ones are found in many languages #so i was like 'i mean in french it means 'his'? no it's not that'#'in korean it's 'hand'????? no not that son either'#it was the spanish 'son' for 'are'#and i'd just left my spanish class right before i started thinking about 'son' too #also the many times i try to think of a word in any language and i can only remember the ASL sign #i swear it happens every other day #like 'what was the word for cat in french again? its umm its uhhh *pulls at invisible whiskers*'#BRAIN #THATS NOT FRECNH #or the time i tried to remember the ASL sign for something and only remembered BSL #polyglot #foreign language #language learning #french language #german lang #korean language #spanish language #american sign language #british sign language #italian language

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sunattacksthemoon · 1 year

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😟😟

#came on here for to first real time in DAYS #and this mf pops up #scared the shit out of me #he’s staring at me while I type this #not fun #ANYWHO #how has everyone been??#I’ve been sick so I haven’t been on my phone at all #which is why I’ve been missing #I’ve got so much to do #I’ve got a list #top priority is responding to messages😭😭#that and peeking on here seeing what everyones been up to #and then I was scared half to death by creepy pirate person #I’ve learned my lesson #anyways I’m off to answer messages #and emails #and phone calls #the list never ends

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wowitsverycool · 2 years

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hating someone you were born into loving is very easy, a form of rebellion. i imagine hating someone you at one point chose to love is much more difficult, the destruction of such a lovely portrait you’ve painted.

#familial love is a work of art as well #much in the same way the the graphics put together for an instruction manual are art #or in the way that war effort propaganda cartoons are art #as beautifully constructed as the hastily taken photograph on a tourist trap postcard #but chosen love?#romantic love. platonic love.#they're passion projects. essays. altars to the very idea of someone #palaces you construct to store your version of someone #when the day comes that you must use manuals for paper mache #or rip postcards in half for a makeshift bookmark #there is loss. but it is forgivable. perhaps even relieving.#one day you may look and wonder what you might have made had you not torn the paper apart #but you will ultimately be satisfied #but to see a tower of marble crumble down around you #to be forced to strip a canvas of carefully placed paint on account of the toxic fumes #you will forever see the rubble and the canvas and it will be a testament to all the lost time #and you will spend every second that you stare at them wondering why you didn't just try harder #why you couldn't have enforced the tower's foundation #or encased the painting in glass so you could have it all while still guarded from the fumes #lol lmao haha

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desi-yearning · 2 months

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4:30 and I'm still awake🙂

#doing some project for my sister #which SHE is supposed to do #she had other stuff to do and my Mum kept asking me for suggestions #and i was like please don't ask me for more opinions I'll just do it by myself #and I did #I couldn't half ass it so i put in full effotts #and i had NO idea what i was doing which was why it took me so long #and I was pretty distracted too😭#i put in too much time for something that looks so low effort #i fucked it up so bad #but it's KINDA cute so issokay ig #i wasn't even supposed to do this #i have to wake up pretty early again #what am i doing with my life #I'm not even sleepy #but i have to sleep before Mum wakes up #surprisingly neither my head nor my eyes hurt today unlike every other day I'm awake for too long #maybe because I wasn't staring at a screen?#okay fine I'm literally rambling now😭 this is too much😭😭😭#sorry-#good morning i suppose #abhi rants

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sumarmz · 3 months

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Who wants to count poosp with me

#sumarmz waffles #i should do this im like always on the toilet for some reason #half of my texts with my groupchat are “guys im shittting rn give me encouragement”#in my defense im lactose intolerant and love milk #god i love milk #just straight raw milk #which is a scam since im 5'2 #random but two days ago one of the chavs in my class looks at me and is like “are those ur natural lashes?!?!?!”#and im like yeh #bc tbf i do have like rlly long eyelashes and my cousin said i have double eyelashes i think??? i csnt tell #but like yeah #and she jsst kept staring at me for the rest of the lesson #and i was like damn im just desi girl its my genetics #why am i on about this #OH #i was gonna say smth about how being desi made me short #so basically the desi genes are stronger than milk #im gonna make that into a meme

