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my roman empire
#my art#you wouldnt understand...#the promised neverland#ray#emma#rayemma#clip studio paint#saw a rayem mention today and this rush of love i felt.. phew so hard i ended up drawing despite this depressive art state im in#things will be better
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Wondering why my computer is running so slow and then remembering it is probably because of the sheer amount of tabs I have open on Opera?
#THEY ARE ALL IMPORTANT OKAY.#I HAVE SEVERAL INSTANCES OF OPERA OPEN AND MULTIPLE WORKSPACES FULL OF TABS.#ALL IMPORTANT.#you wouldnt understand...#꒰ঌ♡ 𝟽𝟽𝟽.ramble
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#transgender#transfem#so me coded#so me core#literally me#me fr#true struggles#you wouldnt understand...
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rarepair post ive been mentioning. surprise its PETALPRAWN 😟😟
these next 2 i am a little obsessed w i think theyre soooo funny
very last doodle is lowk inspired by this post ,, go follow bird theyre awesome
the petalprawn fandom is dying !!!! reblog to make it die faster !!!!!
#dandy's world#dandys world#petalprawn#angryflower#dw shrimpo#dandys world shrimpo#dw dandy#dandicus dancifer#dw astro#astro novalite#there are some cameos in that one comic but. so small i dont htink ill tag them#ive chilled out on them but the tunnelvision i used to have for petalprawn was CRAZYY#someone else posted about it but. this shrimpo ship is so so so much more interesting to me#bc i dont think itd be “i hate everyone but you” i htink itd be more like “i hate everyone including you but youre the only one who Gets It#bc like. shrimpos been an outcast since day 1. but it seems dandy has Grown to be Outcasted and more Dubiously liked by everyone.#and thats what makes them good to me. its not a lack of hate. but more a surpluss of understanding that. overcomes the defensive hate and#lets shrimpo be more vulnerable. idk.#hey i read in the trivia section of shrimpos wiki that it was confirmed theres one thing he doesnt hate#what if. what if that one thing. was The Show. or The Founders. wouldnt that be cool#also played an all shrimpo run it was a blast. i miss you exploiter distracter shrimpo
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KINGDOM COME: DELIVERANCE II - Henry & Bartosch at the Trosky feast 💖⚔️
"Come on, then, we also have to get at least some sleep before we move out."
#kcd#kcdedit#kcd2#kcd2edit#kcd2 spoilers#henry of skalitz#black bartosch#jindřich ze skalice#černý bartoš#kingdom come deliverance#kingdom come deliverance 2#dailygaming#gamingedit#gameedit#kingdom come: deliverance#henry x bartosch#jindřich x bartoš#mine#gif:kcd#cmon... why isnt there anythign about them in the tag! this was so cool to see#the dialogue (both in czech and in english) was rlly cool. like nothing rlly cringe but honest and sweet understanding between them#i still cant believe czechs made this game! and its this good#dont pay attention to my henry's outfit. he lost his hat just before going to speak to bartoš (on purpose) but i forgot to lose his bow#2 more things i love about this scene (beside the obvious): the usage of the words tempt you and sin. like... magnificent way!#bartos disguising that saying he wants to spend time with henry as sin not to take opportunity to bathe before next day's travel to nebakov#fully knowing they wouldnt just bathe aksdskdj srsly this15th century historical game! mwahh!! perfect#and second. henry and the baths lol. hans just rlly had to teach him how to best spend time in baths i guess aksjdsdj
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mr. thanawat, I can't help you anymore 😔
#firstkhao#kantbison#the heart killers#firstkhaotung#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#gmmtv#STAND THE FCUK UP YOU LOSER#i understand him though so who am i to judge#im surprised that this is all that has happened so far#i wouldnt be so strong#sdjkhfkds#something happened on that set bc like#what in the gay fuck is going on#i wonder how firsts voices are doing these days#they probably migrated into khaos brain#also i trust my boys with my life#so i know they will get this right no matter how bad the script might be#i am scared but my faith in them is stronger#i am ready
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how ghost makes a move in his own way
note: so guess who fell down the cod rabbit hole
finding little things to meddle you about (he tells himself it's just his attention to details)
you're prepping for a mission. ghost does his usual quiet scan, then- "holster's loose." he says, low. flat. you brush it off, say it's fine. he doesn't argue, just steps in and adjusts it himself-tight, precise. then again, same tone, not raising his voice: "i said it's loose." there's no softness, no warmth, no explanation. he doesn't explain and he didn't need to, you knew.
