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azure-clockwork · 2 months

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How Does it Feel to Read Classic Sci-Fi?

Orson Scott Card: Two of the most interesting books you’ll ever read if you’re willing to look past a handful of things. And then you find the planet of Chinese people who worship having debilitating OCD. And the Mormonism. And the fact that the author is wildly homophobic and ought to read his own books.

Robert Heinlein (or at least the Wikipedia Summaries): I guess that’s a neat concept—oh, it’s a sex thing. Um. Gotcha.

Ray Bradbury: Man, I gotta read this thing for class huh. Well here’s hoping it’s good! *three hours later* oh. that’s why he’s famous. this will stick with me forever and I will never look at the phrase ‘soft rain’ the same again. christ. And then repeat 3x.

Isaac Asimov: Wow, this is such an interesting concept! I wonder how the exploration of it will influence the plot! Wait, hey, are you going to add any characters? Any of em? No like, with character traits other than ‘robot psychologist’ and ‘autistic’ and ‘woman’? None of em? No, ‘detective’ isn’t a character trait. Those are all just facts. Aaaand now I’m bored.

Ursula K. Le Guin: Hah, get a load of this guy! He’s never heard of nonbinary people before. Lol, what a riot; how dumb do you have to be to comprehend that these people aren’t men *or* women actually? Oh, wait, what’s happening. Oh shit, it was about society and love and learning to understand each other? And now I’m crying? And perhaps a better human being for it??

Andy Weir: Alright, this guy’s a really good writer. Funny, creative, knows so much engineering stuff…ooh, a new book! …I guess he can’t write women. Well, he wouldn’t be the first sci-fi writer…ooh another new book! And it’s more engineering problem solving and—wow. It’s not just women he can’t write. Please stop letting your characters talk to each other.

Lois Lowry: Oh, I remember this being fun when I was a kid! Wouldn’t it be fucked up to not see color? …upon reread, it would be fucked up to have your humanity stripped away, replaced with a tepid, beige ‘happiness’ for all time. Yeah.

Tamsyn Muir (let me have this ok): Haha, “lesbian necromancers in space” sounds fun. Lemme read this. Oh wow, yeah, this is right up my alley. OH GOD WHAT. NO. FUCK. OH SHIT WHAT IS EVEN HAPPENING AND WHY IS IT REFERENCING THE BOOK OF RUTH AND HOMESTUCK BACK TO BACK!!! AHHHHHHHHH!! Now give me more please.

#Late night book reviews with Bluejay #Not really #and it’s 1pm #If you’re curious which books #or just wanna read another essay:#Card: Ender’s Game and Speaker for the Dead are good* and the rest is Fucking Bonkers. Xenocide is the one called out specifically #Heinlein: Stranger in a Strange Land’s Wikipedia page but my understanding is it’s not the only book Like That #Bradbury: short story “There Will Come Soft Rains” will fuck your up; double if you check out the comic. See also “All Summer…” and °F 451 #Asimov: I; Robot is the specific ref but also its sequel novels where you’d more expect real characters and not just fact lists also #Le Guin: Left Hand of Darkness specifically but also I just love her lmao #Weir: The Martian then Artemis then Project Hail Mary #Lowry: the only stuff of her’s I’ve read is The Giver Quartet but I was shocked how good it was upon revisiting. Damn. That’s pointed.#Muir: Gideon the Ninth and its sequels. They’re so good. Read them. You will be confused by book two. That’s on purpose. They’re so good.#Yes don’t come at me for my tag formatting; 140 chars isn’t a lot. You try getting all three Bradbury titles in there #Also the lack of commas is an issue #Anyways I would rec basically all of these if you like sci-fi save for SiaSL (haven’t read it) and all of the Ender’s Game/SftD spinoffs #Also if you do wanna read Card’s work pls get the books 2nd hand or from a library. Or via the 7 seas. His money goes to homophobia :(#But most of em are good and all of em are classics for a reason (save for Muir who really should be lmao)#Also also don’t come at me for including Weir; he’s one of the most popular sci-fi authors AND came up in the discussion that prompted this #As did everyone else except Muir because that one is actually just self indulgent.#I worked so hard to tag the first few things such that it would be clear there was an essay beneath the tag cut #Anyways tags for like actual categorization n such:#orson scott card #robert heinlein #ray bradbury #isaac asimov #ursula k. le guin #andy weir #lois lowry #tamsyn muir

