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He wil either be my greatest love story or my most painfull heartbreak.

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She blames me for not leaving a toxic situation, when being in one. But how could i? After all the pointing fingers, the slamming doors, the screaming and the fighting. I have never knew better, i guess that what they say is true. I am just like my fathers.

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“after” makes me think of you, maybe Hardin and Tessa are not meant to be togheter but they try their hardest to make it work. i want to be like that with you, even if it will still hurt me in the end, i wan’t to give everything i have in order to try and make US work.

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Being back in the room where depression lives, it’s a sharp pain and an overwhelming numbness.

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How many times can you let the same thing break your heart?

As long as you love it…

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Every eyelash that was on my face, every dandelion i blew, every birthday candle, every coin thrown in a fountain, every 11:11, every fallen star, i wished for just a little longer with you.

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At least our paths have crossed.

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“If it’s meant to be it will come back” i always believed in that until you came back over and over again and kept hurting me over and over again.

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i’m in this weird phase of my life where i’m not really happy but not sad eighter i’m just living in confusion of what the fuck i actually feel.

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You know everyone is going to hurt you at some point in life you just have to find the ones worth suffering for.

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Today i came home from my vacation

Usually you would run to me for hugs and little belly rubs

But the house was empty

My bed felt empty without you in it

I felt the ghost of you,

Happy to see me back

But it will never be the same again

I miss you alot my little star

Especially on moments like this

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We were fast cars on our way to crash

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i don’t really know what i’m doing i don’t really have a plan  i’m just doing what feels right at the moment  and for the rest  whatever happens happens as long as it feels right.

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today is the day i  graduated. i wish you were here to see me, see the person i’m becoming. there are so much things you’re about to miss, but for that i will carry you in my heart through all of these moments.  i hope you can see me from up there, and i hope i’m making you proud. that’s all i ever wanted to do, making you proud <3

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“You can’t love someone until you love yourself”

i have never believed in this until i felt it with my own heart , saw it with my own eyes and drowned in this kind of struggle. 

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You,"he said," are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain.

— Emilie Autumn

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Those that don’t believe in ghosts clearly never loved someone </3