#yoosung's aunt

[theofficialuriel]

Kim Dokja having never felt parental love after his mother’s arrest and having been neglected (and maybe abused) by his foster home.

Lee Gilyoung having never felt parental love after his parents’ death and having been neglected (and maybe abused) by his aunt.

Kim Dokja taking Lee Gilyoung in after the first scenario and giving Lee Gilyoung a parental figure to look up to.

Lee Gilyoung feeling parental love for the first time since his parents and attaching himself to that figure.

Kim Dokja abandoning him time and time again, either through actually leaving or getting himself killed. Kim Dokja clearly favoring Shin Yoosung and Biyoo over Lee Gilyoung. Kim Dokja being simultaneously the most present and most absent parental figure on his life.

Lee Gilyoung finally getting used to Kim Dokja’s constant disappearing and reappearing act… only for his Hyung to never reappear again.

[rfaromance]

hello! I'm new to ur page, so i know ur taking time off for health reasons (get that rest bae take care of urself) but i was wondering if u could do a hc about how the RFA would react to a metalhead/heavy goth mc!! I've been playing the game again but it's weird being a heavy alternative enby and being compared to rika lmfao. thank u so much if u end up doing this one!! ♡

Yoosung is the one who immediately gets roasted for comparing you to Rika. "It's not about appearance!" he'd whine. "I don't even know what they look like beyond this profile picture!" Even when you're gushing about the latest release from your fave heavy metal band and going on your latest (valid) anti-capitalism rant, he would still be enamored. "It's their heart. They have a good heart that wants what's best for good people." Rika is a state of being, an ideal, a concept he has put on a pedestal to help him cope with his grief. He thinks the fact that you have more piercings than Rika is neat, actually, and may want your help the next time he touches up his roots.

Zen finds you to be a kindred spirit, of sorts. Someone who goes against the grain, against how society "expects" people to behave. Ever devoted to his friends, he may actually start acting overprotective! He knows he got into a lot of trouble as a teen, and he doesn't want you to make the same mistakes. You may have to gently remind him that just because you dress a certain way doesn't mean you act a certain way, and that stereotypes don't benefit anybody! (He quickly apologizes and goes back to being his usual self, but he will dote on you quite a bit.)

Jaehee of course is one of the people reprimanding Yoosung for comparing you to Rika. Some may think that someone as straight-laced as Jaehee, a top student and hard worker, may look down on alternative folks. On the contrary, she admires you! When growing up, she always worked herself to the bone and kept quiet, behaving in a way that wouldn't inconvenience her aunt & uncle. She actually wishes she could express herself more instead of just plowing through school and work to land a well-paying job, all in the name of "not being a burden." Maybe you can teach her how to be more comfortable with herself and her own wishes and desires, instead of following the path that she (and capitalism) thought was "best" for her.

707 thinks you're super cool. Genuinely. For starters, you're going to have him reflecting a lot on his own gender identity. He knows he loves dressing in women's clothes, but he also has days where he wants to be a strong & handsome man. The idea that he can be both or neither... Sorry, he's going to be having a Talk with his new nonbinary bestie. He's also going to want your help with his makeup. Oh, my goodness. He's going to look at the bands you're into and look at your own appearance and go, "Teach me eyeliner. I am begging. I will get on my knees and beg." Much like Zen, however, he will worry a bit. He knows you're a kind soul, but he also knows his agency (and others like it) are quick to prey upon those who feel they don't have a place in the world. "Don't answer any phone calls from strangers, you hear?" (As if you weren't led to the apartment by a mysterious text in the first place....)

Jumin is another one who people may expect to be judgmental or critical. Instead, he's fascinated. At first you may feel like a bit of a guinea pig or science experiment with the way he just flings questions at you, but it's his way of expressing his interest. Jumin is someone who doesn't openly talk about his interests because apparently, a perfect CEO-in-line isn't supposed to enjoy the nuances of dark magic, the supernatural, or reality shows where cats compete to see who can carry the heaviest fish. Your openness and unapologetically being yourself will catch his interest. He cares about you a lot.

[marshmallowprotection]

I always wonder about Yoosung’s relationship with Rika’s parents. I can’t remember if there’s ever anything in the game about it? But I really wonder what such horrible, abusive people were like to the rest of their family

So, this is covered in different parts of the game over time, but what he explains is that his aunt and uncle are displaced from the rest of the family. Contact is limited, if at all. That's why he did not know his cousin until high school. He didn't have the chance to get to know her because that part of the family was ostracized from his half.

The way he talked about them seemed as though there might have been a little bit of contact, but the kind of contact you get when you only talk to somebody maybe once every year.

However, his understanding of his cousin's family is far from the truth. He was surprised that they didn't attend the funeral, after all. He has no idea about the abuse Rika went through. I highly doubt anyone on his side of the family knows anything about that. We do not know much about the family's opinion of Rika, either. Do they consider her a real part of the family? Do they think of her as less because she was adopted?

There are a lot of context clues we can infer from but not enough for us to make a solid answer. The only thing we can really pull from what we know is that nobody really knows what's going on beyond closed doors.

There is a phone call where you pretend to be his aunt, and you play around with him for a moment as if you are no different than a normal doting aunt, and he doesn't say anything that seems to imply that that would be out of character. So, I can only assume that his dynamic with them, outside of the limited reach it has, is that of somebody who is putting on a show for everybody else to seem holier than thou.

If you play Rika Behind Story, it becomes abundantly clear why they were cut off from the rest of the family to a limited to no contact situation. They are extremely religious and follow a particular pastor who is far from a good man, and I'll leave it at that.

It is abundantly clear to everyone who plays that DLC that Rika is only adopted because her adopted parents could likely not have children of their own. They thought of her as less because of that, since Rika didn't live up to be the child they built in their head. It's sick, frankly.

Those two were so in love with the idea of having a child that they did not consider the depth that goes into having a child. They didn't really want a child, they wanted something they could control, just as the church controls them. What they needed was not a child, what could have served their purpose could have been a pet or a toy.

But, Yoosung has no idea about any of that. All he knows is that his family doesn't really speak to them much and there is history there that nobody wants to talk about. I don't think the rest of the Kim family is aware of what's really going on outside of what dragged them to steer clear of Rika's mother and father.

Unfortunately, there is a lot about the Kim family we don’t know. Yoosung has an older sister we know nothing about. We also don't know anything about his father, and even though you can speak to his mother in the RAE, and we see events with her throughout the game, we still don’t really know anything about her outside of her parenting style. 

I, for one, would love to know more about them, but I doubt we're going to get anything so we're just going to have to fill in the blanks. I think Yoosung’s mom and Rika’s mom are sisters. We don't know, as far as I can remember, which parent that woman is related to, but it makes more sense to me if it's his mother. 

[cittielinks]

(read at your own discretion, some parts may be triggering)

Where Kim Dokja failed a scenario and as punishment he was converted into his 10-year-old self. 

Everyone thought he’d be a cheeky little brat who has the wits and would be super uncute. But when the white smoke disappeared what they saw was a boy, who looked like seven covered with bruises and marks and messily bandaged wounds, wearing a shirt too big for his size.

What sets them off was how dull his eyes looked as he stared at them. Jung Heewon hastily told Biyoo to shut off the channel. 

No one muttered a word, so afraid that this boy would run away like their Kim Dokja. It was the tiny Kim Dokja who talked first.

His voice was raspy, dull, and monotoned, no one could guess what he was feeling. 

“Are you going to hurt me too?” He muttered, still no emotion whatsoever.  

Everyone’s breath hitched. What did he mean when he said those words? 

“N-No! We don’t want to hur—“

Yoo Sangah tried to rely softly but was cut off the Kim Dokja. 

“Liar.” He said monotonously. 

“That’s what they all said, then they beat me up and locked me inside the drawer.” He added, shrugging as he backs away a bit. 

No one could have prepared for what he had said afterward.

“Do you want me to punch myself? Burn my hands with your cigarettes and beat me into a pulp too? Please do it quick I need to go back or else I’ll be sleeping outside my aunt’s house again.”

Yoo Joonghyuk’s hands were trembling he wanted to hug Kim Dokja so badly but he knew that would end horribly. Everyone’s expression was so hard, if only they met a little bit sooner, they could’ve saved him too. 

—

It took a lot while to let 10 yr old! Kim Dokja know that they were not a threat. It was Lee Gilyoung and Shin Yoosung who talked to Kim Dokja properly because this Kim Dokja never trusted adults. And he finally agreed to let them take him to their complex. He was sticking close to his gilyoung-hyung and yoosung-noona.

He would always flinch whenever adults tried to talk to him, or when he hears loud noises ranging from loud screams or loud screeching.

When it was around dinner time, Yoo Joonghyuk decided to cook porridge making sure Kim Dokja’s body would adjust. But he never came to the dining table.

Jung Heewon looked at the children and shook their heads, Yoo Joonghyuk sighed and went out to find the kid.

He found Kim Dokja outside the complex, holding a tissue paper. When Kim Dokja was about to eat the paper, Yoo Joonghyuk grabbed his arms before he could do so.

Kim Dokja flinched and looked at Yoo Joonghyuk in fear. Yoo Joonghyuk quickly lets go and gives the child enough space.

“What are you doing with the tissue paper?” he asked softly, trying not to scare the child. 

“….dinner.” 

