#yes my darlings (gn) i am still alive don't worry

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Sleepless pirate//James Hook

Captain James Hook x gn!reader.

James can't sleep, (y/n) helps him.

ANGST.

Tw: PTSD, nightmares, death, sad Jimmy.

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James's vision began to blurry, his head was spinning and his body was giving up, but he wouldn't go to sleep.

You entered the room and saw the Captain trying to keep himself awake, you got closer to the captain and put your hand on his shoulder, the captain flinched.

"James are you alright?" Your voice was so soft but with a tone of worry.

"Yes, you don't have to worry about me" The captain said, you knew he was lying, so you began to move things from Hook's desk just to see if the captain was alert, he wasn't, the captain keep writing and didn't notice the your actions, suddenly the Captain felt a hand on his cheek he looked up.

"You need to go sleep" the Captain ignored you and keep writing.

"I need to finish this" he said, you looked at the paper, the letters were messy, some paragraph didn't make sense at all, you grabbed the captain's hand.

"When was the last time you sleep?" You ask, Hook knew that your eyes were on him, he didn't want to look up, he felt bad when he sees those (e/c) eyes full with worry.

"It Doesn't matter" His head began to hurt a little, you sigh and grabbed the captain's face and make the captain look at you.

"It does matter, you need to sleep, now" You said with a more cold tone.

"I can't do that, my love"

"Why not?" You ask.

"My dreams are literal hell, darling , everytime I sleep I have to remember all the things that demon boy does to me, or my head creates hellish scenarios, I wake up in the middle of the night, alone and in distress, it is not a pleasant feeling." James told you.

"I can sleep with you, that might help, I am sure It won't stop the nightmares but at least you won't woke up alone, and I will try to make you fell better" you said, cupping James face, Hook only looked down and nod.

You help him stand up and walk to the bed, you took off his coat, vest, and shirt and give him a little kiss on the cheek, finally you took off his harness.

The captain lay down in the bed and sigh you put a blanket on him and lay down besides him, you look at those forget-me-not kind of eyes, running your fingers through his hair.

"Close your eyes, my love, I'll be right here" you said, passing your hand thru his jaw, the captain nod and closed his eyes.

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"James, help me, JAMES". the captain tried to find you, he was on an unknown place with water.

He finally found you, you were on the wet floor, he got down and grabbed you, your body was cold.

"(y/n)? Love?" He began to shake you, you didn't move, he put his hand on your neck, no pulse.

"No, no , no, no please come back to me, please don't leave me, please, please" he began to cry and hugged your lifeless body.

"They called your name many times, but you didn't listen." A voice said.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, so so sorry"The captain's sobs woke you up, you saw him, he was crying and begging for forgiveness.

"James wake up, darling, wake up"You said grabbing your husband and shaking him a little.

It's to late, you kill them.

"I'm s-sorry"

Tic toc tic toc tic toc

"no no no, go away leave me alone!" James said crying and thighing his grip and the sheets of the bed, you keep shaking him.

"James, love, it's alright, im here, wake up" you said to the man, you were so worried, James didn't like that you saw him like this, he felt ashamed.

Suddenly James woke up sweating, he couldn't breathe, he didn't know what was going on, he look up and saw your face, he didn't know if this was reality or if he was still dreaming.

"Hey hey hey, it is alright, breathe my love, I am right here, nothing will hurt you, you are safe" Your soft voice make him relax a little bit, he was shaking and sobbing, you put your hand on his back, he looked at you and grabbed your face with his hand, he was making sure your were alive, he let out a sigh.

"l-love? I am so-so sorry" James said still trying to put himself together, you just looked at him.

"It's alright, dear" you said.

"It is not, I-I am a weak man, you deserve someone better than this old bag of bones" He said, you let out a sigh and grabbed your lover's hand.

"First, you are not weak, you have been through a lot and is understandable that you are affected by that, Second I don't want anyone else, I love you and because I love you so much I stay here with you and help you to get thru this, if I had nightmares you will help me and have patience, just like I do, third you are not old" the last sentence was followed by a little look at the captain's body.

Hook stay silence.

"why don't you take a bath, to relax, love" you said, Hook nod and give his you a weak smile, he loves you so much, sometime he wondered if you know how much you meant to him, he wasn't the best expressing his feelings.

