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World of the distracted 

I never thought someone finding me “attractive” could hurt so much.

got a little rhyming and went with it.

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Tw

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First Love

acceptance.

this is about the boy I had a childhood crush on and eventually fell in love with. Things were short lived and I always blamed the way I looked for how things went. I met another boy 6 months after I was heartbroken and he helped me heal even though we were never official. Then things ended badly with him. So here I am post both of them. And I feel okay. As someone who is conventionally unattractive I’ve always thought the worst thing to happen to me is the face I was born with. But it’s not. Heartbreak is normal, whether you look like me or Megan Fox.

so my ode to the boy I loved first. I will always feel something for him. Something I failed to truly express when I had the chance. And now as High School comes to its final bow I think I’m okay with that. You were something that part of me fears I’ll never find again. But life is long and so is love.

this is dramatic :) sorry sometimes I get carried away and think I’m Taylor Swift or something.

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I have covid

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In honor of Homecoming

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