“Can you repeat that?”

“My dinner, I was hungry. I hadn’t eaten anything for 3 days. I’m sorry for stealing your tissue paper—“

Yoo Joonghyuk couldn’t believe his ears. He had heard reports about people eating tissue papers to stop their hunger. He clenched his fist and opens them.

“There’s food inside. why are you eating that?” 

“I’m not allowed to eat at the same table as you.” 

“Who told you that?” 

“Everyone. they said I made the food taste bad that’s why I shouldn’t be at the table eating with people.”

Yoo Joonghyuk wanted to cry, how could the world be so cruel to a 10-year-old child? At least when he was 10 he still have food to eat, a bed to sleep in, and a house to keep him covered from heat and cold. Kim Dokja had nothing. It hurts him knowing that he hadn’t met Kim Dokja a long time ago.

—

It took awhile for Yoo Joonghyuk to have Kim Dokja wat with them at the dining table, his eyes never leaving the child’s figure. he made sure Kim Dokja has eaten enough then he urged the kids to take a shower with Kim Dokja.

then he slowly cleaned Kim Dokja’s wounds ( he had asked Kim Dokja permission to clean his wounds) then he tuck Kim Dokja to bed with a promise to let Kim Dokja read a book tomorrow. It was hard making sure Kim Dokja feels safe but he promised then and there to keep Kim Dokja safe and happy forever.

[loser-jpg]

You don't get it and won't get it for a while, but Dokja and Sangah are absolutely platonic soulmates, they would have always found eachother and grown old together

can already see them as platonic soulmates. i love how sangah sees dokja and sees things in him he cant see in himself and how he inspires her to be not really a "better" person but something different i guess, break from the mold sorta feel. its funny how hes just there being a loser and she finds so much inspiration from him and hes just like "what?"

i just dont like how the webtoon keeps pushing them to make it seem like theyre gonna end up cannon in the end bc i know dokja doesnt end up with anyone but the webcomic really feels like its trying to force it onto the readers.

but yes platonic dokja & sangah forever. sangah is gilyoung and yoosungs cool aunt

also im just here with my tiny brain theories ive put together bc i already know in cannon ppl cant see dokjas face bc its blurred to them(can't remember why) but since sangah worked with dokja for a few years she knows what he actually looks like so its possible she doesnt see blurry dokja face or even if she does she remembers what he really looks like so its funny to me bc shes like the only person whos never called him ugly meaning DOKJA NOT ACTUALLY UGLY IS CANNON TO ME I DONT CARE IM DELUSIONAL YAAAAYYY

[kusukixcrystal]

MM Classpecting: Jaehee

Zen Classpect

Yoosung Classpect

Jaehee:

Personality/General Info: Kind and hardworking. Independent, serious, and caring. Has own sense of humor. Organized. Dislikes when things are not according to schedule, or receives extra work. She is responsible, so she deals with it anyway. Works at C&R with Jumin, her boss. She is Catholic. Likes Zen and his musicals. Likes coffee, to the point she develops a big enough passion to open up a cafe in her route. Hates cat hair. Is the most suspicious member of MC when she first joins the RFA. Becomes protective over Zen’s career. Jumin trusts Jaehee, but she gets frustrated with him. Still loyal though. Doesn’t like Yoosung’s game addiction, but cares about him. He sees her as an older sister. With 707 she respects his work abilities, but is exasperated by his jokes. Short hair and glasses due to her job, because Jumin is worried that his father would flirt with her otherwise.

Jaehee’s mom married her father, who was 20 years older than her. He dies, then her mother when she was in the 9th grade. She is sent to be raised by her aunt and uncle. Gets scholarship to university and graduated early. V talked to Jumin and proposed the idea of hiring Jaehee into the RFA.

Role in Narrative: She is far away from the main plot, due to her lack of connection to Rika/V/707. In her route, her character arc is taking a risk and following her dreams. Stability may be safe (Job at C&R), but it’s killing her. Following her passion for coffee is risky, but having freedom to do what she wants matters more. Her childhood led to this need for stability, losing both her parents made her want to not be a burden to her uncle and aunt. She tried to do everything right in life: study, get into a good university and a good job. She has stability but she isn’t happy, slaving away at a demanding job for both C&R and RFA. She is the player’s breather route between the madness that is all of Mystic Messenger. In main story she supports the RFA with tedious paperwork matters, helping in the efforts for the Mint Eye mission. A supporting role along with Jumin.

Active or Passive: She studied hard, got a scholarship and started working at C&R all for the purpose of supporting herself. This is a selfish act (not the negative connotation of the word btw). She defends Zen often and supports him relentlessly, buying tickets to support him, which is selfless. She does a lot for the RFA and C&R. She does alot in the SEs with the Mint Eye mission, not for her sake, but for the RFA’s. Purely looking at what she does in the main plot (DS, 707 Route and SE), she is passive.

Classpect - Sylph of Mind: One who makes Mind, or makes through Mind for others.

How this applies to Jaehee: Jaehee does want to know what is happening around her, being the one who is most concerned about MC joining the RFA, for example, or needling Jumin if he fails to show up to work, trying to figure out wth is going on. In Zen’s route, she pries into his business alot when MC and Zen start showing romantic interest, even though Zen’s relationship is up to him, and she should have stayed out of it. Constantly suggested to go over to Zen’s house to help him when he was injured, even though MC could go instead. She is passionate about his musicals, excitedly rambling about it if MC shows interest in it (its so cute when she does this in phone calls <3). This is in contrast to how she usually is like to people she is not close with, formal and rigid. Same goes for coffee, where she obsessively starts researching deeply into it. Compared to the other RFA members, her relevance in the main story is little to none, being the farthest from Rika and V. Still, she is an indispensable member of the RFA, keeping a lot of it running in the sidelines.

A restrained Sylph can fade from relevancy, and I think she is looking at the main story. Her full potential can be seen in her own route. Working for C&R doesn't give her the chance to shine completely.

This is what the Hiveswap Extended Zodiac has to say about the Mind Aspect:

“Those bound to the aspect of Mind are-you guessed it-the universe's great thinkers. But don't for a second think that means that they have all the answers. They are very concerned with remaining rational, and they have such a firm hold on the constant conjunction of their thinking that it's easy for them to see the multitudes of the choices laid out before them, which often leaves them frozen and unable to act. That said, when a Mind-bound finally launches into action, they can execute a plan with unbelievable grace and precision. Their identity is fluid-it can change from day-to-day, from thought-to-thought, from interaction-to-interaction. Remaining logical is more important to them than building up a solid foundation of "self." At their best they are great innovators, architects, and creators. At their worst they can be nasty, inflexible, and indecisive.”

I think Mind is all about choices, thoughts, apathy and another way of viewing 'identity'.

How this applies to Jaehee: Jaehee is a logical and practical person. That is what lead her to where she is in the beginning of MM: working for C&R. She gets sick of all of the work she must undertake, but she she is frozen, afraid of quitting the stability of her job. When she does take action, though, she gets things done. Her role in backing up Jumin for the Mint Eye mission is indispensable. Not only that, but her management of the affairs of both RFA and C&R cannot be understated. She isn't easily replaceable either, as seen when Yoosung or MC tries to take on her role in some bad endings. She can be inflexible at times, an example being in Zen's route and her staunch refusal to let Zen date MC. She thinks its for his own good, but in this case she should listen to what Zen wants (traits seen in Sylphs as I've said before).

As the person furthest away from Rika and V, she has the least emotional investment in all this. This could be part of why she can make decisions without letting emotions cloud her judgement, like Yoosung. She encourages the other members to not be rash, to think through their decisions, even when everything gets intense with the hacker situation or Mint Eye.

Jaehee's Aspect is the opposite of Yoosung's, but both Aspects seem to focus on 'identity' or 'the self'. In Jaehee's case, her sense of self does fluctuate depending on who she speaks to. When MC brings up her love of Zen's musicals, her demeanor switches completely, absolutely elated to discuss her interests (attributes of Sylphs too). With Yoosung, she is gentle, treating him like a younger brother. With Jumin it is all professional, because he is her boss of course. It's difficult to tell which of these are the 'real Jaehee', when in reality her identity is just fluid like that.

Another point to how she acts based primarily based on logic despite her actual wants: Her wearing glasses and her short hair is all for the sake of her job. Jumin instructed her to do this so that Chairman Han doesn't flirt with her. She agrees to this as we see, because it is the logical thing to do. In order to have this job she must meet this dress-code, and she is willing to do this regardless of her real preference. And I do believe her REAL preference is having long hair and no glasses. We see this in her route when she stops wearing her glasses, since she never needed them to see. In her AE and Valentine's Day DLC we see her grow out her hair, showing that now outside of C&R this is how she prefers to present herself. She even looked like this in older pictures of her in-game, back when she was living with her aunt and uncle.