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liquidstar · 8 months

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How is tumblr going to ban porn and then show me ads where two triceratops are straight up having sex

#frankly these mobile game ads have also gotten just kinda disgusting and i feel like there needs to be regulations on them #i don't mean the dino fuck one it's not graphic but like #all the ones about those app women getting abused are out of hand like i keep seeing one where a guy cuts off a his wifes boob???#or where a lady is lactating or pissing herself or shitting herself #or even ones that imply straight up sa. like.#i understand. it's because it's shocking and drives engagement and ppl to make YouTube videos going woooaa weird ads but.#like. i don't wanna talk too much about them bc i don't wanna feed into what makes it effective but i just feel like #there needs to be somekinda standards here. the same way you can't just show whatever on tv advertisements #bc malicious advertising is an issue and there SHOULD be limitations to make sure this doesn't happen #not just bc it's gross but because it's underhanded and also false advertising! that stuff is straight up not in the app lol #it's usually just candy crush w extra steps #tbh im surprised no one has capitalized on actually making a fucked up gross game like that since there's clearly an audience #but still. annoying. sick of seeing them

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moghedien · 1 year

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I'm still betting on this being the Forsaken line up:

Ishamael (obviously)

Lanfear (obviously)

Moghedien (mentioned)

Graendal (mentioned)

Asmodean (basically confirmed)

Sammael

Demandred

Semirhage

#I think Sammael is gonna get a lot of the Rahvin/Be'lal political stuff too #if not him being directly in their place he might be stirring the pot in various countries at least #Demandred and Semirhage I think are gonna be late series arrivals who get held over out heads for a while before we see them #like 'oh no there's two more you should be worried about'#and then Semirhage shows and yeah we shoulda been worried about that #also if you think Semirhage is 100% cut from the show based on Lanfear's dialogue alone you're being reactionary in a bad way sorry #yall gotta stop catastrophizing every little thing because you don't immediately get every single detail about the show's canon #yall had yourselves convinced that it'd been 100% confirmed that Liandrin and Elaida were being combined (which makes absolutely no sense)#and then they announce Elaida's casting and yall just immediately keep doing it with other characters based on very small details #wheel of time #wot on prime #wot book spoilers #wot show spoilers

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triglycercule · 9 days

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thinking about mtt literally physically dragging eachother down and being restrained to eachother because theyre genuinely that fucking ass for eachother but then it means i'd have to decide which of them to humiliate by putting a collar on them. and i can't choose. if they dont all equally suffer than whats the point man 🙁🙁🙁

#i think they'd all have interesting reactions to it 2 #like a permanent collar that cant be taken off. to make even more gruesome what if it were like built into the BONE????#or it could just be something less extreme like bone carvings. killer would absolutely do that shit #anyways i think horror would be the most reactive to it. anger is the most intriguing emotion #and also dog horror real. anyways he'd hate to be demeaned and disrespected like that. he has an ego and honor man and this is cutting it #dust drags him around constantly. killer pets him and disregards his boundaries. like a fucking DOG #because horror hates kist enough that he'd never let them get vulnerable enough. not that it stops killer LMAO #dust thinks some of horrors hatred towards them is a projection of his own self hatred (and hed lowkey be right)#loser. dust i think would be unique because to me he'd be a bit fine with it #i mean i think itd be hidden under paps scarf so it wouldn't be a constant reminder of horror n killer #but he lets the two hold the leash at least a bit. give him an eensy bit of touch and let a few insults slide #but the second he decides that even the smallest thing is enough he gets ticked off and then yk. someone has to put bunny back in his place #because dust is chill enough to let normal things in his eyes pass. he's not very reactionary or the type to immediately bite back #(since dust would just avoid horror and killer if he did meet them. means he has some sort of tolerance for them. keeping his peace fr)#but the moment hes reminded that god these two do suck and i shouldn't be letting this happen all of the held back anger comes out #killer would seek out the force and stuff. horror would treat him like shit because it makes himself feel good and killer look like an idio #dust doesn't even glance at him though and it pisses killer off. both of their actions do actually #like WTF DUST you guys literally put this on me. treat me like the piece of shit i know you think i am #but also STOP HORROR!!!! dont pull me around and demean me im not a pet i dont want to be treated that way even tho i say it do #yeah hes caught in a standstill. AND SO AM I do you see my issue. cannot pick one specific #all the trio would have such interesting reactions i cant just choose one to solely suffer......... anyways mttpoly am i right #should i tag this. like majority of the interesting stuff is in tags. but also i didnt post today i have a duty #dust sans #killer sans #horror sans #murder time trio #utmv #tricule rant #this just ended up being me thinking about mtt with collars. maaan what about handcuffs and chains and other restrictive things #having them have restraining relationship isnt enough i need them to PHYSICALLY RESTRAIN EACHOTHER

