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Tsurune: Fujiwara shuu x Reader.

shuu x reader.

The tranquil sound of the night and released arrows filled the entire dojo. The soft and melodic sound you always hear and longed or maybe... loath for everyday ranged through your ears. In the middle of the blissful night there you were shooting your nine thousand and ninety-eight shot.

‘Fwip’

Applying every knowledge you learned from your grandfather and past experiences, really showed its result as you landed your arrow at the middle of the target. A profound sense of accomplishment washes over you as you stand there, silently contemplating the significance of this achievement.

'Kyudo... Kyudo... Kyudo..?'

With a heavy heart, you confront the forbidden recollections that threaten to engulf you. Each memory is a double-edged sword, carrying the weight of past triumphs and defeats alike. As you gaze upon the target, the turmoil within you becomes palpable, manifesting in the trembling of your hands and the turmoil in your eyes.

To an onlooker, it might seem as though you're battling an invisible force—a caged banshee struggling against the constraints of its own existence. Every fiber of your being is stretched taut, bound by threads of emotion that seem to have no end.

In that moment, you realize that kyudo is not merely a physical discipline—it is a journey of self-discovery, a quest to confront the demons that lurk within. And as you stand there, grappling with your inner turmoil, you understand that true mastery lies not in hitting the target, but in finding peace amidst the chaos of the mind.

'One more... just one more.. and It'll all end'

  You made up your mind as you snapped from your thoughts to get your bow to continue. 10,000 shots for a Wish.

An oath. A promise. A will.

before you could even continue, A figure outside the dojo was seen. A silhoutte of a tall man with loose hair.

As you watch, anticipation coiling within you, the figure steps closer to the source of light, revealing loose strands of brown hair framing a face illuminated by the gentle glow.

Your breath catches in your throat as the figure's large purple eyes meet yours, sending a shiver down your spine. In that moment of profound connection, a name escapes your lips, whispered softly into the stillness of the night.

“Fujiwara...Shuu..san” 

He was the one everyone idolized at school, the one whose mere presence seemed to command attention and admiration. But for you, he remained an enigma—a distant figure glimpsed from afar, yet never truly known.  So what was your relationship with him? A classmate, A teammate? A Friend..? but nonetheless he felt like a stranger to you. 

“Y/n san, Good evening” 

His deep, melodic voice seems to cut through the chaos that had enveloped you moments before, offering a brief respite from the tumult of your thoughts.

Summoning a smile, you decide to take the initiative, breaking the silence that hangs between you like a heavy curtain. It's clear that he's not one to dominate the conversation, leaving you to steer its course with your own words.

“Hmm, What is the prince doing at saionji sensei’s dojo at this godly hour?” 

you inquire, injecting a playful lilt into your voice. The weight that had hung over you moments ago dissipates, as if it were nothing more than a fleeting illusion.

Shuu's chuckle dances through the air like a gentle breeze, drawing your attention to the enigmatic figure before you. His gaze meets yours, and you can't help but tilt your head in curiosity, captivated by the subtle shifts in his expression.

"Saionji Sensei had me run an errand that ended up taking longer than expected," he explains, his voice carrying a hint of apology. "But I found myself drawn here, captivated by the sound of your tsurune."

His words are accompanied by a familiar smile, one that he seems to offer effortlessly to those around him. Despite his sincerity, you can't help but inwardly cringe at his straightforwardness, though you respond with a soft giggle.

"You flatter me," you reply, your smile unwavering as you deflect the compliment. "If that's the case, perhaps you should hurry back to Saionji Sensei before she falls asleep. It's quite late already."

You offer the suggestion with a gentle brush-off, hoping he'll take the hint.

“That I should.. Then Please excuse me..” 

he responds with a slight bow, his departure signaling the end of your brief encounter. You watch in silence as he makes his way out of the dojo, his figure gradually fading into the darkness beyond.

With his departure, the smile on your face begins to falter, replaced by a weariness that settles deep within your bones. The moon hangs overhead, casting its ethereal glow upon the world below, a silent witness to the turmoil that churns within your soul.

"Tired... I'm so tired,"

With a resigned sigh, you straighten your posture and adjust your grip on the bow, steeling yourself for one final effort.

“One more shot...” 

“Just one more..”

As you attempt to fix your form, you're suddenly overcome by a sensation of unease. Your body begins to tremble uncontrollably, sending a shiver down your spine. With a startled gasp, you drop the bow once again, collapsing to your knees in the dimly lit dojo.

"I'm shaking pretty badly," you mutter to yourself, your voice barely above a whisper as you struggle to regain control of your trembling limbs. Panic threatens to overtake you as you frantically search for an explanation for your sudden physical reaction.

Could it be hunger, you wonder, your mind grasping for any rational explanation. But deep down, you know that this tremor isn't the result of a skipped meal. It's something else entirely, something primal and instinctual that defies logic.

Taking in a shaky breath, you attempt to calm the racing of your heart, forcing yourself to focus on the rise and fall of your chest. Slowly, gradually, the trembling begins to subside, leaving you drained but determined to press on.

The cold embrace of the night air wraps around your frail body like a whispered plea, urging you to seek shelter and warmth. But you refuse to heed its call, not when you're so close to achieving your goal.

You clenched your jaw as you turn your gaze back to the target, willing yourself to push past the tremors that course through your body. Each shake sends ripples of doubt and fear coursing through your veins, but you refuse to let them hold you back.  

‘no... not now...I just need 1 more... just 1 more!’

‘thud‘ 

you lash out, your fist connecting with the unforgiving wooden floor. Pain shoots through your hand, a sharp reminder of your own vulnerability. But you refuse to yield, gritting your teeth as you try to reign in the storm of emotions threatening to engulf you.

"Calm down... calm down... calm down..." you chant, the words tumbling from your lips like a desperate plea. Each repetition is a lifeline, a tether anchoring you to reality as you struggle to regain control.

But the bow remains just out of reach, mocking you with its proximity. Your hands tremble violently, betraying your inner turmoil, as you fight to grasp it once more.

“It’s not beautiful enough... Repeat!” 

“You have no time mopping the floor, get up!” 

The words echo through your ears, a reminder of the expectations placed upon you, both by others and by yourself. You can feel the weight of his disappointment bearing down on you, driving you to push past the pain and the fear.

But as the tears blur your vision and the sting of emotion threatens to overwhelm you, you can't help but wonder if you're losing your grip on reality. Madness seems to loom on the horizon, a specter taunting you with its proximity.

“Y/n...san?” 

you're pulled back to reality by a soft and familiar voice echoing in the darkness. Relief floods through you as you draw a shaky breath, your chest rising and falling with the rhythm of newfound calm.

Slowly, you turn towards the source of the voice, your gaze meeting his familiar purple pupils. His presence is like a beacon of light in the midst of the darkness, offering solace and reassurance in a moment of profound vulnerability.

You watch as his soft features contort into a frown of concern, his brows furrowing as he approaches you with cautious steps. There's a tenderness in his demeanor, a gentle sincerity that washes over you like a wave, banishing the lingering shadows of fear and doubt.

“Y/n san... Do you feel unwell...?”

His voice, though soft as usual, carries a hint of uncertainty, and his eyes betray a flicker of sorrow.

You try to respond, to articulate the turmoil raging within you, but the words catch in your throat like a fish struggling against the current. Frustration wells up inside you, manifesting in the tight balling of your fists until your knuckles turn white. You can't bear to face him, feeling utterly pathetic in your vulnerability.

‘confiding into someone like the prince is so pathetic.. He surely won’t understand..”

Conflicting thoughts swirl in your mind like a tempest, each one more damning than the last. You can't help but feel that confiding in someone like him, someone who seems to effortlessly embody talent and grace, is an act of weakness. After all, unlike you, he was born with innate abilities that set him apart from the rest.

‘Damn it.. I’m.. so disgusting’ the word heavy with self-loathing. How could you dare to think so poorly of yourself? How could you let such toxic thoughts poison your mind?

But even as you chastise yourself, you can't shake the feeling of inadequacy that gnaws at your insides. It's a vicious cycle, a spiral of doubt and despair that threatens to consume you whole.

You feel the chill of his hand against your fevered forehead, a stark contrast to the heat that radiates from your flushed skin. With a sense of resignation, you lift your gaze to meet his, finding his face mere centimeters from yours.

"You seem to have a fever, Y/n san," he says, his voice carrying a note of concern. "I think you should rest for today."

As he withdraws his hand, you find yourself caught in the intensity of his gaze. There's a seriousness in his expression, tempered by genuine concern, that touches something deep within you. Despite your instinct to retreat, you can't help but feel a glimmer of gratitude for his kindness.

Feeling defeated and vulnerable, you look away once more, your gaze falling to the ground as you struggle to compose yourself. With a shaky breath, you attempt to gather your thoughts, to find the words that have eluded you thus far.

"No..." you begin, your voice wavering slightly as you reject the suggestion of going home. You can't ignore the way his brow twitches in concern, a silent acknowledgment of the gravity of your situation.

But even as you speak the word, you can't help but feel a pang of guilt gnawing at your insides. The weight of his unspoken worry hangs heavy in the air, a reminder of the burden you're placing on those around you.

You watch as his expression shifts, his concern mingling with frustration at your stubbornness. It's clear that even the spoiled prince recognizes the stupidity of overworking oneself to the point of destruction.

For a moment, silence hangs between you, thick with unspoken words and unresolved tension. You can feel the weight of his gaze upon you, a silent plea for you to reconsider.

"Saionji Sensei told me that you've been here since dawn," he begins, his voice tinged with a mixture of concern and frustration. "Breaking your own body just for the sake of archery is not something I would recommend, as an archer myself."

His words hang heavy in the air, a stark reminder of the toll your relentless pursuit of perfection has taken on your physical and mental well-being. You can feel the weight of his gaze boring into you, a silent accusation of your stubbornness and recklessness.

Yet, despite the gravity of his words, you remain rooted in place, your eyes fixed on the target before you. The arrows embedded within it serve as a testament to your determination, each one a marker of the sacrifices you've made in your quest for mastery.

"I... I know," you admit, your voice barely above a whisper. His expression softens, a silent understanding passing between you.

As the cool breeze continues to drift through the dojo, you finally gather the strength to speak, the words tumbling from your lips in a hesitant whisper. Your energy slowly returns, the fog in your mind lifting ever so slightly as your vision clears and the lightheadedness begins to fade.

"Hey... what if you found kyudo to be the main source of your pain, yet you can't find a good reason to stop since it's something deeply attached to your heart?" you begin, your voice betraying a vulnerability that you've kept hidden for far too long.

You pause, gathering your thoughts as you meet his gaze, locking eyes with him as the wind gently tousles his loose brown hair. His purple eyes hold a depth of understanding that both comforts and unsettles you, a silent witness to the inner turmoil that plagues your soul.

"What would you do?" you continue, your voice barely above a whisper. The weight of the question hangs heavy in the air, a reflection of the existential crisis that has consumed your every waking moment.

His reaction is subtle yet profound, his demeanor shifting slightly as he processes the gravity of your inquiry. You can see the gears turning in his mind, a silent acknowledgment of the seriousness of the situation.

For a moment, the dojo is enveloped in silence, the only sound the gentle rustle of the wind outside. And then, finally, he speaks, his voice steady and measured.

"I would listen to my heart," he says, his gaze unwavering as he meets your tired, empty eyes. "If kyudou may be a source of pain, but it's also a part of who you are. Only you can decide if the pain is worth the passion it brings."

His words resonate within you, stirring something deep within your soul. For the first time in what feels like an eternity, you feel a glimmer of hope flickering to life within you.

‘Listening to your heart...’  It sounds simple enough, but in reality, it's a daunting task. Your heart is a labyrinth of desires and fears, a maze of conflicting emotions that often lead you astray.

But as you stand there, locked in his gaze, you find yourself drawn to the truth in his words. Kyudo may be a source of pain, but it's also a source of passion and purpose—a part of you that refuses to be ignored.

With a newfound sense of clarity, you take a deep breath, letting the weight of your burdens fall away, if only for a moment. The wind whispers through the dojo, carrying with it a sense of possibility and renewal.

"Thank you," you say softly, your voice barely a whisper amidst the stillness of the night. "I needed to hear that."

He nods, a small smile playing at the corners of his lips. There's a warmth in his eyes, a silent reassurance that you're not alone in this journey.

As your gaze shifts to the arrows embedded in the target, a newfound clarity washes over you, illuminating your path forward. The weight of the world seems to lift from your shoulders as you come to a decision.

"I guess I can continue it tomorrow," you mumble softly to yourself, your smile genuine and free from the facade you've worn for so long. In that moment, the world seems to shift, offering you a glimpse of a future filled with possibility and promise.

Shu's smile mirrors your own as he extends his hand towards you, a silent offer of support and companionship. Without hesitation, you reach out and take it, a sense of gratitude swelling within you as you lock eyes with him once more.

"I can drop you off," he says, his voice warm and reassuring. Before you can decline, he continues in a joking tone, "I would get scolded if I let a sick person like you get home on your own, right?"

His playful remark catches you off guard, eliciting a chuckle from deep within your chest. It's a side of him you hadn't seen before, a glimpse of the warmth and humor that lies beneath his cool exterior.

"You're really interesting, Fujiwara-san,"

[yoshikoooo]

Scaramouche and Kazuha  AS YOUR BROTHER! HC

Kill me romantically~

No, Im seriously worried about your mental health if he was your brother.

Hearing loud thuds at night and a scream of profanity is now normal to you. 'He is obviously losing on his game' . You rolled your eyes and went back to sleep.

Your brother is not much of a sweet type of brother.

Rather an egocentric one.

He obviously doesn’t like it when someone other than him gets to be presumptuous around you. Knowing Scaramouche, Once they get on his nerves, He would obviously do some tricks to lure them out and Beat the heck out of them. also, he wont forget to vent his undying anger on them. 

