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🌀 YOUR AFTERNOON MINDFUCK
How certain are you of your memories? No—really certain. How much did you add? How much are you still adding?
Are you remembering the memory, or the memory of the memory? Because if it’s the second one— the original’s already gone. Buried. Glitched. Dust in your neural archive.
Let’s be honest: You can’t even trust your memory of a few days ago. And you want to bet your sanity on what happened two years back? Cute.
Want a demo? You say her shirt was green. I say:
“You’re insane. Her shirt was blue. What’s wrong with you?” And now your grip slips.
I double down:
“I know—I was there. I helped her pick it out. I’m gonna tell her you forgot the color she wore.”
And suddenly— you’re questioning everything. Your brain’s already bending, already rebuilding the lie I gave it, because my certainty beat your uncertainty.
And the truth? I lied. Made it up on the spot.
And now it’s your memory. Contaminated. Corrupted. Owned.
Mental sleight of hand. Simple. Surgical. Cruel.
Just a little reminder: Your brain isn’t a vault. It’s a rumor mill.
Sleep well.
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#blacksite literature™#scrolltrap#cognitive warfare#memory corruption#mental sleight of hand#you remember nothing correctly#neural sabotage#gaslight experiment#psychological trickery#distorted timeline#false memories#unreliable narrator#brain hacks#memory of a memory#afternoon mindfuck#perception manipulation#weaponized certainty#you just got hacked#your brain is a liar#truth is fragile#</div>#<div style=“white-space:pre-wrap”>#<!-- BEGIN TRANSMISSION -->#<!-- END TRANSMISSION [AUTO-WIPE IN: 00:06:66] -->
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Beckett x Emma for @storyofmychoices
Saw a pic a while back (can’t for the life of me find it now but I had sketched it out, thank the muses) that just screamed Beckett x Emma vibes so here ya be. The minute I saw it I knew I had to put Beckett in a sweatshirt because I could totally see him wearing a thief sweatshirt in support of his girlfriend.
Event Tags: @choicesmcappreciationweek (Day One: Straight A+ Students)
My Art Ish Thing Tag (Choices Edition): @storyofmychoices @aallotarenunelma @twinkleallnight @dutifullynuttywitch @loreofyore @peonierose @trappedinfanfiction
#choices te#choices the elementalists#te mc#choicesmcaw25#my art ish thing#i polish nothing#i really hope i remembered his attunmnet correctly otherwise i gots his eyes wrong#in which case you don’t see it haha
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i'm gonna be the one insufferable bastard on this earth that liked everhood 2, huh
#my posts#everhood 2#everhood 2 spoilers#if i get right down to it. what did i want from this game?#well i wanted more BANGER music. i wanted to be overwhelmed and surprised and lost and to feel shrimp emotions on existential scale#did i get these things? well... yeah! i did actually! were they worth anything less in that moment for how it ended?#it was real to me in that moment. i remember these feelings. i remember them warmly. those little aliens destroyed me i tried so hard#and the world where i got the green weapon had me making the crying cat meme face#i burst out fucking laughing many times#they happened and they were real then so why not now?#and honestly what COULD you do with the narrative at that point? anything less than fundamentally radical would ring hollow#like you could do a traditional plot that functions correctly and moves characters along arcs. but is that REALLY what you wanted?#in EVERHOOD? In everhood. you wanted a normal plot structure. in everhood?#and what else could you have even done that wasnt in essence rehashing everhood 1? i think i liked it better than where it was ALMOST going#it felt like a fever dream to play. like watching alice in wonderland. shit just happens man. these stories are rare#we've made the euthanasia rollercoaster into a fractal. spiral tighter run faster reach higher yearn forever.#fall into the kaleidoscope and grab your popcorn to watch the infinite combinations of static on the screen#you were there. you felt things. you can draw anything out of nothing. you can send everything back to nothing. for the love of god make ar#any art. any quality. just something that was real to you in that moment and in so doing forever. if someone tells you youre doing it wrong#then you should explode with your mind and in your art and LAUGH#apathy's a tragedy and boredom is a crime anything and everything all of the time#(its fine to dislike it i just found it fascinating in a way which is often more interesting than ''good''.)#(i live for the intersection of absurdity and meaning)#also i felt closer to the companions in this game than EH 1 since you spent more time in them#also cmon we got time with the sexiest character in the foreign gnome universe. the pandering one for a CERTAIN demographic. w big assets.#THATS RIGHT IM TALKIN ABOUT IRVINE BAYBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!#you thought i was gonna say someone else? well tough shit. youre wrong.#anyway my main quibble with this game really was the english translation needed more time to cook for real