"alright, wait here" you kissed his forehead.

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"alright, the water is perfect, my dear" You grabbed your lover's hand and walk him to the bathroom.

"Will you stay with me?" James asked, you give him a smile.

"Of course, darling, would you let me wash your hair?" You asked, closing the bathroom door.

"Yes, please" James said.

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A/N: here I am sad now you are sad but no bc I made a fluffy ending

Hope u like it.

[heiayen]

zemblanity - kaeya x knight!gn-reader

angst, injuries, kaeya joins the bad guys (kinda), mentioned jean, probably messy, lotta of things made up by me, 3rd person view

major spoilers for kaeya's backstory, word count: 678 + fic utc.

zemblanity - the discovery of something you would rather not know

it was too late.

mondstadt was busy fighting and he was hidden somewhere, in an empty house, like a coward.

no, not like a coward. he was a coward for leaving his friend alone on the battleflied and letting someone blackmail him this much. he shouldn't be hiding here, he should be fighting with jean and lisa and the rest of the knights, he should be helping-

"kaeya- oh my god you are alive- everyone's been looking for you!" someone's voice, familiar voice snapped him out of his thoughts. and he turned around and he saw-

"[Y/N]! wait, you are bleeding!" he walked toward them and grabbed their hand gently, sitting them on the nearest couch. he was quite calm (or at least that's what he said to himself) till he saw his lover, in bruises, with bleeding arm and full of pain expression. he didn't had any bandages or anything to cover the wound next to him, so he quickly went to the bathroom, with hopes of finding something.

"jean was so worried about you! and i was... i was so scared that..." they didn't even managed to finish, because kaeya was back with needed items and slowly, started cleaning their wound. it was nothing too hard for him, after all, it wasn't the first and last time he needed to deal with injuries.

"i didn't meant to make you worry so much, i'm sorry."

and they both were just sitting in awkward silence, [Y/N] watching kaeya dealing with their injury. there was so many questions, why kaeya was here? did something happened to him? so, so much questions, but no answers.

"do you have any other-"

"kaeya."

the only response they got from him was silence.

"i am fine... no injuries more," they said slowly, totally ignoring how their body was hurting after fighting abyss mages "but, are you alright?"

"of course i am, love."

it hurted to say. nothing was alright and he didn't wanted to lie to them, but in all this chaos there was no time for explaining this mess and why he was-

"hey, hey, look at me." they cupped his cheeks in their hand, and then he meet the kindest smile- the purest, despite the pain, despite this all.

despite leaving them all to fight alone, [Y/N] still showed him kindness.

"you are alright, yes? and here, with me, alive. let's focus on this for now. jean and lisa are going to be so happy when they hear that you are fine. we are going to win this, together."

together. god, why this word sounded so impossible?

[Y/N] took off their hands from his cheeks, just to hold his hands instead.

"there's a lot of things you've missed, you know? i've overheard the abyss mages convo, and... i don't know, they were talking about, uhh... some people? about someone from khaerin'ah..."

time stopped around them. he knew that one day, one day they will make him choose. and he knew that this day was coming soon, too soon for him. he needed to do something, right now, but all the options looked wrong. there was no right choice and he knew it, he already thought about every option before and nothing was safe enough, right enough.

yet he needed to do something, but what?

"...and jean is so strong, but soon she won't be able to fight anymore. we need help but-"

"i'm sorry to interrupt, darling, but there's a thing i need to do." he said quickly while getting up from the couch. they looked at him confused.

"wait, what? what do you mean?"

"there's nothing to worry about , please, trust me. stay here, you are injured and we don’t want something bad happen to you, yes?" he smiled, or at least tried, before giving a quick kiss on their lips. and then he gave another one, but this time longer, like it was their last.

and with that, he left the house and didn't even looked back.

he had some unplesant business to deal with.

his last option.

i might have kaeya in my team but this does not make me know how to write him good, especially when he's in panic and needs to choose between his homeland and mondstadt, y'know! long short story- someone related to khaenri'ah came to him and blackmailed in a way or another aaand then abyss order attacked mondstadt (and they did it kinda hard actually) and kaeya knew it was related to this weird person who blackmailed him so he kinda. panicked a bit. that's it. im really sorry if it was ooc but Damn it was hard to write a bit