Looking at Jaehee's route, we see how she finally finds a passion for a coffee project, obsessively researching into it (Sylph). Jumin tells her to stop working on it and to focus on another project, but she has difficulty letting it go. For once, she is hesitant to just do what is asked of her, wanting to pursue this coffee interest. Her route focuses a lot on choices, and how Jaehee is at the cusp of making a big one: quitting her job to start-up a cafe. The logical part of her knows how risky it is, and struggles to decide on what to do. She is at a loss, but Zen and MC are there for her, helping her come to a decision. Zen gets her a coffee machine, and ultimately gets her to become less detached to her situation: the fact that she isn't happy with her current place in life. Jaehee reflects on all the choices she's made up to this point, thinking that that was what she was 'supposed' to do, according to society, in order to be happy. In a way, she thought that life was happening to her, when in fact she does have a choice. Her life was shaped by all the decisions she has made, and now it is no different. She gains courage and eventually does start that cafe with MC. In fact, it is successful. In the VD DLC, MC and Jaehee are constantly coming up with new menu options, and Jaehee looks at the recipes and logically thinks about the amount of ingredients, the ratio of them, etc, etc. She wants to improve on everything constantly by adjusting it. She is able to use the knowledge and experience she accumulated from C&R to her benefit.

Her route is less relevant to her role as a Sylph, since in her character arc she is more Active, where she is starting to become more selfish and less selfless. She is more of a Maid of Time/Maid of Mind solely based on her character arc. Though, her Mind Aspect is very prominent here, which is why I wanted to highlight her arc.

As a Sylph of Mind she is making, expanding, improving her Aspect. Since Jaehee is Jumin's assistant, you could say she improves Mind (I.e decisions for the Mint Eye mission). When she sees a lack of Mind somewhere, she will fix it.

Jaehee is a good example for why I think focusing on the character's role in the main narrative is so important. If you only look at Jaehee's route, you can easily gives her a different classpect. A Maid of Time suits the Jaehee we see in her route, making more Time for herself. Or a Maid of Mind, making Mind for herself, essentially making good choices for herself, which we see.

All in all, Jaehee Kang as Jumin Han's assistant is a Sylph of Mind.

[jumin-is-secretly-gay]

MysticMessenger Misconception

Myth: Rika is evil.

It's more of her being misunderstood and going down the wrong path unknowingly. She suffered from multiple mental illnesses such as anxiety, depression and hallucinations. This causes her to lose touch with reality, also known as Psychosis. People who have Psychosis have inappropriate thoughts, feelings and behaviour and are disconnected from the reality around them without knowing the disconnection. This is just a theory, but there are many strong evidence suggesting this.

Due to her anxiety, the hallucinations started and she began to believe that she needed to save people from what she perceived as a bad world. Her anxiety was excessive, causing her brain to have too much stimulation, flooding the brain with "sensory imput".

In her case, the circuit's in her brain got jammed. Her brain couldn't make sense of the current environment, so it generates its own sensations, it starts hallucinating.

Rika started dating V after V noticed her looking at his exhibited picture in a museum, stating that she love the picture because she feels that "all my (her) fears disappear" and she feels the "consistent love and warmth" emitting from his piece.

While this may seem normal, it could help explain her experience from her past. Being adopted, only for her adoptive mother to regret doing so, would have given her a huge blow. It would have lowered her self-confidence greatly and have no parental figure to look up to. In the “R.F.A Top Secret” book located in the Character concept section, Rika was stated to be (see below)

If she absorbed what her adoptive mother said when she was young, what type of damage would she have faced? Not loved that much in her childhood, with her real mother committing suicide, there's very slight doubt that she slowly went beserk.

Parents are important, they play the biggest role in life and greatly affect mental, physical, financial and career development. When dealt with a tough situation (such as Rika being bullied in school), a child usually can confide into his/her trusted adult. However, Rika dealt with those problems alone. She couldn't balance her persistent emotional pain (distress due to factors such as prolonged anxiety, depression, guilt, anger, loneliness and fear) and thus started having delusions.

As she grew up, she knew that something was wrong with her.

If she haven't suffered from these severe mental illnesses, she would have continued being a caring and kind-natured person, wanting people to achieve happiness.

However, her mind became even more foggy with the death of her dog, Sally. Sally died after getting hit by a car. Sally was blind due to the cataracts in her eyes, and Rika refuse to pay for the surgery. Rika mourned for Sally and blamed herself for Sally's death.

Regretting about what happened, she tried to fix things. As she does so, she probably thought that she permenantly fixed her mistake of being unable to help people. Rika fell deeper and deeper into the delusion of her being a "savior", rescuing people from the pains and sins of the world, that she has great importance and power. This could have come from wanting to change her previous self in her childhood where she believed that she wasn't treasured (e.g., being bullied and Yoosung's aunt telling Rika she regretted adopting her).

Again, this is a theory that is only built on by facts that support it. I'm now going to use a theory by Freud, who's said by mordern psychologists to be a fraud. However, the theories used here are something to consider.

The Id, Ego & Superego (3 parts of the mind)

Babies are born with Id, a selfish desire that typically wants immediate gratification (e.g. wanting to be fed immediately by crying). When they're about 2 years old, they develop the Ego, which operates by the reality principle (to survive, you need to be realistic & plan for the future) & prevents people from following their desires created by Id. The Superego develops around 1-3 years after the Ego, it contains the conscience, valuing morals. The Superego merges between the Id & Ego, it makes the person feel good about doing something right and guilty for something they've done wrong.

How is this related to Rika?

There's a higher chance of a not fully developed Superego if the person doesn't have a good relationship with his/her parents. When applied to criminal behaviour, a not fully developed Superego could account for those who show no guilt or remorse for their crimes.

This could explain why Rika wasn't seen to regret injuring V after a fight they had when Rika broke up with him, even calling him a traitor and says she's glad he's blind as she'll be free to do whatever she wants. In the picture below (which I got from the internet), Rika was seen to be going crazy, hurting V, her own fiancee.

People are saying that even with the past she experience, she shouldn't have created the cult Mint Eye and brainwashed Saeran.

However, she created Mint Eye during her delusions, thinking it was the best choice, wanting to eliminate fear and pain in the world, for Mint Eye to reach a state of happiness in an everlasting party, even better than the RFA parties she hosts.

Remember, she had rejected counseling for her mental illness after taking 3 weeks of it, stating that

So how did she cope with this "darkness" inside her? I'm going to use another one of Freud's theories, the defence mechanism.

The defence mechanism provides ways to unconsciously protect ourselves from unpleasant memories or ideas. However, over-use causes problems.

Rika used a way called Displacement. To take her mind off her past, she diverts her pented up anger from her childhood into another activity. She was frustrated, she took her anger out on Saeran by brainwashing, drugging and tricking him to believe he was abandoned by Saeyoung when they were younger.

She overused this technic a lot, which eventually became what is viewed as bullying, causing Saeran to become very paranoid and angry towards Saeyoung for "abandoning" him, wanting to kill him for revenge.

I believe the reason why Rika tricked Saeran is because she originally wanted the RFA members to join Mint Eye. The anger Saeran had would cause him to better learn about hacking, so he could hack in and make members join Mint Eye (e.g. Yoosung in bad ending). In differing routes, Rika was more set on killing the RFA members and made Saeran set bombs in the apartment.

She regretted her actions (as seen in Secret Ending 1) when she somewhat break through her delusions and came back to partial reality and grieves for V, who died from a gun shot shot by Saeran.

After explaining everything, I'm not trying to justify her behaviour, there are many other people with mental illnesses such as Psychosis and they are nowhere near being like Rika. I'm trying to make people understand it and see why she wasn't trying to be evil.

[spearminteye]

“oH yOuLl bE suCh a GoOd mOm” “i WaNt tO HaVe sO mAnY bAbIes wIth yOu” no no shut up ur breaking the fantasy, why the hell would i want kids

[kira-fluff]

Heeey!

Saeyoung, Yoosung, Jumin and Zen reacting to to “hotel only one bed” trope ? ♥️

a/n: of course you can lovely! <3 *AHEM* Lemme just say this trope is ELITE and I will NEVER not love it // also, i’m writing it like it’s before they’re dating (OF COURSE) because I want it to be spicy (actually that’s the only thing that would make sense for this prompt but you get my point whatever). ALSO also I’m basing the fancy hotel off my stay at the Ritz Carlton (it was like $25,000 a night) because my grandma couldn’t manage money N E WAYSS. Also, if y’all could let me know whether you prefer Y/N to MC pls lmk k thx 

TW: drunk old lady w/no filter, gets pretty suggestive because I couldn’t help myself, an overbearing aunt, savage Italians, and loud hotel neighbor 

Note: omfg i accidentally made this so long oh well here’s yo present lmao 

“There’s only one bed” PT.1 PT.2

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Saeyoung 

Getaway missions are mad cool until you can’t sleep 

When you finally neared the parking entrance to your hotel you were SO looking forward to taking a nice hot shower before shimming into the covers of your crisp, (clean, you hoped) sheets. 

It was past 3AM when Saeyoung finally drove his elegant vehicular device (because what other word is there for it) into a secured parking space 

“Because I don’t trust those shady valets, y/n.” 

“Whatever you say, Seven”, you replied groggily. 

You hauled ass up to the front desk, then to the elevator of the exquisite hotel you were staying at

not that you cared 

because S L E E P 

but Saeyoung likes to quote Jurassic Park (because of course he does) like “I spare no expense, y/n” 

“I’m too tired to laugh” 

*gASP* 

“Not everyone naturally stays up until the early morning light before going to sleep.” 

“It really should become a thing, it’s honestly very iconic of me.” (it’s not)

By the time your conversation ended you were glad to see your hotel number and a little key card slot. 