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not to be true crime posting on main but i think i'm falling down the wm3 rabbit hole again
#xenia.txt#when i tell you this case keeps me up at night to this day#not even the murders themselves as much as the general public's reception to and opinions on the case 3 decades later like#i get why it;s always been so divisive especially after the pl docus came out (lots of opinions on those btw none of them are good#from the bottom of my heart fuck you joe berlinger and bruce sinofsky)#but it's truly baffling how no one is willing to do the research on what is arguably THE most well documented true crime case in recent#history like. everything that's ever been released to the general public is available online and i mean everything#you can find all the court files trial transcripts depositions interogation tapes aerial photos you name it it's out there for anyone with#internet connection to access at any and all hours of the day#and yet people are still foaming at the mouth fighting on reddit abt their innocence based off nothing but a couple of movies like#bffr with me right now!! almost every point the innocenters make can be easily debunked by scrolling through callahan for 15 minutes#'but they've been pushing for dna testing since their release so they can't be guilty' baby the case is closed!#it's been closed the second they took the plea. they can be striking under that courthouse and it still won't change a thing and they knowi#that's why they're pushing for it in the first place but that's just my opinion#^ and i say they but it's really only echols which makes a lot of sense to me personally#and if you want to talk abt dna testing let's talk abt the one that was done in 2011 and how the defense hurried to propose the plea as soo#as they got the results! let's talk abt those cause no one's ever seen them and i would very much like to#braga share the results the people want to know!!#makes me wonder which pieces of evidence they even submitted for that 2011 testing because if i'm remembering correctly#there was one that would've closed this case instantly and maybe that's why the results were never disclosed and the plea was rushed#but that's also just my opinion#and it's also interesting how the majority of people who have in fact deep dived into this case#(and i'm not talking abt big true crime youtubers as i'm very sceptical abt their research abilities)#all collectively lean towards guilty. much to think about#i was hoping someone would make another ~actually~ unbiased documentary for the 30th anniversary and go over all the case files#but i don't think that's even realistic at this point seeing as everyone and their mother has some sort of an opinion on this case#hbo deserves another lawsuit for this. they should've never won the first one in the first place#true crime tw
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I just had to block a latin teacher on tiktok because she triggered such an old and deep-seated rage within me I could feel it in my throat
#“people just like to complain about latin but don't listen to them :)” actually yes listen to them because FUCK latin so much#she pissed me off so bad i'm so serious rn#it's fucking useless. “oh it'll help you learn the roman languages!” WRONG i was forced to take five years of lating and three spanish#and i remember Nothing all i can do in spanish is order a beer and pronounce tortilla correctly#latin is a dead language for a reason. why are you making CHILDREN learn that shit#oh i'm so triggered right now all my latin trauma came flooding back from her fake pleasant demeanor and defense of the stupid language#JULIUS CEASAR WON'T FUCK YOU
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hello!!:> would u be so kind as to draw lain with dazai,,, they’re some of my favs, erm and they remind me of eachother 3:
hi uzi!!! thank you for the request, I would be happy to >:] just posted the drawing! hope it sparks joy
#mole talks#uzi-x33#im also a big fan of putting two favourite characters together and drawing them together#i used to draw lain with kirby pretty often. it was v fun :3#i know next to nothing about bsd or dazai but i used to have a lot of friends who liked it#i think that.. theres a raccoon in it? if im remembering correctly#if true then thats awesome. i love raccoons#oh i also remember theres this one super cool vocaloid song i heard about the book no longer human#made by dazai osamu (the real person not the anime boy)#i think it was called the depression of the young literati or somethng like that? its a super good song i should listen to it again#anyways!! i need to stop saying too much in tags. thank you for the request uzi have a gr8 day
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ohhh I need to talk about Wheezer more I think…..i love him and his terrible novel I need to go into it more it’s an entire shitty story within a shitty story
