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Ice Cream [Asmodeus/Reader]

Something little I thought up the other day when I needed some comfort...

TW: Reader has an anxiety attack, pronoun 'girl' used.

It's an all too familiar feeling.

Chest tight, body stiff as you fold in on yourself; fingers leaving marks into your arms as you try and hold yourself together physically. Your thoughts an incoherent jumbled mess -- apart from the loudest of all of them, the ones you shouldn't listen to, the ones that tell you that you're worthless, that you're unloveable, that everything you've ever done and ever will do is a mistake--

No. No you need to not listen to them.

But it's so hard, you think, clenching your eyes as you try to focus on breathing. Anxiety somehow manages to pull all your horrible thoughts to the surface all at once and drown out all form of positivity and light -- there's no hope when it's involved, all you can do is wait until it subsides.

The first sign that anyone had come into your room was the feeling of the mattress dipping below you. The second, the one which let you know who it was, was the delightful scent that filled your nose and calmed you just enough to be able to open your eyes.

Of course, as Asmodeus stares at you, it's nothing but concern in his eyes, but the moment he finds you looking at him, he places that all too bright smile of his on his lips. Somehow that's calming, too.

"You don't need to be alone, hon," he murmurs, shifting closer slightly. It's not like him to be so careful about personal space, but he's always been considerate of how you feel when you've been in these states. "Is it okay if I hold your hands?"

You bite your lip as you swallow down the remark that he really ought not to be so kind to you, and instead nod your head. Asmo is gentle as he pries your fingers from your arms before he lets them rest in between you both, his fingers linked with yours. Your hands have always fit together so perfectly, something he's always been giddy about and something that has come to make you feel happy too.

Despite it, you find a small smile coming to your lips though you know it's half hearted, and probably looks pathetic, and--- urgh---

"After you feel better, I'm going to take you for a cheer up!" he says cheerily. "I found an amazing ice cream place the other day and I was planning to take you at some point -- well seems today is the perfect time."

"Asmo...."

"Oh I know you're going to say I don't have to be so kind, but you can take pictures of me and call it even!"

You know he doesn't care abut that, he's just trying to make you feel better by giving you a chance to feel useful to him, to feel as if there's a point in having you be with him. You sigh, trying to accept the defeat in his tone. Asmodeus is incredibly stubborn, but it's a trait that, in situations like this, can be incredibly useful.

You can't push him away, the more you try the more he digs his heels in and insists on being there for you.

"Tell me what kind of ice cream you'll get," he says softly.

What kind of ice cream? You try and focus your thoughts. It's hard when they're so loud and confused, but you also understand him giving you something to focus on that isn't negative is his way to trying to pull you out of this.

"Um-- Vanilla," you reply quietly. "You can add anything to it -- it goes with everything and it doesn't overpower other flavours."

"Oh that's such a good choice!" he half squeals. "And vanilla makes such a pretty back drop for ice cream art!"

"Ice cream art?" you ask, finding yourself laughing. Of course he would be thinking of the aesthetics of things, but he's not wrong, it's a blank canvas that perfectly suits anything added to it -- flavour wise, and looks wise.

"There we go," he beams. "A proper smile from my girl."

"Oh..." you blush, feeling your cheeks heat as you drop your gaze from his. He's right, you feel better, your thoughts are slowing down and you realise the past five minutes you've not had as much trouble breathing. You swear Asmo is magic, a perfect balm for all the troubles in the world. His positivity is infectious, something you've always admired him for.

"Can I hug you?"

"Asmo, you don't have to ask," you remind him. "You don't normally."

"Mmhmm, but I read it's good to ask when someone is having an anxiety attack in case you startle them, or touching them would make it worse," he says nonchalantly before his arms come up and he all too quickly crushes you against his chest.

He'd been looking up ways to help you in these situations? He really is far too good, you think, bringing your arms up to hug him back and smiling to yourself when you feel him nuzzling into your neck. He smells good and he's always just the perfect temperature for the best hugs you've ever had. There's always something comforting in his hugs, heck, in his touch in general -- always something so genuine. Asmo always means what he says and always does what he wants, but it's always sincere and it's never once felt as if he just says the things he says because he has to. The overflowing compliments are hard to believe, but when he so genuinely means them -- well then it's harder to dispute them.

You don't know what it is about him -- somehow Asmo always manages to make every situation feel better. Perhaps it's his ability to see the beauty in every little thing and to bring it out as if it's the most natural, easiest thing in the world. He's a personal sunshine, almost.

"There we go," he sighs softly, rubbing your back with one hand. "I got you, hon," he affirms. "I've always got you."

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couple of extra low-quality gifs from one of my favorite '90s anime :D

just felt like messing around in this style! it's fun to get in there and just really scrunge it all up. >:D there's a lot of mistakes still, but uhhh something something it's about the ✨journey✨

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