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[anmol-29]

"the world belongs to your dreams..

It’s when the night is dark, its when you can’t find the strength to carry on, It’s when heart is heavy, It’s when wind is cold and you don’t have shelter, it’s when your soul is breaking and your faith is shaking, it’s when you have lost all the hope, it’s when dreams are lost, it’s when purpose is dead and not alive, it’s when there are so many questions and answers you are not able to find

“  So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you 

                               -mariah carey”

Listen to the voice screaming from your heart,

Listen to your fate which is telling you to carry on

Listen to the dreams you knitted with stars,

Listen to the hope that helped you to move on,

Listen to you soul seeking a purpose,

muster your courage and don’t you quit

somewhere in the journey your purpose will meet

somewhere in the journey your dreams will gleam

somewhere in the journey a destination will be find

Listen to the faith in your eyes, you hope will ignite

[anmol-29]

Cold coffee, cloudy open sky and music

June, 11th m sitting alone on a bench with mt cold coffee, the weather of pune is pleasent as always, it is about to rain, there is so much greenery around me and luckyily no people.. i have my earphones with gud music, depite of loving so many songs i am not able to find right music today, i don't have any song which i could call my song, my song of the day and then i heard freedom and bang i found my song "freedom it is " n m damn happy by listening to this song, doesn't matter the lyrics are totally opposite to what my thoughts are going through but somehow i can see myself haapy and lost in my fantasy world so for me ofcourse it is my song

now when i checked the lyrics online, i guess m wrong and lyrics are exactly what i am going through

"music that is running in my vain, my coffee that is escape, weather that is lost happy joy, a feeling of being lost and i don't want to be found"

"I don't know what i am feeling, i even don't know what i wanna feel, for some reason this rain is not lonely, i just know i want to live it for a while and i am doing it maybe m high on coffee"

"My hands are tied

My body bruised, she's got me with

Nothing to win and

Nothing left to lose"

Yes, ending it with with or without u by u2, it sure is a pleasant moment, i wish it could last long, i wish it will last long

My journal

Anmol Agrawal(11th, june 2018)

[anmol-29]

"faith is a journey of universe, a soul of your voice, a definition of destiny and a blessing of god"

Intution and deep satisfaction, that vibration we get from the god in the darkest time, when we think we are broken and this is the end, a small voice screams from deep inside of our heart to believe despite it's not easy, not able to decide weather right or wrong, still we listen to it because that's the only voice we are capable of listening, it's a light within us that comes from the dark, that ignite s the whole universe, that notion that spreads in wind and every entity in the world becomes s smaller the notion that is so pure that all our bad deeds are pured and all the flaws we habe shines... That's how faith works...

Someone once said

"ernest desires creates connection and only memory will bring those moments to life.. "

I never couldn't comprehend it until i witnessed it today... !!!!!!

"When everything goes wrong, when u are drown completely that u think u can't be saved, when yout heart is tired and you soul give up on everything that one voice for that one second will bring u to life"

Anmol Agrawal

My journal

11th July 2018

Never witnessed something this amazing before... !!!!

[anmol-29]

You may say m a dreamer but no m not the only one... John lennon

Time is a beautiful thing, so is life, the essence of life is revealed to us slowly when we ask the universe to help us, universe evince it's secret to us when we need it the most, when we are in darkness, when we are lost, when we are tired, when we are hopeless and when we are on the verge of quitting. always try to seek small pleasures in small things, you always give importance to those small things, the begining of everything is very small, you need to believe in small things, you need to believe in being happy, you need to collect all those small moments, wrap them into a small box and take them with you where you can find peace,

All these little things in life they all create this haze"

you are born to be happy, you are capable of bringing happiness in others life, you are broken, but we all are and someone has said it "we are stronger at the places we are broken", i never couldn't understand it until i felt it. your happiness lies in your kindness, you never quit on it, you always find the courage to get up again and again no matter how many times you fail, one day you will find you have healed and you have healed others.

"essence of small entity makes us alive and let us live that small moment"

My journal,

Anmol Agrawal,

28th july 2018

[anmol-29]

Frenemy, cactus plant and myriad thought s

Some people, some dreams, some songs, some places, some colors, some artefact, some melodies, wind and someone's eyes they are our escape, they are the things that heals us, no matter how bitter life becomes they become our hope in vain, we knit dreams along with these small joyous things.

"these bizzare world become our only reality, a reality where our dreams bloom, where our hope discover it's dawn"

"Small joy, uncertain escapes and notional dreams creates the haze we rely on"

[anmol-29]

"it hurts because it matters"

-john green

"I just now read this quote. Sometimes to chase something it's essence gets lost..."

life is running fast, everything is changing, the time is so strange, we have become very calculative these days, if it's important for us then we invest our time and money and even love in it, if not then it has become very simple for us to abandon things.

But one question is floating in my soul since few days. How do we decide if something is worth or not. Why letting go becomes the toughest thing in the world, why we get attached to something not meant for us to the limit that we question our existence without it, why our soul is so greedy for that certain emotions, why despite knowing how tough the life is our soul just don't wanna abandon it, what peace it gives us to our soul, i am not able to figure out, i don't know what's wrong or right, i don't know what future has to offer, but that surreal dream is important to me, maybe that's by it hurts because it matters.. !!