#i have mentioned it before briefly but it’s called the dark side of the sun and it is just….a mess. a mess I love so much#it’s very heavily based the wip-oc-type thing I had before PDBC#irl it was called mtt and i stopped working on it because I got hit with the finch beam but it was…something#it works perfectly for an in-universe failed novel because it was SUPPOSED to be bad and all over the place#like it wasn’t something I genuinely tried to make coherent or compelling it was literally improv#like I’d put on a show turn off the volume and dub it over in my head to make something new and use that as a basis#(that is what mtt stands for. Make Them Talk)#and so the plot turned out about as coherent as you could expect. literal improv works PERFECTLY for Wheezer’s type of writing#idk if I’m making sense but damn I need to make a post about mtt and its inclusion in pdbc#the plot is so perfect for something wheezer would write and find to be ingenious when it Really Isn’t#if I remember correctly the last major plot point in mtt was that half the characters died and the world was literally falling apart lmao#i may’ve grown out of mtt but pablo borbala nova mallow lyman I will never forget you 💔💔#there is actually one character who carried over into pdbc but they’re nothing alike anymore. that being mylkan#I’ve never talked about mylkan in detail. I will Soon because according to mtt his birthday is June 5th yayyyy#i still have to finish drawings for my sibling but ohhhwhen I’m done. the amount of lore I’ll go into#honestly I should make a minicomic (LIKE. ACTUALLY MINI THIS TIME) about wheezer trying to pitch his story#would yall be interested in that. let me know or else /lh#pdbc
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i have adrino brainrot right now (do people even say brainrot anymore?? i don’t know but i can’t think of another word for it) and i want share how i view them because i haven’t read fanfic or seen anything else that’s similar enough to this
so adrien and nino are dating and they haven’t told anyone (maybe nino has told alya and adrien has told chloe (i love her and she and adrien are friends shut up) but marinette can’t know for this to work) they have multiple reasons for why they are staying silent the main ones are gabriel, nino thinks adrien doesn’t want to come out, and adrien doesn’t want nino to be bombarded with reporters, paparazzi, fangirls, homophobes/fangirls who want to date adrien (i say fangirls but i mean anyone not necessarily girls),etc if nino becomes popular he wants it to me for who nino is and what he does not because he’s dating a famous model/gabriel’s son and they like their relationship being just between them but that also means having to make sure that they are alone before they can do anything together which is a lot harder than it seems to be so nino goes up to ladybug at one point when he’s carapace(if adrino has revealed their identities to each other) to ask ladybug if it’s ok that if he and chat noir can publicly date because they’re actually dating but they have to keep their relationship secret and ladybug agrees but is a little hurt nino hasn’t told her (marinette) that he’s dating someone and that feeling comes and goes because she wants nino to be able to tell her this stuff but also doesn’t want to know chat noir’s identity and a little less publicly chat noir will flirt or tease nino when carapace is not needed (but only around ladybug/rena or when they think they can without causing a lot of attention so people don’t suspect nino is carapace) and carapace can’t really do the same with adrien (at least around rena and ladybug like chat noir does) but it’s very obvious to people close to adrien that he has the hots for carapace and has made jokes that if carapace wasn’t with chat noir maybe his celebrity status is enough to woo carapace and at times chat noir will ask for the turtle miraculous when he sees ladybug so him and nino can spend time together when they may not be able to as their civilian selves until nino gets the turtle permanently and even after adrino come out publicly they’ll still have dates as chat noir and carapace partially so people don’t think they’ve broken up but mainly because even if they could go do something together without at least one person coming up to them being able to chill with your boyfriend in places most people can’t get to is so much better than going to your typical date locations and the views are so much better (not that they usually look away from each other long enough to notice)
#i probably had more to say about this but i can’t remember#i’ll add more to this later if i think of something else#i love alya knowing about them because would definitely tease the two as rena or alya#i just remembered thought that if she knows that means she’ll know both ladybug and chat noir’s identities so just ignore that#but if she knows then maybe luka knows too??#at least very least he gets the jokes adrien makes about wanting to get with carapace#also i know my grammar and punctuation suck but you can blame my english classes for not embedding themselves into my brain#it’s easier to do nothing then stress about doing it correctly#miraculous ladybug#ml chat noir#carapace#adrien agreste#nino lahiffe#adrino#ml ladybug#rena rouge
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I wasn't prepared for how wanting a hug from a friend that's thousands of miles away would feel like a stab in the chest. They don't tell you that shit hurts and you can't do anything about it