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mbirnsings-71 · 6 months

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Happy Birthday Dick Grayson I don't have the energy today to draw a full drawing for you so take this doodle I did of a Pose I found on Pinterest (original image will be under the cut)

The Reference image I used for this just because I wanted to practice poses today-

#fanart #dc #fanartist #art #dick grayson #dc fanart #okay let's ignore the fact I placed little to no effort into the hands I'll fix that if I ever come back and clean up the drawing #nightwing fanart #dc nightwing #nightwing #digital sketch #happy birthday dick grayson you heathen #i could be reading batman stuff for the fact it's his birthday... that's tempting actually...#i'll have to concur with my friends to see if i should stick with my constantine binge or not #also just figured out how to do the Keep reading under the cut thing I swear I know how to use tumblr #Madi's Art :>

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icewindandboringhorror · 8 months

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Hrmm... Revising my game and I feel like there's still sooo much writing left to do, for something that probably won't even amount to much, so.. I do want to narrow my focus more (especially given my health problems seeming to get worse/less energy the past few years), but I'm not sure how would be best to...

I currently have 5 characters as the Main ones with full planned questlines and such, with each character having 6 quests you can do for them. But I haven't really started the writing for the 5th main character. So then I was thinking, if I were going to write 6 full quests worth of content anyway... is it better to allocate that time on just doing a Complete 6 Quests for ONE single character, OR would it be better to do something like.. choose THREE side characters and do 2 quests for each of them? So that people have a wider variety to interact with and sort of sample around (of course with the idea that, once the first version of the game is released, IF people actually care about it enough to make it worth the effort, I would then add additional content to complete those 3 characters stories as well)

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SO... If you were playing an interactive fiction sort of game centered around talking to & doing quests for a cast of characters (like there's no larger plot, more it's just about interacting with people, every character kind of has a self contained story, the focus is just learning about them and the world and exploring the area) --- Which would you rather have?

(and of course it would be stated up front which characters have only partial questlines, so people don't expect them to have full quests like the others and then get disappointed, or etc. etc.)

Basically, is it better to just focus in specifically on having one fully complete questline? Or for there to be a few stories that are not complete yet, but have more initial options available?

#I guess I just feel weird about investing too much into characters if possibly nobody will like them. so the idea of being able to sample #around a wider variety opens up the option of like 'hey even if neither of these 4 are your favorite - you have 3 other options soon too!'#or whatever. BUT I also am very anti-the trend of releasing half finished games or shit like that where people preorder and then #the game sucks on actual release and isn't fully playable or good until 5 updates later #HOWEVER.. those are giant companies with hundreds of employees and millions in funding. I feel like it's different for someone #if they're just like ''hey I am getting zero money for this and doing it entirely on my own in my free time and before I do like 50+ hours #of work on top of the 100+ hours of work that I already did - I would like maybe to at least see some proof #people are interested in this - so I'm releasing the game with like a small amount of the originally intended content removed #that I still have planned out and hope to add later and the game is still entirely done and completely functional #except for just a few quests I might add later.. sorry'' etc. etc. ??? like I think that's different. but maybe some people dont see #it that way and would still be like 'grrr.. how dare there be unfinished options..>:V" idk #And the nature of the quests is such that it's not weird to have it be partial like.. again.there's no major plot. it's not like the quests #are leading up to some dramatic thing and having them half done would make it feel like a cliffhanger. It's meant to be very casual just #chilling and doing little tasks and such. And last thing to clarify I guess - by 'side character' I don't mean taking some unimportant bac #ground character and forcing them to have quests. I mean like.. originally the game had 8 full characters and I thought that was #too much so I cut it down to 5. So I still had everything planned for all the side characters too. Id' just be like.. re-giving them #quests and focuses that were already planned from the beginning but that I got rid of.. former main characters banished to the side lol..#ANYWAY... hrmm... hard to decide... It's just so niche I think. I feel more and more like I should just get it to a 'proof #of concept' state and get it out there to interest check rather than invest in it soooo much for nothing. Because I really do not have the #tastes other people do or interact with games or have interest in things in the same way. A lot of the stuff that I love (slow. character #focused things with basicaly no action or plot where its' just about getting to explore a world and learn about #people in a casual low stakes setting but ALSO not romance) I think people find very boring so... lol...#This year as I try to pick the project back up again after abandoning it for like 3 years I keep looking at stuff and going.. ough...#yeah... cut this maybe.. I should cut that too.. I should make them a side character.. remove this.. blah blah..#Though I did ADD a journal and inventory system and other things that like People Expect Games To Have so.. maybe #that will count for something.. hey..you can collect items.. it's not just 'talking to elves for 600 hours simulator'.. are you #entertained yet? lol.... When I was making my other tiny game for that pet website and I gave it to the play testers and someone was like #''it should have achievements so I feel I'm working towards something concrete'' I was literally so blindsided like..??... people WANT that #in games..? is the goal not simply to wander aimlessly &fixate on world/character lore& make your own silly pointless personal goals? I did #do them though because it IS fun to make up little achievement names and such but.. i fear i am out of touch so bad lol..

