#years into a FIVE YEAR PROGRAM
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i love my husband but im gonna murder him if he defers moving out of nyc for one more goddamn month
#we were supposed to leave in AUGUST!!!!#it is DECEMBER!!!#our last move date was jan 25 2025 and guess who wants to stay in nyc until the end of feb?? JUST GUESS#HINT: ITS NOT ME!!!#im so angry#why can't we get out of here#this is an expensive hellhole#our management co doesn't do shit and we keep getting pests and they won't do repairs#and there's no fucking jobs and groceries cost an arm and a leg and we can't afford to pay my medical bills cause of all the money#we have to spend on rent and food and we can't travel and we can't raise a baby here- we can't even get a second cat!- and i just#i'm done#i'm so done#he keeps saying how excited he is to finish his phd and move on with our lives and here we are. still not done with the phd almost SEVEN#years into a FIVE YEAR PROGRAM#not moving on with our lives in the slightest#now his mother wants to pay our rent because his school isn't gonna pay him anymore to do his phd since it's gone on so long#and i dont WANT her charity i dont WANT to rely on her for ANYTHING#especially because of how she's treated me in the past#but i have no choice if we're staying here another month or two!! fuck!!#i hate it here i hate it im gonna walk into the fucking ocean
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Har Har Har-Har Har, Har Har Har har-har, Har Har har-har, Har Har har-har.
“If I were forced to sing... those same stupid songs for 20 years, and I never got a bath? I’d probably be a bit irritable at night too.”
-Phone Guy, Night 1, FNAF
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#michael afton#mike schmidt#freddy fazbear#freddy fazbear meme#im testing out new programs i saw at lightbox#adobe fresco#freddy is a goof#mike listening to freddy for 30 years makes him a dull boy#gif post#color art#gif art
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cursed images i made with the spherize tool
#I FORGOR TO POST THESE HER E#sorry im literally five years old#how can i focus making edits on this damn program when it has tools for me to craft masterpieces like these#100% wolf#100 percent wolf#freddy lupin#ivan beowulf
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OH GOD YOU’RE A RESEARCHER IM GONNA CUT OUT MY BS RN
I AM A REASEARCH STUDENT. NO NO IT'S NOT BS, DON'T WORRY.
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drawig with my mouse... im too left handed for it
#i had a pc tablet in like 7th grade but i gave it to vio cuz i was drawing on my phone by the time we met so it was just collecting dust#vio let me steal it back i need it now#moonsidedoodles#ocs#hprc#i will get a better tablet for my computer when my ipad kicks the bucket which. i mean is still hopefully a while away#its like five years old now but i bet i can still get at least another couple years out of it he still work pretty good#also on that note if by chance anyone can vouch for programs that let you use your ipad as a pc tablet that would be awesomesauce#i havent really done in depth research for it.............
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It took me a long time to realize that absolutely ALL NPCs in Veilguard are standing. No one in the game is walking. No one except Rook and the companions. And mobs. Maybe cats. The world is completely frozen :o
#Remind me what the game's budget was?#How many years was it in development?#And you’re telling me with a straight face that programming at least a guard to walk back and forth take five steps was a problem?#Was it laziness?#Lack of staff?#What?#And then they stand in the smoking area with serious faces “Why did the game fail?” “Why the fuck?” “It’s the fans James it’s the fans. If#Oh sorry for expecting at least walking NPCs.#the veilguard critical
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"Colton and Akiyama have a long and rich history, having worked together for Arasaka since their early twenties— Colton as director of the SERPENT projects and Head of Special Programs, and Akiyama as recruiter and quality control manager across all of the corporation's Night City facilities. The two disliked each other from the start and from an outsider's perspective only rarely saw eye to eye; but if anything their rivalry was a challenge, a way to keep each other sharp, and one of the only ways they could have some fun in the megacorporation's grasp. Years later, the two reunite at Club Bodytalk following the incident in spaceship Elysium and the fall of Cobra Cybernetics. Surrounded by the victims of the projects they once ran, their heads are forcibly turned into the direction of their past mistakes— their guilt connects them and it forges a bond of understanding they can't get with anyone else, and while they cannot erase their past they can ensure that no one else ever has to go through any of that again." ↳ andy belongs to @mojaves, template here [x]