" You assholes! Wasting my time here! And there! If you guys had some sense and didn't pick on her then this wouldn't have happened! " 

He said furiously while kicking their stomach.

You obviously know how lunatic Your damn brother is and Knowing that, You still dare to pick fights with him. Go bad bitch, go bad bitch, Go.

On that note, You guys are seriously Fighting 24/7. There wasn't a day wherein the both of you didn't fight. He even called you ugly when you were a newborn baby. The auDaCiTy...

Mother gave up on Easing the fight. Its just not worth her time anymore. Too tired of the same bullsh*t everyday.

Once the both of you are outside, A Beautiful facade is shown. The smile you gave to each other and Giggles while talking on your way to school would make the passerbys think that the both of you were simply having some sweet sibling moments.

When IN FACT. You guys were arguing who gets to play tonights Ps4.

Curses and Inappropriate words were heard from the both of you, although none of the people passing by could hear it because it was so faint.

The fact that both of you were smiling while arguing like mad dogs is insane. I congratulate you.

"Oi, How stupid can you be? Can't you see that it's my turn on the Ps4 LATER?"

His hostile tone is something to make you furrow your eyebrows.

'This crazy small piece of sht.'

You thought as you smiled widely.

"This damn brother of mine is too old to know that It was my turn today. How pitiful it is to be old, Ah~ its okay Being forgetful, But In that age of yours, I think You should worry about your height more."

You said still on your sweet smile while your brother was about to snap, His height was something you shouldn't have mentioned perhaps..?

"Hah? Are you forgetting Your height Y/n? You're smaller than me, How could a bratty little beansprout like you have the right to judge my fucking height?"

His eyes are somewhat turning of a glare, this facade of yours is now breaking. And the walk to school is about to end as You can see the gate from afar.

"Hm? Don't mind my height, Girls are usually shorter anyway, So I clearly DONT.MIND.IT— but dear Brother~ Men have a different standard on heights, I was simply bringing it up and I didn't think it would hurt you this much, huhu~ My apologies. "

You said clearly in a sarcastic tone, Making you run your way up to the school when you noticed he stopped walking.

'Crap.. gotta run fast'

You said to yourself as you ran at full speed, Only to look back to see your dear brother running after you with a glare, Making You try to run faster.

"Hah?! Oi! You dipshit! Get back here!"

You heard him scream furiously, Making you look back and laugh awkwardly.

" haha...Brother, Who in the world is an idiot that would Stop running if you're holding a fucking knife??"

You

A Gentle guy here.

He's definitely the best brother. Literally.

Calm and Cool unlike the other one up there.

He loves to sing, Making your day always twice the better.

Not to mention, he can also play the guitar and other instruments.

Everyday is a day full of melody whenever you're with him.

He sometimes would recite poems and haiku out of nowhere, Making you stuck on it for hours till you finally get what it means.

Embracing nature is his favorite. He would often ask you if You want to come with him to visit a park nearby.

He is so elegant to the point wherein You sometimes question yourself If you are both really siblings.

His soft side is one thing, But You did once saw his bad side when a person tried to do something malicious towards you. You heard how His once soft and Calm voice somehow turned into a whisper of a grim reaper who would mercilessly take lives..

He is over protective. Periodt.

He doesn't want any bugs around you.

And Whenever you're down or in a bad mood, He would always come to you and ask in a very VERY soft tone.

"Y/n... would you Mind if you share with me of what is troubling you? Hm.. I may not be of much help, But I certainly would do my best."

A very soft smile is pasted on his face and his angelic voice is heard enough to make that anger inside you to disappear like a trace of smoke. You hesitated but gave a sigh and looked at your brother .

"You see.. there is this classmate of mine... I didn't do anything to him yet He makes fun of me out of nowhere. To the point that I'm irritated with it."

You said in a voice clearly Tired of what you were having trouble on. You felt a warm hand on your head, making you look at your brother Who obviously is concerned.

"Although, My friends did say that Maybe he just liked me and was simply seeking for attention. Which I don't clearly believed cause who would do that?"

You rolled your eyes and sigh once again. You noticed how The concerned look your brother had disappeared in an instant.

"Y/n, do you find him Troublesome?"

He simply asked as he smiled like usual.

"Of course, I do! I find Him annoying too! How he would play with my hair and touch my stuff! Ugh~ Just even remembering him makes my blood boil!"

You vented out while your brother giggled.

"My, my, Don't be like that, There is no reason for someone like him to stay on your mind y/n. People always do unnecessary things to get something they surely won't have, And I do too feel that It is wrong of him to touch your belongings, but Being grumpy won't do you any good so Its better to forget about him, So.. Why don't you eat some ice cream on the fridge, Its your favorite flavor after all. Let us ease your anger, shall we?"

Your brother kazuha Said as he patted your head softly making you nod in excitement.

"really?? If that is the case Then I'll be going first.... -ah! I forgot to tell you this.. "

You stopped and looked at your brother who looked at you confused.

" thank you for listening to me. "

You said as you head out of the room leaving kazuha alone. He smiled widely agreeing that his sister is the cutest and kindest in the world.

After a while ,The bright smile faded and a dark demeanor filled him.

"Yes....Its better to forget about him y/n... "

He smiled widely as if Trains of wonderful ideas are coming straight to his head.

Days had passed since you told your brother about that guy and you clearly noticed how different it is after you told your brother about it. Days are now back to being peaceful. You even wondered if Your brother is secretly a saint.

...

'hmm...? That guy is not showing up to bully me today either, or Do I even see him around the campus... '

You sigh in relief. As you thought that The guy finally gave up on you when in fact it's not.

[yoshikoooo]

“Starry Night”

Characters: Diluc, Kaeya, Traveler, Paimon

genre: Angst

Requested by: @erwin-missing-arm

a/n notes: ANGST. just angst. periodt.

Tonight’s sky was as beautiful as ever, Stars stretched everywhere and a Dazzling moon shone above the land of the mondstadt. 

Despite the alluring sky, The land below is in chaos. The increase of hilichurls in a certain area woke the knights and spilled uneccessary blood. 

Diluc who works in the shadows had no choice but to put an end to the sudden increase of the violent hilichurls. 

on the same time, the Captain of the favonious knights was dispatched to take care of the sudden outburst of hilichurls. Dealing this kind of things is not the captain’s forte as he prefer planning the strategy rather than doing the slaughtering.

The man standing in the hill looked at the incoming hilichurls infront of him as his navy hair danced with the wind, and how his diamond like eyes turned serious in the moment he began rushing forward. 

Giving a sigh he froze the incoming hilichurls behind his back, going for a straight line. Despite being seen as an lazy and laid back captain, he Does work seriously. 

The man noticed something different from usual causing him to stop and looked at the hilichurls. an amused look and a chuckle came out. He definitely knew that tonight will be a long night. 

‘They’re tougher than usual..’ 

once he stood up, unknowingly a mitachurl was about to rush towards him but a bird of flames suddenly burned the mitachurl causing it to disappear to ashes. 

“Flashy as always huh?”

The one eyed man said to the red haired gentleman walking towards the scene.

“I don’t need the opinion of someone who is not worth my time.” 

Diluc said coldly as his tall and slender figure finally appeared infront of the captain. 

“Cold as always I guess... but no matter how I think about it.. Why is the wealthiest gentleman in mondstadt here in the woods? and also doing the dirty job himself?” 

Kaeya asked with a mischievous smile despite him knowing the reason he still asked to tease the red haired gentleman infront of him. 

“That is none-”

“Oh my~ Don’t tell me you followed me here to check if I was safe~? “

Before the red haired man could finish his sentence, Kaeya butted in.  A joking tone and how he cupped his face while pretending to be shy was enough to piss The red haired man off.

‘This bastard.’

Is all diluc can think as his head is full of how the man infront of him is wasting his time. 

With the click of his tongue, The gentleman turned around to leave but before he could do so, the Traveler and paimon appeared infront of him.  making both of them approach the traveler.

“Oh, If this isn’t the famous traveler~” 

Kaeya smiled at the traveler, waving a hand to greet the two. making them do the same.

“Oh, It’s kaeya and Diluc~ how unsual~” 

Parmon said as she waved her hand.

“Traveler, why are you here?” 

Diluc who went straightly to the point making the traveler nod. 

“I heard the sudden outburst of hilichurls in this area” 

traveler said with the voice of caution and seriousness.

“That being said, The hilichurls we fought so far was pretty strange” 

Paimon added in, taking the attention of the two gentleman.

“That I have to agree, They were pretty tough, as if they were possessed. “ 

kaeya added making the traveler and diluc nod in agreement. before anyone could talk, the sound of hilichurls approaching made them on their guards.

“I don’t think we should go apart for awhile” 

  Diluc said as the fire on his claymore burned the hilichurls to ashes.

“I agree with that, It also seems that we are near to the cause of this sudden outburst.” 

the Traveler said as he began to clash with the hilichurl. 

That moment, they started fighting forward, finishing off the hilichurls who dared to interfere with them. 

The next step made them halt. Their movement froze as they felt the sudden strong energy infront of them. 

They focused once again as hilichurls began surrounding them. 

It was a portal. 

Annoying as it seems but They obviously have to defeat the hilichurls  around them first. 

....

slashing the last hilichurl, kaeya looked at the portal. 

‘A portal out of nowhere. This is a strange phenomenon indeed.’

“I will try to close the portal.”

The traveler said confidently making both the gentleman look at him.

“Well, that would be amazing. But traveler, isn’t that a little dangerous..?” 

kaeya said as he gave a smile, He was wary of the portal as They don’t even know what the cause is and is it safe for them to just do something out of curiosity.

“Does the traveler perhaps have an idea about the portal?” 

Diluc asked as he looked at the traveler who smiled and paimon who began to talk.

“Of course, This guide will tell you that Traveler already experienced going through portals similar to this~ but this one is quite strange... but anyways, theres nothing wrong with trying~ right traveler?” .

Paimon proudly said as she looked at traveler who smiled. 

“I might be more suitable to clear the portal, that being said.. May I ask the both of you to guard my back..? “

Traveler smiled widely making the two gentleman gave a sigh at how persistent the traveler looks. 

“haha~ count me in, I promise that nothing shall disturb you , dearest traveler. “

Kaeya who bursted out on laughter brought his sword out. 

Diluc didn’t say a thing and brought the claymore out as if he was prepared for this. 

just when the traveler started to release elemental energy, Hilichurls and mitachurls began to appear. The two stayed on guard with the duty to protect the traveler. 

The fact that The hilichurls were much tougher than usual is making it a bit hard for them. but that isn’t enough to knock them off, They were doing well to block the attacks of them but that doesn’t mean They can avoid minor injuries. Kaeya got a scrape on his right arm and Dilucs left leg has a small wound but enough for it to drip blood. They weren’t kidding this time that They are having a hard time. 

Looking at how the two gentleman dance around with swords on their hands was mesmerizing, Despite the hardship to finish the hilichurls, they were fighting with light in their eyes. Dilucs bright hair and pale skin stood out as he slashes another hilichurl, Kaeya was elegantly finishing off the enemy infront of him as his eyes shone like diamond. The moon shone upon these two, as if blessing them. Despite them moving around and fighting, They find this scene a little comforting, knowing that someone has their back guarded And feeling a little reminisced.

They might not have noticed but They seemed brotherly in the scene wherein they fought the hilichurls together. One of them might puke if they heard about this, but the sight of them being together was very unusual and heartwarming in some sense. 

The enormous energy coming from the portal suddenly disappeared. making them look back to see traveler and paimon waving at them. 

‘It seems that they managed to close the portal safely.’

Diluc sigh in relief as he was about to go towards them, but was stopped when kaeya shouted. 

“GET DOWN!” 

Diluc looked behind him to see a mitachurl ready to slash him with the huge axe. The horrified eyes of kaeya on the back made him look infront of him again. Once Diluc blinked, a familiar back was already hugging him.

The sound of something getting slashed and a groan bore into Diluc’s ears as the vitality in his eyes were diminishing into nothing. With him holding the man, Traveler quickly went to kill the mitachurl with a frown, knowing that his friend got injured due to this mitachurl was something he can’t pass it by no matter what..

Processing what happened, Diluc felt as if he was being choked, As if one has pushed him into a deep pool of water as his view darkened with only one thing in sight, and it felt exceedingly hard to breathe. Having the flashback of his fathers death made him tremble badly.

The smell of blood, the red color of blood staining both his hands and clothes was something he hated. something he feared.

He didn’t want this. 

“Y..You... why...?”

was all he could say, The red haired man is having a hard time finding his voice, making the traveler stay on the side giving the both of them the time they need.

Without him noticing, the sting on his eyes hits and slowly tears began falling. 

Kaeya whose eyes were closed slowly began to open. You could see how evident Kaeya is fighting to stay awake. How its trying to focus his vision to look at Diluc.

“h..haha.. This is so... P-Pathetic...” 

Kaeya weakly chuckled making diluc bite his lips to stop the tears from falling. Kaeya wouldn’t have expected this expression on diluc. He never did. ever since They were a kid, He never expected diluc to make this kind of expression.

 ‘This is weird..’

He simply think of. Kaeya knew that death is already looking at him, looking at his frail body which got slashed and a bloody mess. This is inevitable, something that was bound to happen.. fate. 

“The... stars.. seems to shine more beautiful tonight...” 

Kaeya said as he tried raising his hand to reach the sky. as if he wanted to try plucking one of the stars. Diluc looked at his brother whose eyes are slowly turning lifeless and how his breathing started slowing down.

The Traveler and Diluc both knows what Will happen soon. with that in mind, Diluc who was quiet all the time finally started talking. 

“Shine true....”

“Evil cannot go unpunished....N-Never settle for mediocrity.” 

