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The best thing about smoking is that ik with each cig im coming closer to my grave

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Getting back on track with not eating after a period of not caring is so fucking hard

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Im not pretty im not funny im not smart im not important to no one

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I just wanna kms and be reincarnated as a cat is that too much to ask for

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The most painful thing when ur ed works and u lose weight but ur still insecure the only difference is u have nothing to look for or think will make u love urself

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I love having online friends (people I follow and never speak to)

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always “hot local singles” in my area and never “recently awoken bloodthirsty vampires” smh

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Im sitting here debating if i should eat the boiled egg and thinking was it ever fcking worth it being like this

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Have any other ed bitch that achieved their goal and became skinny realized that the confidence boost was limited edition cuz my subscription fucking ended

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I know its missed up but I was always jealous of ppl that have “good” reasons to be sad and break down publicly like yk their sadness is justified everyone knows that but me no i cant tell why i cry myself to sleep every now and then or what im thinking of when im staring into nothingness then my mood switch, its really selfish tho

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Do ppl generally have two states either distracted by something stupid or suicidal or is it just me??

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How the fuck do ppl make friends i just wanna ppl i can relate to

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Coca cola zero >>>

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Sometimes I remember the me before when I wouldnt even look in the mirror or take pictures and had literally no concept of how i looked like i just disconnected from my physical body to be in the body i imagined in my head didnt hyper fixate on every little part or even knew how every part looked like to do that, i didnt care about anything in the physical world because my true self didnt exist in it, past me wasnt attached to life or enjoyed existing either but they had a good coping mechanism and a nice escape from their meaningless stupid existence it was their everyday surviving strategy and it definitely felt better than whatever the fuck im doing now i miss it

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my trauma didn’t make me stronger it made me addicted to escapism and terrified of facing reality

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My favorite liquid is Diet Coke and i literally can not remember the last time i actually had any will to live but i like coffee or raspberry juice from time to time whats ur favorite liquid?

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You know ur organized when crying urself to sleep becomes part of ur night routine