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#cp2077#edit:kaida#nuclearocs#nuclearedits#sorry i'm bouncing around between five billion projects and interests right now so i go where the waves take me LMAO#the pictures aren't entirely accurate. kaida is also very good at pressing andy into a wall and making him moan like a girl#it's also funny that they're both part of the rest of the club bodytalk polycule but in VASTLY different directions#well. i'm saying that right now but that's not true. i'm lying sorry#because kaida also loves diving in bed with seb and hanan who are both also from xyr time at special programs#and andy has another boyfriend. beckett. who was a test subject at special programs many years ago#AND andy also kisses vitali from time to time. who used to bother him with a thousand and one emails back at arasaka on weekly basis#so basically if you've been an arasaka employee in any way in your life you're messy. is what i'm implying here#either way the dynamics between kaida and andy specifically make me so fucking insane they're so good. so so good#when they officially reunited at the club kaida punched andy on the nose threatened to kill him and then fucked him#while carving a heart on his chest with a knife no less. and then they both pretended nothing had happened for a good few months#while also hatefucking at any and every given opportunity. because. you guessed it. THEY'RE MESSY#i could go deeper [haha] into the themes and their arasaka crimes but i think it's funnier to explain all of this to you. it's funny#they used to get into car crashes with each other to get some time off from work
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#freeform#freeform is a notetaking program but i like to get silly and use it for Art#i have also used the notes app for art#i'll use anything not intended for art for art#sunterpillar#fnaf sb#oc#sun#goober#fnaf au#fnaf dca#fnaf sun#fnaf security breach#fnaf daycare attendant#five nights at freddys#security breach#dca#dca au#sun fnaf#daycare attendant#he's actually a prototype of sun and not an au but shhh#this is actually from last year ???
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I think I'm gonna apply to college today :)
#lore drop time (that ive dropped like fifteen times this year already)#i was supposed to go to college! five years ago when i was 18!#and then they went bankrupt but by the time they told me it was too late to accept any other college offers or apply to somewhere else#and it was the height of covid so everything was a mess#so i decided to move near my best friend and take a gap year#i got a full time job and liked having money and time with people i loved so one gap year had become five#ive moved around a lot and gotten a lot of fun experiences but ive always had college in the back of my mind#and a couple times ive come super close to applying to college. like there was one in Philadelphia for asl interpreting#or a couple community colleges#but theres a college in the city ive most loved to live in and they have a great marketing program#i have a marketing job right now and i really love it#i think i could do that with my life. id like to#as much as i enjoy food service or have thoughts of 911 dispatcher in the back of my mind i know those couldnt be for me forever#so applications for the 2026 season opened yesterday and the guy i emailed with gave me a code to waive the application fee#and i think im going to actually try for it this time#i feel like ive hit a dead end of moving and getting new jobs every few months#when i honestly know where i want to be and what i want to do#and this is how i could do it#so im gonna apply#truly college applications never fail to give me a panic attack#but thats okay. i can deal#im gonna take a shower and go to a chinese buffet#and then apply to college#wish me luck!
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Okay. i just have to deal with five (5) emails. five (5) emails and then i can collapse and call today a Win.
#sb and l rambles#it's been one of those days where the win condition keeps getting simpler and simpler#i have to do so many stressful things tomorrow. but if i can just deal with these today then it's a win#step one: confess to linguistics advisor that i'm dropping the double major#step two: decide on school visit schedule and email host teacher about it#step three: fill out two availability questionnaires#step four: start filling out forms for education program#step five: cry so much#essbie does college#happy senior year!
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anyway hi chat sorry i went missing i got super mentally ill about my job, quit, and then registered for college.
#i can get my MA in five years if I keep my grades up. There's a blended BA/MA program and I am considering it. Like IDK if I will#but it would be a cool option#idk what you even do with an MA in english though#im an english major. by the way. if anybody cares#idk what im doing anymore i crashed out really bad tbh#like i after 3/4 of the shifts i worked and just gave up which isnt a good look thats actually really stupid considering the economy rn#but a guy called me stupid on shift 1 and then i shortchanged like every customer i had#i just was not handling it#so. college i guess. i DO have it all planned out though#mostly. i jsut need to confirm with the counselor#but i have to confirm my id first on fucking id.me and my stupid ass live photo wouldnt work#so now i have to do a video call with them to prove im a real human person#ughhhhh#but like hi. yeah. sorry for disappearing im still actually really mentally ill theres a lot going on and im not over the job thing#(it sucked)#but like i do exist i am alive hello#woof.txt
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Much to the dismay of Silver breeders everywhere, she's sticking around.