Diluc said weakly as his raspy voice was heard making kaeya look weakly and slowly at diluc. 

“Never forget that... the dawn will.. one day come.. brother...”

The word brother took Kaeya to widen his eyes and slowly tears began clouding his vision. How Soft and delicate the word brother to him is. How it seems to lighten something in him the moment he heard the word brother from diluc again. 

“Thanks...”

He said at the exact time the tears began falling. 

“How I wished.. to reconcile with you.. a little... earlier.. brother...” 

Kaeya said weakly still fighting for his voice to come out. How his body is slowly feeling like its not his anymore, how his limbs are falling, how he felt his own temperature go down. He can sense that time is up and now he must leave. 

Leave everything and everyone behind him. Even him. His dearest brother. 

Diluc who watched how his brother slowly closed his eyes made him stop breathing. He began to hear his own heartbeats fastly beating, He even dared question the Gods in his head.  Time slowly passed andThe moment kaeya’s eyes closed and his breathing stopped, It was as if something cracked inside Diluc, a broken sound escaped from his throat, as Tears were continuously running down, His mind was like a screaming banshee full of remorse, crying and Begging for the impossible. he trembled and begged for this all to be a dream. just a nightmare.

“Please..... Give my brother back...” 

A shaky voice whose plea won’t be heard by any of the Gods was pitiful enough for the traveler to just look at the scene.

A journey will all have its ups and downs, and certainly this kind of scenario was certainly not part of the plan. Everyone Has their own journey and of course, their last adventure. 

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End~

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just give him some fking egg and all is goods :)  

[yoshikoooo]

Jealous Reader x Kaeya and Diluc Headcannons

A/n: Reader kinda Yandere in this.

Diluc:

Seriously, You might as well die in jealousy because of this guy.

Every girl would at least stare at the man for minutes and continue what they're doing and some would even dare approach him. Shameless indeed.

Archons Know how deadly those glares you gave and curses at every women with dirty intentions or those who even try to converse.

You let business transactions pass.  Although, once its a woman he's dealing with, You can't help but be a little murderous concerned.

You were definitely thankful that Your boyfriend is Reserved and Loyal. his unimpressed expression whenever other woman talk to him, the bored and exasperation on his face present, yet Whenever You came and simply greet him, a small smile would soon appear on the boy's lips.

In other words, You're SpEcIal~

He would always Say sweet words if He noticed You're sulking, or when A  woman dares to interrupt your Date, He would literally make up for it by holding your hands while Walking around monstadt's, He isn't into PDA so be grateful.

Its not like, you didn't trust your boyfriend, You just didn't want those girls fawning over him. that's all. Its just annoying how their sneaky hands and their sh*tty voices reach your Boyfriend. And you also didn't like how noticeable the discomfort is Present on the boy despite His face not showing any hint of it.

There was a time in the tavern, your boyfriend Diluc was Handsomely preparing Drinks without even trying. You just watched In the corner, drinking Grape juice.

Every time your eyes met, his eyes would soften and send a soft smile towards you making you do the same.

Despite your calm demeanor, You were literally screaming hearts inside.

You noticed how a woman approached the front seat, Boldly sitting in the stool which is Infront of diluc.

Definitely Drunk.

Despite The straight face the man gave, He was definitely uncomfortable and annoyed, But you knew you cant just barge in since That woman is a customer and you're at his tavern, Diluc Knows how to fix this In a calm and proper manner, After all this isn’t the first he’s doing this.

You can't possibly taint the name of Angel’s share, your boyfriend holds by being Reckless.

YET. It seems like the woman was pretty persistent and determined.

Oh~ archons~, Please take the uninvited woman away before the lady on the corner starts to Go berserk and tear everything apart and If one were to enter her mind, Oh Gawd, She's already starting A Scene wherein She's slaughtering the woman, playing with her lightweight body while kindly reminding the woman who dilucs belongs to.

Your Calm demeanor vanished instantly as You saw how The woman Purposely touch the hand of diluc trying to combine them together. Diluc who was trying to remove Them as gently as not to Hurt the Customer, Warning her that she would instantly be kicked out if she continues to plague him with inappropriate touch.

And That is where Things are about to start. She clearly  passed the line and thats a no-uh for you.

The light in your eyes vanished and your sight narrowed, Only the Both of them present in your sight while everything blackened. You snapped, Your parameter definitely exploded.

'She dare touch Diluc..? MY Diluc?'

You thought as you stood up from your seat, Walking silently towards the counter where the woman sat and Diluc is.

Diluc noticed you and he seemed conflicted, he definitely didn't want you to misunderstood the situation so he tried to speak yet you cutted him off by swiftly pulling his Necktie, giving a rough and passionate kiss infront of the woman who backed her hand away and tremble as she saw you looking at her with eyes that intends to kill, while dilucs eyes were closed.. too busy with the Hot and passionate kiss you gave him.

After seconds, You pulled away, The tavern was too busy to even take notice of what happened, The woman Backed away as she quickly ran out of the tavern.

Definitely afraid that you would literally stab her if she stayed any longer.

Diluc who was as red as his hair looked away as he hide half of his face by covering it with his hand. Futile indeed.

You took a seat and continued studying the handsome man in front.

"Like it rough?" 

You asked and smiled at Diluc who only looked at you, Trying to keep his composure steady. Although his ears  were noticeably red making his effort to hide the flustered self, pointless. 

"That was unnecessary"

He said as he took a glass and wiped it, Trying to keep a straight face like usual.

"hmm.. Was it? It felt right for me though, Shall we do it daily?”

You boldly suggested making the boy infront of you to stop on what he was doing and looked at you.

He was definitely shocked.

Okay, Where did his cute and innocent Y/n go? although you being this way, kind of turned him on but a gentle reminder, Diluc is definitely not one to lose.

He smirked and smoothly leaned on your ears, You definitely felt shivers run down your spine when you feel his breath touch your skin.

"Sure, Darling, I don't mind it"

Kaeya:

this sly bitch.

I'm surprised You managed to take care of this Overly confident brat.

Despite you both Having a relationship higher than friends, HE flirts with others 24/7, either be it a woman or a MAN.

Yes, A man. You at first didn't think It would work to gain information just by using typical Flirtations and Sweet words on a man, but oh boy you were wrong. His charisma went to another level to the point of breaking the straight line the poor man has.

What a scary man Indeed.

Although, His treatment with the other women and you did have a line.

For  example, HE would always be the one to initiate the conversation, He Speak with you comfortably and would often do PDA like holding hands and sometimes kissing on public(That man has no shame I swear.) He would sometimes show you his Vulnerable side, He hated it but you didn’t mind. He won't use the pet names he use to flirt with the other woman on you. Of course, Cause you are special, Typical nicknames won't do justice Of your existence to The cavalry captain of the Favonious knights.

Although there are times wherein Those women crossed the line.

It was in an open area family restaurant. The tall man was definitely in the middle of his mission, Knowing that, you dared not to interrupt him. He was on a table with the persons he needs to get information on. you on the other hand was on the roof,  guarding in case something tricky would happen, you could see everything from up there, be it under the table nor on top of it.

The woman who sits beside kaeya caught your eyes. You noticed how she kept staring at the pretty boy, A part of you was Furious while the other was just worried that what if she's already suspicious of kaeya.

but the other thought broke when, you noticed where her hand was going under the table.

Seriously, Your eyes dimmed and brows furrowed. Kaeya who noticed you from afar could feel how murderous you were, He tried putting the woman's hand away from grabbing his sexy thigh, yet the woman was dogged. Kaeya was troubled yet his calm demeanor stayed and the flow of talking continued, He may not show it but he was irritated. HE would definitely love to crush the woman into pieces as she dared try to interrupt his line of work. Although, knowing the fact that you are looking his way and now knows the things the woman is doing, He decided to tease test you

You grip the dagger on your hands as your knuckles almost turning white as how you're gripping it too tightly.

'Yeah, I know my boyfriend is hot, but can she keep those Dirty hands away from him? like seriously. It's now disgusting to touch him. '

You met eyes with Kaeya who only send you a wink.

It wasn't any signal.

HE'S FUCKINGLY PROVOKING YOU!

Oh~ archons, I hereby ask again to stop The black energy Emitting from the enrage woman on the roof, As she is giving The Vibes of Creating a massacre and arson on a Family restaurant.

You were about to go down and head towards your beloved b*tch, Kaeya, however, You saw some hilichurls coming towards the open restaurant. At that time and moment, An Idea Came into your head.

You grinned.

"Shall we See how The Famous Cavalry Captain Dance?"

You mumbled as you laughed slightly, Taking a nice sit at the roof as you crossed your legs.

Kaeya was confused, He managed to get the information needed and the woman who is beside him, is now 5x closer than usual, and Hands still circling around his thigh.

Kaeya looked at the roof to see you sitting with a Smile. He became confused yet it didn't show On the Mans face, Not even the slightest, A smile was pasted the whole time as if it was a mask he is wearing.

He was honestly kind of disappointed. He somehow expected You to run towards his table and yank the girl out, But however a part of him was proud that You were able to Manage your emotions and not burst out, Feeling the trust you have on the man. making him chuckle slightly

Everything was fine until, Hilichurls are now in sight, About to wreck everything, and that's where Kaeya finally Understood everything too. The people who were dining are all standing and Running for their lives, but the woman Didn't run but hugged Kaeya’s arm, Trembling and Teary eyed. Her grip on kaeya was Strong as if she's holding for her life.

'How troublesome'

The man thought, as he wanted to push the heavy grip away that is on his arm, But before he does, The woman suddenly loosened her grip on the Man, making kaeya look around to find you pulling The woman back, gripping her cloth, like a holding stray cat.

"I'll help evacuate everyone, You can take care of the hilichurls"

You smiled innocently as kaeya chuckled. The man Surely knows what you were going to do, Yet he just acted as if he didn't know.

"Thanks y/n~ take Good care of that"

He sarcastically said . You smiled till the end until he was no longer in sight. Once he left, Your smile faded and a Cold and Grim expression replaced your face, as You let go of the cloth that was Making the woman Stand, She lost her balance out of fear. Everyone has already Evacuated in a safe place so you knew that the only person on the place right now is you and the Woman.

"H-How rude!"

She yelled as she fixed herself, finally standing. You were now thinking on how to Insert Mannerisms in this woman’s head.

"Tsk, It was even my chance to get closer with him"

You heard her mumble making You drop the Plan of inserting mannerisms, and a thousand of thoughts that Include Slaughtering rushed into your head.

'Huh? This woman? What the hell did she just said? Closer with MY kaeya?'

'Ridiculous'

You kicked her back knee, making her stumble and drop On the floor like a worm.

"H-Hey! How dare you?!"

She yelled as she pointed at you, her brows furrowed and hair messy. You just chuckled lightly as You crossed your arms. The woman unknowingly walking straight to her grave.

"Making a wench like you look up to me With such eyes and on your knees while looking like a damn pig, is satisfying indeed."

You covered your mouth slightly to hide the Evil grin you have yet it was still seen. The woman Trembled at You, Her gut is telling her to run and that person infront of her would surely be the end of her.

The fear and terror was Obviously seen on the woman.

“Hey~ Tell me, Would you prefer me Cutting all of your limbs off before I finally cut your head? or should I let you suffer by Stabbing you a hundred times before I stab that Frail and dirty Heart of yours?” 

You smiled ear to ear as the woman starts to shake badly. The murderous and Dark expression you have right now was enough to make anyone Run to hide. 

“N-No... H-Hel-” 

She was cutted off when you walked towards her. making her move back with her butt rubbing the dirty ground as every move she makes.

“Scream, And I’ll do both” 

You warned as you put a finger on your lip signaling her to shut her mouth up, and she obediently did. 

If anyone were to see you both, they would describe you as the hunter Hunting her Prey ruthlessly. You were definitely enjoying this, The woman who was smug awhile back is now trembling in fear. 

‘How laughable’

you thought making you chuckle. Your soft yet venomous chuckle was enough for the woman to feel so horrified. obviously, If you just left the woman alive she won’t get out of this without Having such a Terrible Trauma. 

You stopped when you saw Kaeya Walking towards you, You smiled in reflex.

“Are you okay? You’re trembling Badly.. I know hilichurls are scary and all, but the Knight over there took care of it, So Rest assured” 

You said in a soft and soothing voice, making the woman be confused for a second as she looked back to see the Man who she was touching awhile back a few steps away. 

“Hm? I thought you evacuated everyone y/n” 

Kaeya asked as if his question had some malicious intent on it making you gulp hardly. 

“Well she was the last one , but it seems that she lost her strength due to the shock of seeing hilichurls, I am simply easing that shock” 

You said as you smiled brightly looking at the woman who was still trembling, definitely knowing that If she dared to say something unnecessary, She would have her head chopped off the instant she utter something related to the event awhile ago. 

“Y-Yes.. T-Thank you” 

The woman said as she fixed herself to stand up. 

“ah~ She may not know the way to the evacuation, So I will escort her instead, Kaeya you can continue your job”

You said as you flashed a smile to both of them, making the woman look at you with horrified eyes. She definitely didn’t want to be alone with you. 

“I..! no.. I mean... Thank you for your help, but I can find the place by myself!” 

The woman explained as she dashed off to somewhere else, definitely not the right way. 

The both of you were left alone making kaeya chuckle. 

“Come on now Y/n, Don’t scare the kid.”

Kaeya said as he gave you a sly smile, making you somehow irrtated. 

“Scare? you’re exaggerating. I simply taught her something important.” 

You scoffed as you crossed you arms looking at kaeya who looked at you confused. 

“Oh? What is that something you taught her?” Unusual for the cavalry captain to get curious over something trivial.

“That you’re mine.” 

You smiled brightly, making the tall man speechless, He gave out a heartful of laughter in the end, making you look at him weirdly, you were about to retort when he suddenly talked. 