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girlscience · 4 months

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I hate getting into something that has a canon(ish) sapphic couple, but I only end up caring about one of the two women 😭😭😭

#warrior nun? only cared about beatrice couldn't really get behind ava much #the locked tomb? INSANE for gideon. harrow is like cool I guess (I feel like I should like her more than I do idk)#and now dungeon meshi. I knoowwwww I'm going to love falin. 10 episodes in and I already find her relatable and awesome and so cool and sexy #AND SHE BECOMES A DRAGON LIKE FUCK MAN (she's still dead atm but soon soooooon)#marcille on the other hand?? I mean she's fine... but I'm not really drawn to her (I like namari a lot more tbh)#and the thing is I know part of it is the feminization of all three of them #I am not attracted to femininity pretty much ever (outside of a super sexed up version in which case gugh)#and ava and marcielle both have a very bubbly personality type that has never really drawn me in ever #they can have cool stories and I can enjoy them in that. but I have no desire to seek them out outside of that #and harrow... honestly I think it might be the way fandom sees her that makes me not care much about her?#also my feelings about the series as a whole by the end of nona probably don't help #BUT I definitely think a big part for all three is the femininity. none of their counterparts that I DO love are overly fem #(and HONESTLY I don't think harrow should be either and the fact hardly no one actually makes her butch the way I see her pisses me off)#((she CANONICALLY hated her long hair!!!!!!!!! stop giving her anything more than a buzz cut I'm going to attack you!!!!!!))#also. marcielle has green eyes and I'm sorry but I just can't 😭#I need every single character ever in existence to only ever have brown/black or gold/yellow eyes #stop with the blue and the green 😭 please #ANYWAY POINT BEING: I hate that this happens to me because I end up not getting obsessed with the ship #and mostly only getting into the single character but then I don't want to read fic about just one person #so I try out the ship stuff and shocker no one writes the other character in a way I like so I don't read it #and then I feel bad cause all my ships and main characters I'm obsessed over are men #and then I complain all the fandom favs and mcs in stories are men #but like I'm contributing to the problem!!!! but like I'm not attracted to hannibal but I like his personality #I'm not attracted to optimus but I love how fucked up his whole deal with megatron is #I DO love both luffy and zoro even though I'm not really attracted to either of them #the lotr/hobbit ships.... eh I love the world and I love dwarves and I will do anything for them so the characters don't matter much lol #AND THATS THE ISSUE 😭 the worlds of warrior nun and tlt and most of what i've seen of dungeon meshi don't really entrance me much #so I don't get into the ships for that. and I'm not attracted to both people in the ship. and I can't relate/project on both in the ship #and sometimes I find one character type less likable/annoying so that makes me not want to engage

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aquateenpatrolsomethingshowshow · 10 months

