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Ok i lied I miss my man now :(
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nooo babe, he's just my emotional support friend who also happens to be in love with me
#girlblogging#girlblogger#female hysteria#female manipulator#femcel#bpd#female rage#i hate my bf#disorganized attachment#girlhood#ihatemybf#girlcore#hell is a teenage girl#girl core#girl blogger#girl interrupted#girl blog aesthetic#girl rotting#girl blog#girl blogging#girl boss gaslight gatekeep#toxic relationship#boy best friend#relatable#female insanity#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del ray aesthetic#man eater#maneater
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only time I miss a man is when I swing and he ducks
#girlblogging#girlblogger#female hysteria#female manipulator#femcel#bpd#female rage#i hate my bf#disorganized attachment#girlhood#girl blog#hell is a teenage girl#Ihatemybf#borderline personality disorder#girl core#girl blogging#girl blogger#girl interrupted#misandry#i hate men#i am just a girl#girl blog aesthetic#girl rotting#girl interupted syndrome#lana del rey#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#girl rage#female insanity#girl boss gaslight gatekeep
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happy 40th birthday to the queen herself ♡
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Why are men so comfortable hitting you up after doing you dirtier than a gas station bathroom
#girlblogging#girlblogger#female hysteria#female manipulator#femcel#bpd#female rage#disorganized attachment#girlhood#girl blog#girl blog aesthetic#girl blogger#girl blogging#girl core#i hate my ex#i hate my ex boyfriend#toxic relationship#situationship#situationships#i hate men#lana del ray aesthetic#i hate my bf#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#girl interrupted#hell is a teenage girl#female insanity#girl rotting#ghosting#no contact
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Most people don't actually want to know what's under the surface—they just want to feel special. They want to be the one I take the mask off for. Not out of care, but out of ego. Because being my exception validates something in them.
But let's be real: you wouldn't survive what's under the mask. You're not built for it.
You want vulnerability until it's ugly. Until it's cold, distant, blunt, or numb. Then suddenly I'm "too much" or "not enough."
So no, I'm not taking it off for you. Not because I'm guarded, but because I've learned most people don't actually want the truth. They want a version of me that makes them feel needed, heroic, or chosen. And I'm not here to feed your savior complex.
#ik this is for aspd but I find this to be very true for autism as well#avoidant attatchment#avoidant
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#girlblogging#girlblogger#female hysteria#female manipulator#femcel#bpd#female rage#i hate my bf#disorganized attachment#girlhood#i miss my ex#ihatemybf#women in male fields#hell is a teenage girl#girl blogger#girl blogging#girl core#girl blog aesthetic#Lana del rey#victoria secret#adriana lima#giselle bundchen#victoria's secret#victoria's secret model#2014 tumblr#2014 aesthetic#Coquette#coquette aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant
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a nonchalant man is NOT for me
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Not sure if it's an avoidant thing, but I genuinely don't get people who video call just to sit there and stare at each other while going about their day. Like, what's even the point? Either talk to me or don't call at all.
#YES#this is so real#I used to feel like such an asshole for being this way help#I don't get people who want to call and do nothing#or like sleep on call#like either say something if its important or don't contact me </3
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Sometimes I wonder if I've been performing for so long I wouldn't recognize myself if I stopped.
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"men suffer in silence" then why am i always hearing about it stfu
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#girlblogging#girlblogger#female hysteria#female manipulator#femcel#bpd#female rage#i hate my bf#disorganized attachment#girlhood#Ihatemybf#I miss my ex#toxic relationship#i love my ex#love bombing#girl blog#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#girlcore#girl interrupted#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#girl hysteria#girl blogger#girl rotting#girl blogging#girl blog aesthetic#female insanity#yearning hours
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Do you guys ever just pretend to be obsessed with someone for fun, or am I just weird?
#no cus I dont understand it myself#ill go out of my way to make elaborate hand made gifts shower them in infinite praise do the absolute most but I secretly kind of hate them#like im doing the most but I could not care less if they dropped out of my life tomorrow#not to self diagnose but is this a symptom of bpd?#idk man#bpd#disorganized attachment#fearful avoidant#fearful avoidant attachment#girlblogging#girlblogger#female hysteria#female manipulator#femcel#female rage#i hate my bf#girlhood#ihatemybf#lying#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#avoidant#obsessive#borderline personality disorder#toxic relationship#send help#like I feel like im trying to gaslight myself into loving them
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Only one person can say I was a simp. The rest I was lying to for fun.
#female manipulator#femcel#bpd#female rage#female hysteria#girlblogger#girlblogging#i hate my bf#disorganized attachment#girlhood#ihatemybf#i miss my ex#toxic relationship#im the problem#girl blog#girl blogger#girl blog aesthetic#girl boss gaslight gatekeep#girl blogging#girlcore#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del ray aesthetic#this is what makes us girls#im just a girl#just girly things#trauma
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When my boyfriend apologizes for not texting me back but it was lowk the highlight of my day
#see this how yk its bad cause I don't even like the attention anymore#idk what I like anymore cus its not the attention and defo not him as a person#girlblogging#girlblogger#female hysteria#female manipulator#femcel#bpd#female rage#i hate my bf#disorganized attachment#girlhood#ihatemybf#no contact#trauma#toxic relationship#ghosting#female insanity#girl blog#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#girl interrupted#coquette aesthetic#coquette#fearful avoidant#avoidant#fearful avoidant attachment#i miss my ex#lana del rey#lana del ray aesthetic
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Sorry for having symptoms of a mental illness I literally told you I have it will happen again
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