#light vent#personal rant#vent except its mostly in the tags#vent#dare i say i wanna feel *safe*. dare i say i wanna be *warm*#who else out here yearning to be loved like you're truly worth something#there was a time when I was little that i wouldnt fall asleep unless i was bein held. cant go back to that without rlly having someone there#they don't tell you how isolating it is to only be able to hold friendships online. I think there's just something wrong with me#I dont get to feel warm and loved and safe irl. i cant remember the last time i did#i should be able to walk into my friends rooms and annoy them bc we know no ones really angry. BUT NO. other side of the country or canadian#i should be able to show them reels in a silent room where we laugh every so often but it's quiet otherwise#I should be able to give them random rocks I find but no#and i hate knowing im one of the only people who cant seem to hold a friendship irl. i wanna know whats wrong with me so ppl dont leave irl#what is so wrong with me that i cant love correctly? why cant i say i love you back? why does my chest tighten and i get scared? why why#its not fair?? theres gotta be something wrong with me for ppl to not like me irl i text first im nice i engage in their interests i help em#what am i missing?? we hang out for so long then BOOM ghosted. they were so cool and fun but no matter how many times i did anythin. NOTHING#i cant even say it's because i didnt get a cue or anything because they were autistic/adhd/disabled too. i didnt do anything mean did i?#i feel like im missing something that makes people human or something because i never know what i did and no one ever says i did anything#am i doing something wrong? do i like things wrong? do i love wrong? do i laugh wrong or smile wrong or talk wrong I DONT UNDERSTAND#the only place i feel safe and loved is with my friends online. they're *safe*. I'm not scared to laugh or talk. I feel at home with em#i havent felt at home in a while. they're all *home* to me. im glad y'all convinced me to make a server.
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how unserious would it be if I made a hilson edit to you’ll be back from hamilton. because on one hand it’s the right level of ridiculous that matches most of their scenes & also encapsulates a certain level of authentic toxicity. on the other hand it’s fucking. from hamilton
#also if I remember correctly. hugh laurie literally is the one who named it?#WILD.#I feel like I should be allowed to… as a treat.#house once freestyle rapped with lin manuel miranda. nothing is too outrageous.#I still remember the absolute terror I felt in my soul when I was in tears over the 6x1 opening#feeling like my heart had been torn to shreds by no surprises playing in the background#and then I saw That Name appear on screen….#such a juxtaposition of emotion dawg when I tell you I CACKLED through the pain#just thinking about house interacting with him was enough to make me rethink my momentary anguish
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another late night / early morning wip pic under the cut
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#I love that you can just TELL that they hate each other lmao.#I had a lot of revelations about their relationship and about Wymond in general today. It was a lot of fun to figure this stuff out.#morrigan.txt#wip#blender wip#yes I still think about RTQ/ATQH on the regular even though it's been over a year since I posted a story post.#I got the idea to do wedding portraits for Rosalynn and Wymond and also for Maeve and Adelia.#also I'm contemplating changing Rosalynn's middle name?? it literally doesn't matter at all but it makes more sense for her middle name to#be her grandmother's name than her mother's name.#so it would be Rosalynn Gwendolyn Oakes if I remember my family tree notes correctly.#(yes I have family trees of Anvia and Oryn going back to the end of the war. which was ~100 years ago.)#so that's 4 generations for Anvia (5 if you count Fallon's future child) and 3 for Oryn.#I KNOW TOO DAMN MUCH ABOUT THESE DAMN KINGDOMS#I'm never going to get them and their stupid fucked up relationships out of my head.#even though it's not the focus of the story I just love the worldbuilding I came up with for all of it.#and I love Oraine's worldbuilding too. It's so different from both Anvia and Oryn and I love it for that.#and the Empress is SO much fun. She's like a cross between Eleanor Guthrie and this one arcanaloth NPC from one of my campaigns.#but also nothing like either of them at the same time.#idk she's a lot of fun.#who knows if/when I'll ever finish these portrait renders but just thinking about RTQ/ATQH again is a lot of fun.
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I know I don't usually rant about stuff I don't like but listen; I honestly don't care what you ship (as long as it isn't, you know, gross- you know what I mean) you are having fun and that's what matters, but please please PLEASE tag your ship art/discussions correctly so that not only the people who like the ship can see it, but ALSO for the people who have the ship filtered DON'T HAVE TO!
Even a simple "[character] x [character]" tag can suffice, otherwise people may just block you bc there's not really a 'mute blog' button here!