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happy belated thanksgiving lol

rough draft script for “the dressing” ep

p sure this was like an extra on the season 2 dvd or smth; not 100% on that tho

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nguyenfinity · 1 year

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#quick end-of-the-night sketch #my semester is wrapping up so i am. goin through it #oc from the other day #i am like a vampire in that i will not talk about ocs unless invited to do so (please do so)#daisy's ocs #oc diamond #i don't even know if these colors are right 'cause i have unfortunately learned that my laptop. reeeally saturates colors #my last one made them lighter than they really were so they either looked washed out or way too dark #honestly i think i should be given a little credit for my coloring sometimes since i'm never shown accurate colors.#also thinking of making a separate en/stars doodle blog from this one but also like. it's not that deep jdhfkahdfh #also if you sent in a req. yes i do see it and thank you i will get to them eventually <3 #if y'all would like to stack the inbox so i have stuff to draw when school ends feel free #rough cuts oc

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dennisboobs · 1 year

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Was considering buying (ridiculously overpriced) Sunny blu-rays to (very, very legally) rip them (for Personal Use archival purposes), decided to test on a blu-ray I already own, realized my external drive only reads DVDs, successfully ripped a DVD, but then was sent down a rabbit hole trying to see if I could use my (again, very, very legally) hacked PS3 to rip the .iso (I can) since it is indeed a blu-ray player with an attached PC-adjacent machine...

Long story short. If you see me spending $70 on seasons 1-5 on DVD and 6 on blu-ray, no you didn't, but also expect a 1080p season 6 bloopers upload in the near future.

definitely not from me, though. no way. i would never do that. i'm not a pirate. i'm just a good ole upstanding wiki admin.

#i need season 8 so bad but the price of it on bluray is ATROCIOUS #THESE MFERS ARE ASKING FOR EIGHTY WHOLE DOLLARS. FOR ONE BLURAY. and i'm NOT about to get fucked over with a bootleg so options are limited #i mmmmight hold off on the earlier season dvds because i think i might actually have some luck finding them in local stores #but who the FUCK has season 8 on bluray. im convinced there are only like 5 legit copies out there.#afaik a good chunk of the season 1-4 extras are out there already but the interlacing on them is disgusting #so if i can. i'm going to attempt to deinterlace them properly and then stick em on the internet archive #ada speaks #actually i should probably... see if anyone is interested in donating to help cover this lol #the episodes are out there and there arent any official blurays after season 8 (so like why even bother with 9 to 11's subpar 720p DVDs)#but 6-8 extras are all shit quality if theyre even available online at all #youtube doesnt cut it for me either #YEAH Y'ALL REMEMBER MACDEN BREAK UP BEAUTIFUL LIPS SCENE. ITS GONE. NOWHERE TO BE FOUND OTHER THAN TUMBLR.#and i. will change that singlehandedly if its the last thing i do #also like i need the cereal defense scene in hq i literally attempted to upscale the shitty youtube copy i was desperate #this is for me. the fact that im able to download every fucking dvd extra for THE X FILES. a series as old as me. but not for sunny.#FX why do you hate sunny so bad. go on. rerelease these dvds. release a fucking season 15 blu ray. bitch.#its so horrific that season 10 only has a gag reel and 11 has NOTHING included on the disc for bonuses #season 6 has a wholeass trivia game #what happened #its not even like the bonus feature stuff doesnt exist its just on youtube #and MOST of the shit is privated. because FX sucks.#low quality compressed youtube videos that ppl have downloaded and reuploaded and crunched to shit all over again #at least some of them are archived. but. fuck

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whysamwhy123 · 11 months

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Me: Alright, I finally have some free time! I can get some writing done, since I have a bunch of different things I've started already, this'll be great!

My Brain: LOL, NOPE!! Not happening! You suck at this anyway, LOL, why bother?!