{don't mind how patchy she looks she's still molting out her baby coat}
#oh the irony that of the three i held back she's the one who has the best type right now#hopefully she'll be my foundation for a tort Silver breeding program#speaking of which... anyone who's been an ARBA member for five years wanna start a tort Silver CoD with me? haha jk... unless? 👀#rabbits#rabbit breeder#silver rabbit
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i’m home but one more complaint. she was asked for a book on how to write a memoir. took the lady to a section, clearly didn’t get any hits. came back and asked me “what should i do.” i literally just googled “dewey decimal for writing instructions” and said “try that section” while they were over there i checked the catalog & it’s not even a hard title to just blindly type for i could have put in “memoir writing” and got it by narrowing search parameters a bit. she has her mlis btw.
#i don’t even know what section she took her to the first time.#like if you’re feeling so out of it u can’t read an id. just stay home oh my god.#it’s a saturday unless there’s a program one person can handle a saturday in the adult section. esp when there’s a page working.#me & my favorite page got this!!#there was a girl like that at my old job had her mlis needed her hand held#she was also terrible with patrons but that was bc she was just lazy they’d ask ‘do we have this’ and she’d say no.#wouldn’t look. just straight lie. would never shut up. running joke that you had to duck around her desk or she traps you.#we had a minor problem with a patron one day & she came to the back to ask me what she should do.#i genuinely think i made a 😑 face at her i was so mad i couldn’t hide it.#you have a degree. you have a higher authority & higher pay & you have been here five years longer.#and you want to know what EYE think we should do about a managerial problem? are you going to zelle me $20 for this? no?#then go MANAGE you’re the MANAGER IN CHARGE today!#rani makes text posts no one will read
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Somebody really should take Medibang Paint Pro away from me.
#Star's Edits#Star's Recreations#Five Nights at Freddy's#FNAF#Five Nights at Freddy's Movie#FNAF Movie#FNAF Memes#Bonnie the Bunny#Bonnie FNAF#a w o o g a h#Coolness#It isn't very often that I post meme-adjacent edits to my tumblr...#... but I NEED to show y'all Bonnie a w o o g a h#I've been giggling like a little girl about it for like a day now.#The comment featured in this post was plucked straight from a video detailing the mechanics of FNAF 1#Very good video. I highly recommend watching it as the programming behind the Fazbear gang's movement is very intricate#FNAF veterans know that the comment is alluding to the fact that Bonnie can just teleport anywhere he wants straight to your door#... and so I used my Star Magic to whoop up a version of the FNAF movie's logo to instead read 'a w o o g a h' XD#I'm really excited to see the movie this Thursday! I've been waiting eight years for it and I KNOW it'll be Faz-fantastic!
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okay after a long week, things are lookin up!
#ss original#1. got an interview offer from a job literally just doing laundry in a hotel but it pays a dollar above state minimum wage#which would be chill#cause then i can just do that part time and get an income#and go through a vet tech program#2. manager that had to lay me off emailed me and said a sister clinic needs someone for the position i had with them#its like a half hour drive away as opposed to the hotel which is five minutes#it would be good to just right back in to working in vet med#but also its the same company so im lowkey like. what if i take that job. and get laid off again in a couple months#i would actually have a fucking breakdown#but god its been so boring#im just like doing dishes and playing acnh and walkabout minigolf#and ive started practicing french again#so thats good#guess ive got some decisions to make soon#i kinda favor the hotel job a bit cause its low stakes and i can easily go through the program alongside it#and i just it actually pays a little more#for probably less demanding work#hmmm#and less gas to buy since its so close#HMMMMM#and ive continued volunteering at the animal shelter but there arent many cats this time of year so not much to do
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Hello can anyone tell me what college is like
#i kind of want to try#i get this urge like once a year but this is the second time this year so its probably real#i never went. i was supposed to go#i was accepted. had a bunch in scholarships. did a tour and fell in love. it was amazing#and then they went bankrupt. too late for me to apply to other colleges. and it was 2020 so everything was a mess#so i took a gap year which has now been like five gap years#but i love learning. im bad at it but i love it#im finally in a place where i can get some mental health under control#seeing a psychiatrist and a therapist. pursuing an adhd diagnosis. if i can get help with that i might have a shot#its bullshit that so many jobs wont take you if you dont have a degree. but its the reality of it#and i dont want to be limited by not having a degree#i want to learn and have a career in something im passionate about#i was going to go for asl interpreting. thats a hard program to find#so maybe not that anymore#but im in marketing right now. i wouldn't mind doing something with that#and next year im hopefully moving back to an area i love#with a college. a good college#maybe i could try it#anyway if anyone can tell me what college is like id love and appreciate that
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