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dutybcrne · 3 months

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Think abt Huffman & Kaeya having a Jean-Mikasa moment when they first met

#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Prolly Kae walking w Luc to Knights HQ bc Addie was gonna run errands in the city (Kae deffo wanted an excuse to hang out a bit longer)#//And then before he heads back off to go to Addie; they have a little run-in and Huffman damn near clowns himself in the process #//Kae in the moment prolly wanted to skedaddle right out of there bc he had ZERO idea what tf was going on & why he acted like that #//Plus Luc is practically looking like a puffed up owl staring at this dude & the dude's freaking out now; so maybe he should GO-#//In hindsight; Kae thinks it is the silliest cutest fucken thing & prolly teases Huffman abt it Endlessly #//Huffman's silly little crush and the fact that Luc getting all protective spooked him #//Then Huffman brings up what a fucken clown Kae made of himself tryna impress JEAN throughout his knights days & shuts him right up kdkjb #//Huffman's secret Anti-Kaeya-Clowning weapon lmao #//Bringing up the cringfail things only he; Diluc; and a select few other knights still in Mond witnessed during Kaeya's knight days shbfkf #//Never fails to make Kaeya actively sputter and fluster in ways he hasn't since that time; no way to recover so easily like usual #//Since he was last that notably shy &easy to embarrass; before everything went to shit & he had to change his own presentation to what he #has now. Huffman likes seeing him like that bc it's in essence ''Kae's truest self'. The guy Huffman got used to seeing back then #//Diluc and Jean like getting to see Huffman tease Kae for that reason too #//Moments where they see him lose that facade and give him a glimpse of the Kaeya he'd buried deep #//A Kaeya who wasn't SO cagey with his vulnerabilities/emotions & stumbling; who didn't immediately deflect to hide breeches in his guard #//Esp around THEM. People he trusted more than anything to SEE these parts of him; bc he knew they'd never hurt him/take advantage #//Yet now; they can't see anymore bc SMTH happened that fateful Apr30 (Luc carries guilt of that; wondering if he DID kill Kae That Day)#//Bc SMTH happened; & now Kaeya is as closed off as he is to most others (he doesn't blame Luc; emotions ran high that day. But now he's #seen how his 'role'/who he is can HURT those he loves; & until he ensures it won't happen; HAS to stay back for their own good)#//He can't risk getting to close to someone & them feeling betrayed; rejecting him or worse; getting wrapped up in HIS messes #//Bc he is ESP worried that Luc having specific beef w the Abyss Order nowadays has to do with him; not just Mond's safety #//He always had his suspicions abt his family having ties to them; maybe said smth abt it to Luc during their Confrontation #//If Luc started hunting the Abyss Order's traces bc he'd brought up some half-baked assumption; WORSE; one that was Confirmed later...OOF #//If sb like Jean or Huffman were to find out more abt him; & get HURT in the process if they were targeted or tried to help him; he'd be #utterly Devastated. He just CAN'T allow it. WON'T if he could help it. Would rather have to try & cut ties if he can before that happens #//FUCK; why did this spiral to that rant lmao #//I just wanted to shippy HuffKae jbfjg #//H E LP

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toastsnaffler · 3 months

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still just so so disappointed though :-(

