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65 kg today !

I had a soup (40kcal) and an applesauce (50kcal)

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Lunch time ✨️

Unsweetened skyr with 2 Kiwis

Yes I eat the Kiwi's skin cuz it's where all the fibers and vitamins are

And it's quite tasty

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Am back into liquid fasting as I had a muffin this morning

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Day 30:

10 facts about me ?

Well

1. I'm a freelance furry artist

2. My sign is scorpio

3. I've been tested as chaotic evil on DnD

4. I'm part of the lgbtq community

5. I've been diagnosed with ana when I was 9 or 10. I don't remember

6. My favourite animals are hyenas

7. I've been drawing for 10 years

8. My favourite meal is a Norman dish (tripes)

9. I'm from France

10. At the time I write this, I'm 2 months clean of SH 🙏

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My stats :

Height: 163cm

HW/SW: 71kg

LW: 29kg

CW: 66kg

GW1: 60kg

GW2: 55kg

GW3: 50kg

GW4: 45kg

GW5: 40kg

UGW: 35kg

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Hello ! Here's an update on my boring life since I haven't posted here for a while.

I'm doing okay! My new meds are working but I've been eat like hell since a few days cuz husband's family were visiting us. So I had to eat a lot with them. But now they're gone so I can restrict again :D

Hope everyone is doing okay here

Stay safe pals 🙏 💓

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Day 29:

My definition of beauty is a bit hypocritical toward myself. For me, being pretty is being petite and delicate and light as a feather. But also, I love all bodies and I think that all bodies are beautiful, just not mine.

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Day 28:

I do want a thigh gap. I don't really know why it's a goal, I just find it pretty

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Day 27:

I struggle a lot cuz I use to love food cuz I come from a poor family so food is a gift to me. But I'm able to handle my cravings and only eat minimum quantity.

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Day 26:

I don't really know. Finally being petite and delicate and not a huge cow haha

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Day 25 :

I did purged before. I dobt remember my first experience but I remember I felt good afterward.

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Day 24:

I feel like it's really misunderstood. For me, the pro ana community is supposed to be a safe space for people like me who are not ready to recover yet. At first, during the 2000s, the pro ana/mia community was safe zone blogs from people with these disorders. Originally, the pro ana/mia community was not about promoting the disorders. A lot of us are actually pro recovery but just not ready themselves.

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New piercing done ! I did a venom piercing !

Piercing artist told me I have to eat liquid for at least 2 weeks

So free liquid fast yayyyy

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Day 23:

No. What motivated me to lose weight is the constant abuse from my abuser when I was 8 to 13

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Gonna get a new piercing today !

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Day 22 :

My lowest weight was 29kg/63lbs. Then I went through forced recovery.

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Day 21:

My clothing size is M but some of my clothes are S and fit me so I don't really know. But I know I love to wear oversized clothes, it feels cozy

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Day 20:

My fav diets are liquid diet and fruit mono. I don't feel restricted when doing these so that's good for my mental