#What is wrong with you Sam you should not be allowed to write #*Heaviest sigh of all time*#I *want* to write but my brain always lets me down and refuses to let me DO.#It always goes like this #I think I might need to just give this up?#Admit defeat?#I'm clearly not cut out for this shit #And it just ain't fun 99.9% of the time #And it's not like anyone would give a shit if I wrote any of this stuff anyway #Seeing as pretty much all I write are rarepairs that nobody cares about and ideas that no one wants to read in the first place #I really miss when writing was consistently fun and enjoyable and oh actually POSSIBLE for me in the first place

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triglycercule · 24 days

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am i allowed to post headcanons for jk fashion au. will people riot and scream at me not to post because its a waste. this is my own au this would be considered canon (i still have to get used to that. i'm a CREATOR now!). triglycercule this is literally your account why do you worry about if what you post bothers people. idk man i just worry like that,,,, anyways i have so many fucking hcs for jk fashion au that i cant draw without taking an obscenely long time on it so i guess i'm just gonna make this into one big stupid little reblog thread or edit and add onto this when i can (because if i keep making seperate posts about it and then lose track of the hcs i think i'm gonna kill myself) starting with these one :3

jk!nightmare often dances to audios she finds "cool" and stuff like that. i dont know an example of this but just imagine the coolest anime ending or opening soundtrack you could think of. anyways she's not very quiet about this. she sings loudly. and not all that well (NOT THAT SHE HAS A BAD VOICE JUST THAT,,,,, its not the best!) and the dreamtale residence has thin walls. so jk!dream often has to tell her to quiet down because their parents dont wanna hear the noise or whatever. and it turns into a very awkward stareoff between dream and nightmare when dream catches her in the middle of dancing and singing. very awkward. nightmare's eye goes all staremare mode because it would be funny. she's in her "corrupted form" for this so she can get into the right vibes. ans dream just smiles and sighs and offers to dance and sing with her until she gets it right as long as sh lowers the volume. and nightmare is absolutely touched by this because goddamn i would too like,,,,, and then they have a silly dance practice session and sing together sillily and its sweet and cute and amazing and dream is a great dancer ans nightmare isn't sll that good but dream helps her and doesn't judge and thats all nightmare wants (aside from being able to actually get the damn dance move right DAMN IT MOVE FEET!!!! stop dragging around,,,,,)

jk nightmare likes to think she's nocturnal or some bullshit like that. or like she stays up at abyssmal times because the moon is out and the negative energy at night is impeccably high or some cringe shit like that (LMAO) so when she goes to the book club i mean her gang she regularly takes naps there. except she also has a high enough ego not to just sleep on some lousy desk so the jk mtt brought in a beanbag into the clubroom and killer bought their stupid fucking sleeping mask for nightmare to wear. the design on it is up to interpretation but i like to think its like two giant googly eyes looking in opposite directions but like totally bedazzled because jk nightmare wants nothing less

like this! except i totally just fucking stole this from honkai impact but it fits okay it fits

anyways naptime for jk nightmare :3 and then when she wakes up the clubroom is in like total disarray with horror chasing killer for some bullshit she pulled and dust trying to flip over all the flipped over desks and shes just like what the fuck happened while she was asleep. cant do NOTHING with these damn goons of hers she should've hired others (theyre yiur friends silly dont be like that,,,,)

jk killer does those "today's mission" tiktoks. i've had this on my mind but it clicked for me that jk killer would do this when the mission for the day (i think this was yesterday) was to casually mention in conversation that you shit yourself. THIS ONE https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTNoDfpJt/ its such a funny fucking idea i can just imagine the absolute DISGUST EVERYONE would show on their faces. even dream frowns at killer and shes supposed to be perfect 😭😭😭

jk killer forces horror and dust to be in her selfies or videos or whatever the hell she wants to post but neither of them want to be shown online but she also wants to show off her fun moments with her totally cool best friends so she spends a lot of time manually editing emojis over their faces. even the videos. all of them

when jk dream comes to visit the gang and the clubroom usually the gang is in the middle of some sort of chaos and nightmare want to appear calm and collected and cool infront of her little sister so she immediately tries to get the trio to settle down. jk mtt still crack jokes at her expense though

jk dust and jk dream exchange letters with eachother. why? idk i just think that dream would collect those wax seal things (nightmare uses them too but dream's the main collector) and she needs to use them and dust has an interest in stationary so wax sealed letters,,,, stationary,,,, PEN PALS!!! they both have pen pal nicknames for eachother although i cant come up with them rn so whatever its up to interpretation

jk horror often just like. spots jk dream. like out in the wild for no reason its kind just like encountering a pokemon except ive never interacted with any pokemon content so i dont know much about how wild interactions like that go. anyways usually dreams doing some sort of vollunteer work and horror just comes up to her to causally chat. usually when horror's around others that aren't dust or killer she has to force herself to act nice but with dream she's just so naturally nice that it kinda rubs off on horror and she doesn't really act fake nice,,,, its cute. after dreams doing what they go out for ice cream together because theyre friends ans its cute and horror usually pays because dream does a shitton of work for no pay and she doesn't need more money stolen from her. this one is so cute :3

ok thats all i can think of for now. will be updating soon when i come up with more

average jk nm's gang conversation (nightmare doesn't know how to continue the sentence she just spoke in her fake fancy talk and the jk mtt are dogging her for it)