“Y/n, I love you.” 

He suddenly said making you look at him. then suddenly you felt a soft lips on yours. making you widened your eyes, without further ado you kissed him back. 

seconds have passed and finally you parted. 

“That was sneaky... “ 

You said as you looked away, you continued. 

“But I love you too..” 

You said and blushed. He would definitely tease you if he knew you were blushing right now.

“I Know.”

He suddenly said making you look back with such a disgusted face.Making him laugh once more.

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[yoshikoooo]

❄️Ayaka x Reader (Non-Binary) ❄️

"Lemons"

(Requested by anonymous)

There stood a girl, Looking through the sunset. Her long silver hair tied up in a high ponytail was beautifully dancing in the air as The wind Blew softly.The illuminated light was covering her  small figure that seemed to bring a smile to your face unconsciously and was deemed to be forbidden If you knew it.  Before you could even greet the young lady of the Kamisato clan first, She turned around to have your eyes met. Her crystal like eyes, sparkled as if It was a jewel, You saw how the mole underneath her left eye was the piece that would complete her Perfectly structured face.

After a second Of noticing your situation, You brought yourself back to reality.

"I greet The lady Of the Kamisato clan"

You said as you bowed and heard her giggle slightly.

"Ah, my apologies ~  Y/n... Were friends aren't we? There's no need for formalities as I've said again and again." 

She said with her elegant voice, Charming indeed, and you find that thing about her loveable. 

"I see...  It's a pleasure to see you Ayaka-san. My father Brought me here while He came to discuss some things with The Head. Since I saw you out here, I decided to give my greetings as well" 

You said and gave a warm smile, Ayaka didn't seem satisfied as you're still speaking with formalities. Elegant and fluttery words indeed, but Ayaka was not the type of person who would want her friends to speak with her in a formal way. 

"Y/n~ You should loosen up a bit!" 

Thoma said as you looked back to see him waving at the both of you. 

"Ah! Thoma, You should've said something If you were there" 

Ayaka said, as she pouted, You saw how her eyes sparkled more when she saw Thoma and so is the man. It instantly brought you a feeling that is something unbearable. Your instinct and guts were telling you to leave, but your heart didn't listen, It was as if Its planning to torture itself by looking at the two people infront of you. How they looked at each other so lovingly and sparkly, Was something even your common sense would know what this is. 

"Thoma-san, Its nice to see you" 

You said as you bowed again and gave a genuine smile. Despite the sudden information, You decided to keep calm and reserve thinking about it.

"It's indeed nice to see you again, future Head of another clan, Y/n" 

Thoma said as he bowed in response. 

"How lovely that Were all gathered here~ Shall we go and have some tea?" 

Ayaka suggested as she smiled brightly, It brought a quick smile to your face as you agreed to have some and thoma did the same. Once you entered the tea house, You sat on the opposite of the both of them. After awhile your orders came.

"Being able to eat hotpot here sure brings back memories~ Right~?" 

Ayaka said as she reminisce about the past. The three of you just giggled remembering every little things that happened when you guys were still a kid who knew nothing but to play and laugh. 

'Memories indeed..'

The hotpot was ready to go and the three of you dig in, Tasting the flavorful soup that thoma invented once again. He never fails to surprise you guys with his soup making skills. although sometimes, his 'Flavor' would go overboard, making it something not 'Edible' at all .  The three of you enjoyed the hotpot and stayed for hours chatting and laughing like the old times, as if you've forgotten about the ache your heart gives the whole time. 

After the conversation was over, You told the both of them to go first as you decided to take the fee's up to yourself. It was voluntary as you see no meaning in money that much. 

Going back to kamisato estate right now felt like a wrong timing for you, as you have a bad feeling about it. Once you have arrive to the place the only three of you know, the cliff wherein you can view the stars in the sky as the moon shine brightly was breath taking indeed, but the scene infront of you right now wasn't to your liking. 

'I guess I've lost...' 

You said to yourself as you saw how the woman you liked for years getting confessed by thoma. Your hands balled into a fist, clenching it tightly until your knuckles turned white. 

You felt the bitter taste of lemons spreading throughout your mouth and body. You were stunned and blank minded, This was indeed something hard to take in but you tried to take a deep breath and gather all your consciousness.. Having your presence unknown, You decided to walk away. 

The way back was pretty tiring and draining. You don't know how to call this feeling right now, Your tears weren't coming out nor a frown was made. you stopped at a near place and decided to sit while gazing at the stars, maybe hoping to erase the memory that Ached your heart the whole time. 

"Bitter..."

You mumbled as you blinked, only having your eyes felt the sting of tears. 

are you happy? are you sad? are you angry? are you disappointed?

no, None of that matters right now, You just want to let go of everything that's been holding you back. You just want to cry as much as your heart desires. You knew that your relationship with Ayaka was nothing but a mere Childhood friend, But the stupid you, Had an expectation of  maybe going to another level with her, But it went wrong in many ways. 

Truthfully, most of it was your fault. After all you didn't fight for what you want and eventually missed the opportunity, making it go to someone else. You didn’t dare make a move so obviously someone else already got her.

'I should've at least confessed...'

You thought yet That Idea didn't seem to spark into you. You felt that It wasn't right to do that.

Having your face drenched in tears was something you really disliked.

'How pathetic'

You thought as you harshly wiped your tears away. Finally Getting the strength to stand up firmly, You decided to go back and atleast bid Goodbye to your friends.

You weren't the type to just cry and Lose yourself in misery. Instead of crying and blaming, you tried to correct yourself and point out the mistakes or things to fix on, and you turn it into lessons that you will take on your journey. Inspiring indeed, although nevertheless a scar will surely take time to heal. So one should not rush.

You let out a genuine smile.

Walking back to the estate with such determination makes you feel lighter than before.

You found Both of them standing at the Entrance as if Waiting for someone.

Memories from awhile back did flash into your mind yet your feelings were quite different from then. Right now, You chose to accept the truth and Cheer for them, Continuing your friendship with them.

"Yo~! Y/n~ what took you so long?"

Thoma said in a cheerful voice, as if the sun was brought out in the dark evening.

"Was there some trouble on your way back..?"

Ayaka whose voice seemed to clearly be worried asked. You gave a smile and shaked your head.

"Nothing much, I just took my time walking as the sky seemed clear tonight"

You patted both of their backs signalling them to go inside. Your father seems done with the business he was doing with the head, so it seems right to bid good bye now.

"Its getting cold, The two of you should go inside now, My father seems to be done for the night, so I suppose I'll be heading back now"

You said and they both looked at you with pouty faces as if they wanted you stay a little longer.

'They never change..'

You giggled lightly, and saw at the corner of your eyes that your father is signalling you to go home.

"Don't make those faces. It's not like I'll disappear. Father is now calling me so I really got to go.."

" Make sure to come and visit us whenever you're free, Lets have hotpot again while reminiscing~!"

Thoma suggested as he beamed a wide smile. It was infectious as it also gave the 3 of you a smile. Really, What a Weirdo.

" Please do take care of your health, thoma and I would send letters again if you don't visit us anytime soon! "

Ayaka warned, Making you giggle at her futile warnings. Who would feel threatened in that way, if she looked cute while doing it.

You just patted her head and turned away. Waving goodbye.

" I'll remember that. "

You simply said and made your way towards the gate to go home.

You still could hear them bidding goodbye as you walked further away, their voices turning into soft whispers..

You smiled lightly and looked at the moon above which shined brightly.

"Goodbye."

End~

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Hello~ it's my first time writing a story with no gender and my first time writing a request! honestly it was challenging! I also had fun writing, I felt lots of pressure from first but I decided to accept it at some time. Anyway have a good day everyone!

[yoshikoooo]

Venti x Reader

"A Little chat Under the moonlight"

..

You found yourself mesmerized by the vast expanse of the night sky, where stars twinkled like scattered diamonds and the moon cast its serene glow. Despite the warnings against nocturnal wanderings, you disregarded them; the urge for solitude outweighed any concern for safety.

From a distance, the city of Freedom shimmered with illumination, its myriad lights painting a tapestry of urban life. It was the city you had called home your entire existence, yet it never quite felt like it. Beneath the facade of kindness and hospitality lay an unsettling feeling of disconnection, as if you were an outsider in your own surroundings. The relentless warmth of its inhabitants, though appreciated, sometimes felt like a stifling embrace, constricting your spirit with invisible chains.

The desire to flee to a place of tranquility and seclusion gnawed at you, like an itch you couldn't scratch. But the thought of abandoning your family held you back, their presence a tether grounding you to the familiarity of your current life. Despite the allure of escape, the bonds of familial love kept you rooted in a city that never quite felt like home.

A frown etched itself onto your features, an unfamiliar sensation of bitterness seeping through your veins. Seated upon the vibrant grass of Mondstadt, you were enveloped by the gentle spring breeze, a fleeting comfort in the midst of your inner turmoil. Windrise, with its serene ambiance, offered a temporary solace from the chaos within.

Your once warm eyes now betrayed a coldness, your expression grim and disapproving, a stark departure from the cheerful persona you once embodied. Where had that Y/n gone? The one who effortlessly spread smiles throughout the streets of Mondstadt, always ready to lend a helping hand to those in need?

It felt as though your very essence had been inverted, your true self obscured by layers of discontent and disillusionment. The contrast between your current state and the image others had of you was stark, leaving you to grapple with the dissonance between expectation and reality.

"Boo~!"

The playful voice jolted you from your thoughts, accompanied by a sudden grip on your shoulders. Surprisingly, you didn't flinch or let out a yelp, maintaining your composure as you turned to face the Bard who had snuck up on you. His expression betrayed a hint of surprise at your lack of reaction, but before he could speak, a wide smile effortlessly spread across your lips, dispelling the earlier coldness.

"Venti~! Quite unusual to find a wine-loving bard like you here," you remarked, inviting him to join you on the grass. He accepted your invitation, settling down beside you with a smile that didn't falter, though an air of awkwardness seemed to envelop the both of you.

Despite the playful banter, there lingered an unspoken tension, as if both of you were grappling with unexpressed emotions beneath the surface

"Hmm~? What's wrong with a bit of sightseeing?" Venti's playful tone danced through the air, its softness a soothing melody to your ears. You shook your head gently, a small, resigned smile gracing your lips as you shifted your focus to the expansive sky above.

The comfortable silence settled between you once more, punctuated only by the rhythmic rustle of the breeze and the distant murmur of the city below. As you both gazed at the vast expanse of stars, each lost in your own thoughts and emotions, the contrast between your states of mind became palpable. One of you found solace and nostalgia in the serene night sky, while the other grappled with a sense of emptiness and fatigue.

"Are you tired of this world?" Venti's gentle inquiry shattered the silence, his aqua green eyes locking onto yours with an uncanny clarity that seemed to pierce through your facade. You met his gaze, momentarily lost in the depths of those eyes that mirrored the vastness of the sky and the richness of the earth. A small chuckle escaped your lips, tinged with a hint of wistfulness, as you marveled at his perceptiveness.

Maybe that is why you avoid crashing path with him. 

"Of course not~ There are still countless wonders awaiting discovery," you replied with a wide smile, effortlessly deflecting the probing question. You knew you could easily steer the conversation away, as most did in Mondstadt.

“Right~ “The Bard played along and nodded in agreement, his smile reflecting yours. Just as you were about to return your gaze to the sky, he spoke again.

"If that's truly the case, then could you kindly explain why you appeared so unsympathetic and distant earlier? It almost seemed as if you were seething with frustration about something," Venti inquired, his expression remaining serene and angelic. Despite the directness of his question, your smile remained unwavering.

It was as though both of you were wearing masks, hiding your true selves behind layers of playful banter and evasion. Neither of you seemed willing to reveal the vulnerabilities lurking beneath the surface, preferring instead to maintain the facade of cheerful indifference.

"Hm~? I can't quite grasp what you're insinuating. It seems you may be mistaken; I distinctly remember greeting you with a smile, not an 'unsympathetic' expression," you remarked, your tone light and playful. A chuckle escaped your lips as you observed the subtle twitch of the Bard's eyebrow. Was he annoyed at his inability to penetrate your facade, or perhaps at the realization that you were toying with him?

“Humans really love to complicate things..”

You heard him mumble quietly which made you gain the urge to answer him. 

"That's the nature of humans," you started, your smile softening. "We tend to overcomplicate matters that are inherently simple. It's rather ironic, isn't it?"

As you spoke, a hint of melancholy colored your expression, a reflection of the deeper complexities hidden beneath the surface. The Bard's gaze remained fixed on you, a pang of familiarity stirring within him. He couldn't shake the sensation that he had experienced these emotions before, in some distant memory or forgotten dream.

..

It took him a moment to gather his thoughts, his gaze lingering on you with a mixture of contemplation and admiration. With a deep sigh, he finally spoke, his words carrying a weight of sincerity.

"Yet, that is one of the beautiful traits of the fleeting creature called a human being," he began, his smile warm and genuine. "They are tremendous, lovable, and precious... and you're part of that too."

His words evoked a soft smile from you, though internally, you couldn't help but find the sentiment somewhat absurd. The walls you had meticulously built around yourself over the years seemed insignificant in the presence of the Bard. His mere existence had the power to dismantle your defenses, leaving you vulnerable and exposed. His essence seemed otherworldly, defying comprehension. What was he? Who was he?

Despite the confusion swirling within, you found yourself smiling genuinely, resting your chin in your palm as you regarded Venti.

"You speak as if you're not a human yourself... or perhaps you're not," you remarked, a hint of playful amusement in your tone. The unexpected question caught the Bard off guard, prompting a nervous chuckle before he responded.

"Well~ Who knows~? Do you want to find out?" Venti's playful demeanor returned as he leaned in closer, his expression mischievous. "I could tell you, but you better keep it to yourself~ okay?"

