heya, my name is whatever, but you can call me alessa if you want. well... i do arts and comics about my ocs and even me and my friends. i just wanna have fun and maybe success. aaaaaaaaaaaaand i am a brazilian.
FUCK IM CRYING OUT LOUD.
(SPOILERS)
the first one is Paul Jackson, from COD MW4, died when a atomic bomb launched crawling out of the helicopter he fell
Ghost died helping roach to get to shepherd, only to die betrayed by him with a shot on the chest.
Soap died helping yuri, after discovering he knew makarov.
my dog was 14 years old, he died yesterday around 13:44 PM.
he had a cardiac insufficiency. around where it started, after 10 minutes he was getting his breathing better, we didnt had anyone to call to help, the closest veterinary was too far, and we had no car.
he fighter it for 30 minutes, i didnt want him to be in all of this time, in pain. we searched the best we could on the internet, to see what we could do, but nothing helped. and then he stopped breathing, that was when the time around me stopped. i just saw him standing there, laying. dead.
i still go outside, to see him where he used to sleep, but he isnt there anymore. i just cannot accept the fact that.. a dog, that was part of me, my family, my brother (my father adopted him, a puppy while i was 3, or 4 years old), a puppy that grow old with me... just died liked that. nobody expected anything like this. and FUCK IM CRYING SO HARD WRITTING THIS.
i just wanted to see him again, one last time.
i decided to do this post so maybe people that is grieving out there, being a dog, or a human, or whatever thing you are grieving for.. you maybe feel less alone. i repeat that to myself, it dont work quite well and maybe you've heard that before, but be happy that you lived right by side with this one. be happy you made he be immortalized in your memories, and most of all. you made him happy. you made he live that best life.
grown tired of just WATCHING, THINGS SLOWLY GOING. guess i'll need to be a classic, weirdo artist. (just kiddin' im experimenting a bit of expression.)
HEEEEY, did i alredy told you guys i am doing a game with my team? YEAH! MEET BUSTER AND FRIENDS! An brazilian indie fangame, please go check it out!
https://gamejolt.com/games/Buster-e-Friends/789779
SO, explanation.
This is a thumb from a youtube video i made, an animatic of ''i cut myself'' song. The lore behind it is after cris alredy lost everything, and was stuck on the gang's place. We're she lives surviving and dealing with constant mental abuses from her boss.
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