#I know I've been at fault for doing this sometimes in the past#but I legit try to put as many variations of a ship name I can remember just in case#it happened to me with Ame/dot back when I was still in the SU fandom#I had no reason to dislike the ship. it wasn't problematic persay. but I just.. didn't like it#it came to the point that I sometimes I was even uncomfortable by it#so; I filtered the tag so I didn't have to see everytime I went into the main tag#the amount of people I had to block bc they didn't tag it correctly is astonishing and I try to avoid it when I can#but you know what they say; only YOU can curate your internet experience#srry I was having a moment™ but I'm fine now; nothing serious /lh#we'll come back to ur scheduled silly cookie posting in a moment
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Neta: ok everything is set up. Just a couple interviews. Warabi!
Warabie: hmmmmmm
Neta: warabie
Warabie: hmmm what?
Neta: I need you to manage for a little until Mahi comes in. I forgot they had orientation today and they had no time to reschedule everyone. (Clap clap) [Signing] Seth, I know you have four clients scheduled today for piercing. Help warabie when you're able to.
Seth: cool
Warabie: hmmm My stomach still hurts from the tattoo and it's still healing.
Neta: *sigh* then sit down or lean across the counter. I don't know what you want me to do. You shouldn't have gotten that if you can't handle the pain yet.
Seth: I told you it wasn't good to do it all in one sitting, I could have scheduled you for another session. But I have to say you did take it like a champ
Neta: I have no time to argue with you I have interviews I have to get to. If someone asks for an interview to send them to the back of the office.........
___________________ interview one_______________
Neta: so what would be your greatest strength?
Naomi [inkling]: uhhhhh...ummm.... I ....I'm regsijtfh
Neta:....I'm sorry can you repeat that.....
Naomi: uh.....I'm.........................hm
Neta: take your time I'm in no rush.......... It says here on your resume that you're an artist you intern at inkpin publishing you worked on several mangas. That's pretty impressive want to tell me about that?
Naomi: uh....uhhhhh..........I'm sorry......[ Leaves]
Neta: oh.... wait! Uh...ok...*sigh* She left her phone. She'll be back maybe she calms down.. we can get somewhere.
_________________Interview two__________________
Neta: where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Vinny [betta fish] definitely not in prison again hahaha! Uhh ohh shit ummm.... Being serious in 5 years? Maybe a manager or an assistant manager of this store.
Neta: really? Ok.... You used to work in a kitchen
Vinny: it was more like a cafeteria but yeah I used to prepare the food I actually made the menus for the week. See I used to tell the corrections offic-uhhhh- I mean my head manager what they needed to order for the week so I can get my team to learn the recipes and to make them meals.
Neta: so you like cooking?
Vinny: not necessarily. I kind of got into it because I just wanted to belong and be a part of something and I didn't want to join a gang..so.....uh.....
Neta: uh huh
Vinny: I just really like that kind of busy work environment. It keeps me on my toes and keeps me preoccupied. I really work well in high stake environments and I like being involved with people who also enjoy that environment. I also really like music and I used to be in a punk band back in the day it was called D.I. DIE.... Kind of sounds like DIY like do it yourself-You get it.
Neta: That's interesting... What did you play?
Vinny: drums, I used to play drums. It was really good at it never played in a while. I hope Betty didn't sell my set after I got locked up
Neta: ok ........ All right. Here's the thing this interview was pretty decent..... Once the background check is complete. Expect a phone call.... Next week around Tuesday okay?
Vinny: really?
Neta: yep... We just need to do the background check and you're set
Vinny: ..... Right, my background check...uhhhhh about that
Neta: listen man... I don't judge. What you've done in the past I probably did worse. You came here, you applied for a job you passed the interview. It's very obvious that you want to turn over a new leaf. I'm willing to help you with that... Just expect the phone call and an email and will be....SET AHH
Vinny: THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! HAHAHA
Neta: ah ha ok ok you can put me down now....hehe cod you're strong....
Vinny: I also took up weightlifting when I was inside.
_______________ interview three__________________
anemone:...........................
Neta:.................................... So.... What would you consider to be your greatest strengths
anemone:...ehhhh ...... I don't know...... My honesty I'm very honest person
Neta: ok ...... That's good.... Resume seems fine.... You said that you play guitar and you're in a band. Tell me about that
anemone: ugh..... I'm in a band and I play guitar That's it.
Neta:...................*sigh* shit he's one of those.......ok. in a group setting, how well do you work with-
anemone: okay let me just lay it straight to you. I'm available Monday through Thursday. I do not work Fridays. I'm available in the mid shift and closing shifts. I don't do mornings I never have and never will. You have my resume and my phone number you can call me on weekdays around 12 to 5 . After that I'm not picking up see Tuesday. Bye.
