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I wish I could feel accomplished but I just replaced one habit with another
My purging came back and my baseline ed thoughts got stronger so I had a new self destructive behavior
And if a sh urge came anyways I just smoked some weed to deal with it
I didn't really try to stop anyways, it just happened somehow and left me feeling extremely invalid :/
#3ating disord3r#3d diary#3d relapse#tw 3d in the tags#tw ana ed#tw m14#34t1ng d1sord3r#3d di3t#tw restriction#an0r3cia#s3lf harn#tw self destruction#s3lf mutilation#self h4te#staving#pro m1a#disordered eating mention#i hate my existence#i hate my body#self destruction#unhealthy coping mechanisms#self harmm#tw sh related#ed not sheeran#pr04n4#pr0an4#$h relapse#personal vent#vent post#vent
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healthy skinny is not fun for me ughhh I need to be skinny skinny
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Why dafuq is my hearing so weird when I don't eat??
#3ating disord3r#3d diary#3d relapse#tw 3d in the tags#tw ana ed#tw m14#tw restriction#34t1ng d1sord3r#an0r3cia#3d di3t#ed not sheeran#eating disoder trigger warning#disordered eating mention#tw eating issues#ana d13t#tw an0rexia#calorie restriction#food restriction#low cal diet#pr04n4#pr0an4#pr0anna#pr0ana diet#pr04nn4#pro 3d#i hate my body#eating issues
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i would be the last person to judge someone for their body which is ironic considering i constantly judge myself for my body
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Depression sucks, I'm not even sad I'm just enpty and tired and bored
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for someone who only thinks about starving and losing weight i sure do eat a lot
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Yess this, how am I so fucking scared of bread, like dude what?!??!
do we as anas just universally have a fear of bread??
like i swear we all just avoid it as much as possible😭
carbs man istg.. like any other form is fine.. but BREAD?? scary.
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When I say I'm pro Ana I mean that for myself. If you want to recover than I support you all the way🤗
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Reblog if ur a grunge (or just alternative) 3d acc I need more mutuals (sorry if any of these r reposted from my previous ones)










All from 📍terest
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i feel guilty for not feeling guilty enough about eating. i hate it here
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How does my sister always mention that she forgot to eat today when my ed thoughts are the loudest?
#3ating disord3r#3d diary#3d relapse#tw 3d in the tags#tw ana ed#tw m14#tw restriction#34t1ng d1sord3r#an0r3cia#3d di3t#ed not sheeran#eating disoder trigger warning#disordered eating mention#pr04n4#pr0an4#pr0anna#pr0ana diet#pr04nn4#pro m1a#ana d13t#tw an0rexia#4n0rexic#4n4m1a#4n4rex1a#4n4diary#4nablr#low cal diet#tw self destruction#i hate calories
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Girls and their floor time against the whole world
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Hunger feels good again, I'm back bitches!!!
#3ating disord3r#3d diary#3d relapse#tw 3d in the tags#tw ana ed#tw m14#tw restriction#34t1ng d1sord3r#an0r3cia#3d di3t#eating disoder trigger warning#ed not sheeran#disordered eating mention#i hate my existence#calorie restriction#4n0rexic#4n4m1a#staving#🌟ving#🌟ve#sleeping and 🌟ving#🌟ving motivation#pro 🌟🫙#pro m1a#pr04n4#pr0an4#pr0anna#pr0ana diet#pr04nn4#4n4rex1a
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Breakfast today was tho cups of coffee and 6 pickles ✨
#3ating disord3r#3d diary#3d relapse#tw 3d in the tags#tw ana ed#tw m14#tw restriction#34t1ng d1sord3r#an0r3cia#3d di3t#ed not sheeran#eating disoder trigger warning#disordered eating mention#i hate my existence#calorie restriction#pr04n4#pr0an4#pr0anna#low cal diet#bullima#ana d13t#tw an0rexia#4n0rexic#4n4m1a#4n4rex1a#4n4diary#4nablr#tw disordered thoughts#pro m1a#mealsp0
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Still thinking abt the two gymbros who talked abt how hoch they need to eat in order to gain weight :,) IT WAS 5 TO 8 THOUSAND CALORIES!!?!!?
I'm so jealous I gain weight at 1500 kcals 😭😭
yo yk who I'm jealous of? Teenage boys who can have an entire rotisserie chicken in one sitting and not gain weight. Like pls give me your metabolism
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How to sleep 8 hours no glue no borax????
#3ating disord3r#3d diary#3d relapse#tw 3d in the tags#tw ana ed#tw m14#tw restriction#34t1ng d1sord3r#an0r3cia#3d di3t#ed not sheeran#eating disoder trigger warning#disordered eating mention#i hate my existence#insomia#low cal diet#pr04n4#pr0an4#pr0anna#tw an0rexia#4n0rexic#4n4m1a#4n4rex1a#4n4diary#4nablr
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