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“Have a good day” as if it’s not dark outside already😇

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Newest post on my TikTok @/toml.28 !!

Thought I’d give you guys a sneak peek of what my account would look like X

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hey guys!!

Although I don’t have much fame here yet, but I am working really hard on some English literature related to One direction, and the members.

I just started a TikTok account for this!!

My username on TikTok is @toml.28 with the name of “thrucigarette”, the same as my name on tumblr.

Please just give me honest opinions, I could use anyone’s comments and support to improve my work X

Feel free to follow, repost, share or simply just a like.

Thanks so much!!

My first post!! Thanks so much for reading till here:)

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Only takes one hard second, to turn it around.

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this is a Spotify playlist with every former members of one direction, all of their solo songs!!

This does not have any band songs I’m sorry :(

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She had always dreamed of seeing all five of them perform, tracing the arc of her youth in the notes of their songs.

But now, no matter how many tickets she saved for, no matter how many shows she attended, the dream was broken.

Liam’s absence was a silent chord, an empty space where his voice should have been.

She could watch Harry’s passion, Niall’s ease, Louis’ grit, and Zayn’s soul—but the harmony was incomplete.

And every lyric that once brought comfort now held a faint echo of loss, a reminder that time had stolen something she could never piece back together.

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I’ll be watching you…

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Who killed Liam Payne?

“Not me.” Said his drug dealer. Who filled a bag, as white as snow. “I took his cash to keep my home.” Then shook his hand and let him go.

“I’m just a victim of the system, you can’t blame me. I didn’t kill him.”

So who killed Liam Payne?

“Not I.” Said his manager, who picked and raised him from his childhood. Lit the fuse and watched the fireworks, paid him, made him. “Sad his childhood hurts, sad he’s sleeping, but it’s who he dreamt it. Don’t blame me like I’d foreseen it.”

So who killed Liam Payne?

“Not us.” Said the screaming fans. “We cried in grief and raised our hands. If we’d been there, we would have caught him. We’d camp outside his room till morning. You dare blame us for our King falling. It’s all the others. Their hate in papers, the insta comments…yeah they betrayed us.”

So who killed Liam Payne?

“Not me.” Said the average man, eating from some burger van. Reading this feel indifferent. “I’ve heard his name, but never listened. Am I sad to see it? Yeah, more than not. But by midday, I’ll have forgot.”

So who killed Liam Payne?

“Not I.” Said the media makers, naming all the movers/shakers. In bold, in print, for the profit takers. Selling stories, just to break us. “We may have called him names sometimes… but it’s not us who made him die. I heard the story and almost cried. Then wrote the news for all of you guys. With the words of love! Black and white pictures, whole page spread, he will be missed.”

Then who killed Liam Payne?

On who and what are we to blame? Maybe this is just the game, and not the music that you’re playing. Or maybe he did it himself, or maybe he just needed help, or maybe it’s all above.

But one thing’s certain…

It wasn’t us.

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if 2 were lovers in your past lives, God will shape the two into similar looking, just to make sure you’d find each other.

It doesn’t matter if they last or not, there are still love remains in blood.

Intertwined.

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Future Harold :))

I wonder if he came from the future to be in a universe where Liam is still alive (if time travel happened)

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It’s November 2024.

Liam went to Zayn’s show in Wolverhampton.

Louis and Liam shared the stage together again.

Niall got to hug Liam again.

Harry called Liam to ask him how he’s doing.

everything is perfect, until the lamp looks weird again.

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oh please… go on twist the knife.

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Tell me why am I lowkey really convinced that fetus,or any era before frat boy NIALL…was gay😇

I’m just so convinced that he was not straight now😭

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Zayn: me and Harry didn’t talk much in the band, we weren’t that close…

BABES, You two were DAMN CLOSE😭😭

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you know, I kinda wished I was 50 years older. Louis’ sympathetic heart wouldn’t allow an old lady to stand there admiring him without being able to interact with:)

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Where the real diva was documented digitally…

They’re so teen romance, and Eleanor was right:)

#myboyfriendisfitterthanyours

I sound so selfish but I hope Niall and Amelia would get to the ending where Louis and Eleanor could’ve reached X

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“Shining” -Louis’ perspective.

I’ll watch you shine from the audience.

You’re shining because of simply who you are, not what you’ve done.

I’m watching you being your true self as an audience, but memories lingers vividly.

No matter what happened between us, memories never lies.