wohlikhtihai

[wohlikhtihai]

him

and now if you'd ask

the purpose of my life

I'd say now

it's all re-defined

re-defined with the ink

of his love

and beauty

of his existence

the purpose redefined

now is to just love him,

more and more and more.

that has redefined the

definition of love too,

I shall gladly quote

like I do,

his name as the

new synonym for love.

and, for always and ever

this shall continue

If the dictionary ever

talks about love,

it will spell his name

as the golden words

and around it

would draw

little few hearts and more

A wreath of perfection

and drenched in love galore.

[wohlikhtihai]

sometimes your mind seeks refuge, and that's where the mind forms the illusions to illude to the intrinsic insanity of intense ideally idyll islands filled with what you desire to seek refuge to .

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[wohlikhtihai]

[wohlikhtihai]

[wohlikhtihai]

and now as I sat down

with my dear dairy

and pen

tears rolled down my cheeks

wets the paper,

date says- 12th August 2024

the diary interrupts

the pen shocks

and questions -

Are they happy tears?

my heart clenches

with having felt a four letter term

that indulges

a thousand and more feels

as words slipped my tongue

the four letter word

called Love

emulsifies itself into

the five letter name,

and I say yes,

those are the happy tears .

When said love,

I quoted him ;

I kept on correcting myself -

the more I spoke of love

the more I said his name .

And further,

to the damp wet pages

of my diary with salty ocean water

rolling down my eyes,

holding the pen with the Ink

the ink of red,

for the first time

not the red of furor

but the red of Amore;

I wrote -

“Thus I stand corrected”,

I ended on the

last line of the fourth page

further writing,

I spell the five letter name

the beautifully majestic name,

as my synonym of love;

additionally added -

“The one that lasts forever,

till my breath,

till my death,

till the carved quotes on my grave,

the one that won't change ever,

now today and tomorrow and forever”.

-jyotsana

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[wohlikhtihai]

death!!

death awaits me 

But wait , isn't it the death already

It is because I feel invisible

It is because nobody cares for my feels 

It is because nobody cares if I'm here 

It is because no one would ever care

if i not be here

It is because my soul only pains and deals

With the pain I am for everyone else 

It is because i have been made to feel unwanted as I don't do anything right

It is because I don't have my family standing with me for my side 

It is because I am not worthy of being a daughter, a friend but a stock of clatter

It is because my mother wishes me dead 

It is because my brother has been taught to never learn from me and be tamed

It is because I have brought misfortune to my dad and have made him appear bad 

It is because I have proven to exist but still be treated like i don't 

It is because sometimes I work hard and I want to care for my own 

Now if you ask is it death already

I would say is it not 

And if is it not

Then educate me with what love and life is because that's what I never felt and got 

I don't know how living feels because I sure now that's not how life treats

So I better call it the death of me 

Not physically but internally

I will chase me to stop me from dying physically

But I would give up at the cliff 

As that's how life would find me 

As that's how I'll be treated fairly.

[wohlikhtihai]

love ?

love, what is love?

love is not just elated souls,

love is not when it feels secure,

love is not just a flower bed of rose,

love is not when it feels pretty sure,

love is ineffable

uncountable meanings

because it is never fatal

fatal maybe the feeling is

but still fatal, never the feeling is

love is a tragedy,

unexpected incidents,

destroys the fantasy,

fantasy destroys when pulled to reality

but still love it is, it is a dichotomy

love, a term profused

in languages that only

only a wrecked or a loved one can use l

ove is what I write about

so passionately

antithetical it is,

love is what I never found,

neither fatuously nor scandalously

an unfortunate truth it is

love gave me a silent treatment,

a shoulder so cold,

that in the beauty of the cold,

my soul was found

was found dead and sore.

-jyotsana

[wohlikhtihai]

what's romantic??

i love you , no but it's romantic when someone says - "koi aur rhe na rhe main hmesha tumhare sath rahunga" .

[wohlikhtihai]

love ? what is it ??

i replied with my soul crushing inside "love is ineffable, it can be pain , can be a healer, can have a thousand and more meanings to it in each and every language but , still it is a language only a few understands ".

-jyotsana