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I’m Back.

 I stopped writing for a while. But I am back and I am Happy.

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I'll Give You The Sun.

When a boy gives you an orange, you’re love for him will grow. Spoiler: she gave the entire world away for him. When a boy gives you meteorites, you’re love for him will grow. Spoiler: he gave his artistic fingers away for his kiss.

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Suicide Notes From Beautiful Girls.

Family. They take care of each other, no matter what. Even in Death.

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It Ends With Us.

She kept swimming. Spoiler: She never drowned.

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All The Bright Places.

It was too bright.

He painted it blue.

Turns out blue only suffocated her.

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Who You Selling For Tour _X Take me back.

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Who You Selling For Tour _X Take me back.

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H.S.

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We All Looked Up.

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We All Looked Up. (WARNING: SPOILERS)

Ardor is death gliding in the sky ready to demolish mankind. Four teenagers stand out and tell their story. Starting with Andy. Andy is a junkie who hangs with the wrong crowd. Andy’s best friend drags him down with the traumatic past of their pact to kill them selves together. Andy backed down but his buddy Bobo slit his wrists anyway. Of course Bobo lived. Andy struggles with Bobo always talking shit and pushing him about being a virgin especially with the world ending in two months. So Andy being a boy and being a follower to Bobo makes it his life to get laid by a girl you’ll read about in a minute. But who I’ll talk about next is Anita. Anita is the straight As, does volunteer work, goes the extra mile girl school. Everyone adores her. She, however, does not have the easy life. She has this dream to sing, and she’s amazing at it. Her father sees her in a different direction. Her father wants her to go to college and blah blah blah. But does that matter anymore now that the world is ending? Not to Anita. She packs a bag and basically says “Fuck it” and walks off to the only person who she knows can help her with her singing career on a short notice. The guy who saw her and said “Whatever it is, it’s not worth it.” Andy. She stays with him and grows deep feelings for him but he never can see her when his head is in another girl’s ass trying to succeed his quest. The one thing they can agree on, however, is a big party the night before the end of life. The End of the World Party. Anyone can come, live music from Andy and Anita. Where everyone can live one last time. Anita can’t help but fall for this guy for doing the things he does. She can’t help but feel anger for the girl he wants. Eliza. The mistreated. She got slut shamed and after that the bickering started. One mistake over her shoulder made her think it’s okay to sleep around now. So she did. But she didn’t let it take away all of her. She still has that side where she loves to take pictures. Where she started a blog that became huge and helped more people to come to The End of the World party. She also fell in love. With the guy that started the slut shaming. Well his girlfriend at the time. He knew though that Eliza was the one. Peter is that last character. The basketball star. Always smiling. Has a great heart. He and Eliza only kissed. But he let everyone tear down Eliza and it tore him down. All it took was Death to make him realize how much time he waisted on not loving the right girl. Peter never got to make it to The End of The World party. Andy’s friends Bobo and Golden messed with his sister. They all got out of the mess but only Peter was the one that lied in Eliza’s lap knowing he wished he could have more time. Knowing that he’s leaving Eliza to die alone. But here’s the thing. You don’t know what happens in the end. The book never tells you. It ends with the party and how Eliza, Anita, and Andy (along with other characters) looked up and watched Ardor. What I think happens? It didn’t kill them. It didn’t explode the earth. It landed elsewhere and everyone, whether they were from there or drove out of state, at the party lived. And that’s why, they built the party so they could live and guess what? I believe that’s what happened.

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Books = Heart

Books to me are like my heart and blood. My heart needs blood to live. Well I need books to live in this shitty world. Someone told me how they were happy I was out and not reading a book. To me that was an insult. Reading books is my passion. I told him that that's who I am. The girl at home reading. But then I said, I wish someone one day would stop telling me to put down my books and lay by my side and read to me instead. _x

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Instagram.

My heart has been broken by a boy. I moved on eventually, He fell in love with another. It hurt. A lot. Today I scrolled through Instagram. He posted a picture with her, Saying how in love they are. Although it didn't hurt me, I still couldn't bring myself to click the unfollow button I tell myself I've moved on But did I really? _x

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The moon smiles in the darkest of nights _x

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Everything, Everything <<

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Everything, Everything. (Warning Spoiler)

Would you risk your life to live one day? Everything, everything tells a story about a girl, Madeline, who is allergic to the world. Like literally, she can't leave her house or she would die. But something always happens. Love makes you do crazy things. Love makes you angry but happy. Love makes you wanting to risk your life so you can live. Madeline has been stuck in her house for 18 years. She never got to go to school. Never got to go to a dance. Make friends. Make memories. Live. Until a boy moves in next door, Olly. Olly in a way showed her how to live. And once she realized it, Madeline knew that the life she was living was not living at all. She took a risk and got a reward. She got to see the world (really just a small part of Hawaii). But good things always have a down turn. She got sick. What's worse than not living is not being able to live because you're whole life you've been told a lie. You've been betrayed and taken of your 18 years of life. Why? Love. Love and fear makes a human go crazy. Do crazy things like a mother lying to her daughter about this sickness so she wouldn't leave the house. So she wouldn't leave her mom. Madeline loves her mom and always will, but she knew that what she did was wrong. She did what was best for her. She left her home and went to New York to be with a bad boy/dorkie Olly. Olly have her life with his breathe. Olly is her home and she finally got to live happily.

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The Beginning.

I talked about starting a blog, but I never did because I believed it was stupid to exceed in it if I know I won't get many followers or at all if any. But, I was wrong. Who the hell cares if anyone listens, I'm turning the page in my book and starting with a whole new chapter. This is my thoughts, my art, what my eyes see, my life. _x