Your giggles bubbled forth as you nodded eagerly, intrigued by the prospect of uncovering the truth.

"You see... I'm the Anemo Archon, Barbatos. A god, to put it simply," he whispered into your ear, his words sending a shiver down your spine. Despite the seemingly outlandish claim, a part of you couldn't shake the feeling that there was truth in his words. The idea that the carefree bard beside you was actually the revered God of Freedom, Barbatos, seemed both absurd and strangely plausible.

"Hm~ Then if you were a god all along, why choose to live alongside humans?" you queried, turning to look at Venti with genuine curiosity. His initial surprise at your easy acceptance of his revelation quickly gave way to contemplation, a faint smile playing at the corners of his lips. It seemed you had caught him off guard, not with skepticism, but with unwavering belief. The simplicity of your trust in him was both unexpected and oddly comforting.

‘what a peculiar girl..’ 

"Hmm... I wonder why~? Maybe... it's because... I want to live alongside you~" Venti's attempt at flirtation fell flat, eliciting a deep sigh from you. You regarded him with a bemused expression as he sheepishly avoided your gaze.

Before he could continue, you interjected, joining your hands together in a gesture of reverence.

"Oh, God of Anemo, who implores everyone in Mondstadt to embrace their freedom, this lowly and humble one rejoices in having met the deity who has shaped Mondstadt into what it is today," you spoke with a solemnity that belied the playful banter of moments before. You noticed a hint of redness creeping into Venti's cheeks as he averted his gaze, clearly flustered by your unexpected display of reverence.

"Now, now~ A god shouldn't blush while one is offering their thanks, right~?" you teased gently, a triumphant smile gracing your lips. As you observed the bard beside you struggling to find his words, his mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water, you couldn't help but feel a sense of amusement at his flustered state.

"Hey! W-Who said I was blushing?!" Venti's protest came out in a soft yell, his attempt to deny the obvious only making his embarrassment more apparent as he covered half of his face with his hand. Despite his protestations, you couldn't help but find the sight endearing, his flustered state adding to the charm of the moment.

As he continued to ramble about the alleged blushing incident, you found yourself drawn to the melody of his voice, harmonizing with the gentle rustle of the wind. It was a strange and beautiful juxtaposition, the playful banter intermingling with the tranquility of the night.

"I guess, Mondstadt isn't such a bad place when I'm with you," you admitted softly, your gaze lingering on the bard beside you. In that moment, amidst the laughter and shared moments, you realized that perhaps the true essence of Mondstadt lay not in its bustling streets or shimmering lights, but in the connections forged between its inhabitants. And in the company of the Bard, you found a sense of belonging that transcended the confines of the city itself.

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         It's been awhile~

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[yoshikoooo]

Yan Reader x Childe

Warning: Contains material that may be harmful or traumatizing to some readers ⚠️❗❗

Synopsis: Basically You ravaging on some poor guys who happened to hurt Childe.

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“Childe!”

You called in concern unto the mans name as You saw How bloody mess was he again.

"I.. I’m fine"

He weakly said as He leaned at the wall and eventually Sat down. You had many questions to ask, Yet you know its not the time for it, You quickly run to get The first aid kit and ran back to him who was Still on the entrance of your home.

You rushed to open the box and started treating his wounds. You took a deep sigh before talking.

"What happened?"

You Looked at him, A Dangerous smile Curved up your lips, It did sent shivers to the mans body, but he also loved this side of you, Ah~ how he wished you could be more rough with him-

You asked, the tenderness and care present as you tried to be careful with his new wounds, careful enough not to hurt him.

"Nothing much-"

"Darling~ I'm asking you a Question~"

Despite Your Wide smile, The voice within it was scary, It was intimidating, as if a black aura would surely appear behind you, ready to devour the man alive if He dared to lie once again. The ginger man just sigh deeply as he knew You were not going to give up until he spoke the truth.

"I was just killing some Ruin guards on the way, When I got ambushed by some Fatui, They were definitely the traitors That I heard From la signora. At the same time, I was on the mission To also get rid of them, but They weren't that easy to catch since they had visions with them too. When I got them cornered up, Ruin guards suddenly Popped up and Went after me, it was chaotic that they even took that chance to run away... Tsk, I'll make sure to really kill them later. "

He said as His eyes darken at the thought of Killing them. He surely won't just give them death Easily, He's surely going to toy with them until They themselves beg for death like a Damn Worm on the ground, Begging to be stepped at and be crushed to death, Well you would surely do the same.

although, You on the other hand, was furious and enraged at hearing at the news.

'huh? Who dares to touch what's mine?'

You thought as You gritted your teeth, Childe didn't know this side of you, and Surely, You Only have this side For childe. If the brunette man knew this side of you, Oh boy, He would surely love to see the scene wherein you spout sweet, crazy nothings such as claiming him as yours and that no one would touch him and only you, Although hidden in the dark, He Know nothing About you being such a psychotic woman that would crush and smash every being that dared to come in between you both. He only knew you as the Kind and adorable you, one that would be afraid to point a knife to someone nor even dare kill an animal without hesitating. It wasn't his fault for not knowing the other side of you, after all It was your choice to hide it, as a ugly part of you was afraid to show him such Dirty side of you, You were simply just too good with hiding things, Too good that felt like you were trained professionally.

"So.. You're heading out again..? With these injuries..?"

You asked innocently as you poked the wound on his chest softly.

"Haha, I know I'm pushing myself, But there's nothing to worry about, cause Once I finish my business with those guys, I will surely take a Rest!"

He tried to reassure you, and you just nodded, playing along with him.

"Sure, But at least eat before You head out, And I'm not done bandaging your arms since We runned out of bandages, I'll just head out and buy more."

You said calmly as you placed a kiss on his cheeks and he did the same.

"Be fast~"

He said with a cheeky smile making your lips curve upward unconsciously. After that, you head out, The smile on your face faded as you looked up to see the dark sky, wherein the moonlight blessed the land with its light together with the stars, You went to the pharmacy and bought bandages as you told him you would, you also added some other things, But you didn't head straight to home, You Headed straight to a building, A tall and Guarded one at that.

Masked mans Walked up to you.

"Miss Y/n, Do you need something?"

They asked as they bowed to showed respect.

"I Need to talk with la signora, Is she busy~?"

You asked and gave a soft and intimidating smile, as if taking a "No" would surely be the end of them, Making it hard for the Fatui infront of you to talk.

"Hm~? Y/n, Do you need something?"

A woman's voice asked as you looked at the right side to see La signora walking towards you while her platinum blonde hair sways and smile.

"Ah~  signora~ I apologize for the sudden visit" You politely said as You smiled at the tall and fair lady Infront of you.

"It's fine, Lets take this to my office"

She said as she started walking ahead, Letting you follow behind.

The trip on your way to her office was quiet and tense.

She opened the door and the both of you went inside.

"Go ahead and take a seat"

She ordered as she went to her own sit. You Obediently followed.

"Now, State your business"

She sternly said, making you gulp hardly.

" The mission Childe took, Mind If I take over it?"

You headed straight to the point making signora Look at You for awhile before A small chuckle came out.

"Eh? Was The mission too much for the Ginger boy?"

She asked as she leaned her chin on the palm of her hand.

"Of course not, He could Slice their throat in one go If some pest didn't dare to intervene."

You said as you tried defending Your lover, You can't possibly let his fellow harbinger look down on him. only you are allowed to do that to him-

"Yes, of course he can, I heard Ruin guards Suddenly entered the scene and that's where It went All Astray from the plan the Boy had."

She said as she seemed to know the whole situation. She paused as she think about your Question again and smiled as she made the decision.

" Its Fine If you take over, although, I wonder if That childe would Even Allow you to take over~? "

She asked as her light gray eyes sparkled with amusement. She was definitely enjoying this.

"Of course, he surely won't...But in the first place , I wonder if he would even Know about it"

You smiled making the woman Chuckle.

"Ain't you such a Bad girl? letting your boyfriend be in the dark, making a fool out of him?"

She suddenly said making you  look at her, displeased at what she said. as if she didn't do the same-

"I'm simply protecting my Beloved childe from the impurities this world has to give."

You said and gave a smile in the end, she just laughed softly.

"Should I send some backups?"

She Asked as she looked at her nails, You stood up.

"No thank You... But a help From you would be nice"

You said and smiled innocently. Making the Lady Look at you, as if she knew What you were asking her for help.

"Do I need to bring their Heads for proof?"

You asked and tilted your head onto the side.

"Their mask and vision is fine"

She answered and sigh deeply before she continued.

"Sure, I’ll help to cover up your involvement in this, You can leave now"

She stated making you smile widely.

"I appreciate it... then This humble one shall excuse herself."

You said as you bowed politely, then you went out as you heard a soft chuckle from the Lady. You thanked the archons as she was willing to cooperate, Your relation with La signora wasn't that bad, It was somehow sort of like a big sister and sister relationship. Although the difference was the Danger lurking behind your backs.

You finally Headed straight home to see your Lovely Childe.

A smile Reached Your lips as you simply thought about childe , You twist the doorknob open and went in, Closing it afterwards.

"That took you long~"

You saw childe pouting on the couch. You placed the things you bought on the table.

"Sorry~ I also looked into some Ointments that would surely heal your wounds faster"

You said as you kissed his cheeks and sat beside him. He slip his arm to your shoulder making you look at childe who was already staring at you, sorrow and mournful feeling evidently filling his eyes.

"Am I really allowed to be with you..?"

He suddenly asked as His beautiful ocean eyes stayed lifeless, Lips curved down. Your  heart quickly shattered as you looked at how the air of melancholy surrounded the Man in front of you. You didn't like how his lips would turn downward and the light on his eyes would just disappear like a  trace of smoke. This state of him makes him vulnerable, yet you knew, He too only has this side for you, knowing that, A whole sense of relief filled you and your eyes soften.

"I love you, Childe, only you and always you.."

You said genuinely and lovingly, it was short yet his lips finally curved upward making him smile in satisfactory as if It was the right words he wanted to hear.

"I love you too"

He said as he kissed you passionately and deeply, You knew where this is heading, Yet you guys can't possibly do it when he's injured so You pushed him lightly. Once you pulled away he seemed kind of disappointed, You chuckled lightly as how adorable he is.

"I Hope you're not forgetting something."

You said and pointed at the bandages and poke his chest again making him pout like a cute little puppy, You love him so much, Too much that You can't resist the feelings of Killing someone whenever They try to harm or converse with Your Beloved childe.

Once you finished bandaging his arms, You mentioned to brew him some Chamomile tea which he agreed to drink before leaving.

"Chamomile Will help you calm down, Since I know You might push yourself again and Make more wounds"

You nag softly and gave him his drink.

"Yes, Yes~ I'll be careful~"

He playfully said making you nod as if You didn't knew He would literally Injure his self more but you know, That won't happen tonight. You were literally at your limit. Almost every week, he would come home to you with a new wound, and Sometimes You saw How some Fatui talk behind His back, It irritated you. You were itching to Kill them all this time. It was as if those feelings were a a Festering Poison twisting everything Your humane features were.

You patted his head as he drink the tea. Then you drank yours as well.

"wah~ This taste Good~"

He said as leaned back at the couch making himself more comfortable. You smiled as the medicine is working, you actually put some soporific drugs in his tea. You noticed how His eyes seemed to fight his eyelids back from closing.

"Childe? Are you sleepy?"

You asked as you feign ignorance, Your tone never changing, He nodded in response.

"then, take a nap, I'll wake you up after an hour then"

You innocently said as you smiled and caressed his face, You can hear him humming in response as He fell on the pillow. You took a blanket and placed it on him, carefully tucking him in.

You knew the medicine won't work That much for childe, so you decided to work fast, You kissed his forehead and Putted on your coat, Heading outside to Find those Bastards.

"Time to hunt some animals"

Signora Gave you The latest information They have on The Traitors and you quickly went To The place. It's been awhile since you've been active so You felt Excited.

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You smiled and Looked around the area.

'Where are they..-"

You grinned ear to ear as You saw a small camp With some fatui who was gravely injured probably due to Childe.

You walked towards it and they began to be alerted.

" State Your name! "

They shouted as You saw their visions glow while they quickly went to a awkward fighting stance.

" I was right.. These sh*ts really doesn't deserve his time.."

You mumbled as Your vision glow, without even them processing what happened, Their Toes Was already frozen, and You took that chance to take their Vision. Protest and resistance were heard from the two.

‘Hydro.. pyro..’

"heh...So You're the Dogs who Tried to kill MY Childe right..?"

You asked as you tilted your head on the side, making the both man Tremble in fear, They didn't bother to speak a word nor even Move.

That ticked you off. The forest around you started to froze, The green leaves turning Icy Blue, Their brown trunks are now Frozen, the ground getting covered in ice as if you turned a part of the forest into a part of dragonspine.

"Hey, Who do you think you guys are? You're both just some useless sh*t who was given a vision. That's all. Nothing special. Yet I, myself don't understand your idiotic actions that led you to Infiltrate the fatui and even dare to Touch What's mine."

You said while Playing with their visions.

"who would've thought You guys were just some spineless bastard who just got lucky By scratching My beloved childe"

You went to them and took their Mask Off.

Tsk.

"Now, I know what's the use of this mask for"

You disgustingly looked at them and started to back away and sat on a Chair.

"Y-You.. Y-You Monster!"

One of them shouted as He tried to Devour you with his Hydro, but within a snap of fingers it all got frozen, making the man Look at you with horrified eyes.

"eh.. If You want to live, Then try harder with that pea brain of yours. At this rate, A damn hilichurl might be stronger than you despite the both of you having visions. Tsk.. in the first place why the F*ck does someone like you deserve a vision?"