Neta:................................ .*sigh*........ We need more closers anyway.
__________________ interview four________________
Neta: what would you consider your biggest achievement
Fugue [puffer fish] My great is achievement? I would say I was one of the few to be picked to play at the scuba dome during the rainbow night symphony orchestra. I was one of the youngest only 15 at the time.
Neta: Yes That's very impressive. I actually read that in the paper you used to Seiche high of the arts. I'm trying to get my daughter into that school next year.
Fugue: yes that was me. Played the tuba It's a wonderful school. I'm sure she'd love it.
Neta: That's very impressive. So why do you want to work here?
Fugue: well I'm trying to save up to go to college I'm trying to get into Brackish University they have a really good music program.
Neta: Brackish!! get out of here! My fiance goes Brackish!
Fugue: oh I'm well aware, ikkan right? That's very impressive, he must have a good reputation. They don't really take back many people once they drop out. If it's too much to ask, what instrument did he play for his audition? I'm assuming it was a bass an upright one right?
Neta: you'd think that but he actually did play the bassoon. He's actually the only one in his marching band in high school to play the bassoon
Fugue: He must have been very skilled. You don't see that many bassoons in band.
Neta: yeah.. he's very talented and hard-working. Most of it was self-taught you know outside of school and everything
Fugue: yeah.... Are you self- taught?
Neta: yeah.. I taught myself... I used to watch music videos and I used to copy their- oh Man we're out of time. I'm sorry we trailed off. I didn't even get to finish the interview
Fugue: oh I'm sorry so do I reschedule or
Neta: nah... you have the job kid. You seem like a really good kid and you have a lot of head of you. I'll send you an email and call you Tuesday okay?
Fugue: thank you sir.
Neta: aw what fine young man. We need more kids like that in this world.
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Neta: it seems to be everyone... I still need to do the baristas but I have to wait for AHhhhhhh.....uhhh Stefan, you're here..... Great.... You could have said something
Stefan [betta]: sorry.... I didn't mean to startle you.....so...... Let's talk I'm thrilled to be a part of this store expansion
Neta: right.... First, how are you doing? How's business?
Stefan: business is great. I finally have my coffee in Mako March. I never thought I'd seen my brand...................in a discount chain store...............umm
Neta: I mean hey! If it makes you feel better It's the most expensive one in there.
Stefan: well of course it is. It's the best quality coffee out there. It should be the most expensive........ Anyway, did you hire me a barista for the shop
Neta: yes.....well I do have a candidate for that store. They are my last interview. They should be here in........ Maybe 30 minutes ......
Stefan: um...
Neta:..........so............. How's your father?
Stefan: he passed finally
Neta: oh.... I'm sorry to hear that.
Stefan: don't be. Its what we all wanted.
Neta: Was it peaceful?
Stefan: it was. he went in his sleep.... We were all prepared for it to happen so we had everything ready.
Neta: yeah that's how my mom passed. My aunt told me she just closed her eyes, dozed off and just never woke up
Stefan: and that's all we can ask for, no pain no suffering just go, when you're ready, you're ready...... I buried him with his prize possession
Neta: let me guess a coffee machine-
Stefan: A stove top espresso and coffee maker
Neta: of course
Stefan: it was his first ever coffee maker and used to make My mother and I coffee with that every day till the day he died. He cherished it like it was a child, Unlike how he cherished me.
Neta: oh...ok that's uh
Toguni: excuse me. I'm here for the interview for the barista job
Stefan: he's early..... Very Punctual
Neta: Right you must be ehhhhhhhh.......... Toguni!! You're the one I sent the email to!
Stefan: hello you must be my apprentice
Toguni: oh uh...wow your...
Stefan: Stefan the reinventor of coffee. Yes I know. Nice to meet you. sit down please I insist make yourself come through right next to me.
Toguni: Yes sir
Neta: well thank you for showing up today the interview will be short and simple I just want to get to know you and you're just going to answer some questions-
Stefan: Tell me what's your relationship with coffee?
Neta: Stefan
Toguni: un-
Stefan: what is your favorite type of coffee?
Toguni: I love coffee
Stefan: what is your opinion on cold brew
Toguni: hu-
Stefan: if I give you three cups dark roast, medium roast and light roast, how fast could you tell them apart? And if abel can you tell me what brand of coffee I give you?
Toguni: iiiiiii
Neta: Stefan, you're making him nervous
Stefan: what is an Americano?. Huh what is that? That's a genuine question. What is an Americano like what is that? What does that even mean? Neta you know history? What is that?