tries to impress you- or should i say he doesn't need to try, you are impressed.
you're on comms, keeping an eye out for any movement, feeding ghost intel as he maneuvers through the building. "two tangos outside the storage room." you informed him. "i see them." he responded- a bit too quick. then you offer to ping him a route, expecting him to take the extra help but instead, his voice crackles through the comms, low and dry. "nah. just...watch." a breath and you could already hear bodies on the ground, clean, effortless. "wow." "still watching?" you could hear the smirk in his voice.
he won't coddle up to you or give you pep talks when you're nervous, he'd say little but the right things to get your head out the gutter. he doesn't do shit for you bcs he knows you're capable, just gives you a lil push when you need it.
you're deep in a warehouse, alone this time. tension's high, dark as hell. your breaths coming faster and he could hear it. ghost's voice cuts through your earpiece- "bit quiet back there, love. you dead yet?" you don't answer right away, scanning corners, hands clutched on your weapon. he waits a beat, no panic, he knows you won't die easy. "still breathing," you mutter. "good. try not to embarrass yourself. soap's taking bets." you roll your eyes, but your nerves died down. he didn't ask if you were okay. didn't have to, he knows you're tough. you just needed the noise.
your strength is what he admires most about you. he won't insult you by acting like your knight in shining armor, but when you're in trouble he offers a quiet backup. he knows you can handle yourself though, it's only when situations like these he'd step in.
you're cornered, outnumbered, but still holding your ground. a shot rings out from behind- ghost, clean and quick. "i had it." you exhaled, annoyed. "didn't say you didn't." ghost, casually reloading. you glanced over, he stood calm and poised. "you're welcome." he shrugs.
#simon ghost riley#simon riley x reader#simon riley x you#ghost cod#ghost x reader#cod x reader#cod mw2#this is romance to be u wouldnt understand#call of duty#modern warfare#simon riley headcanons#simon riley hcs#ghost headcanons#simon riley fluff#is this even fluff??#it is to me
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So I've said multipe times now (here and here) that thinking nmj is just so blinded by privilege he doesn't undertand that acting out of line gets people killed is, in my opinion, a misunderstanding of his character that ignores the part where he's, you know, actively dying the whole time and thinks that's a good thing. But that doesn't mean I don't think privilege plays no role at all in how he views the world.
Specifically, his view that death (at least premature or violent death) means something.
Death isn't always a tragedy to NMJ, but it is always meaningful. If you kill an evil dangerous person for your righteous cause, that death had meaning. There was evil in the world and now there is less of it. Similarly, if you die in the pursuit of your righteous cause, that death has meaning, because the sheer dedication you gave to it that you were willing to die for it will further that cause, and your bretheren will be invigorated by your sacrifice to fight even harder.
If a death isn't meaningful, that's an injustice and it is up to the living to give it meaning. That's what cuts so deep about his father's murder. There were no consequences, no changes, no meaning. Wen Ruohan was just going to get away with it! He fights and wins an entire war to make it mean something, to make it so that the unjust murder of Nie Mingjue's father is part of Wen Ruohan's downfall.
But this is a view he can only hold because he's the kind of person who's death will be meaningful. Most ordinary people's deaths are meaningless. Not ontologically, not inherently, but they are made meaningless because no one cares. For death to be meaningful you either have to be so powerful that anything you risk your life for will be impacted in some way. (Like, say, if you sacrifice a long life for immense martial power in a faustian bargain with a blade) Or if people with that kind of power care enough about you to do so for you. For most people, this isn't true. A starving street kid has no power to change the unfair world that put them there, even if they risk their life trying, and no one will do it for them once they die.
Nie Mingjue knows this in abstract, and of course rightfully believes it's wrong. But all that does is make it yet another righteous cause people should be willing to die for. Everyone's deaths should mean something, we'll make it so or die trying!