You said while you brush the Imaginary dirt on your coat. You looked at them sternly, as they just Tremble like a damn mouse who got trapped.

" Ah~ This is boring"

You yawned as you looked at the Beautiful moon.

"I'll be kind enough to Teach you guys a lesson before getting rid of you both."

You stretched and summoned 5 Cryo swords, flying around in a high speed as they purposely Miss and Scratch the two fatui.

"aagh!"

"N-No!- Ah!"

Groans and hiss of pain Are heard and You just watched them cry and beg for you to stop.

"What do you mean 'stop?' you Disreputable creatures dares touch what's mine with your dirty hands. you even dared scratch it, You must have wanted to die badly right? Its alright, I'm here, I'll give you all the pain and death you want~!”

You laughed as their groanings continued, Blood Staining the ground and even splashes as they get Scratched deeply. The cryo sword were like dancing waltz, it was beautiful, Every Turn and moves would have red Staining The beautiful color of Ice.

Looking at the scene, Anyone would describe you as a psychotic woman who enjoys Gore and violence. Well they might not be wrong about that since you are actually enjoying the gore scene in front of you, Those thugs that dared to scratch Your one and only childe, Are now screaming in pain, and begging you to stop.

'Ah~ how pleasurable to the ears.'

'Maybe if they didn't bother touching what's mine, They wouldn't have ended up like a damn dirty Pig.'

Minutes passed and it suddenly started to dull you out.

"Speak"

You demanded them as the cryo swords stopped dancing, as if the music on the background Finally ended.

"P-Pleas...e.... K-Kill.. Me! Kill me!"

One of them pleaded as Blood Continued dripping down on his body. You laughed.

"pfft...Don't you know that You look so Pathetic Right now?! Are you guys really the said traitors that even a harbinger had a hard time catching? HAHA! I bet if childe saw this, he would be laughing till He's on his knees."

You said as you hold your stomach trying to gain your Posture back.

"Fine~ since I'm now in a good mood , I'll give you the death you want~"

You simply said as the other person smiled in relief.

You snap your fingers and suddenly, Cryo swords began forming ontop of them, 10....15....26....30.. 37...40...45 and it continued.

You could see how their eyes widened in horror once again.

“W-Why..?! W-Why are you D-Doing this?! We’ve d-done nothing wrong..! “

One of them suddenly asked a question as he screamed in despair making you smile widely.

"hmm..? What do you mean? This is entirely all for love~”

You said and chuckled slightly as You saw how The life in their eyes seemed to fade and perish in an instant.

You snap your fingers once again and one by one, the swords began falling. It was as if Raining swords. What a sight to behold indeed.

You saw how the 2 figure in front of you get stabbed every second, Blood beautifully staining the frozen ground again but harshly this time, and their screaming joining in, making You smile in satisfactory.

You stood up and decided to go back. You called the fatui who was definitely spectating from the orders of La signora down.

"At your service!"

He bowed on one knee.

"The mission is finished"

You said as You handed the Masks and visions to the man.

"I'll relay the Message"

He said and disappeared. You started sprinting back to your house. Throwing the coat away somewhere.

Once you opened the door slowly, You got greeted by childe who is barely standing up on the entrance of your house. He looked confused and hurt, and it sort of pained you.

"Y-Y/n...? Why..?"

He asked as there was confusion evident in his voice. Is he suspecting you? No way. Before he say another word, You cupped his face, as you smiled softly

"A fellow subordinate of yours came to report, Since I felt bad waking you up, I decided to go instead-"

You were cutted off when he took your shoulders, gripping it tightly, making the both of you fell down, despite the medicine working, he still had this enormous strength within him.

"Did Those Sh*ts touch you?"

He asked in a stern voice, A voice that would literally murder anyone. It surely send shivers down your spine, and you clearly liked it.

You smiled to reassure him.

"No, Actually he reported that, Those guys you were after, was found dead, It seems their injuries was so deep that They probably died of blood loss"

You patted his head and he sigh out of relief, leaning towards you as he felt his legs giving up.

"That's good to hear.."

He said as he digged his head unto your neck. you nodded and caressed his head. The warmth Of his body seemed to calm you down too.

" Shall we head to the bedroom? you seem tired."

You concernedly asked as you help him stand up, walking towards the bedroom you both share. once you placed the man on the bed, you joined him as well.

"Rest well, Childe~"

You Whispered and kissed his forehead.

"I love.. you too.. Y/n"

You heard him mumbled  sleepily as his eyes finally closed, drifting to dreamland. You stared at childe, The only man that would make you go Crazy If someone dared to steal him from you. He was precious to you, enough that You would surely damn the entire world for him just to make him happy. you would surely despise the Gods and resent destiny If that is what makes him happy. If ever he wanted to burn Liyue, crush mondstadt to pieces and Turn Inazuma to nothing but specks of ashes, You would love to stand beside him and see the artwork The both of you made while Satisfactory pasted on both of your faces.

 "You're only mine childe... After all... No one else will ever love you as much as I do. "

You mumbled and gave another peck on his lips and closed your eyes to drift to sleep.

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Hi~ It's been awhile, I had aLoT~ of fun writing this, and I hope You did as well in reading it..

I'm so awkward sh*t.

Well, Anyways, You can't spell slaughter without any laughter ~

[yoshikoooo]

Zhongli x Reader

My first Genshin Fic.

Anyways, just enjoy.

"Departure On a rainy Night"

The rain poured relentlessly, its icy touch piercing through the air, accompanied by a biting wind that lashed against your already chilled body. Wrapped in the cloak of night, darkness enveloped you, a fitting shroud for your impending fate.

Awareness dawned upon you - you were fading, your life slipping away like grains of sand through an hourglass. Despite the pain coursing through your veins, you couldn't help but muster a bitter smile, gazing up at the ominous sky, its ominous grayness mirroring the turmoil within.

"Who would have thought that even lifting a finger would become such a Herculean task?" you mused, your laughter a feeble echo against the relentless downpour.

As you surrendered to the inevitability of your demise, a pang of something unfamiliar clawed at your chest, a sensation akin to forgetting something crucial. Amidst the symphony of raindrops, solitude enveloped you, punctuated only by the tumult of your own conflicting emotions. Was it truly acceptable to relinquish hope so easily?

Forcing your heavy eyelids open, you found yourself fixated on the ground below, every memory flooding back with vivid intensity. Each laugh, each smile - they seemed to mock you in the face of your impending demise. Was this overwhelming feeling regret, or perhaps guilt, for leaving so much behind?

In the midst of your internal turmoil, a jarring interruption shattered the silence - the unmistakable sound of footsteps, heavy and urgent, accompanied by a voice hoarse with desperation

"Traveller! Traveller..! -"

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"... Y/n!"

The touch of warm hands on your cold body stirred you from the brink of oblivion. Slowly, you blinked, greeted by the sight of a pair of amber eyes, their golden pupils glowing with an otherworldly allure. Each time you beheld them, they held you captivated, rendering you unable to tear your gaze away.

'Ah, perhaps this is a parting gift before I depart this world,' you mused inwardly, a faint smile gracing your lips as you looked upon the man before you. Despite his usual stoicism, concern and a hint of fear flickered in his eyes, a rare display of emotion from someone who often kept his feelings concealed.

In this fleeting moment, you cherished the opportunity to witness this side of him, yet deep down, you couldn't help but feel a pang of greed. How you wished to have seen more facets of him, to unravel the layers of his enigmatic persona.

"Zhong... Li," you whispered weakly, your voice hoarse and raw with pain, yet infused with a desperate desire to converse with the man who stood by your side in your final moments. "Morax..."

"Everything is well. Save your breath," his voice quivered, a departure from its usual steadiness, though his eloquence remained untouched. Simply being in his presence emanated warmth, akin to a blazing fire on a frigid winter's night, enveloping you in a comforting embrace. It was a sensation that brought solace in your final moments.

As your vision blurred and your eyelids grew heavy, Zhongli observed the gradual dimming of the light in your eyes. Those eyes, once vibrant and illuminating, now dimming like fading stars. His heart constricted with a weightiness that threatened to suffocate him. It was a familiar scene, one he had witnessed countless times before, yet the pain and memories it invoked remained as poignant as ever, especially when the person held a cherished place within his heart.

After eons of existence, one might assume he had grown accustomed to such farewells, but the truth was far from it. The agony of loss and the echoes of memories lingered, refusing to be subdued by the passage of time. For Zhongli, each departure reopened old wounds, a reminder of the transient nature of life and the enduring ache of love.

"Zhong... Li," you called softly, your voice barely above a whisper, as your gaze locked with his amber eyes.

"Yes, I'm here," he responded, his tone gentle and reassuring.

"Hey... Don't you know... Every journey... has its own... destination?" you queried, each word strained and labored.

He remained silent, a silent sentinel in the face of your weakening voice.

"And I guess mine... well, unfortunately ends... here," you concluded weakly, a faint smile tugging at your lips. You noticed the furrow of his brow, a clear indication that he didn't want to accept your words.

"Please... Don't lose hope. A healer will soon come. For now, save your breath, for you shall wake up to another morning," you urged, your voice a fragile thread of optimism amidst the encroaching darkness.

He spoke with a stern resolve, refusing to surrender, especially when it concerned you. Despite the slim chances of your survival, he couldn't entertain the thought of giving up. Was it selfish of him, to cling to hope so fiercely, to demand the impossible from mortality?

"Smile... for... me," you implored, your voice unwavering despite the gravity of the situation.

You struggled against the weight pulling your eyelids shut, determined to hold onto consciousness, knowing that in this struggle, you were no longer alone.

As his smile illuminated the darkness around you, a flicker of victory ignited within you, pushing back against the overwhelming fatigue threatening to consume you.

'I've always wanted to protect that smile...' you thought, your heart heavy with the realization that you might soon become the cause of his agony.

Nevertheless, you managed to muster a smile in return, your lips curving upwards in a feeble echo of his own.

"Beautiful..." you whispered, your trembling fingers brushing against his cheek. He flinched at the touch of your cold fingertips, a stark reminder of the fragility of your existence and the urgency of the situation at hand.

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"It's raining. You should leave before you catch a cold," you managed to muster, your voice barely audible amidst the sound of the downpour. Every ounce of energy drained from your body, signaling the inevitable departure drawing near. You wanted to bid farewell, to ensure his safety before you embarked on your final journey.

"That is not relevant to the situation at hand," he replied firmly, his tone unwavering despite the urgency of the moment. "As I've said again and again, save your breath—"

His words trailed off abruptly as your hand slipped from his grasp, your eyes dimming as the light within them faded away. The realization dawned upon him like a thunderbolt – you were leaving this world, leaving him behind.

"Sorry..."

"Till... we... meet... again... Morax," you uttered, your voice trailing off into silence as your final breath escaped you. His eyes widened in horror, his heart pounding in his chest, his body trembling with grief and disbelief.

In that moment, as he watched you slip away, Zhongli's world shattered, consumed by the devastating loss of the one he held dear.

"Y/n?...Y/n?"

The silence that followed was stifling, suffocating in its heaviness, broken only by the relentless patter of raindrops against the ground. The shallow breaths that had once filled the air were now absent, leaving behind an emptiness that seemed to swallow everything whole. Your beautiful eyes, once vibrant with life, would never open again. Your radiant smile, forever frozen in memory. Your melodious voice, silenced for eternity. Everything that defined you was now lost, irretrievable.

For Zhongli, the weight of your absence was unbearable. If not for the constraints of a binding contract, he would have gladly joined you in the embrace of death. He took a deep, steadying breath, attempting to quell the storm of emotions raging within him. This was not how it was supposed to end. He was tired—tired of witnessing the loss of those dear to him, tired of the endless cycle of grief and heartache.

As a god, he understood the transient nature of mortal life. Yet, your sudden departure blindsided him. You, who had always been meticulous and cautious in your endeavors, deserved a long, happy life. He couldn't shake the feeling of remorse for not being there when you needed him most.

Tears welled in his eyes, stinging as they spilled over, his throat constricting with a pain too profound to put into words. He longed to scream, to release the torrent of emotions threatening to engulf him, but he remained stoic, knowing that you would have wanted him to smile until the end.

With a trembling smile, he finally allowed himself to succumb to the grief he had been holding back. The rain continued to fall, a silent witness to his sorrow as he cradled your cold body in his arms, tightening his grip as if unwilling to let you go.

"Farewell, old friend," he whispered, his voice choked with emotion, a final tribute to the cherished bond you shared.

End~

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[yoshikoooo]

Itaru chigasaki x Reader

"Adorable"

You opened the door to your friend's room, the familiar creak echoing down the hallway.

Your gaze landed on your friend, hunched over his desk, bathed in the glow of the computer screen. His brown hair, now streaked with blonde highlights, fell messily over his forehead. He wore his favorite yellow and white jersey, the fabric slightly worn from years of wear. His intense, pink carnelian eyes were fixed on the screen, his fingers dancing across the keyboard with practiced precision.

A sigh escaped your lips as you took in the scene before you. 'Even though he's already an adult,' you thought to yourself, 'I can't believe he didn't even change in the slightest.'

A small smile tugged at the corners of your lips And as you stood there, silently observing, you knew that this was where he belonged. And somehow, seeing him in his element, unchanged yet somehow different, filled you with a sense of contentment that words couldn't quite capture.

a pang of empathy washed over you as you recalled the difficulties he faced in middle school. His struggles with sports and the accompanying bullying undoubtedly left scars that lingered.

Despite your absence during those challenging times, you found solace in the present moment. Now, at least, your here. Watching over him, ready to offer support and understanding. It may not make up for lost time, but it was a start.

"After all, this is all I can do for him," you mused silently to yourself.

"Taruchi~ I brought something," you chimed, watching as Itaru momentarily glanced back to acknowledge your presence before refocusing on his game.

