#yelling and screaming i am so tired of this

[discodyke-doggirl]

im tired of having to watch out for every single sentence I say and having to be nice all the time and being afraid to speak my mind about something that upset me and being told that me being insulted like I was is actually justified because i SAID A FUCKING SWEAR WORD

IM TIRED IM TIRED IM TIRED OF OTHER PEOPLE BEING ALLOWED TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT WHILE I JUST HAVE TO SIT AND WATCH AND BE NICE ABOUT IT BECAUSE IF IM A LITTLE TOO ROUGH OR DONT WATCH MY TONE OR BE DOCILE I’LL GET YELLED AT AND INSULTED AND THROWN OUT LIKE THE FUCKING MUTT I AM

IM SO FUCKING TIRED I WANT TO SCREAM

[helloidkwhatimdoing-0]

I'm fine and then i think about my responsibilities and I let out one long scream and then i go back to normal

[cranberrymoons]

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[lynxfrost13]

I feel like there’s hands trapped in my chest clawing to get out but that’s okay! We stay silly!

[ghostwithaheartbeat]

Day three of holding everyone’s laundry hostage until my father takes a shower.

The last of my father’s beloved white socks have fallen to the filth. There is little hope, and even less in terms of rest. The battle is ongoing, and it feels often that I am fighting alone. Morale is low; my ally in this conflict, mother, is injured. I long for the days when I can rest. When this war will cease, and all will be clean again. The dishes done, the people bathed, the laundry washed and folded. Alas. We know the struggle will never end.

I am Sisyphus, and my father’s horrid stench and apathy are forever my boulder.

My father is a war profiteer, and I am a hapless young recruit greeting a doomed mission.

Last shower date: December 25th, 2023

[esseastri]

not me fighting both a hospital and UPS on the phone today like some kind of adult and trying really hard not to cry because confrontation and feeling stupid always make me cry

[rubiesintherough]

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[singeryuri]

sureeeee, you can go into the main tag of your f/o.. but Watch Out

[citrusitonit]

thers this bitter passive aggressiveness between kids who secretly find a younger kid annoying and its really sad

[amochi]

I don’t know what to do with all my anger

[ridiculously-over-obsessed]

You know this time next year, when I haven't spoken to mum in months and I'm not coming home for xmas, I hope she thinks back on days like today and is like "yeah that's probably the reason he went no contact"

[fly-sky-high-09]

I should still be asleep

[banannabethchase]

At what point do all the "bad days" teaching coalesce into a bad year?

[theood]

I love seeing my grandma interact with my baby cousin its so healthy!

[mousethoughtsbox]

lissen

I know like, ive been radio dead for like weeks

but I just have very packed up life rn

and I have 8/(4*2)~ deep sleep hours a day at best cuz; my cat is a little shit who'll puke his organs out if he won't get his food into his digestive system every 4 hours

that includes night time too. And it has to be super timed-out or his sugar levels will go too high or too low he'll die

So, I am tired. Very tired. And I will draw whatever and wherever. Requests are no longer a priority - survival is.

[rahabs]

Honestly though some of the things people consider “racism” these days like… Some of you need to go outside and touch some grass. Not every offensive comment is racism, and not every comment that offends you is racism. I’m not saying feelings aren’t valid in their own way but it’s important to remember that just because you feel a certain way or you’re upset or offended doesn’t actually mean you’re right about something or that whatever upset you is therefore inherently offensive/racist/etc.