This is what the conflict between nieyao is about at its core. Because Jin Guangyao, fundamentally, cannot conceive of his own death as meaningful. Nie Mingjue grew up around powerful men who could change the world but refuse to do so because god forbid they risk a single hair on their perfect heads. Meng Yao, on the other hand, grew up in an environment where no one of importance would blink twice if you died. He was surrounded by meaningless death. Indeed his entire early life is defined by that lack of care.
Meng Shi dies and no one cares. Meng Yao gets thrown off a flight off stairs and no one cares. He has to be the one to do the caring, and once he's gone no one else will do it for him.
So he has to live.
Jin Guangyao eventually gets far enough that he actually does aquire the power to change some things... as long as he's alive. If he changes too much, holds on too tightly to his ideals, he'll die and it'll all be for nothing. He can't sacrifice himself for his goals because doing so would immediately render those goals unobtainable. No one will care about what he tried to do. He won't be a heroic sacrifice, he'll just be trash that finally cleaned itself up.
And well... Nie Mingjue dies, and someone makes it mean something. Makes it mean so much that the entire story of mdzs would not exist without it. Jin Guangyao dies and it doesn't mean anything. Most people are glad to be rid of him, and the few that are not don't do anything to change that.
#mdzs#mdzs meta#nie mingjue#jin guangyao#meng yao#nieyao#of course the inherent tragedy is that nmj is totally THE guy to ask if you want your death to mean something#nmj's reaction the the fact that most ppl's deaths are meaningless is to go: yes and I should change this.#If everyone thought like me this wouldn't happen anymore I simply need to get EVEN MORE HARDCORE about justice to MAKE them care#and this quality- which makes him the one person perhaps capable of making jgy's death mean something- also makes him a threat to his life#so jgy kills him because he needs to live. And then his beliefs about the meaninglessness of his own death are doomed to be true#what else was he supposed to do? just die and TRUST that someone would make it mean something?#like his mother trusted that his father would come back for them?#of course he can't do that.#just like how nmj's upbringing means that by the stairs he can't see how jgy- son of a sect leader and extremely capable-#is any different from the men who wrung their hands and told him that wen ruohan is just *too powerful* they can't do anything about him.#(*guy who killed wrh and wil go on to kill jgs voice* i just can't do anything about my dad being evil)#if jgy had agreed to risk his life and asked nmj to make it mean something if he died nmj would have said yes.#which is why he can't understand jgy wouldn't just ASK that.#jgy meanwhile has not been informed that was a fucking option and if he was wouldnt be able to trust that it'd actually happen.#for reasons outlined above#ahhh tragedy and inability of characters to understand each other i love you
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Mike wanting so badly to be like the other members of Hellfire, so he buys a wallet chain and paints his nails black. He starts listening to the bands that Gareth and Eddie like. Mike even grows his hair out, but when he tries to put a black handkerchief in his back pocket, that's where Eddie draws the line
#sorry mike but you cant start flagging people because you want to impress eddie with your looks by looking like him -_-#but the idea of mike just wanting to fit in and look like the others so he trues to wear a handkerchief in his back pocket is so funny#eddie is walking down the hall and sees mike wearing one and he's like oh shit. code red code red. abort abort#and he has to explan to mike like hey you cant just go around wearing that#and mike is like but you do it#and eddie just sighs and has to think of how to explain that he's been topping steve for months now#amd instead just says#its a gay thing. you wouldnt understand#and mike is like OH NO I WOULDNT BECAUSE IM NOT GAY#stranger things#byler#mike wheeler#will byers#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#eddie mentoring mike#hellfire club#eddie the freak munson
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#ace attorney#listen the context for why this happens does not make me feel particularly based for enjoying it as much as i do#IM JUST A GIRL LEAVE ME ALONE#YOU WOULDNT UNDERSTAND
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gentle mornings