"Give me a minute, I'll just beat this damn small fry," he replied, his fingers tapping furiously on the keyboard, the sound echoing in the room. Settling onto the couch, you placed the plastic bag on the table, its contents a small offering of Strawberry Daifuku. you had already shared some with Izumi and the others resting in the lounge.

"Yosh! Beat that, losers!" Itaru exclaimed triumphantly, rising from his seat and strolling over to you. "Yo, Y/n-chan~" he greeted, his tone now warm and friendly. His eyes darted to the plastic bag on the table, curiosity evident in his expression. Sensing his interest, you decided to satisfy his curiosity.

"Ah, Your sister told me to drop it off. It's Strawberry Daifuku. Your sister went to Osaka and got souvenirs. She also told me to give some to the others, and I already did," you explained as Itaru settled into the seat beside you.

His response was characteristically nonchalant. "Eh, she went to Osaka?" he remarked, his interest fleeting as he leaned back, chin resting on his palm.

"Hah...? She didn't tell you?" you asked, genuinely surprised by his lack of knowledge.

"Not a single thing,"

The absence of that certain cabbage man didn't escape your notice, and you couldn't help but inquire. "Eh... Ah-! By the way, where's Chikage-san?" you scanned the room, finding no trace of the elusive figure.

Itaru's teasing response caught you off guard, his playful demeanor shining through. "Hmm... I thought you came here for me...? Why are you looking for Unromantic Senpai?" he jested, his expression shifting to one of mock hurt, complete with puppy-dog eyes. Despite the efforts, his antics threatened to break your composure.

'He sure is making good use of his looks,' you couldn't help but think as you lightly smacked his head, a gesture of both annoyance and affection.

"Idiot. It would be rude of me if I also entered his room without even greeting him or asking permission, right?" you countered with a smile, attempting to maintain control of the situation.

As Itaru rubbed the spot where you had hit him, he exaggeratedly lamented, "Wah, not even my sister hits me like that," his pout evident.

'How cute'

"Anyways, how's life doing for you?" you inquired, turning to look at Itaru, only to be met with his dumbfounded expression.

"I'm doing fine, although my Gachas are quite chaotic at the moment," he replied, letting out a deep sigh as if the mere mention of Gacha made his head spin. you observed him closely, noting the fatigue evident on his face.

He soon caught onto your scrutiny, meeting your gaze with a mischievous smile. "Yes, yes, I know, I'm quite handsome–"

you swiftly cut him off before he could finish his self-praise. "Azami would literally kill you if he saw you with those bags of yours. Let's also add how dry your skin looks right now," you warned, causing him to look at you, horrified at the mere thought of facing Azami's wrath.

you could almost picture the scene wherein Azami nagging him for hours, Yuki pointing out spots that needed moisturizing, and Azuma offering skincare tips in the end. The prospect was indeed frightening.

His gaming time would undoubtedly decrease with the sudden beauty regimen they would impose on him, and for Itaru, that was a big NO.

"That absolutely must not happen"

He seriously said as He went straight to the Drawer and pulled some collagen face mask and just Smack it to his face, Fixing The few crunches at the side.

'Oh god, Its funny to see him this way.'

You giggled softly as he shot you a puzzled look.

"What~? Are you sad because you can't see my lovely face due to this mask covering My whole face~?"

He tried to flirt yet to you just looked at him with a poker face, letting the silence fill the room.

...

"How mean~" He gave up and pouted.

'If Making fun of him was a job Maybe I would have a million with me right now'

You Thought as that somehow just sounds right. You smiled as in idea popped up and you looked at him.

"Don't worry, you're pretty handsome as you said... as long as you don't open your mouth," you teased, flashing him the brightest smile you could muster, while he responded with a 'What the actual F*ck?' expression.

Suppressing the urge to burst out laughing, you continued, "Don't mind, don't mind~ don't feel disheartened about it~ Humans are imperfect in every different way," patting his shoulder for emphasis, which only seemed to make things worse for the man beside you.

"Did perhaps Yuki teach you that? Or maybe... no... Return~~ return Y/n back. If only there was some restart button," he lamented, flopping his whole body onto the couch in mock despair. His exaggerated reaction was utterly adorable, and you couldn't help but burst into laughter.

"Just Kidding"

you said, unable to contain your laughter, and patted his head as you removed the face mask, as it was already time to do so. Observing his shiny, freshly moisturized and smooth face, a mischievous idea suddenly struck you.

Standing up and gracefully leaning on one knee, you caught him off guard as he struggled to process the sudden change.

'He's an actor... right..?'

"I greet the Crown Prince, the Face of the Sun Empire... Ah~ This humble one is in awe of how beautiful our Crown Prince is," you elegantly recited a scene in one of the video he played before as you took his hand and placing a light kiss on the back of it. His reaction was priceless, a mixture of surprise and embarrassment evident on his flushed face.

He looked away, his arm covering half of his face, clearly flustered by the unexpected gesture. It was a moment of playful teasing, but the sight of his reaction brought a genuine smile to your face.

'You're really Adorable, Itaru.'

Before any more thoughts could occupy your mind, you heard whispers behind the door.

"It seems like they're doing a skit," Sakuya's voice floated through the door, his tone tinged with curiosity.

"Lets join! Lets join!" Citron's high-pitched voice sounded excited, ready to barge in.

As Itaru and you exchanged a glance, the both remained still, continuing to eavesdrop on the eavesdroppers who were chatting loudly outside the door. It seemed your impromptu performance had attracted an unexpected audience.

Reverse Uno card!

"No, we mustn't interrupt!" Tsuzuru's voice cut through the excitement, holding Citron back just in time before he could twist the doorknob open.

"I wonder how the Crown Prince would reply~ ah~ so romantic," Muku's dreamy voice followed, his imagination wandering as he recalled every fantasy romance novel he had ever read.

"Shh! You guys, quiet down! I can't hear anything!" Yuki hissed at everyone, clearly annoyed by the noise. He seemed to relish the opportunity to tease you both if something spicy happened, or perhaps he intended to use it as leverage against Itaru in the future.

But at that moment, Itaru breathed a sigh of relief, silently thanking the gods that they hadn't decided to peek in, as they would have witnessed just how out of character he had been.

"Honorable Crown Prince, it seems that we have guests to welcome," you said, struggling to hold back your laughter as you addressed Itaru. Despite his initial embarrassment, Itaru managed to regain his composure and flashed a smile in response.

"How Insolent! Let them enter"

Itaru proclaimed in a princely voice, a stark contrast to his demeanor moments ago, when he seemed only to know how to whine and laze around.

"As you wish, Your Majesty," you replied, bowing with exaggerated deference, improvising with the nonexistent script. Despite the absurdity of the situation, both of you were clearly enjoying yourselves, especially you. Not only did you get to witness a flustered side of Itaru, but you also had the opportunity to act alongside him.

Opening the door, you watched as the boys tumbled in, their groans echoing through the room. It was a chaotic scene.

"U-Uhm.. G-Greetings..?" Sakuya stammered awkwardly, scratching his head as he recovered from the tumble.

Both of you couldn't help but laugh at the sight, and quickly moved to help everyone stand up. you exchanged a smile with Itaru, and he smiled back warmly.

End.

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[yoshikoooo]

It's been awhile? I might spam fics for awhile, might post other fics about another content tho, anyways Have fun reading~💕

Tsumugi x Reader

"Bitter"

Your gaze fixated on the stage, where six actors stood, their smiles stretching wide as they bowed graciously, expressing their gratitude to the audience. Among them, the Winter Troupe shone brightest in your heart, holding a special place in Mankai.

As the final curtain descended, you made your way out to leave a token of appreciation for the actors. Your admiration particularly gravitated towards one man, his portrayal always captivating your senses. The way he delivered his lines held a certain magic, a tranquility that washed over you with its gentle kindness. Since the very first time you witnessed their performance in "Sympathy For The Angel," his acting had left an indelible mark on you, drawing you back to the theater time and again.

Suddenly The actors went out and greeted the fans as a way of fan service, You didn't bother to walk up close to the actors, you just watched the man as the way his dark blue hair bounce softly as he nods in a question given by a fan. He always had this soft and gentle eyes, that felt like it would calm a madman instantly but sometimes, He felt so mysterious that it piques your interests But You kind of like it, Imagining how you can get to know him more in other ways was euphoria for you, But sadly, Reality was harsh.

He doesn't know you, not a single thing about you. You've long accepted this truth, choosing to remain anonymous in your admiration for him. With a heavy sigh, you glanced at your watch, realizing it was time to depart.

Approaching the gift box, you saw the name "Tsukioka Tsumugi" printed neatly. A soft smile played on your lips as you dropped the bouquet of daffodils, a ritual of joy and happiness you faithfully upheld each time you attended their show.

Gazing at the name once more, a pang of bittersweet emotion swept over you.

'If only...'

but alas, it was a love destined to remain unspoken and unfulfilled.

Though you sat mere steps away from him during performances, he remained distant, a shining star in his own right, captivating your attention and stealing your soul with every graceful line he delivered. His acting prowess was unparalleled, a constant reminder of your place in the audience, worlds apart from him on stage.

With a bitter smile, you exited the theater, carrying the weight of unspoken longing and admiration in your heart.

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"The show ended successfully!" declared the director, addressing the six gentlemen who were already donned in their casual attire.

"Fufu, I had fun," Azuma chimed in with a soft giggle.

"Umu, today's show was incredibly fun! To commemorate our victory, I shall express my gratitude through a poem-" Homare began, only to be abruptly cut off by Tasuku.

"No thanks, you can keep it for yourself," Tasuku interjected, sighing in annoyance.

"Oh my, poor you. Well, that is fine, as I shall continue it in the dorm instead," Homare declared, eliciting sighs of disbelief from the group.

"No, Homare, you're... too noisy... Zzz," Hisoka hissed before drifting off to sleep in the corner.

"I shall help with carrying Hisoka," Guy suggested with a soft smile adorning his face. Despite the cold winter air, the atmosphere among the group remained warm and congenial.

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"Good work," Sakuya commended, offering a warm smile to the troupe as they finally reached the dorm.

"You guys were totes good out there!" Kazunari exclaimed, giving a thumbs up and displaying his phone which showcased the responses they had received for their show. "oh, Just in time, dinner is ready," Omi announced, placing the plates on the table.

"Whoa, today's dinner is pretty exhausting!" Citron suddenly exclaimed, eliciting confusion among the actors.

"This one is a little hard... Um... You mean extravagant," Tsuzuru corrected Citron with a sigh of disbelief. "Yes! that's it!" Citron said in response making some of the actors laugh, Their Manzai never failing anyone.

"I prepared some good wine. Let's all have a toast with the adults later," Sakyo announced, prompting a light giggle from Azuma.

"I'll bring out some zafran snacks that would go well with wine then," Guy added with a smile.

"A refined adult! Ahh~ I can't wait to become one!" Muku exclaimed from the back, lost in his daydreams once again.

"Ehh, you guys got plenty of gifts again this time," Yuki remarked as he checked out the bags they were all holding. It was evident that Tasuku received the most, as usual.

"I wish they wouldn't spend too much just to give us these gifts, though," Tasuku said, sighing deeply with a hint of concern in his voice.

"Ooh! A Kind Gentleman! Gotta take note of that!" Taichi said as he brought a pencil and a notebook out, only to get a weird look from tasuku.

"I just noticed, but every time Tsumugi-san performs, he always receives that bouquet," Sakuya suddenly pointed out, drawing everyone's attention to the bouquet of daffodils.

Tsumugi smiled gently at the mention.

"This flower is called daffodils, a bunch of it means happiness," Tsumugi explained, his voice carrying a warmth that enveloped the room. They all observed the tender gaze Tsumugi directed towards the bouquet.

Azuma, already comfortably settled on the couch, studied Tsumugi with a mischievous grin playing on his lips, intrigued by the subtle emotions dancing across his features.

"Fufu, do you perhaps know who gave it?" Azuma teased, shooting Tsumugi a playful glance.

"It was only just a glimpse, but she was quite a beauty. Although, sadly, I didn't get her name since she would always leave after placing the bouquet in the box," Tsumugi replied, his gaze returning to the bouquet you had given.

Everyone in the room turned their attention to Tsumugi, wearing expressions that clearly conveyed their silent thoughts: 'He's in love.' It was evident from the tender way he looked at the bouquet, a silent testament to the emotions swirling within him.

"Oya, That's too bad, It seems she doesn't leave her name on the card of bouquet too.." Homare chimed in as he looked at the bouquet closely in tsumugi's arms in which he nodded back.

' But today, I saw her smiling bitterly, I wonder if something happened..'

"Ne~ Tsumugi-san, is there another meaning of that flower?" Taichi inquired, his eyes sparkling with anticipation of a romantic interpretation.

As Tsumugi pondered, a gentle smile graced his lips.

"There's no romantic meaning to daffodils, but it also symbolizes eternal life and new beginnings," Tsumugi explained softly, reaching out to pat Taichi on the head, hoping to assuage any disappointment the young boy might feel.

"You really know lots about flowers eh.." Tenma said while he gave a smile "Well so is tenma kun at Bonsai." Tsumugi replied and flashed a smile. 

"Ugh, the two botany buddies will continue with this conversation if we don't stop them now," Yuki interjected with a playful tone, eliciting laughter from everyone in the room. Despite the snow beginning to build up outside, a warm and cozy atmosphere enveloped them, fostering a sense of camaraderie and togetherness among the troupe.

Tsumugi's gaze drifted back to the beautiful bouquet once more, his thoughts swirling with a mixture of emotions.

'Did she know...? That daffodils also represent...'

'Unrequited love.'

In the end, the realization settled in, and the man couldn't help but give a bitter smile at the thought, acknowledging the silent message conveyed by the flowers.

