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Getting to world build some more for my homebrew version of drow <3 Yay!

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Took them some time XD

Spark - 26

Fandom: Enn Enn no Shōbōtai / Fire Force. Pairing: Shinmon Benimaru x fem!reader. Content: Feels, worry, injuries, tiredness, fluff. Lack of proofing. A/N: Thanks to all of you who have wanted tags, reblogged, commented, and liked <3 I’m very happy that you’ve stuck with this story all the way to the end. Thank you!

26. Warm heart

…  Konro   …

The news of [Y/N] and Beni’s return (including the woman’s condition) had spread like wildfire among the residents of Asakusa and particularly the older women had taken it upon themselves to lighten the workload of Company Seven by providing hot meals – sent over by wide-eyed grandchildren who looked too dejected for Konro to bear when he tried to say none of this was necessary because in spite of what the neighbourhood seemed to think, everything had returned to some semblance of normal within a day.

“Time for bed, girls,” Konro begins to usher Hinata and Hikage out of the kitchen.

None of them look up from the drawings they’re working on (one depicting a demonic infernal washing the floor). “No,” they agree in creepy unison, “we’re strong independent women who don’t need a man to tell us what to do.”

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You're spot on :)

Spark - 25

Fandom: Enn Enn no Shōbōtai / Fire Force. Pairing: Shinmon Benimaru x fem!reader. Content: Angst, feels, danger, stubbornness. The usual. A/N: Manage to get myself pretty confused because it said I’d already posted 25 chapters on AO3 but here on Tumblr it only claimed 24…aaaand then I remembered posting the what-if directly in the story there but not here…so yeah! Feel free to ASK (or reblog) for tag – in fact: always reblog. Thanks to those who have already <3

25. Forged by fire

…   Reader   …

Your brain is protesting as you wake up. No, scratch that. Your entire body is throbbing as you’re being jostled by each step of the one carrying. Benimaru. The scent and heat can only be his but it’s comforting to open the eyes and see the shock of dark hair flopping about, occasionally blocking the view of his right cheek bone. Somehow, probably with the help of Joker, you’ve been tied together, allowing your arms to hang limply over his shoulders while he supports your by wrapping his arms around your thighs. It’s not comfortable but it’s efficient.

“Wait,” Joker hisses from up ahead.

There’s very little light – barely enough to illuminate the obstacles littering the crumbled hallway – and you can’t see what has alerted the gangly man, but you feel the uncrowned king of Asakusa tense beneath you, his lungs slowly expanding as he takes in the surroundings.

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*warm fuzzy feelings*

Oh, I do love you commentary and how invested you get <3

Spark - 24

Fandom: Enn Enn no Shōbōtai / Fire Force. Pairing: Shinmon Benimaru x fem!reader. Content: Lack of proper terms for clothes (I think). Fluff. Feels. Lots of angst. A/N: Here ya go, darlings! Feel free to ASK (or reblog) for tag – in fact: always reblog. Thanks to those who have already <3

24. From the ashes

…   Reader   …

Something hard and jagged prevents you from resting. It’s digging into your thigh and what first was pure numbness is growing into an unyielding pain. Finally admitting defeat, you open your eyes to see what’s causing the offending sensation, but it’s forgotten the moment you notice the shimmery light.

At first, it seems to be far away and only the visible simple due to the magnitude. But then you blink. Woah. Funky. In reality, the glow is from a small beetle which seems oddly familiar about a hand from your nose.

And then everything comes roaring back, filling your brain with images that you wish only belonged in nightmares rather than memories. People, children and adults alike, swallowed by flames that twist their skulls and stretch their limbs; the echoing shrieks twisting from pain to despair to hunger. Somewhere in between it all, there’s an intermezzo where fire fills everything, blocking out any other sensation than fear.

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Okay so:

They are in the Netherworld.

The White Coats are baaaad (Giovanni is one of them).

I think you need to battle Beni for that honour.