#alternatively titled - when your papas have the audacity to cuddle without you#kazurei#buddy daddies#i like to think they didnt really do cuddles much except when rei has a rough night and kazukis warmth and safety is the only thing that#can let him get rid of the anxiety and nightmares#he wouldnt ask for it#it would be kazuki dragging him to bed at first#rei reluctantly but in his weakened will the times hes slept together with miri and kazuki has been the times hes somehow always#managed to go out like a light as soon as his head hits the pillow#even he himself doesnt understand and he doesnt attempt to and he doesnt realise#that its safety and warmth and protection and peace#and thats the only reason he would let himself be dragged to bed#but#eventually when you have had the taste of something so good in the place of chilling nightmares and restless darkness that feels no less#safer than the light#your heart becomes indulgent#and rei will gently and wordlessly ask for an invite to the warmth again#its fulfilling and blissful when the three of them are together#but with just kazukis body enveloping him against the night its a different kind of comfort. even in his sleep he would clutch onto it#thats a tangent right there huh.....anyway. miri would be absolutely betrayed in the morning when she finds them snuggled up#she gets her cuddle time with her papas too then#one big pile of a warm and happy family#yes this is pre relationship yes they would do that yes it is possible#if you got this far thanks i guess jajdjfjs ill hopefully colour this soon but i dont know really so im putting it up here#my art
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saikis powers are a vital part of him so it makes sense that people who dont know about them cant truly understand his whole self, but its also very silly to me when people act like its the ONLY important part of him... people act like his friends that arent in the know are completely blind to who saiki is, but i feel like that kinda means you missed some major points... he cant keep his powers a secret forever and it DOES matter, but he can still be loved and KNOWN without knowing about them... hes still human, he still has a personality, he still has regular likes and dislikes, etcetc
his friends perspectives on him may have been wrong at first, but they CHANGED... they know him and love him, and theyll KEEP loving him the SAME once they know of his powers...
some people cough cough cough in this fandom like to reduce saiki to JUST his powers and its so obvious that you just. missed everything. you didnt absorb anything from the show, you just saw it and went "ha, everyone thinks hes just a guy when hes actually super cool and powerful" no no no, he IS cool and powerful but look a little closer and at his core he is still LITERALLY JUST A GUY 😭😭😭

hes such a guy.....
#idk this goes back to how i think its weird that people think how he treats toritsuka is 'his true personality coming out'#like ?? hes a dick to him because he deserves it. not because saiki is a dick.#'so sad how his other friends only know him as a boring introvert' hey idk how to tell you this but hes actually still that#he may be more fun and childish and silly than most of his friends know#but above all hes still an introvert who loves sitting in his house and doing nothing#his favorite hobbies besides that are video games and coffee jelly#i fear you may be the one who doesnt understand saiki if you think the two sides of him his different friends see cant coexist#hes still the same guy#even the people who are in the know see a limited side of saiki#i fear akechi is the only person who gets to see all of him#and even that has a limit. i guess i wouldnt say 'all' but both sides#'the mixer scene was just teruhashi showing she doesnt know anything abt him since she thinks he would just sit there' yk what. dont pmo.#that is quite literally just factually what he WOULD HAVE BEEN DOING#even around everyone who knows about his powers#what the fuck else would saiki be doing??? singing and doing standup ?????#no dude. hes fun and likes singing and is funny and likes showing off but not in that way and definitely not in that setting#if u genuinely believe saiki would be the life of the party at a mixer instead of just sitting there making the occasional sarcastic commen#then youve severely misjudged him😭#what version of saiki k did you even watch actually#'the awesome cool nonchalant life of saiki k'#sorry this is really just a rant above all else#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#meows post#meownalysis
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thinking about how wakaba changed everybody's life by putting pen on paper.
#thats my favorite butterfly effect like wdym utenanthy wouldnt have the relationship they have if wakaba didn't write that letter#people dont understand the impact my girl really had. like majority of the events that happened in utena could all be linked back to wakaba#oh wakaba. the underrated girl you are.#revolutionary girl utena#shoujo kakumei utena#rgu#sku#wakaba shinohara
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Everytime someone draws laios with the usual anime chiseled abs an angel dies
#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#laois touden#laius thorden#laius touden#me grabbing the fanartists rabid and foaming at the mouth: DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THIS SHIW AT ALL. ITS ABOUT DESIRE AND CONSUMPTION AND#EATING AND HEALTH AND HOW HEALTH IS RELATED TO THAT!!! AND THE MANGAKA SPECIFICALLY DRAWS THE CHARACTERS TO REPRESENT ACTUAL BODY SHAPES#BECAUSE THATS ALSO A HUGE PART OF IT!!! IS RECOGNIZING THAT BEING HEALTHY ISNT ROCK HARD ABS!!! THATS ACTUALLY NOT HEALTHY!!! AND SO HE#WOULDNT LOOK LIKE THAT!!! ROCK HARD ABS IS FROM DEHYDRATION AND A VERY CERTAIN DIET!!! THATS NOT HEALTHY?!!#laios touden
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everyone say happy birthday to the birthday girl!!!!
crops/close ups and refs below!!!
