vorne

[vorne]

i’ve lost so much we!ght!

from 95 kg to 76 kg

all i have to do is keep going!

[vorne]

i feel depressed and for what?

my life is going perfectly

i should be happy

why can’t i be happy?

[vorne]

tips to loose we!ght and drop sizes quickly?

i don’t want to be f@t forever.

[vorne]

you make me see a future,

one i could never picture,

one i never thought i’d be alive to experiance.

perhaps you are my reason to live?

[vorne]

i cant even c//t anymore,

we’re going away on holiday in a few weeks.

any new ones i do will not heal by then,

but the temptation is growing on me day by day.

[vorne]

"kys" are u challenging me cuz i might actually do that

[vorne]

Please tell me I’m not as forgettable as your silence is making me feel.

[vorne]

do i masturbate or self harm? these are life’s greatest questions.

[vorne]

thinking of ways i could end it all

before it has the chance to get any worse.

[vorne]

I’m so inexplicably sad I feel like there’s a void inside me and it’s slowly eating away at me

[vorne]

now we’re strangers all over again.

[vorne]

i miss cutting so much.

[vorne]

why can i not understand what you feel for me?

it’s as if when you are not present,

my mind simply cannot fathom

being loved so truly by another.

it wanders, reassurance is a temporary bandaid

i find myself asking:

do i prepare for another love to abandon me?

or are you just busy.

[vorne]

i’m happy those cuts didn’t kill me.

but now i live every day in shame

knowing whenever you see my bare arms,

you see how badly i wanted to d!e.

i’m sorry my love.

[vorne]

why does my heart hurt so much?

i just want to be loved.

[vorne]

if i dissapeared tomorrow,

how many of you would even turn your head?

prehaps you’d assume i up and left

while my rotting corpse fits perfectly

in a pretty little box 6 ft under.