#this is ABSOLUTELY a rant #actually waiiiiit thisbis a hc???? headcanons????#but this is CANON.... this is literally canon I LITERALLY MADE THIS AU #im in a dilemma here. i think this is a headcanon. just like. pretend the head is removed. canon #still cannot believe that this is canon like hello im a creator and what i say actually goes???????? ink would be so proud #ink sans to me is a motivational concept more than he is sans. he exists in my mind solely to motivate. not as a character. but as a force #i am gonna HATE updating this. its gonna feel like such abbother #triglycercule stop worrying about if your stuff is good enough for the masses to see lest it be a waste of text #I KNOW I KNOW OKAY.... im sorry im more than self aware ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ thar why this sucks #i love jk fashion au its so silly and cute and sweet. i love teenage life hanging out with friends and pals and being nice #i ramble wayyyyy too much i really should cut down on the parenthesis and commas #i commented on a tiktok once and then promptly got shat on for using too much comments and that tiktok isnt c.ai #okay man. whats got your pickle dilled. why does it matter to you how i type huh. do we need to call the waaaambulance.#tricule hc #jk fashion au

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t4tstarvingdog · 2 years

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nothing like a father. well.

#nothing like a father to make you feel stupid about things you're passionate about #timothy's txts.#i was so excited about talking about whether or not women could serve in ministry #and whether or not paul actually said they could be deacons or not and stuff like that #and then suddenly i'm being warned about progressive churches and taking the gender out of god #nothing like a big ol' threat to tradition and conservatism to have your parents cut you down at the knees #anyways it's still my favourite class forever <3 #anyways my dad firmly believes women cannot and should not be in authority over men when it comes to stuff like that <3 #i miss her (<- talking in the class itself about the classism and racism and sexism in whether or not you believe women can be #missionaries and kids teachers but not pastors)#anyways BACK to my assignment i love daniel i can't wait to see what mark says about daniel and the words they use #ouauaghaughh i am normal and fine and i feel normal and fine and i am not at all affected by feeling stupid #i love you context i love you interpretation i love you translation i love you original wording i love you genres #i love you things i will never understand because the times it was written for and from are too separate from now....

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tittyinfinity · 1 year

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Imagine everyone is doing lines of coke in the bathroom together and when it comes to your turn someone says "sorry but I heard you're a parent and it would be irresponsible for me to give you this while you're child free and with other adults :/ I just think parents shouldn't do drugs sorry :/"

#doing party drugs when you go out isnt the same as a full blown addiction my dude #ive never bought any myself but when my friends have it hell yeah im doing it!#no one has ever actually said this to me im just making fun of people on facebook who say #if a parent does drugs at all ever it means they dont care about their children #its super common for everyone to post about how drunk theyre getting after their kids stress them out!#meanwhile if you do one (1) line of coke at a party youve ruined your ''perfect parent'' status #i WILLL say do not take drugs from strangers #only get it from people you know and wait to see how it affects others before doing it #especially where im at (southern midwest) where people cut stuff with meth #also NEVER TRY METH OR HEROIN EVER!!!!!!!! those are NOT party drugs!!!!#drugs tw #probably should have started w that tag #ok changed it to where it has a community label

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rahabs · 2 years

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I should have listened to my instincts and avoided law school lmao everyone says law school is the worst part of law but uh, no, actually everything gets worse after you get the JD because the entire culture of law is shitty and toxic and I’m so Miserable.

