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#without her im loss
suntails · 10 months
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impossible-rat-babies · 5 months
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vierapril day 26--weapon
"and failing that, i'll have my trusty warrior of light box the ears of all concerned."
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quietwingsinthesky · 8 months
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do you think fourteen has a breakdown one day about just how much time with donna he lost. it was that easy, the whole time, for the metacrisis issue to be resolved, and instead of him ever figuring that out, he lost years and years of a life he could have had with her. he stood on the outskirts of her wedding. he wasn’t there when she was pregnant with rose and wasn’t there when she had her. he wasn’t there for a thousand little moments where he could have made her laugh. every time she looked for him without remembering who she was looking for could have been a time he was standing next to her. and he’s never going to get that back. time machine at his fingertips and yet somehow the one thing he never has enough of is time.
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orangechickenpillow · 3 months
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Actually you know what I don't want any more seasons of the sandman I can only go through that ending once and I barely survived the first time
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n0bluev · 2 months
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@fushiglow hmm….wonder who i’d draw this for all of a sudden and why… 🤔🤔
#your reblog surprised me#THREE BUNS SUGURU (STAR WARS ER JUST FOR YOU!)#theyre covering riko or smt and smuggling her places (??)#drawing this i was like ‘oh suguru’s curses in a star wars environment should be robots and stuff#so this suguru is a mecanic (he makes them from scrappy parts people have thrown out#and trash materials (and hard work 😎)#diy pokemon#because what is the cursed energy people are letting out if not junk theyre letting go of#so yeah ; basic geto takes shit and turns it useful#i do realise thats already very generic for star wars (junk robots junk robots!) but like. yknow. this guy takes shit people wouldnt bother#trying to sell. miam. junk of the junk. geto my favourite recycling bin you were designed for a luxurious lifestyle clearly (gege not me!)#(and stuff…………. but im lazy to put my vision in words rn hah..)#gojo’s probably a princess#(let’s not lie. hes basically a prince already (clan heir is a different look on him))#this made me want to write ?.??#problem is i dont remember much about star wars (watched it as a kid (we have the cds) appart from the very basic storyline… i forgot 😔#then theres the jawa’s first appearance cuz for some reason they scared me and i am marked for life (THEYRE JUST SILLY LITTLE GUYS 😭😭))#thankfully i lowkey want to rewatch everything so these issues can be fixed#(unthankfully either way the chance of me writing anything is very slim BUT WE NEVER KNOW RIGHT)#(hashtag diverging your attention from that other older post is it working /j/j)#omg glo ​i still didnt read balance (i think of it from time to time but im intimidated to read it because i know its right up my alley and#that i will love it and lately idk why but i need to ready myself emotionally to read peak fiction (this is so dumb but its true 😭😭))#my bad im rambling lol#WAIT FUCK SAME THING FOR BUNNY’S RECENT THINGY THAT GOT IN MY AO3 UPDATE MAIL#A LOVE STORY TOLD THROUGH THE LENS OF A THIRD PARTY MY BELOVED#(itsg ive searchef for these types of stories in advanced search before#AND NOW THAT I HAVE SOME BY AUTHORS I ALREADY ADORE .. IM- I SEE THEM BUT. THEIR CONTENTS STAY A MYSTERY. IS THIS MY BODY SUBCONSCIOUSLY FI#FIGHTING THE TEAR LOSS I WOULD GET??? IS THIS MFING [BALLING-MY-EYES-OUT] PREVENTION !? WITHOUT MY PERMISSION..!? TCH!)#my bad. ramble again o7 — see ya glo !#wip
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ride-thedragon · 5 months
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One thing that I dislike about hotd, which is nothing new to say, is that due to the length of time that's covered, we don't see character interactions at all. It'll be interesting to see the development of this in season 2 because it's going to be. Like episodes 8 to 10 in terms of narratives. We've slowed all the way down to focus on the dance. I do think that this shift will cause a large amount of conflict in viewers who'll think the story is too slow now but also it'll be interesting to see how well they can flesh out characters they simply didn't have too. How much space will they leave for little character moments that don't advance the plot but establish relationships to invoke the true tragedy of the lives lost in the dance.
For me personally, in season one, a focus on Corlys as the Lord of Driftmark and his relationship to the people there would be excellent for both Addam, Marlida, and the Battle of the Gullet.
It's something they can adjust for in season two, but again its a disconnect in the world building when we don't establish the world with character moments.
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dnangelic · 3 months
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soooometiiiimes it breaks my heart that one of the very few times u see dark without almost any sort of fucking-around facade it's his brief dialogue with manisumea. he enters the conversation with her grinning and playfully saying she's changed a little as she's been forcefully disgraced and parasited by baku and only then slips into the rest of his serious/emotional dialogue right as she's breaking and dying before his very eyes.