#click for better resolution#HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU GERIATRIC OLD FUCK!#94 with the artificial heart of a 25 year old <3#and ty joost klein for being iconic as always#(i stayed up till 4am my time drawing this 😭😭)#(actually really happy with how the first pose and especially his face came out :) )#also CRAZY pondsmith imagined kerry to look like Johnny depp in the fucking dior commerical bc CMON#SERIOUSLY#he so gives off adam lambert vibes..... like... it was right there!!! and u chose... johnny depp? DEPP???#you KNOW kerry was kissing men on live tv in the **early** 2000s (and nearly getting sued over it 💀💀)#cyberpunk 2077#fanart#cyberpunk 2077 fanart#kerry eurodyne#kerry eurodyne fanart#digital art#my art#ult art#(also... u cant tell me he wouldnt have those star tattoos frm the 2000s that were trending bc low rises were popular....)#(GOD I LOVE THIS GUY SM U DONT UNDERSTAND MAN UGH!!!!!!)
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dbl amnesia au in which when shadowvanilla settle down for the cottage lifestyle, everyone is, understandably, out looking for them. Two powerful beings gone? In an instant? At the same time? Soemthing *mustve* happened. And I think of all the people to find them first, Black Sapphire would stumble upon this, realize quite quickly that neither of them remember anything, and actually, kind of just… keep quiet about the whole thing. Hell, he might even settle nearby to keep an eye on them and see if smilk remembers anything by seeing or interacting with him, but all he sees is a man who is very happy with his new situation with no hints that he might even recall who he might’ve been beforehand.
if anyone else comes along, depending on who it is that arrives, black sapphire may even run interference to make sure others don’t mess with them and try to purposefully jog their memories since whatever they’ve got going on seems to be working for them, even IF he really wants his master back. And I’m sure smilk isn’t entirely unlike his old self… he’s just different now. Calmer. Happier for sure with pure vanilla being the optimistic cookie he is.
Speaking of, shadowvanilla probably make for fairly nice neighbors, and they play off each other like an old couple with their fond bickering. Probably like the grandparents people wish they had: a doting pure vanilla who’s more than happy to share extra produce and bring over food, a silly smilk who’ll happily spin yarn and tell stories about whatever he’s made up and who’ll take your side in arguments, and the both of them will sit out on their porch for tea for break or in the evening and be sociable to anyone who passes.
They deserve their peace and their homey habit even if it only lasts for a little bit, and it’ll be something they surely won’t be able to forget should their original memories ever do return
hi im in love with you
#ask#eclipsery#yes YES YES!!!!!!!! DUDE YOU GET IT YOU SEE THE VISION OOOOGH STEALING YOUR BRAINWAVES#smilks so much more calm and Happy and wouldnt that be so jarring to see?? after millenia of seeing nothing but anger and boredom??#black sapphire is absolutely the first to find them what with him being the rumor mill across the continent even back in crispia#as much as smilk may have tried to hide them before they forgot everything they wouldnt be able to escape sapphires eye eventually#hes so conflicted on what to do but eventually deciding to let sm live out this.. fantasy just a bit longer#shadowvanilla is 100000% that old bickering couple tho omg ur spot on w my ideas w this au#theyre constantly poking at each other and arguing but theyre so joined at the hip and understand each other to absurd levels#it leaves the villagers lost sometimes because they seem like an unlikely couple and yet!! here they are#i will be giving more thoughts on the au when i finish drawing but oh my god feed me more stuff like this its great and im EXPLODING#in a different life au#I CAME UP W A NAME ARE U GUYS PROUD OF ME#IF ITS BAD UM. SHH NUH UH
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