Saeyoung made a show of sticking the key card in like a spy or something 

it was funny for normal y/n but not for tired y/n 

“Here’s your room, M’lady.” 

He held the door open to your room as you looked around the room 

a large, lush bed set before a ginormous flat screen TV with complimentary expensive chocolates laid before you as well as complimentary take-home elegant towels and slippers. 

suddenly, you heard a knock on the door 

blinking in confusion, you opened to see it was Saeyoung 

“Um.. hey! What’s up?” 

Saeyoung looked a bit bewildered himself before saying, 

“Hey, so, I realized my key card was the same room number as yours and I was like ‘That’s weird!’ so I called the front desk who verified that I had placed a reservation for one room, not two, so I hacked into their system to see what went wrong and if I could change it but it looks like they’re completely booked and I think I had made the reservation before I knew that you had to come along and I’m so sorry” 

he was breathless after the mouthful he just gave you 

As it was 3AM a drunk, old woman was tripping her way to her room and shouted much louder than she should at 3AM, “Kiss her already n’ fuck, ya youngin’s!” 

Saeyoung’s hair now matched his face :) 

His ears were tipped bright red before coughing awkwardly 

“I can sleep on the ground. I’ve done it plenty of times, it’s actually pretty comfy.” 

“Um, Sev’ I’m not going to make you just sleep on the floor. If you want--” 

“You’re not making me, y/n, I want to do this” 

“Actually I think I’ll sleep on the floor, I sleep a lot better on the ground”, you fibbed. 

“You’re sleeping on that big ass bed.” 

“No you are.” 

“If you don’t listen I’ll sleep in the bath tub instead of the floor.” 

“Then I’LL sleep outside the room!” 

“LIKE HELL YOU WILL!” 

“WATCH ME” 

the phone rang, a worker politely asking you to quiet a bit down because even with your luxurious privacy walls, guests could still hear you arguing. 

Saeyoung began whisper shouting, “Guess that settles it.” 

he plopped on the ground, fake snoring with his arm as a pillow

you sighed 

“Fine, if neither of us are going to agree to this then we are both going to sleep in this bed.” 

Saeyoung blushed lightly at your boldness, a tad worried you’d find him creepy or weird

You started again, beginning to undress a little, causing Seven to yelp in panic and turn around immediately, shielding his eyes,

Now in your tank top and your leggings you’d been wearing under sweatpants and a t-shirt, you said, “I’m gonna go take a quick shower and go to bed. I’m so tired.” 

Seven turned around only when he’d heard the bathroom door shut 

he sighed, What am I going to do with this girl. 

By the time you’d come out of the bathroom, drying your wet hair, Seven was lying on the bed, clad in casual t-shirt and jeans. 

“Come on, Saeyoung, you have comfy clothes! It’s okay, change! I’m done in the bathroom now.” 

“Nah, this is fine.” This was not fine. Saeyoung was out of his area of expertise of expecting the unexpected because God you were so unpredictable. 

“Please” you jutted out your bottom lip in a little pout, being sure to make eye contact with him 

Something glowered in his eyes for a split second before he half-smiled saying, “Ah, little Y/n, you know I can’t say no to you when you go all sad on me.” 

He stepped into the bathroom to change, but let’s be honest. He was freaking the fuck out. 

he covered his flushed face, changing into his soft sweatpants and a cozy sweatshirt. he was scared 

the more comfortable he became the more likely he’d accidentally get closer to you and then you’d freak out because you’d hear the sound of his heart beat like it’s a fucking rave concert and then you’d be weirded forever and quite possibly never talk to him again

but on the outside, he stepped out of the bathroom, whipping his phone out with a huge smirk saying, “Smile” 

you threw up a peace sign with your tongue sticking out 

he laughed before sending it to the RFA chat 

707: Sleepover lolol [see attachment]

immediately both your phones blew up with buzzes of notifications from the chat 

you laughed lightly, brushing a stray hair from your face to tuck it behind your ear 

this was gonna be a long night for Seven. 

Zen: UGH get away from her!!!!!!!!!111!!1!!

Jumin: Maybe you should learn to type first. 

Zen: shut it cat freak

Zen: seven answer 

Zen: hey 

Zen: y/n, text “qwerty” if you’re in any kind of danger 

Jumin: What a strange code. 

You: qwerty :(

707: lololololol

Zen: !!!!!

Zen: ASJDHKJFASHFKJA 

Jumin: -_- 

Zen: WE NEED A CAR, NO A HELICOPTER im omw!! 

You: just kidding <3 i’m fine you guys 

707: lololol 

Jumin: Have a bit more faith in your subordinates, Zen. 

You closed the chat and muted your phone, expecting the incoming argument that was quickly to ensue. 

You patted the bed lightly, ushering Saeyoung to lie down next to you. 

He obliged, though he politely laid at the far edge of the left side of the bed. 

You yawned before shutting the light off and whispering a “good night”. 

Saeyoung glanced at the clock. 4AM. Only 15 minutes had passed. You were breathing softly in your sleep within the 10 minutes after you’d said goodnight and here he was still awake. 

You suddenly tousled in your sleep, and Saeyoung raised his head, whispering a soft, “Did I wake you up?” 

You replied with a soft moan before abruptly turning left onto his corner of the bed and grabbing for the first thing you’d felt -- his torso. 

Saeyoung’s breath hitched as he felt you exploring the new found “object”, running your fingers up and down his torso and nearing dangerous areas below 

Saeyoung whisper-shouted, “What are you doing?” 

He leaned closer to hear your reply, but your only answer was more soft little snores 

Saeyoung sighed, trying to lightly grab your wrists without waking you up, and directing toward yourself

no matter how hard he’d try, your arms kept finding his own

your nails would softly ghost over his chest or neck, causing him to shiver and blush profusely 

again, he sighed, trying his hardest not to give into your sleepy state 

until you broke him with a soft utterance, “Sae....young..” 

Saeyoung’s eyes widened to the size of saucers before he dared to look down at you, your hair curling on the bed every which-way.. your mouth slightly agap... 

he groaned, his brows furrowed and his eyes shut

at last he slunk his arms around your torso, being sure to respectfully keep them high around your waist 

he buried his face in the crook of your neck to subconsciously try to hide his ever growing blush (and erection) 

I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this ‘friend’ thing when you’re driving me this crazy, y/n.

You awoke to a sleeping Saeyoung, his toned arms enveloping your small body in a hug

shamelessly, you laid still for a few moments longer. 

Yoosung 

this bean is lonely uwu

so when he’d invited to you go with him on a trip his uncle had paid for, you felt bad saying “yes” because it’s a paid trip!! 

until he begged you because his cousin Chaewon would be there and he was always really pushy and borderline a huge fuck boi 

so you conceded 

but hey free trip for the both of you minus shitty family gatherings with no one you know, right?! 

you hope there’s at least one dog. and alcohol. 

dog + alcohol at a party = an actual fun fucking time 

you were glad Yoosung was there with you because he honestly couldn’t agree with you more 

You opened your beach-side resort room to find there’s only one bed. 

Yoosung blanched and quickly dialed his auntie, who’d made the resort reservations

“Ah...hi auntie! Um, how come there isn’t a separate room for me and y/n?” 

his aunt cackled into the phone, “Aren’t you an old fashioned little gentlemen!!! Awe~~~ you’ve grown up to be such a good boy! <3 Well don’t worry, I won’t say a word to my sister or your pops. Enjoy the time you have with your adorable girlfriend and get it on a little!! I’ve got condoms if ya need ‘em honey~~ Remember dearie, when the shlong is not covered, the child support better be.” 

Yoosung hurriedly hung up the phone, his face completely red, praying you hadn’t heard the conversation that’d just ensued. 

You did 

but you smile and say, “So.. what’d they say?” 

He cleared his throat before saying, “Well, --err.. Basically there’s been a little mishap. B-but don’t worry!! I can just ask Chaewon if I can spend the night in his room.” 

“Didn’t you say he leaves a sock on the door handle every time--”

“YES but I want you to be comfortable, okay! It’s really not a big deal.” 

You shyly smiled while looking down before softly saying, “You can sleep with me.” 

Yoosung’s eyes widened and you quickly looked up, your face flushing to a deep crimson 

“I-I-I meant in the bed!!! With me. We can lie together. In the bed---- I mean we--” 

Yoosung could practically see the steam coming out of your ears and the room felt a LOT hotter 

“S-sure! Sounds great.” he had a feeling if you didn’t agree you’d end up embarrassing yourself further.. and he didn’t want you to feel bad. And he didn’t want those thoughts circulating his mind again. 

“Alright, so I’m going to hop in the shower, y/n... unless you want to go first?”

Gulping down some complimentary water you’d found in the hotel mini fridge, you quickly replied with a shake of your head. 

Nodding, Yoosung make quick work of washing his hair and trying to give himself a pep talk before he would be sleeping next to you. 

Thankful for the big size of the resort bed, you climbed under the covers, already beginning to feel sleep take you 

When Yoosung had at last dried himself off and walked out to the bed area of the resort room, he gazed at how small you looked, hugging a soft pillow in your arms, your eyes fluttered shut 

He looked away, feeling like a creep. 