#I try to think you know. God put me on this path for a reason.#Everything lined up too perfectly otherwise... it was such a series of events after I spent years saying Never.#But I really cannot see that reason right now. And I am so miserable.#And everyone tells me about the good things in their lives/jobs and I just have to Smile.#Pretend I don't feel that awful jealous bitterness.#Especially re: my sister who has. The things I wish I could have.#A family (but I can't have that because not only am I broken but when I tried to ignore that I got assaulted)#(And now I'm broken AND traumatized)#Just got offered a partnership in a company by a family friend without having to work for it. She did I mean.#And my youngest sister LOVES her job.#Meanwhile I got in trouble this week at work from the viper paralegal for leaving work early after being told I could if I had nothing to do #Everything at work is 'say one thing mean another' and I only find that out once I'm in trouble.#I'm stressed ALL the time.#It's Saturday night I should be relaxing but all I do is stress over work and bar prep.#I make next to no money right now and don't even really know how I'm going to afford my dog.#How are people in law happy? Does it get better after articling?#I don't think I'm cut out for this.#I love the theory of law I love the research I love the history but god do I hate the culture.#Everyone priding themselves on staying up until 3 AM working on stuff like? No?#I don't want to have no work-life balance?#If all I had was work I'd actually probably kms.#I just wanted to study history? To teach it.#But there were no opportunities.#And then I discovered I love aboriginal law BECAUSE it's almost all history but.#Articling means you're stuck doing everything and there's this AWFUL family law file I'm working on and I'm tired of just.#Getting things Wrong lmao and never knowing where I stand #Never knowing the rules because again 'say one thing mean another'#I can't trust anyone because part of the reason we got in trouble was someone narked on us even though we were told it was fine.#There are worse places to work but it seems a lot of this is endemic in law.#A bunch of mean girls from high school on a power trip. It's like what I always imagined American high school must be like.

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insanechayne · 26 days

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#I think I’m lonely in a way I can’t fully describe #I have a partner and friends and family but still often feel alone even when I’m with them #I don’t feel close to anyone at times and I don’t know if it’s outside circumstances or just me #like with my partner being asexual we don’t really do certain activities that I’d like to partake in more often and I can’t hold it against #them for how they do/don’t feel but at the same time I’m craving a physical connection I can’t have and am struggling #doesn’t help that I think about sex all the time nowadays and would really like to be having it and experiencing/exploring certain things #it’s not always easy to take care of oneself that way and still also try to console the ace partner apologizing for who they are #and yeah hall passes are great but only if you have someone to use it on and I’ve never had anyone want to be with me sexually #moving on to bestie I don’t feel my same love and affection being reciprocated and that sucks because I really do anything I can for him #and am like that with pretty much all of mt friends where if they need me for something I’ll be there #but a lot of the time it seems like he really only wants to talk/hang out with me if he’s at work and I can come visit with him #any time I invite him to do something with me outside of work he flakes and so it’s not even worth inviting him anymore #and yeah there’s rare times where he’ll call me a bunch in one day but it’s always just to tell me some gossip from work #not that gossip isn’t fun but still don’t you want to jus talk to me? I always want to just talk to you even if it’s about nothing at all #I’m always the one putting myself out there for him and being there for him when he calls me but I almost never get that same response back #and it’s like I know he has a family so I know he can’t always drop everything for me nor would I ever expect that but just some matching of #my energy would be nice you know? but then I feel guilty/selfish because I feel like I shouldn’t ask that of him when he does have a life #away from work. and I mean I guess I do too but it’s different because partner and I don’t have kids and don’t do much aside from sit around #together or have tea or other things most often done at home. and I don’t live with partner full time yet so I also still have other freedom #outside of just being with them. and other responsibilities I take care of but not on the same level as a wife and kids I guess #idk now I just feel like I’m whining but tbh all this stuff is weighing on me and just making me feel really shitty #I don’t know how to fix these issues without sounding like a selfish bitch and I’m obviously not going to cut anyone off but I don’t really #see any other solutions forming either. so it’s like I guess I’ll just keep my mouth shut and keep feeling bad until the end of time since #that’s the easiest thing to do and then no one else is hurt or upset aside from me #I just feel like I’m destined to float through life never getting back what I need from my relationships but still giving everything because #I don’t know any other way to be. I don’t know how to set boundaries even for myself so I’ll just keep giving and giving until I’m dead #and yeah I guess I am still a lot happier than I used to be and I appreciate the people in my life #just sometimes feels like they don’t really appreciate me back is all #so now I have to lay here next to partner and have all this shit running in my mind and try to get over it on my own #reasonably I should just go to bed but the loneliness is gnawing at me and idk what to do to make it go away

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