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"It only hurts when I'm here"

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feeling emotional about hi dad today huh

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Me with all the little sad boy fictional characters.

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I make art too! I don't just post about sad ghost boys.

https://instagram.com/eagle.elle?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

Comissions open! DM me for a custom piece

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ok time to lock the fuck in *opens discord* ok time to lock the fuck in *opens tumblr* ok time to lock the fuck in *opens gmail* ok time to lock the fuck in *opens youtube* ok time to lock the fuck in *opens an unstable vortex in time and space* ok time to lock the fuck in *opens ao3* ok time to lock the fuck in *opens discord* ok time to lock the fuck in *opens tumblr*

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"They've moved me from your memory / I'm still there in your soul"

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I don’t understand why people keep saying that Gabe goes away at the end of next to normal. In Light Diana literally says „some hurts never heal / some ghosts are never gone“ as Gabe stands on the stairs behind them all. Like. He‘s faded into the background and they‘re learning to live with his presence in a healthier way but he will never truly leave. You have to acknowledge your grief to process it but that doesn’t mean it just goes away. That’s the whole point I fear.

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new personality just dropped

my irls bout to sick of me

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Was listening to `Just Another Day` and its really interesting thay Gabe has the line, "You gotta let go Mom, I'm almost 18."

For all the rest of the show, he's fighting to be seen and remembered, but right at the beginning, it's like he's warning Diana almost. Just like, you have to let go or this is going to get worse. Her own subconscious knowing this isn't good but not being able to stop it. It's such an interesting line. Mental illness is like that where deep down you know it's not right and you need to stop but you don't have the faculties to deal with it.

I love this musical so much.

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A reminder with PBS being defunded that it is SO MUCH MORE than PBS Kids. It broadcasts educational shows about science, history, current events, nature, art and so much more, instructional television for cooking and home improvement, British shows that might not be available in the states if it wasn’t for PBS, theatre productions, indie productions that PBS gives an opportunity to broadcast they might not get otherwise, and all that’s not even mentioning NPR!!!!! Losing PBS would not only be losing nostalgic shows like Sesame Street and Arthur, but shows for teens and adults who might not be able to afford other channels as well, and THAT is one of the many reasons why it’s so important to fight for it. The link below is a form that lets you send a message to your lawmakers to not defund the extremely important resource to millions that is PBS!!!!!

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When the hyperfixation hyperfixates too hard and you have no one to talk to about it and have to turn to strangers on the internet but then it's midnight and you should sleep but you just are stuck in the hyperfixation tag and it kind of just makes you sad.

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people: do you like (character)?

me, a little unhinged about said character: He’s fine. He’s alright.

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i am every song that will stay unsung...

moments where i forgot that i shouldn't be rooting for gabe

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Re: Aaron vs Jack Gabe in N2N

Jack's Gabe is Diana putting up walls and retreating into herself in her grief. Gabe is Diana. Wanting comfort and stability and trying to find it in a delusion and memory and longing and lies and not caring who she hurts as she retreats.

Aaron's Gabe is Diana lashing out, pushing away, trying to put up walls but they keep crumbling and she's lost within the anger, hurting everyone around her. Gabe is Diana, feeling so strongly and not knowing how to deal with those feelings and not caring who she hurts in her confusion and grief.