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I remember how in the beginning I could not phantom the idea of binging. Like I never had the urge to do so, I didn’t understand what people were talking about. Oh to be young and stupid again (and skinny)

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hey girls will it end? when will it end? can it please end?

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Post-breakup confidence is dangerous, I feel like the baddest bitch in the room and my delulu isn’t helping

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Is everything ok

nothing has been ok since i turned 12 but thank u for asking!

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me wondering why i’m fat

and then going to dinner and eating enough sushi for a whole family of 20

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My ex classmate suddenly texted me after 3 years and asked me how I lost weight in high school, I started laughing and asked my mom what to anwswer because I can’t just say “oh I had anorexia”, my mom looks at me and says “well you didn’t have anorexia, just bad eating habits”. Thanks mom, this is exactly why I never seek help :)

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in theory, loosing weight is so easy, you just have to skip meals and wait. But i have a brain with a survival modus and thats the whole problem -_-

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IM BACK BITCHEESSS

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It seems to me that ana is a university student because every time uni starts, she comes back and sits next to me in every class. Annoying bitch.

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babe ur tumblr posts have been so personal recently are u in heat

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“boba tea is worth the cals” i say into the mic. the crowd boos. i begin to walk off the stage in shame. “no, they're right.” i hear a voice say in the back. the lights come on. it’s anorexia herself .

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Started going to the gym, seeing all the strong women, thinspo irl hits different

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As soon as i loose 100 pounds, stop picking at my skin, buy 10000 dollars worth of pretty clothes, and get a therapist its over for all yall bitches

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Back on my bullshit (and by that I mean I never stopped)

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Some people say that restricting is all about control but I can honestly say that I have never been more out of control

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Can we not tell my mom that the only reason I got a job was so I could restrict and walk more?