#like its ok... but my heart hurts #so frustrating struggling with little things that seem to come to other people so much more easily #i feel like i only live half the life that other people do. or less like i just feel so slow and incapable and far behind everyone else #and i dont think ill ever catch up. and thats okay i know its not a race and i know i shouldnt compare myself to others #n everyone has their own struggles ahhh i know #and im trying and its not like my life is even that bad but man.#its so hard to make peace with only having a half life. always falling short never quite being enough for myself or anyone else #its so alienating i feel so distant and disconnected from everyone and everything so much of the time #and i dont know how to solve that i dont know if its even solvable. i dont want it to be like this forever 🥹🥹🥹🥹#its okay sometimes. i just have to do my best to live my life in those fragments and then just get by the rest of the time #at least having the flat to myself this weekend means i can cry openly and dont have to hold my breath to not make noise when im sobbing #just gotta get it out. ill feel better and worse and better and worse and maybe next weekend will be okay or the next or the next whenever #aw man.#.diaries #3pm and all ive done today is a single load of laundry and cry a lot. why did i even both taking meds this morning #havent been productive and havent done any hobbies or anything for myself i only get 2 days off a week and i waste all that time #like it would be fine if i wanted to do nothing. but i dont!!!!!!!!! i dont want to feel like this and zone out and stare into space #while time just passes and im so tired after work on weekdays its so hard to do anything then its so stupid to waste all this #but i feel so fucking bad i dont even know why im still doing this i need to get up and DO SHIT my mind is a fucking cage please #cant stop crying again now i hate this so much please i dont know what to do about it i just need it to stop

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featherymainffins · 4 months

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I thought I would walk some additional 14 km today and thus burn my accidental lunch (caved into peer pressure and went to a restaurant and had a salad instead of eating my perfectly counted can of tuna) and as such I agreed to go have breakfast with some friends tomorrow to celebrate the end of the excursion.

But I did not walk those 14 km because I wasn't able to get water + I just finished 12 hours of lectures + my arches were killing me + it was raining + I wanted to shower + I wanted to study + I was fucking freezing.

Which means I have to punish myself for my lack of discipline and I also have to make up for the food and that means I CANNOT have that breakfast. In fact I cannot have anything. For 2 days. Just to be sure.

So now I'm trying to figure out what lie I can make up. Currently thinking about saying that I just started to feel really nauseous all of a sudden and as such I unfortunately cannot eat breakfast oopsie. It feels really random and not really believable though.

#god this is so tiring. i wish i wasn't me so i could just live. people don't have to be ideal to earn being tolerated but i do #people don't even have an ideal and there should never be one. but there is one for me and the court of the world expects me to #always fit it. it's a competition and the jury is judging me. I'm constantly trying to win the case. to make the judge rule me innocent #of what I don't know. of everything i suppose.#but it's just exhausting. and I'm not sure if it's more exhausting to just give up and follow whatever the nagging voice says or #if it's more exhausting to fight it. i feel horrible and full of guilt and shame and terror either way so does it really matter?#if i die because my heart gives out or if i die by my own hand?#apparently bulimics have a much higher self-harm percentage but i personally have a tendency to harm my body after i eat #i don't want to do it but i recognise that that's partly exactly why i want to. my emotional torment is probably much more #of a goal than the physical pain. there's a part of me that wants to lead psychological warfare against me #and you know what it's like. it's fine. i accepted that i would die by my own hand a long time ago. I've always said that #i don't know when and that it might be in two decades or a year or a month or a day; but that one day i would go past the breaking #point and kill myself.#i think it's an inevitability of my life and I'm fine with that. someone has to kill themselves. someone has to be that number #in the statistics. there is no reason for it not to be me and if not me it'd be someone else #so it's fine #but yeah it's like...well it's been a run...not sure if a good one...but it's been a run and considering how much i just don't care anymore #i think this time it's really it. and i have a lot of responsibilities so I'm really pissed about it #but listen I'm just exhausted. my every waking thought is plagued by counting and avoiding reflective surfaces and wanting #nothing more than to stare into reflective surfaces for 20 minutes straight and check for every imperfection and irregularity #and check if everything is the same as the day before. i don't know if i should trust my eyes or my emotions or my logic #i don't know which is which. half of my brain power is devoted to making up plausible lies. 'i had a stomach bug earlier'#'im just really nauseous. yea accidentally had lactose earlier.' 'my stomach hurts so i shouldn't eat anything' 'i ate before i came here'#'oh i said i didn't have anything with me? i uhhh i went shopping yesterday evening actually'#i can't focus at all. I'm either too tired or the voice is too loud and too aggressive. i have no idea how I'm going to pass my classes

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