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Currently on a trip with my partner to visit his family (my in laws). We’ve had a bit of a rough start at the beginning of my relationship with them because of cultural differences but now (6 years later) I have a pretty good relationship with them. Moving across the country away from them was the best thing for me.

That being said, as an obsessive creator and someone who loves to travel, there’s no way I’d ever live near them or even near my own family in my home state. I’ve realized I love living far away from people (family) so I have more time to focus on my creative endeavors with little to no distractions.

That may sound strange, but I don’t mind visiting family like once or twice a year (preferably once a year), just don’t want to live on the same side of country as them lol.

I enjoy my solitude so much that I honestly enjoy being alone most of the day, and I’ve accepted that. I feel more like myself when I’m allowed to just be and not worry about showing up to everyone and their grandmas house all the time to do god knows what.

nothing really important I’m saying here, just doing a random rant since I’m away from any friends that I can talk about this too 😂

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If your fanfic is taking a different direction, don't get frustrated.

Take a quick break to explore the possibilities.

It won't always go as planned, and that's okay.

Listen to your characters and where they want to go.

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Bazen öylece rüzgarın ahengine dalar insan. silkeleyip dururken yemyeşil çimenleri..

A momentary breeze..

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writing is so funny because i could write nonstop for 9hrs and then hit a block where im like "how do i transition between this moment and the next?" and then i just dont touch it for 6 months

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These are still some do the best comments ☺️

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One time I thought taking an edible before writing was a smart idea, and then I proceeded to question every single word on the screen while simultaneously feeling so deeply about it all.

A wild experience I tell ya

Reading my own fanfiction is basically just a rollercoaster of emotional whiplash.

20% of the time: “Hold on. I wrote this? This is fire. This is emotionally devastating in the best way. This scene is dripping with tension. I’m a literary perfectionist. Someone give me a book deal.”

80% of the time: “Straight to jail. Immediate prison. Why is everyone’s breath hitching?. I used the word ‘gaze’ three times in one paragraph like I was possessed. Did I think 'his eyes darkened' was profound? Why is everyone clenching their jaws? Why is someone whispering 'their name like a prayer' again?? No one talks like this. What is this dialogue. Why are there so many weird metaphors and em-dashes…”

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starting a collection of my favourite AO3 author’s notes

honourable mentions

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Me raising a brow with my curly dark hair 🤨❓

"Y/n threw her long blonde hair into a messy bun"

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Amen 🙏🏾

dear lord, please take all life problems and responsibilities away from fanfic writers but also make them financially stable and happy with nothing to worry about so they can happily focus on writing and posting fanfiction. amen

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X reader was never cringy to me! I just despise the use of “y/n”….

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Hey yall!

It’s been a while since I’ve posted anything on this account but I think about it literally everyday.

So right now I have a piece of glass stuck in my foot and am stressing tf out.

It’s currently 12 am where I am and nothing is open so I have to wait to go to the urgent care at 8am tomorrow.

Yeah, not doing so hot, but I’m guessing no one really is at this point in time.

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Feeling really lost at the moment. Hopefully I’ll recover soon. Just need some time I guess

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whats your music taste like?

Hello!

Hmm, let's see 🤔 It's really all over the place, honestly so I don't really know where to start.

I was very into alternative/punk rock when I was younger (yes, I was that kid) and still am but I also had an EDM phase.

I say it's like a mix of alt rock, dance music, and everything in between. I like to rage but also go to the mf disco 🕺 💃, ya know?

One of my previous coworkers had a saying that went: "If it slaps, it slaps" when talking about her fav music and I totally agree.

So in one day, I'll be listening to Lady Gaga, Panic! At The Disco, and Post Malone within the same hour.

That was a lot of words just to say I like music of all genres, but I listen to some more than others depending on my mood.

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I love him, your honor 💕

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Hello! How are you doing today? 😆

Oh I’m so bad at checking my inbox here but thank you for asking (and keep sending because I’ll see them eventually).

I’m doing alright, friend. I just recently created a way too long post about exactly that.

How are you?

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Hey friends, how's it going?

It's been a hot minute since I've posted on here, so here goes my monthly rant 😅:

Let's see, work is still annoying but I've made it less annoying by telling my bosses that they aren't good at their job- in a professional manner of course 😏. Long story short I finally got tired of their bullshitting about how everyone needs to do better at their job and I pointed out that they aren't even good at their job and they couldn't tell me I was wrong when i provided LOTS of examples. This has resulted in me getting two new workers for my department as well as a (potential) raise! I could talk more about this later about how I achieved this but really it was through trial and error (and dealing with the discomfort of pushing myself to speak up). For once in my life, opening my mouth and telling the truth has gotten me rewarded. We'll see how long that lasts though.

My cat was throwing up two days in a row last week which has been sort of worrying but lately this week he seems fine so I'm wondering it he had a large hairball in his throat or if he simply was a dumbass and ate something he wasn't supposed too. Could be either one 🤷🏾‍♀️. If he does it again I'm shipping him straight to the vet.

Oh- and I wrote a really long chapter of my fic which was really good! It took a lot of energy out of me so I have to recuperate this week and start up again next week. Gonna work on my Youtube content this week.

My husband got me vocal lessons for Christmas so I'm about to begin that. Please pray for me and the teacher so i don't ruin both our eardrums 🙏🏾

Other than that, my mental health has been a lot better this month so far. The reasons being: I got my IUD removed (it just wasn't for me foreal, too much bleeding. I'm back to the nuvaring ✨ ), I fired my therapist (long story short i have very high expectations for therapists and the past three I've had were complete jokes), I've gotten back to my normal exercise routine, and I've been listening to more health and wellness podcasts that help keep me motivated and educated about how to deal with this thing called life.

I know that was a lot but I have more.... that I'm not gonna share bc I'll be writing forever. Maybe next time.

Hope you guys are doing well!

-A. ♥️