He shut off the light after making a call to the resort staff to wake him up at 8AM as directed by his uncle’s itinerary

He slid under the covers, shoving a pillow in between the two of you as a little border to separate the two of you 

it wasn’t until further in the night when Yoosung had felt a jolt and he looked up in panic, through the blackness recognizing the pillow-border had been cast onto the ground 

and even more noticeably, your leg was swung over his hip, your body flush to his own 

your arms were snaked around his neck

he felt like he could feel every inch of you

your soft breath just below his ear 

your soft .. er.. chest... against his torso 

your stomach and .. the rest of it... against his own 

Yoosung could not breathe

like someone actually help this man for he is losing oxygen by the minute 

He squeezed his eyes shut and make the executive decision to wait it out til morning 

he was terrified that if he’d move you, you’d wake up and see just how much you affect him. 

And so, when the phone rang that morning, you’d startled, looking up to see your tangled limbs lying on top of his own

“oH MY GOD I’M SO SORRY YOOSUNG UGH IT’S A HABIT OF MINE AHAHHSAHDAJSHS” 

he looked at you with eyes that had noticeable circles under them (darker than even after his LOLOL gaming) 

“you look like you didn’t sleep much.... --- Is it because of me!? Oh my god I’m so sorry you should’ve just shoved me off or something seriously I didn’t mean to do it on purpose, honest!!” 

“N-no, no it’s really not!! I promise!!” He tried his best to grin, though it probably looked like a grimace, because the next thing you said was, “I’ll make it up to you” 

“You don’t need to do that. Really, I liked it.” 

It took a moment for him to realize what he just said. 

“I-I mean I like you! I mean I liked sleeping with you!!! I mean--!!” 

Yoosung was quickly spinning circles in his mind 

you couldn’t help the little giggle that came out of your mouth, “I guess we’re pretty similar, huh?” 

Yoosung smiled lightly, “Yeah, guess so.” 

You walked out together toward the breakfast area of the resort

“Hey”, you started, “Is.. Did you mean what you said? About liking me?” 

Yoosung glanced away, taking a deep breath before saying, “Yeah, yeah I did. I really like you.” 

You couldn’t hold back the big ol’ smile that took over your face as you proudly declared, “Me too!!” 

Right when Yoosung was going to go in for a kiss, he saw his auntie suddenly right next to the both of you 

“Oh my GOD when did you get here?!” 

She smirked, “My question first, dearie, what did you two like?” 

Neither of you answered, your cheeks growing red 

“You know, the first time your uncle did it with me I felt the same way. Like, what a man! Must run in the fam--” 

“OKAY! THANK YOU FOR THAT AUNTIE BUT BREAKFAST IS CALLING MY NAME MM SMELLS GOOD SEE YOU LATER.” 

Your blush didn’t leave you as you smeared strawberry cream cheese on your toasted bagel 

This trip was going to be very VERY difficult. Thank God there was alcohol. And Yoosung. And probably dogs. And Yoosung. 

Yeah. 

Gotta love relatives. 

Jumin 

You received a call from a stern voice you didn’t recognize

<<“Hello. This is Mr. Han’s chauffeur. I’m approximately 6.3 miles away from your residence. Do not worry about clothes or other necessities. All will be provided for you.”>>

“Uh.. thanks? Where....?” 

<<“Mr. Han has invited you to join him on his stay at the Ppalgan Vineyard Estates. Have you not received the notification?”>>

You glanced at your phone, seeing two unread messages on your phone. 

You read them, feeling bad you hadn’t seen them before. 

“Yes, yes of course. Thank you. Tell him I said thank you. Are you sure it’s okay for me to attend?” 

<<“Miss Y/L/N, Mr. Han gave me specific instructions to assure you would be able to come with him. I have been ordered to give 2 minute updates following your being picked up. I can assure you, it is his utmost wish that you join him this weekend. I’d be honored to thank him on your behalf, though I feel it would mean much more to him if you said it to him rather than me.” >>

“You’re right, thank you. And thanks for driving me. And for all the other stuff you said”, you replied nervously. 

<<”There is no need to thank me, Miss. I am glad to serve Mr. Han in anyway I can.”>>

The call hung up before you could spout out more thank yous 

you phone buzzed, startling you. 

you clicked the notification

<<(XXX-XXX-XXXX HAN COMPANIES) I’ve arrived at your residence. Let me know if there is anything I can carry for you. Sent 13:52>>

You quickly texted a reply of gratitude before rushing down the stairs out of your apartment, not wanting to make Jumin’s chauffeur wait. 

“Good to see you Miss Y/L/N. Is there anything I can get you? I have been given orders to purchase anything you may want or need on our way to the airport.” 

He quickly texted something on his phone, presumably a text to Jumin about your safe arrival to his limo.

“A-airport? You mean, like, flying? Are you sure I don’t need my wallet? It’s not too late for me to go grab it, right? I have my debit card on my phone too, otherwise.” 

“Miss Y/L/N you are not to spent a single won on this vacation. All is paid for.” 

“But my clothes... I don’t want Jumin to have to pay for all new things!!” 

"I assure you, money is not something Mr. Han wishes for you to be concerned with.” 

You’d stayed silent at that, feeling bad that you’d already bothered the poor man who’d just been ordered to drive you, not reassure you of Jumin’s financial affairs. 

You grew quiet, looking out the window as trees, streets, and cars zoomed past you. 

“If you so wish, there are numerous meals options in the compartments below the seats as well as alcohol, carbonated beverages and iced water glasses. You are, of course, welcome to any of these. Please do not hesitate to notify me if there is something you’d like instead. We’d glad to make it a regular option in all of our limousines.” 

You flushed, embarrassed at the amount of power Jumin’s words, and effectively, your own seemed to have on the entire Han Conglomerate as a whole. You laughed a little, it was funny thinking to yourself that you had so much power as to decide snack options for Jumin’s cars. 

Jumin was extra like that, he always went above and beyond to make you comfortable. You loved that about him. It made you feel a little spoiled, so you instinctively rejected most offers at things that seemed to further complicate his worker’s duties. 

You had no idea that when the chauffeur had said airport he meant the Han Private Airway Transportation Zone. 

As in... private jet. 

It was hard not to feel like you were in a whole different world. 

Not that Jumin treated you that way... but it was hard not to notice! 

You bowed in thanks to the driver before hastily finding your way to the nearest man standing in another black suit, his hands folded together in front of him. 

As soon as you uttered your name, his whole demeanor changed and he instantly had gone from cool and collected to humble and overwhelmingly kind. 

He’d quickly made his way to the boarding area, escorting you to the jet before leaving you at a polite distance way from Jumin who’d been looking at you from the moment you’d entered the aircraft. 

His eyes searched your own as you’d yet to discover his presence 

He couldn’t help but rake his eyes up and down your body, admiring the way you could look just in anything. 

He at last saw you searching the spacious cabin, at last laying eyes on him. 

His heart pounded faster, as if your noticing him made his heart leap in joy

You looked relieved and smiled, running over to him and sitting down next to him 

“Hi Jumin!! Oh, should I be calling you Mr. Han? That’s what your chauffeur called you.. sorry if that’s what I should’ve been addressing you as!!” 

His deep voice rumbled in your ear, causing you to shudder, “Jumin is fine.” 

You gazed up at him through your lashes, noticing the way his perfectly tailored vest made him look so... well... for lack of better word...hot. 

“Wow. You look...” Your eyes moved from his hair, to his face, to his neck, to his torso, slowly to his groin, to his legs... before you realized what you’d been doing and quickly your eyes shot up again. 

You bit your lip, “You look nice.” 

“Nice?” 

You laughed shyly, and slightly (embarrassingly) breathless, “Yeah. Yeah you do. Nice.” 

Jumin couldn’t help the sly smile he’d been holding back before replying, “You look beautiful.” 

You flushed and looked down, squirming in your seat a little before looking at him once more, offering a small, “..thank you..” 

After a few minutes of silence, you’d decided to change the subject, chattering on about how you wondered what this mysterious vacation would hold 

Jumin couldn’t help is concentration half on every word you were saying, but also your lips. Slowly licking his own, he nodded along when you’d gotten especially enthusiastic, grinning slightly when you’d gotten so excited you’d leapt out of your luxury seat. 

Within a half hour of the trip to your destination in Italy, Jumin had trouble concentrating on much else. 

Get it together, Jumin, you’re not some fool like Zen. 

It’d gotten worse the more you’d leaned further in your seat, your chest becoming slightly exposed

he covered his mouth with a hand, opting for looking out one of the many windows of the jet. 

You’d always caught his attention and made him lose his focus -- something he’d never lost before he met you 

He blamed the strawberry sent that you’d always carried with you 

He wasn’t much for expensive, faux perfume that so many of his father’s skanks would wear... it was like no other. 

After a few hours of grueling torture on your part (though you hadn’t know every single time you’d grabbed his hand or arm it’d sent his heart on a sky dive) Jumin was glad to have arrived in the gorgeous Italian acreage of the countryside. 

It was even more beautiful at the dusk of night, you’d decided 

Immediately a shiny vehicle pulled up, ready to transport you and Jumin to the estate you were to be residing in for the weekend. 

Upon pulling into the culdesac, you almost scoffed at the word “estate” -- it was more of a country in and of itself, land stretched beyond what you could see 

The mansion itself stood on pillars and high, Gothic windows. 

Inside, flying buttresses decorated the building, giving it an elegant and aged ambiance that you just adored 

“It’s so beautiful.” 

