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Drawn for @.udynaper on twitter :>

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POV: you reached your gw!

Short story with choose-your-own images.

TW for 3ating d1sorders, d1sordered thinking. If this is not your type of content, please block me and move on. I write to vent and maybe this will make other people with the same illnesses feel better.

You yawn, eyes flitting open and arms streatching overhead. You crack a smile, noticing that when you move, your arms no longer sway with the flab you once carried. You could have sworn this was a blissful dream.

You gracefully leave your bed, relieving yourself and then making your way toward your scale, as per routine. The scale felt cold against your bare feet, but when you saw the numbers appear on the screen, your body flushed hot with excitement, pure joy. This was no dream: you finally reached your GW.

After such a long battle with food and numbers, fasts and diets, you did it. You couldn't be any more happy with yourself than you were in this moment.

Goosebumps crawled on your skin from the excitement. Actually, maybe it was because you were standing, unclothed, away from the warmth your bed had provided.

Could be both.

You head to pick out your outfit for the day.

Before you achieved your GW, you were too big to wear the clothes you wanted, adding even more shame on top of every other negative feeling. But now... Now, you wouldn't have to worry about that ever again.

What will you wear?

Your clothes - being the smallest sizes they came in - fit you perfectly. It served to compliment your attractive figure even more, and you needed little to no makeup to look as wonderful as you do.

Your thighs no longer chafed together, even when you walked.

Your double chin was no longer there, even when you peered downward.

Your stomach no longer bunched up, even when you sat or bent in odd positions.

You were so proud of yourself for achieving this.

With a blissful sigh, you head to the kitchen to make yourself a special breakfast. Today was your special day, after all. You deserve this.

What will you eat?

Your mouth waters as you observe the meal before you. Not only did it smell and look wonderful, it would keep you full until your next meal. Armed with your favorite cutlery and with practiced restraint, you begin to eat.

When you're not taking slow, measured bites of your breakfast, you take sips from your drink. You know yourself well - if you wolfed your food down like you used to, you'd still feel hungry. Taking it slow allowed your brain to realize you were beginning to feel full.

You ate most of your meal, and for that, you were proud. Tossing the rest, you realize you need to fill up your water bottle before leaving the house for the day. Staying hydrated helped you fast, and so you bring water with you practically everywhere.

Which water bottle will you pick?

You take a swig of your water before setting it by the front door. You knew you were going to have a busy day today, and if you wanted to meet your exercise goal, you'd have to stay hydrated!

You pat down your pocket, ensuring that you had everything you needed before heading out. Phone, check. keys, check. wallet... Wallet? Oh, that's right - you ordered a new wallet a few days ago. Checking the tracking status on your phone, you smile widely when you see the word "DELIVERED" in bold green letters.

You rush to your front door to find a small package off to the side, waiting for you. Without hesitation you vigorously tear into the bubble envelope.

What will you find inside?

It looked even better in person! With haste, you swap the contents from your old wallet to your new one. The old wallet was worn down and had been begging to be replaced for a while now. It needed to be replaced with something more attractive and capable. Sort of like yourself when you had all that weight.

You couldn't wait any longer. You toss the packaging and old wallet away, grab your water bottle, and return outside with the door locked behind you. You couldn't wait to show everyone what you were made of, and how wonderful you looked. You faced the world with a broad smile and marched forward, with only one thought in your mind:

"Finally, finally, I'm perfect."

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Let’s Learn About Water Weight

Hello everyone! I’ve been seeing a lot of confusion about water weigh on ED tumblr, so let’s talk about it! 

[DISCLAIMER: I’m not an expert, just spent some time researching and want to share what I found]

All my sources will be at the end of the post <3

Keep reading

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when ur blorbo is ur gw call that blorbspo

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This is not a pr.o a.n.a/e.d blog. I will share my writings here and it may be triggering to people who struggle with 34ting d1sorders. PLEASE seek recovery if you are in a position to do so - I wish I never had my disorders but this is my way of venting in a healthier way.

Feel free to block me if this content is not appropriate for you. Just don't take away my freedom to express myself.

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jennie thinspo

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Dni if you’re a calorie

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SO I WAS FIGHTING SANS AND HE JUST TOLD ME THAT I DONT HAVE FRIENDS

WELLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPP -IT’S 1AM

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*same.

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So as you might have heard around the grapevine, it’s the first anniversary of a little alternate-universe comic known as Storyshift.

I’ve never been secretive about how much I adore this AU, what with all the stuff I do for it, so I just had to do something for this amazing milestone.

And you know something?

It’s just amazing how something like this can being so many together.

There are no words to express my enjoyment of this story, from the Ruins down to the CORE.

Once again, congratulations on one year of Storyshift, and onward to New Home!

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(๑´╹v╹`๑) JacKen- All the positivity for Kenpai !

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that’s maaaybe cheesy but i always feel a lot of sympathy for Ken. I wish i could speak out mahself better in english ..But anyway ,i like to imagine the impact of Jack’ positivity on Ken’s negativity .

 Let’s be honest,it’s a rough time for him. Poor strong bear doesn’t deserve all the love he should get.

Even with Pewds’s help, Youtube is bein’ a lil’ piece of shiet and i truly hope he won’t give up bc of that. He’s not the problem…8A8

(⊙︿⊙✿) Also, he’s not fat. he’s maybe a kyote chubby bear …but mainly a strong wahn. He just doesn’t fit with the usual representation of a muscled guy.

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Merry December everyone! :3

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rainboots

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Absolutely beautiful

So I came up with this great idea for a fake beard using fiber mascara and I realized there were no tutorials out there for this already. So I made one myself. It works really well and is very realistic!!

here are some links to some fiber mascaras as well as the type I used (I’m sure you guys can find one at a cheaper price though)

here is the absolute best crossplay makeup tutorial I highly recommend it

I’m so sorry for my handwriting I did my best I swear

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Hey guys, I found Frisk.

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Undertale 1 year anniversary.                                                                        Pastel on texta on watercolour on paper

By me

(I know it’s early but I’m gonna be away on the day so :))

(This took forever pls reblog)