Spark - 22

Fandom: Enn Enn no Shōbōtai / Fire Force. Pairing: Shinmon Benimaru x fem!reader. Content: Angst, mayhem, injuries, a bit of softness…and lack of proofing. A/N: …ooops? Feel free to ASK (or reblog) for tag – in fact: always reblog. Thanks to those who have already <3

22. Seared

…   Benimaru   …

Reality seems distorted, resulting in the same clouded impression that betrays a seemingly realistic dream for what it really is. This is real. The captain knows he shouldn’t be this shocked but somehow, he has to amend the impression of Joker. Driven forward by an unspoken urgency, the lanky man had broken into a light jog to keep up with Benimaru, and the sight of the lethargic guy at a run is simply…strange. There’s a better word for that. Konro would know.

“Look,” Joker drawls as he points up ahead.

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I love your takeaway from all this: he's a bad scientist 🤣

Spark - 21

Fandom: Enn Enn no Shouboutai / Fire Force. Pairing: Shinmon Benimaru x fem!reader. Content: Angst, death, loads of bad things including lack of proofing. A/N: I know I should feel bad for this, but I don’t. Feel free to ASK (or reblog) for tag – in fact: always reblog. Thanks to those who have already <3

21. Ignite

…   Reader   …

You’re not sure what you had expected and still you’re taken by surprise at the devastation a single insect causes.

Spreading from the impact spot on the girl’s chest, flames spring up and engulf the small figure, making the skin crackle and clothes melt. The worst part is the scream: the high pitched wail has turned into whimpers but even that is changing as you watch in horror. It’s becoming guttural. Gravelly.

“What a shame,” Giovanni’s voice tuts from somewhere behind you, “I always hope it’s the one. Always wish for the spark.”

Always…how many? “You’re insane.”

“It’s science,” he dismisses you.

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Yay! You're back! 💙

The giggly crazy girl is one of the bad ppl.

Spark - 20

Fandom: Enn Enn no Shouboutai / Fire Force. Pairing: Shinmon Benimaru x fem!reader. Content: Angst. A/N: Hugs? Feel free to ASK (or reblog) for tag – in fact: always reblog. Thanks to those who have already <3

20. Arson

…   Reader   …

For the first time in your life, the idea of having ended up in the claws of Haijima seems preferable compared to whatever this madness is. It’s a nightmare. Just a nightmare. I’ll wake up in just a moment. You know you’re not but it’s the only comfort that’s keeping your from screaming out in fear at the scenery the girl has marched you through.

The hallway had been grim enough. What followed was worse: you supposed it’s a laboratory considering the oddly glowing wires and lights, and instruments that you haven’t got the faintest clue what are for. There was a row of containers with bugs on a table by the wall on one side while vials and beakers filled with concoctions (some bubbling above blue flames) were littering the workspace in the middle of the room. You were fleetingly glad that the girls controlling your body allowed you to march straight to the door at the other end of the room.

I should’ve known better.

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Me, after having been to the salon: "I should really care for my curls the way they deserve"

Also me: (has no mental energy to learn a new routine)

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Sometimes it's harder

Hanging on

By my fingernails

Reaching for anything

To keep me up

But I see it

I see why I have to and want to and need to

So I won't give up

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Mixed week already...

Good stuff:

New dice arrived

Got the rest of the ACOTAR books

Nightshift was a breeze

Got saved by sister and then SO when I was having a mental breakdown

Mom's operation went well

Bad stuff:

Mental breakdown that's still lingering even after 24 hours

I'm alone

My car is giving me a warning light

Brain's completely kicked the bucket and refuses to both write and read

What to expect for the rest of the week?

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More importantly: now I'm missing the rest of the books and I can't go out to get them today :(

I have made room on my bookshelf though.

Let's see what all the fuss is about

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I used to be able to read any book like that but then I got depressed and my concentration and memory got fucked. Now it's just the occasional book I can even finish let alone that quickly. BUT:

The language flows in simple yet descriptive ways,

It's a slightly predictive but very compelling story,

I guess it also helps that I didn't sleep but read with only minor pauses since I got home with the book,

I'm...weird

Let's see what all the fuss is about

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That was a good book.