He smiled at you then, watching you take in the wonders he’d realized he took for granted. 

He was then directed to a double-door entrance way, “Your room, Mr. Han, Miss Y/L/N.” 

“Separate, correct?” 

The man stood in surprise, looking slightly aghast, “T-they never specified such details.” 

“Contact them immediately to confirm. I’ll work it out from there.” 

“Yes, Mr. Han.” From there, the man scurried away to contact the head of the estate. 

After a few moments, he returned, “The Rossi Conglomerate had assumed that you’d brought your fiance with you.” 

“Did you mention I don’t have one?” 

“Y-yes, of course! But, Mr. Han, your father--”

Jumin sighed, “I’ll take care of it.” with a wave of his hand, the man was gone 

You thanked him on his way out. 

Jumin looked at you, searching for a reaction of displeasure or worry

When he didn’t find one, he began, “I was notified the Rossi had booked their other estates to their American investors. My being here is a formality, but it is business. It would be a great discourtesy to demand--” 

You smiled reassuringly, “Jumin, don’t worry about it.. we’ll share the bed, okay?” You held your hand in his own, rubbing soothing circles on his knuckles. 

Jumin looked at you, choking on his spit slightly. 

“Y/N you do understand that--” 

“It’s fine, Jumin!! It’s late already, I’ll just put up my hair.. and.. do you know where the night clothes would be?” 

He watched as you fixed a bobby pin between your teeth before running your fingers through your hair, watching as you arched your back to-- 

“Jumin? ...you don’t know?” 

He cleared his throat, looking away, pink dusting his cheeks

“Bathroom.” 

You thanked him, unaware of his watchful eyes 

It had been a few seconds since you’d entered the bathroom before he heard a loud and alarmed, “..UM....JUMIN...?!” 

He’d quickly made his way into the bathroom

“What’s wro--” 

He looked and laying on the long granite island of the large bathroom was a silky set of lingerie as well as a note in Italian you couldn’t read. 

Jumin’s words stopped dead on his lips as he stared at you, then the silky underwear set, you, silky underwear, you.......silky underwear. 

On the outside, Jumin liked to think he came off as calm and collected, saying, “I can get you something else to wear.” 

But when he’d made it two steps out of the bathroom he had a little collision. And by collision, I mean his face.. and the wall. 

He looked in every drawer, finding nothing. He presumed clothes would be delivered as specified. But it was late already.. their servants are dismissed, only the protective guards surrounded the inside and outside of the estate.. explaining the situation to them didn’t seem very promising. 

Of course you were kicking yourself, before you’d found their little....gift... you’d cast your days clothes into the washer. They were probably soaked by now. 

Maybe I could use a hair dryer...? Or I could stuff them in the dryer?? 

Either way you’d be without clothes for.. too long. 

And nothing would be greater punishment then showing all that in front of the man you had completely fallen for... 

You heard a knock on the bathroom door. You listened from inside. 

“Hey, I, uh, couldn’t find anything. Do you think you could wear your clothes from today?” 

You whimpered, on the verge of tears, “I already put it in the washer!” 

He knocked again, “Can I hand you something?”, he asked, undoing the buttons of his formal shirt. 

“C-close your eyes!” 

Jumin chuckled darkly before covering his eyes and handing her his collared shirt 

“I’d give you the pants, too, but I don’t think they’d really fit you. Could you look at what they’d provided for me? Maybe slip on something from mine.” 

“N-no! That’d be even worse for me!! .. and you!” You blushed again imagining him half naked

You hurriedly shuffled through the drawers, but to no avail. 

You gulped, slipping on the lingerie to ensure that maybe something would be covered before buttoning Jumin’s formal shirt on you as well. 

it was so big it didn’t leave much for the imagination 

but you decided through a 10 minute pep talk that you’d suck it up and try your best to make his shirt into a night gown. 

You at last stepped out of the bathroom, Jumin’s head shooting toward the sudden noise before taking you in 

He could scarcely breathe, much less come up with a coherent sentence 

you were in his shirt... 

with barely any clothes on underneath

and you looked up at him shyly, biting your lip a little 

drawing even more attention to your lips 

Jumin had to stifle a groan, opting to head to the bathroom to change

After splashing some cold water on his face in a poor attempt to get his head out of the gutter, he quickly got on his pjs 

after you both were ready for bed, Jumin sat on the bed, opening a small novel he’d been enjoying, Anthem.  

His attention was immediately diverted from the dystopian fiction when he saw you were stretching

His shirt rode up high as he took in the way the lingerie perfect accentuated your curves, though it didn’t cover much below the waist 

Noticing your folly, your eyes widened in shock before you immediately put your hands down

which, just your luck, made it all worse. 

the sudden movement disheveled the shirt, causing it to ride down completely on one side, openly displaying the soft brassiere beneath it 

Jumin slammed his book so hard it left an echo in the large room. 

Great. He couldn’t even make it look like his book was suddenly unbelievably interesting that he just so happened to not take notice of the obvious sight before him.

You blanched, feeling a breeze along your shoulder, gasping before running to your side of the bed and pretending you don’t exist anymore 

Meanwhile Jumin is in a  c r i s i s 

In the most eloquent of words, his mind said holy fucking motherfucking shit oh my God fuck fuck fuck AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH oh my god shit shit shit fuck shit sdfasodjgiajsidogjosdg MALFUNCTION!! WARNING!!!! RUN BITCH!!! 

But Jumin didn’t run

because mama ain’t raise no bitch 

but also because if he stood up it would be blatantly obvious that he had-- 

Stop thinking about it, Jumin.

He tried to redirect his mind to his 5 senses, a grounding technique he’d learned when he got too anxious when he was younger 

But sight seemed to dominate it as his mind replayed your facial expressions, the way your hands awkwardly tried to cover yourself up, the way you looked the way he’d take it all off--- 

Oh God. I’m deep in shit. 

He had never been so pissed at himself... and embarrassed. 

He looked over at you, a horrible decision, really. 

You were still awake, your face was redder than the strawberry sent that adorned you 

“s-sorry..” you whispered, willing yourself to try to forget, “pretend that never happened..” 

Jumin was practically feral and you were saying it never happened? 

Jumin couldn’t just pretend he didn’t just see a fucking goddess 

but he would for you 

“..........pretend what never happened?” 

You sighed, a small smile on your face as you quickly turned to thank him 

but he was a LOT closer than you imagined 

he was propped up on one elbow, looking down at you, his head slightly angled. 

And suddenly your faces weren’t so far apart.

And you couldn’t help but slowly close your eyes 

Jumin felt confusion when you’d done this

he can be a bit of a pea brain, so he of course said, “I’m sure you’re very tired.” 

He shut off the light, reaching over you 

You held back the big frown you’d gotten when you realized he’d rejected you 

unbeknownst to you that it took everything in him, from the moment he’d saw you in the jet cabin, not to scoop you up in his arms and make out with you the whole way there. 

Zen 

Was Zen going to invite you to his own fucking tour? 

Of course he was 

he liked flexing his connections 

and most of all, showing you just how much he cared about you 

and loved you

but not the love part because God if you ever found out Zen might jump into the nearest body of water and never return 

not that he didn’t have any confidence

he has lots of it 

but it all kind of disintegrates when he gets to talking about his real feelings

But come on, it was blatantly obvious to anyone who had heckin eyes 

or ears 

or just any functioning body 

the way he’d try to subtly throw an arm over your shoulder 

or he’d lean in whenever you spoke 

or the way he’d readjust his posture when you walked into a room 

or the way everyone caught him staring 

like anytime you weren’t looking 

or when you are looking because he is “built different” 

So the limo ride to the fancy hotel he was to stay at was something that had him looking forward to the tour, but also dreading it 

you’d sat close to him in the limo because his agent and other workers were sitting along with him. 

So close that your ass got pushed further and further onto his lap

because damn where the fuck are we and why are there so many goddamn potholes 

Zen tried to steady you by firmly grabbing your hips 

which was NOT the move 

because now that you were firmly set on his lap, every bump felt like a fucking war against his hormones. 

Like a gentleman, he quickly opted to seat you next to him, not wanting you to feel embarrassed 

still, he could feel you being pulled closer to him with every long turn the limo made or every bump or abrupt stop 

and it was torture. 

like this man is sweating 

but by some miracle you arrive at the hotel in one piece! Yay! 

but Zen’s soul has left his body~~ 

so you get set up 

You open the room, “Look, Zen! This bed is HUGE!!”, you ran over to it and plopped your face onto the sheets

He chuckled, watching you act like a little kid excited about a hotel for the first time 

his brows furrowed when he realized there was no door separator between your rooms 

He immediately called the front desk 

all you could over hear was “No, there seems to be some kind of mistake” 

and “I reserved two rooms -- conjoined” 

“Alright, ok. Thanks.” and then he hung up. 

“So..” he sighed, “They can’t get another room because they’re completely booked. Someone must’ve recognized the limo and lots of fans immediately bought up all the rooms in hopes of seeing me.”

“It’s alright Zen! I can ask to switch with your agent or something!!” 

“NO!” Zen said a little too loudly. “No. Um, look it would be bad because he’s a man.” 

“Your a dude, too, Zen.” 

“I-- yeah, but that’s different because I’m a guy you can trust.” 

“True..”

