thebadasshistorian
thebadasshistorian
The Existential Dread Continues
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She/They 🏳️‍🌈 Writer, poet, iced coffee drinker, etcInsta: @jenmcolclough
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thebadasshistorian · 5 days ago
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Quote of the day
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thebadasshistorian · 2 months ago
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behind every late diagnosed neurodivergent person is a parent who has absolutely nothing going on at all don't worry about it
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thebadasshistorian · 2 months ago
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The Bear (2022) // The Crane Wife - CJ Hauser
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thebadasshistorian · 2 months ago
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does anyone have that quote that goes something like 'white germans under the nazis lived just fine as long as they were loyal to the state, gave their children to the army, and paid their taxes, and in this sense many americans would be comfortable living under fascism' trying to find who said it but google is giving me jack shit
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thebadasshistorian · 2 months ago
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Joy Sullivan, “Even If”, Instructions for Traveling West
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thebadasshistorian · 2 months ago
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Joy Sullivan, from "Howl", Instructions for Traveling West
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thebadasshistorian · 2 months ago
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I've tried for years to remember what happened out there, to understand why it seemed like I couldn't remember so much of it. Why none of us could. I'm finally starting to realize, we can't remember it because at some point we became so alive in that place that we lost our capacity for self-reflection. The trauma people say survivors forget things to protect themselves because they were so horrible, but I think we can't or won't remember it clearly because we recognize, deep down, that we were having so much fun. That's the terrible truth we left out there, buried. Along with the people we called our friends.
YELLOWJACKETS, 3x10 "Full Circle"
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thebadasshistorian · 2 months ago
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thebadasshistorian · 2 months ago
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returning after a few months long break from drawing with the usual ancient greek ladies
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thebadasshistorian · 3 months ago
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i am someone who did not die when i should have died
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thebadasshistorian · 3 months ago
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My first book is here! 🥰🥰🏺
https://www.amazon.ca/gp/aw/d/1998353087/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0
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thebadasshistorian · 3 months ago
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Humans in love are terrible. You see them come hungering at one another like prehistoric wolves, you see something struggling for life in between them like a root or a soul and it flares for a moment, then they smash it.
Anne Carson, from “The Anthropology of Water,” in Plainwater: Essays and Poetry
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thebadasshistorian · 3 months ago
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Click to learn more about my debut poetry collection, ‘Our Little Agonies.’ Coming May 1 2025 💜
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thebadasshistorian · 4 months ago
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This is our fault. We did everything we could.
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thebadasshistorian · 4 months ago
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It’s official! Book #2 coming soon. 😎
Happy to be working with a publisher who uplifts queer voices. 🏳️‍🌈🙌🏻
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thebadasshistorian · 4 months ago
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my dad likes to call the stretches of time where you’re not creating “dreaming periods” and says that they’re meant to allow you to absorb all of the beauty, life, and inspiration from the things around you so that when you’re able to create again, you will have fanned your spark back into a flame. sometimes its hard to see those moments as anything but stagnation, but he always says that they’re natural and healthy and needed—things that should be embraced rather than feared.
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thebadasshistorian · 4 months ago
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No matter what type of art you create, however big or small, professional or amateur, please keep doing it, keep creating, keep dreaming! David Lynch is your friend.
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