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Hey, everyone! This isn't what I usually post, but it's important to me! I've started a gofundme to raise money for a service dog I desperately need! I instantly connected with him and I just have a feeling he's absolutely perfect for me, ya know? So, if you can, please donate! Every dollar counts! And please share to spread the word! https://www.gofundme.com/2bybed7g #me #personal #dog #puppy #husky #Siberian #SiberianHusky #anxiety #depression #MDD #severe #service #ServiceDog #male #boy #Benny #GoFundMe #Fund #fundraiser #please

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I am so ready for the first of Halloween.

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Three years ago, my dog went viral on Imgur and Reddit, thanks to this picture I took right after she’d yanked down a post from the front of our house with her bare strength.

But like the image above says, this is not a good post.

That dog above, the one that made so many people laugh, her name is Eva, and she’s my 7-year-old lab. She was just diagnosed with canine lymphoma.

Without chemo, she only has 3 months left with us. But her oncologist has given her a good prognosis with chemotherapy. She could live to see her 9th, 10th, and even 11th birthday.

Which means more years of this happy, ridiculous puppy.

The price to extend her life? $8500.

I nearly died when I saw the number. I’m paying off 4 student loans right now, and my parents are in insurmountable debt. I thought, this is it, we’re screwed. In between crying spells and anxiety attacks, I realized what my choices were: give up and let Eva go in the next 3 months, or crowdfund my ass off.

Internet: you’ve done it before, now I’m begging you, do it again. Spread Eva like wildfire. She deserves a second chance. She deserves the extra time, and all the fun and happiness she’ll have in that time.

Here is the link to her gofundme.

Any amount you can donate will help tremendously. Please, help Eva.

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Why Society Still Needs Feminism Because to men, a key is a device to open something. For women, it’s a weapon we hold between our fingers when we’re walking alone at night. Because the biggest insult for a guy is to be called a “pussy,” a “little bitch” or a “girl.” From here on out, being called a “pussy” is an effing badge of honor. Because last month, my politics professor asked the class if women should have equal representation in the Supreme Court, and only three out of 42 people raised their hands. Because rape jokes are still a thing. Because despite being equally broke college kids, guys are still expected to pay for dates, drinks and flowers. Because as a legit student group, Campus Fellowship does not allow women to lead anything involving men. Look, I know Eve was dumb about the whole apple and snake thing, but I think we can agree having a vagina does not directly impact your ability to lead a college organization. Because it’s assumed that if you are nice to a girl, she owes you sex — therefore, if she turns you down, she’s a bitch who’s put you in the “friend zone.” Sorry, bro, women are not machines you put kindness coins into until sex falls out. Because only 29 percent of American women identify as feminist, and in the words of author Caitlin Moran, “What part of ‘liberation for women’ is not for you? Is it freedom to vote? The right not to be owned by the man you marry? The campaign for equal pay? Did all that good shit get on your nerves? Or were you just drunk at the time of the survey?” Because when people hear the term feminist, they honestly think of women burning bras. Dude, have you ever bought a bra? No one would burn them because they’re freaking expensive. Because Rush Limbaugh. Because we now have a record number of women in the Senate … which is a measly 20 out of 100. Congrats, USA, we’ve gone up to 78th place for women’s political representation, still below China, Rwanda and Iraq. Because recently I had a discussion with a couple of well-meaning Drake University guys, and they literally could not fathom how catcalling a woman walking down University Avenue is creepy and sexist. Could. Not. Fathom. Because on average, the tenured male professors at Drake make more than the tenured female professors. Because more people on campus complain about chalked statistics regarding sexual assault than complain about the existence of sexual assault. Priorities? Have them. Because 138 House Republicans voted against the Violence Against Women Act. All 138 felt it shouldn’t provide support for Native women, LGBT people or immigrant women. I’m kind of confused by this, because I thought LGBT people and women of color were also human beings. Weird, right? Because a girl was roofied last semester at a local campus bar, and I heard someone say they think she should have been more careful. Being drugged is her fault, not the fault of the person who put drugs in her drink? Because Chris Brown beat Rihanna so badly she was hospitalized, yet he still has fans and bestselling songs and a tattoo of an abused woman on his neck. Because out of 7 billion people on the planet, more than 1 billion women will be raped or beaten in their lifetimes. Women and girls have their clitorises cut out, acid thrown on them and broken bottles shoved up them as an act of war. Every second of every day. Every corner of the Earth. Because the other day, another friend of mine told me she was raped, and I can no longer count on both my hands the number of friends who have told me they’ve been sexually assaulted. Words can’t express how scared I am that I’m getting used to this. Because a brief survey of reality will tell you that we do not live in a world that values all people equally and that sucks in real, very scary ways. Because you know we live in a sexist world when an awesome thing with the name “feminism” has a weird connotation. Because if I have kids someday, I want my son to be able to have emotions and play dress up, and I want my daughter to climb trees and care more about what’s in her head than what’s on it. Because I don’t want her to carry keys between her fingers at night to protect herself. Because feminism is for everybody, and this is your official invitation.