Neta: the Americano is named after a location during the mammalian period it was the first to be destroyed during world war-
Stefan: I don't need to hear one of your history lectures!!!!
Neta: your the one who asked
Stefan: what is the difference between a cortado and a flat white
Toguni: oh! I can actually answer this-
Stefan: quiet! be quiet, shut your mouth and I've had enough.......................
Toguni: ..........
Stefan:........................ I like you.... You don't sound like you're from here. Where are you from?..... Don't answer that.... I like you. I really do
Tagami: * gasp* really so I'm hired
Stefan: no. Not yet. You need to make me a single cup of coffee. Your choice.
Neta: We have a coffee maker in the break room but it only uses K-Cups
Stefan: no, he's not making that type of coffee. That's what you call coffee is an insult and abomination and you need to be ashamed of yourself for even suggesting that we use that coffee machine!!... *Sigh*.... here's my house address. You shall show up to my house at 7:00 a.m. I have all the materials needed. You make me one cup of coffee and if I like it........ You're hired.
Toguni:.........uh.................yes sir you said 7?
Stefan: Great! Be there at 7:00. I'll see you then. I see a lot of potential in you. Good bye....
Toguni: ......... .. ......
Neta: I'm .....so sorry. He's a fucking weirdo I don't know why I agreed to work with him. Listen you don't have to do any of that if you don't want to... I can
Toguni: I can't believe I'm going to his house. I'm going to Stefan's you make him a cup of coffee. I thought this was just going to be like a crappy part-time job
Neta: hurtful
Toguni: I have to. I have to go home. I have to practice I have to .. Make coffee....bye thank you for the interview!
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Neta:* inhale* * exhale*.......
anemone: that guy was a fucking weirdo
Neta: ...... yeah he is ....... Why are you still here?
anemone: I just wanted to see all the other freaks I have to work with....... And they're definitely freaks *huff*
Neta: well, you're going to have to tolerate them.... Hey, maybe after a couple days you might actually like some..... Maybe you can let go of this mean facade you have on and actually make friends.
anemone: I have friends
Neta: ehhhh I don't believe you ... Trust me this whole 'thing' that you have going on, that's how I wasted my teenage years. Trust me.
anemone: *humpf*
Neta: *sigh* I still have that Naomi girls phone wonder if she's-
Naomi: I'm back! I'm sorry I panicked....uhhhhh I uh i.........
Neta:...........
anemone: heh...
Naomi [faces away. Eyes closed] .....*sigh* One of my greatest strengths. I like to show up early and on time I don't like being late. I know that I didn't show it today, but I am actually very reliable............ I don't really have a uh......uh...... Life..... outside of work so I am available whenever you need me. Just call me at any time and I will show up.
Neta: what did you choose this job?
Naomi: Truth is that.. My therapist wants me to go outside and interact with people... .... and suggest getting a part-time job...... to further improve my social skills....... I decided on rockshock because I like music. ........ and I like the alternative community and that it caters to.... People in the alternative community, though they look scary. They are actually very welcoming and patient and I feel like that would be a good environment to start my journey in to social interaction
Neta: well I must say you were right on that......... You forgot your cell phone on the table...... I'll call you next week for orientation okay?
Naomi: ok .....*huff* ok. ..... I'll be going. Thank you... he's so nice.
Neta: It's no problem.
anemone: I gave give her a week
Neta: shut up
anemone belongs to @fish-at-fish-fish-resort
And Toguni belongs to @conkreetmonkey
And neta belongs to...oh me he belongs to me nvm
#me scrambling to remember everything I typed out before. I fucking deleted it like an idiot#anyway what do you think of my new children#I had way too much fun writing Stefan#My favorite character dynamic is eccentric teacher and their nervous/ normal student. that shit is like crack to me#Naomi best girl! doing her best in this crazy world#I was actually watching princess Jellyfish when I came up with her if he can tell#fuck#I should have made her a jelly#nah#anyway Vinny is my son He has done nothing wrong in his entire life except for that one time but that's in the past#fugue idk I like he's not that interesting compared to the others but he has my heart anyway#anemone isn't fooling anyone well he's not fooling neta at least#i really hope I wrote you guys oc correctly#i feel like I'm forgetting a character and I don't know why#maybe I'm just used to writing with the other characters or something#neta
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bwapppppp hi hoccc :33
Hello <33333
#asks#marlo ^^#you're finishing an art project if i remember correctly? mind telling me if you don't mind :)?#nothing very special happening to me right now anyway
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the way i see people fall for the latest racist anti chinese smear campaign like. i don't fully blame you because no one is immune to propaganda. but please, please for the love of CHRIST read some information outside of tumblr
#realize that maybe the reason you're seeing so much reporting on it has nothing to do with these issues and all to do#with smearing a foreign competitor#because when western devs do far worse do you see that reporting on it? isn't it strange that it only becomes an issue when its from china?#and remember because there's always that lovely language barrier you actually cannot check if what you're seeing is translated correctly#or even being willfully misinterpreted. which btw that seems to be the case this time!#it makes my blood boil#and people are falling right for it
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Manufactured SEEDs
Basically, the concept is that SEEDs once served as a “positive” force meant to permanently remove or separate negative emotions that were deemed unnecessary.