“So I’ll sleep on the couch, ‘kay?” 

“Zen, no! You need your beauty sleep to be ready for your performance tomorrow!!!” 

“It’s alright, really!”

“I’ll sleep on the couch!” 

“Like hell you will.” 

“Please :(”

“Y/N, seriously--” 

“Then how about this! You and I just sleep in the same bed!” 

Ever the dramatic soul, Zen gasped with his palm over his heart “How SCANDALOUS!” 

“Aren’t you supposed to be Mr. Playboy?”

“Only for you, baby”, he winked. 

You stuttered, “T-that’s not funny! Seriously don’t make it weird you horn- dog!” 

He threw his head back in laughter, “Horn-dog?! I thought you said you trusted me!” 

“Not when you’re obviously thinking about doing this and that to me!!” 

“Doing this and tha---Hey! Who do you think I am?!”

There was suddenly a loud bang on the wall and a burly man shouted, “GO TO FUCKIN’ SLEEP YOU OBNOXIOUS, SEXUALLY FRUSTRATED LITTLE SHITS!”

You smirked, holding in a laugh saying, “Sounds like your fans are getting jealous.” 

Zen’s mouth dropped and you began laughing hysterically 

“T-that was like a 60 year old man!” 

“I’M 42 YOU LITTLE SHIT” 

You fell back on the bed, laughing louder 

Zen shouted back, “WELL EXCUSE ME, SEXY, 42 YEAR OLD MAN” 

There was silence before a harsh knock sounded at your door 

All Zen’s bravado disintegrated and he made a dash for the bed, whispering loudly for you to “Turn off the fuckin’ lights, turn off the fuckin’ lights!” 

You stifled more giggles rising up to your throat as you clicked off the light, making sure the room was locked, and climbed into bed

you breathed out your last laughs, sighing to yourself contentedly before noticing the close proximity you were to Zen 

You stared at each other for a long moment 

You leaned in closer 

Zen placed a palm on your cheek, gently cupping it

he softly whispered, “Can I kiss you?” 

You answered by harshly connecting your lips

The two of you feeding off each other’s oxygen as Zen bit your lip, causing you to gasp and open your mouth to make way for his tongue 

you whimpered, feeling faint from lack of oxygen

the two of you parted, out of breath 

Zen wanted to say something smooth like “I’ve always wanted to do that.” 

but instead he said “I’ve always wanted to do you.” 

He mentally smacked his head, blaming the lack of oxygen for his stupidity

But you smirked up at him coyly, replying, “Then why don’t you?” 

Um yeah rip your hotel neighbor he will literally hate both of you so much 

I had honestly SO MUCH FUN writing this!! Let me know if you want, like, a part two to this. I think I’d just be so fun lol

[juminsmysticmc]

RFA with a Mc who got told that she gained weight even through she is pregnant

Hey! So, I was actually my own inspiration, lol ( although anon requested something similar but that writing is still to come! )  So, my grandmother was having her birthday party and we were eating out in my aunts favorite chinese restaurant ( I love chinese food and I am craving for it honestly ) whatever, I went to the toilet with my cousin and I do look older than I actually was ( I was maybe 17? ) whatever, I am italian and at that point I wasn’t allowed to drink alcohol so when we returned from the toilet the waiter asked me if I wanted alcohol and I answered with ,,No I am not allowed’’ like, I was underage at that point. He smiled brightly and said congratulations Mama! and held his belly and I was like WTH NO. Okay, enjoy the Headcanon now XD

Jumin

,,Who was his new girlfriend again?’’ you asked your husband as you put on your lipstick.

,,I don’t know. You don’t need to remember anyway,’’ Jumin sighed as he observed you.

You rolled your eyes and looked at him, now smiling at him.  ,,Jumin, come on…’’ you sweet talked.

But it was no use. These topics were uncomfortable for him and you wanted to understand his feelings.

After you finally finished, you approached him, taking his hand as you put his hand on your growing belly, making him smile again.

It was your first pregnancy and Jumin was head over heels for his first child and of course for you, his wife who grew more beautiful each and every day.

Twenty minutes later, Chairman Han, your father-in-law, and his new, ten years younger girlfriend arrived, greeting you at first very friendly, but then turning in the most toxic way.

First talking about your not so beautiful furnishing. ,,Mc, the last time I saw you on TV you weren’t that fat yet,’’ she told you, leaving you shocked and on the verge of tears.

,,Father, this is inappropriate to be so disrespectful towards my wife in my own home. Either she goes or you go together!’’ Jumin hissed, immediately defending you.

To your surprise, Chairman Han begged her to go and instead stayed, apologizing to you.

,,I will eat as a provocation!’’ you hissed as you began to chew on the rice, slightly annoyed.

Zen

It was the last day of work before you would take maternity leave when someone asked you if you currently put on a lot of weight, making Zen look at them in pure shock.

Everyone, the media, the company, and even the universe knew that Mc, Zen’s girlfriend, was pregnant with his baby girl.

How would someone dare to ask you if you gained weight? 

Actually, he wondered why people even talked about things like weight.

Your boyfriend looked at you with pure shock as he tried to read your face, but all you showed the person was a smile before you turned around and left.

,,She’s pregnant! As if you didn’t know!’’ he barked, just like an angry dog and left, ready to run behind you.

,,I’m dieting,’’ you mumbled, trying to catch your breath.

,,You are not,’’ Zen hissed, patting your back.

,,You’re pregnant and need the energy for you and the baby. People like that are just… jealous. Ignore them, I beg you. I love you so much. You don’t need to diet,’’ he whispered and slowly kissed away the tears on your cheeks.

Yoosung

The blonde boy observed you now for several weeks and thought that your behaviour was odd.

But he didn’t say anything, thinking that the reason was your hormones as you were pregnant.

He didn’t know that someone made a joke about your weight, making you stop eating and working out to the extent of you collapsing.

Yoosung only noticed when he saw you slowly stumbling.

Luckily he could still catch you before your body hit the rock hard as your body went limp.

,,Ya, ya! Mc! Don’t do this!’’ he hissed and tried to check your temperature and your pulse before calling an ambulance.

,,Dehydrated and stressed?’’ Yoosung asked the doctor who informed him that you were better now.

,,Yes, please make sure that she stays in bed this week and rests a lot as well as put on some weight and drinks a lot,’’ he asked the blonde father-to-be before he went on to the next patient.

Yoosung pressed his lips together as he approached you, seeing that you were still awake.

,,I’m sorry… Seven joked that I became fat and I thought-’’

,,Seven joked? He almost killed you and our baby,’’ Yoosung hissed but still tried to be gentle with you.

He knew that this wasn’t a joke anymore and he promised himself that as soon as you were asleep he would go and visit his red haired friend...

Jaehee

,,Am I fat?’’ you asked her as you looked at yourself.

The reflection of yourself almost made you look sick as you looked at the skin that was looking as if it would crumble.

,,Huh?’’ Jaehee said, looking up and trying to figure out what you meant.

,,Today I heard someone say that I became fat and I -’’

,,Who?’’ Jaehee immediately stopped and jumped up, ready to hug you.

,,You’re pregnant, not fat. Our child is taking that space and our baby needs that space. I hope you know this,’’ she whispered and before you could realize it yourself, you felt yourself crying.

,,I’m scared that you will find me disgusting and-’’

,,I could never and I never will. Now, tell me who said this,’’ she almost begged.

It was funny to know that the one who commented on your figure was a person who came regularly to your shop who, herself, didn’t fit into the Korean beauty standards.

But even more so, it was funny to see how deeply red she blushed when Jaehee gave her a plate with less cake on it

,,Instead of worrying about the weight of my pregnant girlfriend, I think you should worry about yourself,’’ she commented and left again.

This would help. Jaehee was sure of it.

Saeyoung

,,Ya, don’t you think that your wife put on too much weight lately. Are you even still attracted to her?’’ someone asked Saeyoung in front of you as if you didn’t exist.

You blinked a few times and looked deep into the other person’s eyes to check if you just imagined things.

But seeing your husband’s face, you knew that this wasn’t a dream but reality and that someone really asked him if you, his pregnant wife, who was carrying children, put on some weight.

Your hands began to shake in anger and fear as you almost felt strong enough to answer.

But before you could say anything, someone else stepped in and it was none else than him, your red haired man.

,,Don’t you dare talk about her as if she is a toy to have sex with! I’m attracted to my wife and I’m even more attracted to her ever since I found out about her pregnancy!’’ he commented and took your hand, ready to leave when you shook him off, making him look at you.

,,Do you mean it?’’ you asked him, your voice already trembling as he slowly nodded. ,,I’m sorry that some people are like that, I’m so sorry…’’

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[serenity-songbird]

Your list said you take mystic messenger requests :)

How about a peaceful au where Rika and Jihyun adopted a daughter (the reader) together?

(I'm sorry I saw this picture and I just...🤣😂🤣 I know this is supposee to be everything is okay kind of head cannon but I I just- I couldn't help it. I'm sorry. 🤣😂🤣)

Rika and Jihyun didn't plan an having children so early.

But when they found your orphaned little self huddled by a dumpster, they couldn't just leave you there.

They were just going to wash you up and take you to the police.

When they cleaned you and fed you, they were going to drop you off, but then you grasped their hearts in your little hand.

You gave them a wide smile and held their hands with thank yous.