Caitlin O’Donnell, Drake University.  (via unpopulartextpost)

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Supernatural Season 11 Episode 13 : Love Hurts

Supernatural Season 11 Episode 12 : Don’t You Forget About Me

Supernatural Season 11 Episode 11 : Into the Mystic

Supernatural Season 11 Episode 10 : The Devil in the Details

Supernatural Season 11 Episode 9 : O Brother Where Art Thou?

Supernatural Season 11 Episode 8 : Just My Imagination

Supernatural Season 11 Episode 7 : Plush

Supernatural Season 11 Episode 6 : Our Little World

Supernatural Season 11 Episode 5 : Thin Lizzie

Supernatural Season 11 Episode 4 : Baby

Supernatural Season 11 Episode 3 : The Bad Seed

Supernatural Season 11 Episode 2 : Form and Void

Supernatural Season 11 Episode 1 : Out of the Darkness, Into the Fire

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Dean Winchester Meme: Reoccurring Themes (5/?)

↳ Hints at Drug Use

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AU where Dean is openly bisexual and a total asshole about it -Part 3

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I feel like we don’t appreciate Benny enough. He was an amazing character, and one of my personal favorites. 

I know I’m not the only one out there so please reblog. ;-;

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Reblog if you would consider participating in a Calthazar big bang!

I’ve seen a lot of response to the big bang idea I mentioned and I would like to get a vague idea of how many people would be interested in it. Please reblog this if you would sign up. If enough people show interest I’ll set it up a blog and find some moderators and make this happen.

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marymotherofdean

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Let’s Talk: Picking Up Where We Left Off

        -  A Meta-observation from 8.21 & 10.19

For some god forsaken reason I decided today I would rewatch 10.19, “The Werther Project”, even though I was one of the many people who felt a hard blow after watching it when it aired. I’ve seen almost every other episode this season twice, but it’s not until now that I saw this one. And boy am I actually glad that I did.

For all its problems and issues, Supernatural as a show always had a good sense of props, sets, colors, outfits, accessories and so on. When I watched 10.19 when it aired, nothing necessarily stuck out to me as different or special other than the fact that  Benny’s clothes are more weather-worn, he’s missing his hat and his hair’s a little different. He’s still wearing the same coat, still wearing the same brown shirt. What struck me this time around, was Dean.

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dean laughed and rounded a corner quickly, yelling when thick arms wrapped around him and slammed him into a wall. the breath was knocked out of him, a wall of heat covering the front of his body. benny bit into his neck and pressed into him. dean moaned when he felt the hard line of benny’s cock against his thigh.

“pourquoi tu cours? hm? c’est pas sympa.” benny licked over his throbbing pulse and sucked hard at the skin.

dean turned his head to the side and closed his eyes, ready to be used and cherished.

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So I've recently started watching Merlin and I'm already traumatized

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Okay yes, so sweet adorable shy helpful fun pastel-themed Hufflepuffs are great and all, but get this:

• punk and goth Hufflepuffs! • Hufflepuffs who are into boxing and extreme sports. • Hufflepuffs who turn all the pictures on the walls upside down for April Fools. • hardcore don’t-pick-on-that-first-year-or-I-will-kill-you Hufflepuffs. • Hufflepuffs who get the highest marks in all of their classes, including Defense Against the Dark Arts and Potions. • Hufflepuffs who play rough at Quidditch. • Hufflepuffs who buy loads of sweets at Hogsmead and throw them at people as they walk to their classes. • Hufflepuffs who magically sew huge banners with scarily realistic and chilling designs that move through the fabric. • Hufflepuffs who climb trees and explore dark corridors and sneak out at night and take books from the restricted section without permission. • Hufflepuffs who are better friends with the ghosts than they are with living people. • Hufflepuffs who stay to themselves but aren’t the shy kid who everyone likes because that’s not real, and they’re just another nobody and that’s fine. • Hufflepuffs who are anything other than lovable pushovers who are average at anything.

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Taught my friend some stuff today

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vintage velociraptor nipple play

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