(I wish I could elaborate but I don’t really know how) (I wanted the idea that “SEEDs” have always existed or something unique to Fragaria Memories without being inspired to anything if that makes sense?)
Assuming that SEEDs existed during the time of Legendary Red, what if “Legendary Red” made the SEEDs but backfired and twisted the story that they saved the world of Fragaria from the SEEDs.
Maybe the SEEDs couldn’t be completely destroyed for whatever arbitrary reason, and the Strawberry King took responsibility to guard the last remnant of existing SEEDs left from this world of Fragaria?
Eldritt’s purpose is to keep the origin of SEEDs and the truth of Legendary Red a secret.Â
<- But at the same time, what good is keeping the truth hidden(?)) “To keep the world idyllic”(?) (How would revealing the truth about Legendary Red and the SEEDs affect the world?Â
(Maybe we can connect this to time loop theory(?)) (Do you think Halritt wants to keep the world happy by all means necessary) (and time loop is his only answer)
Do you think their existence evolved during their entrapment by the Strawberry King? They’re indiscriminately trying to feed from negative emotions because of this insatiable hunger they had for who knows how long?
How did they escape? Why did the Strawberry King disappear?
Lovers to the same lies— Protectors to sanctity, memories to sanity Red-splattered puddles dye into black I, the shadow to which you belong … strangers to the flesh. Fumbled darkness, the pitch-black mold. A stiff neck … Unable to turn. (Clocks unfortunately twist … A head rolls down.)
Edlritt - “What only needs to be known is that…” Eldritt - “We both want the SEEDs eliminated.” “So, Merold, as long as the motivation exists—we will both be quiet.” Eldritt - “Is this clear enough for you?"
#fragmem#time to ramble in the tags again haha...#holostarsEN lore is crazy but basically the world “elysium” exists as a solution/digital world in the pursuit of peace and perfection#abandoned humanity and “record corruption” is basically a terrible disease that leads to death if i remember correctly(?)#and “corruption beasts” are similar to SEEDs but don’t remove memory#if i remember correctly the people are either “players” or “NPCs”#we live in a digital world digimon digimon#honestly i kinda forgot mid-thought about what i wanted to elaborate on but i think it was the theory that knights earn their forms and nam#i think i wanted to connect it to the possibility of what could be the lore of fragaria memories’s world#like maybe it is a digital world?#i like the idea that world was dying but was saved by the strawberry king and the lords#what if magic was only made as a countermeasure against SEEDs?#Merold - “To destroy the sin within you I will thoroughly humiliate and reveal the truth one by one.”#Merold - “So I’ll keep playing Halritt.” “A smile just like this! Where nothing seems out of place.”#“SEEDs are the original sin” will always be stuck in my head#to eliminate negativity is to embrace death#maybe that is the purpose of a SEED?#to become pitch black or free from color because nothing exists within a void(?)#i wrote to myself once that i wanted merold to have his the holy grail of eris moment#merold - “kirikikirikuku” (eldritt awakens)#its such a good story… im too much of a sucker to villainess stories…#my dark timeline is that halritt tries to create a peaceful world to prevent the SEEDs but this backfires and halritt becomes a tyrant#i want him to die by merold’s hand like a sick joke instead of a SEED#the people you tried to protect now fear or hate you#Merold - “You’re a small man who is bounded by his appearance.”#Eldritt - “Oh but Merold—Aren’t you also the same if we apply it you?”#Merold - “And who’s to say I’m spared from my own words?”#Merold - “An executioner is not exempt to his own blade.” “I intend to do worse to you and the same to myself.”
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