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wind

she finished the maze, now deliberately whispering the wind her words which still remain unseen but is widely felt

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for the selfish

i want to dive in to the deepness of the sea of love and be drowned until i dwell  until i left no space for others to partake to the sea of love i will dive in and i will die in selfishness

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Damayan

Pare-pareho ang mga araw, Ako ay malumbay. Ika’y sana mapadpad sa akin. Damayan mo ako, Upang ang mga susunod na araw, Hindi na muling pare-pareho. Damayan mo ako, Upang ang mga susunod na araw, Hindi na muling malumbay.

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if you’re kinda tired of doing what you love that you know you’re good but you’re scared with the idea of failing,

think about the time when you haven’t yet discovered that thing that could be your saving grace and how it’s much more scarier living without it.

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Understanding

i really think we're all aware of our mistakes and we're all trying to be better every day. maybe point it once to the person who's at fault and they'll eventually become aware of it. i promise you, they know. it's gonna take episodes of understanding from both sides before one is fully able to execute their lesson they reflected from simply being aware. it all starts there. you don’t have to be necessarily right all the time because understanding means considering. the most important thing we have to do is to recognize our mistakes and the things that we have to cultivate more for us to be better for ourselves and to the people around us.

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from By the City’s Tranquility

Gumising sa isang walang laman na puwang, Kay tagal na nakatira sa isang kahong walang laman. Uhaw pagkatapos ng swerteng tagumpay sa buhay, Umaasa para sa mas mabuti.

Naglapag ako ng pusta sa madilim na lilim ng kalangitan -  Kung saan maaaring magkatotoo ang mga pangarap. Isang ningning ng maliliit na ilaw ang isinilang, Sa loob ko'y nakaramdaman ako ng isang buhay.

Ang hirap kong sinubukan. Ang madilim na kalangitan sa gabi ay naglaho, Ang aking mga pangarap ay namatay na. Ano ngayon ang dapat kong gawin?

Hindi na ako muling tumingin, Sa madilim na klase ng kulay ng kalangitan sa gabi. Dahil sa tuwing tumitingin ako ay nakakahiya. Sumunod kasi ako.

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“I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”

Maya Angelou

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do you know the reason why you can’t see yourself somewhere in the future?

no?

well, here’s a cliché message from the future—the vision you can’t see as of now but you will soon.

it’s telling you to focus on what you can only see.

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one thing about hatred is that it’s temporary

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Meaning of Everything

Carrying too many thoughts About the existence of everything The beginning of everything, The point of living, And how were so alone. What even the universe is without anything? Without the planets, The star, The moon, And without even words to call and describe it. My mind is blank as I think. And that's the point of it — The meaning of everything Are the things that make it. And it's meaningful.  — trizena

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Courageous

She has fears, And she is afraid. But she is courageous. Courageous in the sense of Standing still amidst her fears And her being afraid.

 — trizena

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The fact that I’m a flexible person — where I can easily adapt to one person or a group and easily mingle with them makes me think that maybe, one person isn’t bound to stay in my life or be invested to me.

But a part of me also tells that all people experienced this and it just depends on how much we would tell them how invested we are to them.

Or maybe, I haven’t found the same souls and the same minds that I thought I found a couple of times now.

Well, I’d wait for that day to come.

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A sudden realization hits me and I think this is the part of life where people surrounding me and even me, are finally finding their souls — their passion, their interests, their sexualities, anything about themselves.

There must have been thoughts clouding in their heads everyday about the realness of life where they finally became self-aware about philosophy that they learned and experienced in the years they lived.

I wasn’t alone all along.

The door is open for us.

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Weakness

Sometimes I think about not getting a pet dog and a cat that I’ve been really wanting to own for a long time. It’s the same with letting people in freely in my life. There’s always this idea inside me that it would really hit me deeply when the time comes where I’m going to lose them. Sometimes, for me, adding someone or something that I know will mean so much to me is like picking up a stone and hitting myself with it.

This is one of my weaknesses.

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