You didn't want to go, but you knew they had to.

"Tank you fo' takeen care of me. I wuv you. You're so much nicer tan my real pawents."

They couldn't let you go after that.

They still took you to the police station, but instead of leaving you, they asked to adopt you.

After a mess of paperwork and some influence from Jumin and Jihyun's father, you were their new daughter.

You were a spoiled little girl.

The RFA loved you.

Yoosung visited often. He'd put you on his shoulders and play horsie.

Zen bought you the cutest outfits and bows to make you all pretty.

Jumin often brought toys and teddy bears galore.

Jaehee would read to you when she'd babysit.

Saeyoung was the silliest uncle and always played with you.

Saeran didn't know what to do at first, but become the smart uncle who would teach you things. You were smart.

Rika and Jihyun were the best parents.

They took such good care of you and made you feel safe.

As you grew older into a beautiful woman, they couldn't be more proud.

You were successful in life thanks to your parents, uncles, and aunt.

Jihyun glared at your first boyfriend with such an anger, Rika had to pull him by the ear into the next room.

He was a bit nicer after that.

Not completely though...

You were his little girl after all...

[rfaromance]

More CMCs! Next is Yoosung and his CMC, Sae-eun Choi. They are both bisexual!

Sae-eun, as you might have guessed from her name, is the prime minister's daughter. She's 19 and attends SKY University with Yoosung. While her father is trying to raise her to follow in his footsteps as a politician and carry out his legacy... she wants nothing more than to study computer science and make video games! She's always dressed formally and always speaks politely. Her dad is constantly whisking her away to conferences. Having to be the perfect heir, she couldn't even tell her dad about her hobbies, let alone the fact that she likes women!

She finds comfort in Yoosung. He doesn't expect anything extraordinary of her. He just loves having a friend who plays games with him, who goes on raids and does co-op and the like. And even when he shyly makes her a humble omelet or stew, she savors every last bite because it's cooked with love. She feels safe to be herself around him, including confessing that sometimes, beautiful women really catch her attention!

It's actually Sae-eun who helps Yoosung come to terms with his own bisexuality. Let's be real, the way he talks about Saeran is Not Heterosexual. Yoosung complains about wanting a girlfriend, but honestly, he'd be happy holding a boy's hand too.

Candidly, Yoosung probably struggles with the thought of having a boyfriend because his own relationship with gender is a bit rocky. I think Yoosung is a trans man, considering the way he emphasizes not just being seen as an adult, but as being tough and manly in his route. His dysphoria isn't as bad now as it was when he was younger, but I can't help but wonder if his family rarely talked to his aunt because she's so staunchly "religious." Rika always accepted him and loved him, so he may be feeling his grief too heavily to let too many other thoughts consume him, honestly. :(

But he's comfortable and happy with Sae-eun. They both bring out smiles in each other and get to be their authentic selves. She loves to take her hair down and steal Yoosung's hoodies. She said she'll give this particular one back as soon as he beats her in this game. (Sae-eun has had this hoodie for 3 weeks now.) He once tried to cheat by swiping her glasses, so now she wears contacts to play games with him. (She's blind as a bat without glasses or contacts.)

Straight-passing, but not at all a straight couple!

[marshmallowprotection]

Who is Nari's favorite member of the RFA?

Hmm. Well, given that she's Saeran and my MC's daughter, she has a fondness for her many uncles and aunt from the RFA. I'd say she likes them in different ways so it's hard to pick a favorite.

Zen loves to play dress up and meet her with full theatrics any time she wants to have a tea party, for example. What little kid wouldn't love that? She gets to feel like the center of a story! She doesn't get how her uncle is so good at acting until she later realizes that's just his job! Zen confirmed for uncle who always makes her feel like the best princess!

Jumin also sits down with her for tea, but it's for serious discussions about her favorite media. Jumin loves to learn new things and boy, he learns a lot about children's media! Nari loves being able to have a lot of conversations about the semantics of Ponyville, for example, and I do believe Jumin just starts teaching her about how the government works and where the cartoon could do better. She agrees with him in the end.

(Vanderwood's visits are sparse, but his time with Nari reflects the same sentiment as Jumin's. They treat her with kindness and she's quick to return in kind.)

When Yoosung comes over it's never a dull moment because her Papa and Uncle make all kinds of snacks together! She gets to try all kinds of new treats. Somehow he brings something over that she's never had before, and boy is she determined to learn how everything tastes! She might get a tummy ache... but to be fair... so do her Papa and Uncle... despite the warning from her Mama.

Jaehee is always fun when she drops by because they get to watch musicals together! Sure, they watch some with Uncle Zen in them but there are a lot of other stories they get to pick up. Jaehee can’t say no to that baby when she asks for a new story… and the fun part is she gets to have fancy hot chocolates to drink while the grown-ups get coffee. 

(I lied about favorites. Uncle Saeyoung is her favorite person in the world because he's always there for her whenever she needs him. He spoils her rotten no matter what she does, and frankly, that's within his rights. They do everything together! Catch her in the booster seat of his car because they are getting some chicken nuggets for lunch today! DW, Mama and Papa, they'll get you something on the way back!)

[weirdsht]

Ok story time HAHAHAHAHA

So I have two phones (my aunt gifted me a phone last December and my old is working fine so I use it to play genshin)

And I'm doing comss for Tears of Themis. I was planning on opening NU Carnival because my energy there is also full

BUT MY AUTOPILOT BRAIN OPENED MYSME AND I DONT EVEN HAVE A ROUTE GOING ON LMAOOOK

this is literally how it went like

*me playing games on both of my phone*

*tries to Open NU Carnival*

My phone: Cheritz

Me: Cheritz, ooh that's Yoosung I haven't heard him for a while

Also Me: wait sht what?! Cheritz? Yoozung?

Pls my brain has been programed that I need to open mysme at 7pm ish too much that it does that even when I don't have an active route 😭😭😭

[yisanged]

no home audio drama castings teehee i'll list a couple roles they've played before (a lot of these guys are pros that have voiced a lot of chars so i'll just list a few that i think will be the most recognizable to you guys) with links to clips if possible. i also found this youtube channel that compiles voice lines from all the characters that a va has played, which i will also link when available

haejoon will be voiced by 신용우/shin yongwoo! he's voiced jumin in mysmes (sorry about the clip. it was the first one i found that was just him) and milk cookie in cookie run kingdom. here are his comps: p1, p2, p3

child haejoon will be played by 김선혜/kim sunhye. had trouble finding other clips for her, but here are her comps: p1, p2, p3, p4

eunyung's va is 심규혁/sim gyuhyuk who is also the va for yoosung from mysmes and herb cookie from cookie run kingdom. his series has a lot of parts.... p1, p2, p3, p4, p5, p6, p7, p8

juwan will be voiced by 홍범기/hong bumki. i couldn't find any good/notable clips for him but he's also voiced a lot of characters: p1, p2, p3, p4, p5, p6, p7

mari will be voiced by 김하루/kim haru! there was no comp for her on the youtube channel but she voiced cherry blossom cookie in kingdom and smash legend alice's korean version (couldn't find a good clip...)

minju's voice actor will be 강시현/kang sihyeon. she also did not have a voice line compilation but she voiced latte cookie in cookie run kingdom!

hara's gonna be voiced by 김나율/kim nayul who voiced rye cookie in cookie run kingdom as well as octavia from smash legends (couldn't find a clip)

haejoon's mom will be voiced by 문선희/mun sun-hui. she voiced sea fairy cookie in kingdom. there wasn't a comp for her on the same channel as the one i've been linking so far, but i did manage to find a comp video from a different channel!

okay, i'm feeling kind of lazy and since the rest of them are all minor characters from here on out i'll just try to find comps and link those instead of looking for notable character's they've voiced and linking individual clips. sorry ^^

juwan's mom will be voiced by 안경진/ahn gyeongjin. here's a comp for her, from the same channel as haejoon's mom's

mari's aunt will be voiced by 김현심/kim hyeonsim. she actually has a series of comps from the first channel i mentioned: p1, p2, p3, p4, p5, p6

mari's brother will be voiced by 박성태/park sungtae. he has the most comps so far lmao: p1, p2, p3, p4, p5, p6, p7, p8, p9, p10, p11, p12

there was no mention of casting for mari's dad? idk

minju's mom's va is 손정아/son jungah. she also has comps from the first channel: p1 and p2. she dubbed edward elric from fma btw. sorry i just think that's funny

minju's dad will be voiced by 임채헌/I\im chaeheon. i couldn't find any clips or comps for him!!!! sorry :(

hara's mom will be voiced by 김옥경/kim okkyung. here's part 1 and part 2 of her voice line comps

hara's dad's voice actor is 이인성/lee inseoung. his voice line comps: p1, p2, p3, p4

the one teacher's gonna be voiced by 성완경/sung wankyung. here are his comps: p1, p2, p3

kim dongju will be voiced by 이경태/lee gyeongtae. his comps: p1, p2, p3. i found this youtube channel that i'm 95% sure is his. he does a lot of song covers on it!!

[isuzukuretsuki]

it’s so weird that people shit on V for not giving Rika mental help when it’s explicitly shown that Rika was mentally ill since childhood and her parents reacted with disgust and contempt. UHHH I think you guys are pointing your fingers at the wrong person here when it comes to who to blame.