[anmol-29]

"words, notepad, stars and music"

"give me reason but don't give me choice, bcz i will just make the same mistake again"

James blunt music was flowing in my playlist today, it was the third time i listened to this song today, i have no idea as usual where i am going, but i am not worried about it for a moment, i just wanna fill the momentous happiness which i am feeling now, I don't wanna do overthing,

i wanna take a deep breath and i wanna feel the silence, and stars and cold breeze and good music and some unreal dream... !!

This surely is a unusual day, i am not thinking anything negative,

i wanna be happy and i wanna dream and i wanna chase the cold wind in open sky, i wanted to swim in cold water, i wanna surf with the waves, i wanted to dance with the stars,

" i was admiring myself for the first time and i wanted to admire myself for forever.. !!!"

[anmol-29]

"dear zindagi (life)

"Some people, some memories, some words, some emotions"

"dear zindagi i know we haven't been in touch from while, so nothing"

We have so many things aroud us, so many people, so many emotions, so many wishes, so many dreams

So many burdens??¿¿

We always battle them and somewhere while fighting them we start a battle with ourself, a unstoppable battle, we have regrets, we are failure, we are not able to look up, we are wrong, we are not good enough, we are not loved, we are lost..

But first to find someone to love you, you need to learn to love yourself

You need to forgive yourself,

You need to forgive others,

You need to begin again,

You need to have faith again,

You need to love again,

And you need to be haapy again,

And you need to dream again

Dear zindagi let's give it another try, maybe i am ready, let's face you again, let's be friends again, let's be happy again, let's love again

[anmol-29]

"punjabi songs, cold wind and my thoughts"

"Ho raat di gedi gal risk di

Taang chhidi aa tere ishq di…"

Suddenly in a cloudy whether of pune, in midnight i had sudden urge of listening to punjabi songs, and terrace of delhi was on my mind, no matter how much i hated delhi, one thing i miss about delhi now is the warmth in cold, delhi used to give.. that terrace of my pg in sector 17 gurgaon, those honey potato, my neighbours and that one peg they offered me.. suddenly i was the part of their celebration, with the warmth they shared their stories to me, and that small place had so many colors.. sometimes to seek better we forget the value of what we have ..i wish i could appreciate it enough...

My journal

Anmol Agrawal(9th, june 2018)

[anmol-29]

"midnight dream, tears speaks

life is strange, we are always taught to believe in our self, to believe in our dreams, to believe in what we are, to believe in the way god has created us, 

but then comes a point we are told to abandon our dreams, with time, with responsibilities, with sacrifices we loose compassion, we loose dreams, we loose that innocence and we loose ourselves and that’s where our courage is tested,

Caterpillar in the tree, How you wonder who you'll be Can't go far but you can always dream Wish you may and wish you might Don't you worry, hold on tight. I promise you there will come a day Butterfly, fly away

“Maye ni maye mere geetan de nainan vich Birhon di rarrak pavve ...

Adhi adhi raati uth rown moye mittran nuMaye sanu neend na pavve”

“stars and colors and rainfall,

escape from my scars,

lost dreams floating with stars,

sleepless nights, 

don’t you worry my child

you have to go far”

 “i wanna believe, i wanna chase my dreams, i can’t abandon that music, those colors, those landscapes, those roads, those stars, those words, that sky, those pictures, those moments and those scars”

My journal(14th June, 2018)

Anmol Agrawal

[anmol-29]

" stormy 🌃 night"

It's the darkest time of life, we get to know our strengths, life is a tragedy and if we look back than these tragic moments give us our best time, best memories and best people .. it gives us reasons to relive sometimes. Our strengths is determined when our tear falls for another person pain and we may not know sometimes our tears heal others..

Ernest Hemingway once said :

"We all are broken and that's how the light gets in"

In a dark stormy winter night,

When your soul is shivering and your heart frights,

When there is darkness around you and can't see the light

When things are not easy and nothing goes right

When you are broken and you can't find the strength to arise

Stand up again and again, no matter how many times you fall

Sometimes to find the wings we have to crawl

That storm won't last long, clouds will shine,

Your hope and dreams will rise again, it will be your right time...!!

[anmol-29]

Let’s write a poem : Nottingham Canvas

Hi, Here is a girl, so lost and speaking to stars,

desires that doesn’t know any boundaries,

stories that are scribbled inside the heart,

It all started with dry leaves, flying birds and open sky,

the dreams then were shattered, chased and survived,

there was a battle inside but there were colours rambling in joy.

and so it is, the story that began, but still wanted to meet every galaxy.

journey,  well that journey was a climb, wondering in happiness and sadness

but there was always a sense of madness..

How many times a heart had to feel empty to feel it all,

it wandered in unknown streets, in rain and in sunshine,

but it just made it through it all..

dreaming of unknown, dreamcatchers and northern lights,

hopeless fantasies that knitted the hope, that hope then shined bright.

Well the thing is there were so many scars,

but there was salvation that will chase every possibility so so far..

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