vladimirmakarovirl

[vladimirmakarovirl]

i am back

Hello all. I was recently hospitalized for an attempt snd I am home now and will be back to posting. #callofduty

[vladimirmakarovirl]

Been a while since you've posted...

You alright?

im okay I was just hospitalized ,

[vladimirmakarovirl]

… r u still here?…

im alive sorry I was hospitalized

[vladimirmakarovirl]

I love being able to actually wake up next to Makarov now.

[vladimirmakarovirl]

Genuine question, not to sound mean or anything, I'm just curious...

What do you think about Makarov and his actions and motives through the games?

You mentioned that you would never copy his violent actions, so I guess I wonder what part(s) of him you relate to?

I think he (at first) was mentored into this and could possibly have okay intentions (he wanted russia back to how it was b4 communism) and he just got power hungry and it went awol. I relate to him because I definitely know there's more to him than just 'oo evil terrorist man' and we both have a lo of the same personality traits.

[vladimirmakarovirl]

"last anon was weird af" anon, is in fact, much weirder

since when did you dictate someone's mental health? hi makarov, you're doing just fine. we get you— we identify as a fictional character, too. maybe you could look into the fictionkin community? if you don't already. not sure if you know the term or if you just don't feel like it fits, but it's a community of likeminded individuals who also feel a connection with fictional characters enough to identify with them.

it may be comforting to view every once in awhile.

you're not crazy— even if this was a coping thing, your beliefs will not harm you or the people around you if you can navigate them just fine. Do people not realize how distressing it is to be told you're not who you say you are? We understand. just keep being you and trying to live your life as happy as you can.

goodluck, and remember, you can always take a break if the people basically attacking you get to be too much. we're very sorry people are so hateful and weird to you.

please, feel free to navigate your identity however you please. if you think its causing you issues, it's okay to change, but if you think it's a good thing for you— well then, what would it matter what these dicks in your inbox think? avoid what makes you feel bad, go with what makes you feel good.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA TYSM I NEEDED THISSS

[vladimirmakarovirl]

It's so sad

i find a great blog of f/o and yume stuff "proship dni your disgusting ew ew ew jump!" oh well whatever nevermind- hello hello hello how low

[vladimirmakarovirl]

MY BAD BRO

SORRY I PUT 17 ON A POST ITS SUPPOSED TO BE 16 this post. I realized when i got an anon in my inbox

[vladimirmakarovirl]

Last anon was weird af

"They should mind their own business!!1!" We saw a teenager who is hurting his own mental health and are trying to help him with healthier coping mechanisms.

It's like you're saying "I don't care when a friend of mine does drugs, it's his business" No! You should either help him or looks away, but never say "What you're doing is okay" smh

I understand it feels right for you to act this way, but it really isn't. I hope one day you get better and turn away from this "coping mechanism"

Me being Makarov isnt exactly a coping mechanism, i guess it could be, but my identifying as him is my own thing though.

[vladimirmakarovirl]

Making an alt for strictly wild crap. My proship stuff, yume, etc. i'll edit this with the account.

It's way more fancy btw

[vladimirmakarovirl]

I'm sorry you're dealing with all this hate 🫂 I personally don't completely understand it but I'm in no place to tell a stranger what they should do. And I think a lot of people could benefit from not harassing others and minding their own damn business 🙄

Much love to you 🖤🖤🖤

TYSM!!!!

[vladimirmakarovirl]

Honestly we should all -not just you, but especially you- put the phone away for a week and live entirely in this world 🙏🙏

I couldn't care less as what you identify as; a dog, a cat, a dragon, I do not give a single fuck; but a fictional character? A terrorist nonetheless? Lemme ask you this (and I mean this in the most respectful way) what exact part of him makes you say you are him? The looks? The personality? His ideals and plans for the future?

Cause I honestly don't see why a person would see a heartless terrorist -who has killed thousands of innocent lives- and says "Hey, that's me!"

I'm trying to hear you out on this 🙏

It started with my alter, I had an alter of him surface a few months ago and after that I really started clinging to him. As I dug into his character more and more, the more i related to him. I had dreams about memories he's had, (even non cannon ones) I then came to the conclusion that i ficktionkin him. My feelings got stronger and stronger and i began feeling severe dysphoria, and I concluded that I was him. Just in a different universe, and body. I understand that it seems insane and i felt insane too, but i have come to realize how safe, comfortable, and happy i am since this. (minus terrible nightmares and a terrible father) I also understand that its alarming since he's a terrorist. And I am gonna say that I am not going to do anything like that. It's behind me. However I am a c0mm1e. (yes ik he was trying to restore it back to the russian empire b4 that all started)

[vladimirmakarovirl]

He should eat someone tiny again

I'll drop art soon. Dw I ghotchu

[vladimirmakarovirl]

YOU'RE CURRENTLY IN THERAPY???? go get your money back omg 🥀🫠

Let me be myself??

[vladimirmakarovirl]

Tbh identify as what you want, but I have problems with your headcanons about him.

Cuddling? With random things or actual people? Hell nahhh

This is like the Ghost fangirls who either babify him completedly (even though he's a grown ass man) or make him into some cnc rapist whose gf is barely over 18

And I know headcanons are there to put your own ideas into the character, but when a headcanon contradicts the entire character itself, it just sucks

At least see him as the person he really is

And btw, just as a quick note, he has all the money in the world, enough to get him multiple prostitutes at once, yet the only sexy-time thing he has in his safehouse are sex dolls. That only implies that he seeks out sexual relief alone, without a partner, which probably means he doesn't like company in bed. Even when cuddling. He's a godforsaken terrorist omfg, stop babifying him

Ight then inc3zt headcannons it is.

[vladimirmakarovirl]

Guys please we're falling for the rage bait... 😭

If you were genuinely feeling attacked, you would get off the internet. You feel "phantom pains" every time you see Makarov hanged—yet, you seem to stay on Pinterest where you can scroll and find it at any time. Queer how that works, huh?

But I know for a damn fact that nobody sane is "accepting" that you think you're a whole video game terrorist. Unless you're friends with people like Felix Cipher.

I wholeheartedly believe spreading hate via anonymous is not cool. Except, when I see people like you, it sends me into such rage.

If you share a personality with a video game character, I couldn't care less (not that Makarov has any personality besides wanting to kill others.) But to turn around and say you genuinely think you are that character in real life?

The other anons have a point. Seek therapy. Whether you actually plan to act on the same violent tendencies that Makarov did or not, it's so extremely unhealthy and borderline socio of you to believe you're him.

Just say you like him and get over yourself.

love, anon

A) Not ragebait. B) I stay on Pinterest to try and find normal photos of him for edits and such (which i have been blocking and hiding any pins of him dead) C) I have 'sane' people accepting me. D) Stop bringing Felix Cipher into this. That is nothing like what is happening here. Vladimir Makarov is nothing compared to who that man is. I am in therapy.

[vladimirmakarovirl]

Damn dude. Its not ragebait. Idgaf if you think it is. I identify as Makarov and thats a-okay.