Let's see what all the fuss is about

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Might have read more than half the book in half a day which is saying a lot considering how hard reading is for me. Oops?

Let's see what all the fuss is about

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Oh damn I always love your comments, srsly you give me the will to carry on writing (just need my brain to brain but that'll come).

THANK YOU!

Spark - 17

Fandom: Enn Enn no Shouboutai / Fire Force. Pairing: Shinmon Benimaru x fem!reader. Content: Suffering, but not in a bad way as such. Lots of pining and fluff. And…something else. A/N: Totally giving up on proofing at the moment because my brain is kinda spazzing on me. Oh yeah, so I totally headcanon Konro as Ace, btw. Feel free to ASK (or reblog) for tag – in fact: always reblog. Thanks to those who have already <3

17. Explosion

…   Konro   …

”Just tell her already!” he groans as he slides the goya off to the side.

Konro has spent the last month watching the youngsters stealing glances and lingering in each other’s presence, and sure, it was cute and innocent at first. Now, however, it’s becoming increasingly frustrating because they each come to him with their worries.

A loud thunk is the only clue needed to warn the cook that his friend has dropped his head onto the table. “I caaaan’t,” Benimaru complains, “she thinks I’m an idiot.”

“Rather that than a coward.” Knock your head onto that table a few times more, kid, it might kick start your brain.

It’s impossible to decipher the mumbled response and Konro really doesn’t want a clarification. After all, he has already heard all of it. Why do they even come to me? Being their friend is one thing, but while Konro would go to the end of the world for them (especially for Beni) he doesn’t really have much experience on the subject of dating.

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If it was D&D he'd probably be fairly low in charisma despite high intellect stats. He's an adorable grouch...but a grouch nonetheless.

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Fandom: Enn Enn no Shouboutai / Fire Force. Pairing: Shinmon Benimaru x fem!reader. Content: Scheming, angst, pining, someone’s not good at dealing with a variety of feelings. Oh! It’s almost a tradition in this so no proofing. A/N: So…I should’ve been asleep and trying to rearrange my sleep cycle after a weekend of nightshifts, but meh! Much better to get this down in words. Feel free to ASK (or reblog) for tag – in fact: always reblog. Thanks to those who have already <3

16. Inferno

…   Benimaru   …

The route might be different than the one [Y/N] had followed earlier, but the determination to reach the destination is just as great. Just short of running, Benimaru hurries down the street, takes a left down the alley, and finally two rights before he has to stop and wait for an inhabitant to let him in.

This is taking too long. I shou-

The door is opened by Mr. Ozaka who isn’t given a chance to greet the captain properly before the young man has rushed past, barely taking time to ditch the boots (not that it reduces the thundering noise as he races up the stairs) - Benimaru knows exactly where to go: he insisted on personally inspecting each and every single hiding place to make sure it would be safe enough.

And there’s the futon, easy to push aside. Must be nearly suffocating under there! It bounces off the wall from the force and he ignores as it plops against his skull, focusing instead on jamming a handful of fingertips into the groove along the floorboard and lift it enough to ensure better purchase. A section of the floor lifts neatly revealing the cramped hiding hole and…

“WHERE is she?!” Benimaru demands from the meek homeowner.

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But where'd the pining be then?

And the wonderful glee I get from reading your frustration at their lack of courage to "just say it"? ;)

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Fandom: Enn Enn no Shouboutai / Fire Force. Pairing: Shinmon Benimaru x fem!reader. Content: Serious talks. Probably errors due to lack of proofing. A/N: Feel free to ASK (or reblog) for tag – in fact: always reblog. Thanks to those who have already <3

14. Glow

…  Reader   …

The distant voices from the street drift in through the crack of the open window and sometimes there’s a laugh from one of the company guys sitting out in the courtyard but otherwise it’s quiet – goodness knows what the twins are up to.

Watching Benimaru carefully, you see the usual boredom replaced with a rare concern of sorts. You know, his life would’ve been easier without having to deal with you and maybe that’s whatever this is about? Does he want you to leave? The idea turns your stomach into frozen lead because somehow…somehow it feels like a home to be here.

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