'manisumea, you're an old acquaintance. when i was captured, you set me free and were broken for it. manisumea, you're already broken. i can't save you.' argentine's 'it's only going to break again, if only i had the power to fix it,' overlayed with a panel of dark, who's always been thinking the same thing and has just been stealing and preserving what he could even if he didn't have any sort of power to make things last forever, dnangel's constant thematic of life and death and love and grief. but rlly just like.....
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this dude is so sad and helpless sometimes
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kittypyuun · 2 years
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@tblsomedoodles family web au shenanigans with Big Mama trying to reconcile with her sons
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emblazons · 1 year
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“You always overlook the importance of El’s romantic relationship to her” babygirl EL overlooks the “importance” of her romance with Mike in the canon.
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I’m just following her lead 😂
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orcelito · 3 months
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I'm tired of dreaming about my dad. I know it's part of processing, but I am just so tired.
#speculation nation#negative/#sometimes theyre nice dreams where i have him back. except i still wake up sad.#sometimes theyre dreams where im trying to prevent what i know is going to come. but without fail i wake up. and he's already dead.#and then there are dreams like the one i just woke up from. where i know he's dead and im feeling the full force of grief once again#bawling and bawling in-dream. with enough force that it wakes me up.#and of course. i wake up sad from these too.#it makes me think about that passage i wrote for ITNL. well over a year ago. before the Year Of Death even began.#where i wrote about vash dreaming of wolfwood. with a similar sort of vibe to this.#i wrote that inspired by the death of my grandma. who i was close with and greatly troubled by her death.#even that had nothing on my dad though. no loss has ever felt this severe before.#it's been 5 months and sometimes i feel okay. but then i feel the ache deep in my chest again#and i know im never going to be fully free from this pain.#i want to go back to the person i was before i lost my dad. to before i lost my uncle.#i want to go back to early may of last year. where life seemed hopeful and i was minimally touched by death.#only 2 deaths from people close to me. 3 deaths if you count my childhood cat.#now im up to 5 deaths of people who were close to me. and 7 if you count my sweet baby boys.#can you believe that? 4 deaths ive grieved in the past year (and a bit). 2 more deaths of ppl i knew but wasnt close to.#and 2 of them were so genuinely life-altering that they changed me as a person. my uncle and then my dad.#i still dont know who i am now. i feel so lost. i look out at the piles of boxes of my dad's stuff and i feel so overwhelmed.#im supposed to go through them. i havent touched them in months. i dont know how to even begin.#and so i try my best to keep up with my cleaning and my schoolwork. it's about all that i can manage
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dokyeomini · 9 months
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i was gonna go buy my dog a bone for chrstmas bc she loooved those 😭😭😭😭
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aquascopex · 8 months
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Whenever I see people bragging about how loud they listen to music or how it'll give them hearing loss I'm like... bro. That's not the flex you think it is.
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withluuv · 6 months
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Can't sleep. Missing my mama. Wish more than anything that she was still here 💔
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meherya · 2 years
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It’s kind of sad to see what’s become of alchemy of souls tbh... like yea the first season also had shit writing but at least the dynamic between jang uk and naksu was able to carry it across the finish line because they were giving us something you don’t see that often within kdramas... they were mental illness inducing with their wild mentor/mentee lowkey unhealthy relationship... but S2 is honestly pathetic... like who asked for a romantic dramedy where jang uk has a “fridged wife” where memory-loss naksu has to be the one to help him heal from his trauma by being bright and bubbly or whatever they got her doing...
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mainfaggot · 8 months
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oh also shes straight
#and the part of me thats empty hopeless and constantly passively suicidal scores a goal!#a win for the agony within!#a loss for whimsy hope and serenity and the part of the me that is trying to heal and move forward without the weight of it all defining me.#it's like. im not surprised. why did i have expectations#why did i hope. i shouldnt hope. im so stupid. i shouldnt hope i should know better than that. im scarily lacking substance. im a shell#im a puppet. i cant form lasting relationships im an actor im a liar it would've never worked anyway#-> me going insane in real time#-> i sound so dramatic like go watch txt to do and chill out maybe ⁉️#idk lol 😐#im not giving up bc she said we should hang out again and friendship is always an option and she already#knows too much about me at this point so it's too late to back out#here is to befriending her for the sake of allowing myself to exist imperfectly and for the sake of hanging out with someone every week for#funsies and nothing else. we dont need to have some grand connection. she doesn't need to have a crush on me. we can just be#on campus buddies#we can meet during the summer at some points too maybe#idk. idk i want to disappear i think bc i really feel like i embarrassed myself by being so open about my insecurities#i should've put on the mask i usually wear#but i didnt#and everything thats pathetic about me was on full display#i don't know. god. i dont know#what matters is i made her smile a few times. my unnecessary commentary got a laugh out of her a few times too#the world is still spinning#the air was refreshingly chilly on my way home today#i got rained on and came to class looking beautiful despite my carefully slicked back hair falling into my eyes#my spanish professor agreed with my thoughts on the text we were analysing#z.post
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maretriarch · 1 year
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I am this 👌 close to stealing a bunch of ivs from the hospital and pulling a david lynch on my manager
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