End~

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[yoshikoooo]

Azami Izumida x Reader

"A childish fight"

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"Azami-kun~"

You gently nudge the young man beside you, who is engrossed in reading a cosmetic magazine.

"What is it?" he responds, his attention still fixated on the pages before him.

You let out a deep sigh, feeling slightly exasperated by his lack of acknowledgment.

You've been friends with Azami-kun for a year now, despite the stark contrast between your backgrounds. You've learned about his family's ties to the yakuza, with him being the sole heir to the Ginsenkai Family. Despite this, you've never let it affect your friendship, knowing how much he dislikes being associated with his family's reputation.

You're also aware of his childhood friend, Shift-kun, who shares a bond with Azami that predates your own friendship. Yet, somehow, you managed to seamlessly integrate into their dynamic, bridging the gap between your worlds effortlessly.

Despite Azami's reservations about physical affection outside of a committed relationship, you occasionally find yourself wanting to reach out, to bridge the emotional gap between you. Perhaps a simple hand on the shoulder or a gentle touch wouldn't be so out of place, you ponder.

It still surprises you that you've become friends with someone like Azami. As an introvert, you're accustomed to solitude, but something about the connection you share with him feels natural. Your friendship blossomed unexpectedly, sparked by a mutual interest in cosmetics, and has since grown into something deeper, despite the odds.

"Oi, Y/n, What are you spacing out for?" Azami called out to you, noticing your distant expression.

"Hm? Ah... It's nothing, I just remembered that there's a big sale at that cosmetic store you're familiar with tomorrow. I think it's called 'Elfriede'," you respond, trying to shake off your reverie.

You said, and you watched as his eyes widened in excitement.

"Oh crap," he muttered, immediately diving into a whirlwind of thoughts. "You should've said that earlier! Ugh, what time will the store open again? Wait, I should check their website first and see what they've got on sale... Ah, I should make a list of what I need to buy... I think I ran out of foundation, I should add it to my list... Oh, I should try some of their newest palettes."

He continued to ramble on about cosmetics, his enthusiasm infectious yet slightly overwhelming. You couldn't help but let out a deep sigh, amused by his sudden burst of excitement.

‘I won't be surprised if a professional makeup artist scouted him,’ you thought to yourself, watching him with a mixture of amusement and fondness.

"Azami-kun, the Autumn Troupe is next to perform, right?" you suddenly asked, breaking through his cosmetics-induced trance.

He paused, glancing up at you with a faint smile. "Ah, yeah, I'll reserve some tickets for you as usual," he replied before returning his attention to his plans for the upcoming cosmetics sale.

"Thanks. Ah, by the way, Shift-kun is coming too, right?" you inquired, curious about the plans.

"He might come on closing night. After all, he's pretty busy with God-za," Azami replied casually, flipping another page of the magazine.

As you heard their busy schedules, a thought crossed your mind. 'They're both busy, huh? I'll be all alone then.'

You pondered for a moment before deciding, 'Should I go back to the way I was before? Reading books in a café all day? Hmm, I should do that rather than bothering them while they're busy with acting.'

"Ah~ Y/n-chan~!" A feminine voice chimed behind you, prompting you to turn around to see who it was.

"Ah! Izumi nee-chan~" you exclaimed, flashing her a wide smile.

"Oh, hanging out with Azami-kun, I see," she remarked, her tone slightly teasing.

As you studied her face, you couldn't help but notice how she looked a little pale.

"Mhm~ Anyways, Ne~ Onee-chan~ are you having a hard time sleeping..?" you inquired, sensing that something might be bothering her.

Izumi's eyes widened in surprise as if you had hit the jackpot. "Eh? How did you know?"

"You look pale," you responded simply, offering her a concerned smile.

"Ah, she's right, your skin is looking pretty bad. I've told you never to stay up late, since your skin would--”  Azami began, launching into a sermon about skincare.

you watched as Izumi started to back away, clearly not in the mood for Azami's lecture.

"You don't feel well?" Masumi suddenly appeared out of nowhere, his expression filled with concern as he looked at Izumi.

"No, it's not like that-" Izumi began to explain, but Masumi interrupted her by grabbing her hand firmly.

"No, I'm taking you to the hospital," he declared decisively, causing Izumi's eyes to widen in horror.

She glanced at you, as if silently pleading for help or understanding.

you could only smile awkwardly, knowing there was little you could do to intervene in Masumi's protective nature towards Izumi.

"Director-san is not sleeping well? Just the perfect timing. Here— chamomile tea. It might help with your lack of sleep," Omi-san said, offering the tea to Izumi-san.

"Ah, thanks, Omi," Izumi-san replied with a sigh of relief as she accepted the tea.

As you observed the exchange, a frown crept onto your face. 'If Omi-san prepared some chamomile tea, it might be that... Omi-san is losing some sleep too.'

'They're working way too hard...' you couldn't help but think to yourself, feeling a pang of concern for your friends.

Glancing at your watch, you realized it was already time for you to go home.

'Just when things are getting fun... I have no choice. It would be bad if the sun went down, and I shouldn't disturb Azami-kun any further because despite his flawless skin, it seems like he's losing some sleep too.'

"Y/n-chan, are you going to stay for dinner? I'll prepare your favorites," Omi said, his smile warm and inviting.

"I'd love to, but I have to go. I still have some things to do back home," you replied, offering him an apologetic smile.

He frowned momentarily before offering a smile in return. "That's too bad then."

You nodded in response as you gathered your bag. "I'll be going," you said, waving at the people present in the lounge.

‘Normally, I would let Azami-kun walk me to the station, but I bet he's planning on waking up early tomorrow for the sale at the cosmetic shop I mentioned. He'll likely be practicing hard again tomorrow... I shouldn't let him get exhausted any further.’

‘Even without Azami saying anything, I knew that the Autumn Troupe started practicing early for their show. I could imagine how tired Azami must have been. Yet, he invited me to come over to the dorm just to hang out, to avoid me worrying too much about him.’

"I'll accompany you back home," Azami said suddenly, standing up and setting aside the magazine he had been holding.

"Ah, you don't have to, Azami-kun—" you began, but your words were cut off as he passed by you and started putting on his shoes.

‘ah-He ignored me..?’

you heard Izumi giggling. "You should let Azami-kun accompany you, Y/n-chan," she said, patting you gently on the head.

you nodded, flashing her a grateful smile before waving goodbyes.

The both of you finally stepped out of the dorm and began walking towards the station.

"Azami-kun?" You called out tentatively, hoping to break the uneasy silence.

He didn't respond, and the both of you continued walking in silence.

The atmosphere between you was palpably tense, and you couldn't help but feel a sense of unease creeping over you.

'Did I do something...?' you wondered, racking your brain for any potential cause of his silence.

"Ah, Azami-kun, here is fine. The station is just a few blocks ahead--" you said, coming to a stop. But he just continued walking, ignoring you.

Feeling a pang of frustration, you reached out and grabbed his jacket from behind.

"Azami-kun... Are you mad?" you asked, looking up at him as he finally stopped.

"No..." he replied quietly, his expression unreadable.

"Then why are you ignoring me-"

"you're acting strange Y/n"

"Eh..? Me? I don't think so"

"Yes you are, You're obviously pushing me away, why?"

He looked at you with a pained expression, and your heart ached at the sight, rendering you speechless.

"Look here, I may look weak, but I'm literally strong. So why the hell are you pushing me aside?" he snapped, his frustration evident in his tone.

‘He's really angry... What should I do? What if he hates me because I was being too selfish that I didn't notice that I already made him feel so suffocated by it? Ah, damn it, I feel like crying,’ you thought, feeling your eyes stinging, and he seemed to notice it too.

"I- uh-... I didn't mean to--" He stammered, His voice shaky with emotion.

"I... don't want to exhaust you more than you are, Azami-kun. I knew that Autumn Troupe is practicing a little bit earlier than usual, so I thought, this is all I can do for you to avoid... overworking," you said honestly, the tears finally giving in. Azami was panicking on what to do with you, who was crying uncontrollably.

He took out a handkerchief and gave it to you, his eyes averted somewhere.

He gave a deep sigh before he spoke. "Idiot... I know myself very well, so don't worry too much. I invited you to come over because I find it... relaxing... to be with you... but... O-Oi, don't misunderstand!" he blurted out, a tint of redness spreading across his face.

'He's blushing...' you observed, feeling a warmth spreading through you as you giggled softly and the tears stopped flowing one after another.

"Mhm! I also find it fun hanging out with you, Azami-kun," you said, flashing him a smile.

"Tsk... Then, make sure to come visit again. Just because our show is coming doesn't mean you're not allowed to go to the dorm, you idiot," he said, sighing. The both of you started walking again, and you hummed in response.

"Azami-kun... Thanks," you said softly, looking at him. His black silky hair danced as the wind blew gently, his aqua green eyes sparkling. You noticed how gentle he looked as he gave a small smile that made your heart pound.

"Don't mind it..." he replied softly.

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[yoshikoooo]

"Meetings on a rainy Day"

Sakuya X Reader

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You Looked at yourself reflecting on the poddles in the street you were walking.

'Pathetic'

You thought at yourself and continued walking, It was raining yet You were not holding any umbrella or any Coat, let alone, you were not even trying to avoid the rain.

You need this, after all you were tired.  Tired of the family Who only abused and used you. They didn't even care, not even the tiniest bit about you.  You were hurt and broken yet all they did was rub salt on the wound you had all the time.

"I did everything for them, Yet why?  Why do I still feel empty?"

You mumbled at yourself while the sound of the rain felt like it was joining you and your complaints.

You stayed silent for awhile.

"Why am I like this? "

A realization struck you immediately and you stopped walking, you looked at the sky filled with grayish clouds while the rain continued getting heavier.

You laughed sadly.

Yes, You longed for attention. The attention and affection you wanted ever since your parents passed away.  You did everything to Please your Aunts and uncles hoping they'll somehow Treat you like their own family, but It wasn't going as planned. In short, You were an Idiot to believe That they would even perceive you as One.

Your eyes stung at that sudden realization.

'In the first place, I wasn't even Needed nor loved'

You thought, as the tears you were holding back finally gave in.  Right now, You were thankful to the rain, You can cry as much as you want without any people noticing it.

It was as if the rain was there for you.

You were about to start walking, when suddenly the rain stopped hitting your shaking body.

'What?'

You looked infront of you to see a red haired boy, He was covering you from the rain with his umbrella.

"Are you alright?" The red haired boy said with concern, His eyes were innocently pure. you were sure, He didn't came to you with other intentions.

'But Why is he concerned about me while I'm just a stranger?'

You were confused at his actions that you just looked at the boy, unable to say anything, He started getting anxious, Thinking Maybe, it was rude to ask that from someone who you didn't even know.

"I-I'm sorry, I forgot to introduce myself! I-I'm Sakuma Sakuya! Nice to meet you-?" He introduced himself and Looked at you. Waiting for you to Say your name.

You took a deep sigh before answering.

"Y/n, Nice to meet you sakuya" You said and gave a forced smile.

Silence filled the air between you two but then it was broken when he talked again.

"Hey Y/n, Are you.. alright?" He asked the same question again.

But this time, the feeling was different, the both of you just met and yet It felt like you can trust him better.  It's like, he can feel the emotions you have deep inside you,

Its like, he can understand you-

You just realized, This is the first time someone asked you that Question, After all the years of suffering and Crying, This is the first time someone asked if You were fine.

You suddenly felt like letting everything out in an instant but you tried to keep everything calm. You didn't think getting asked if you were fine or not would make you break down this much.

Another tear left your eyes.

"No... I'm not fine at all" You said and smiled bitterly.

You saw how his eyes, soften, As if he Knew the pain you were going through. Is it sympathy? Pity? You didn't care, but, the way he's looking at you was comforting.

"... I-If it's okay with you... I'll hear you out. Although, I don't know If I can be of any help.. s-shall we go and find a place to talk?" He said and gave you an angelic smile making you smile unknowingly.

You nodded quickly as both of you walked side by side with Sakuya Holding the umbrella as the Rain Continued to come down.

For the first time, You were finally able to smile because of someone.

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[yoshikoooo]

It's my first time writing in Tumblr! I hope we all get along! I write for fun, So enjoy~

"Hanging out with Yuki-kun"

Yuki Rurikawa x Reader

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You were hanging out with your friend yuki on a cute cafe that has been trending lately, apparently Kazunari san was the one who informed Yuki kun about this cafe. Yuki kun who is a costume specialist got interested ended up inviting You.

the cafe was decorated with incredibly Adorable stuffs, even the table and chairs you're using is enough to make you feel so charmed at it that you might as well take a picture of it. 

"eh.. It makes sense that this place is trending on the blam" Yuki said while he took a sip on the strawberry shake he ordered. 

"It's different from the other cafe I've been. The uniqueness of this cafe must have caught the attention of people. pretty smart of the owner if you ask me"

You shrugged and Drink the chocolate shake.

'sweet.'

"Hm.. This cloth is Not bad at all- Oh, I like the design on this cloth! - wait, I should take a picture incase I'll need it for ideas."

There he goes, The Green haired boy Talked to himself while Doing the things he needs to do, His orange eyes sparkled as he saw a new Kind of design somewhere around The Place.

You smiled unknowingly at the sight of the green haired boy showed sitting infront of you.

"Gah, Why the heck are You smiling while looking at me, You Pervert"

'Ouch'

"Sorry, Sorry, You looked like You're having so much fun, I can't help but smile"

You said and Flashed him an apologetic smile

"Ugh, Another Mother.."

He mumbled and giggled in the end.

"Ah, that's right, Y/n. I forgot to tell you, our next show is coming, you are of course... coming right?"

The Green Haired boy said while he looked at you with a big grin. 

how can you say no when he's already giving you that kind of smile.

you sigh in defeat and looked at him who was still smiling, waiting for your response. 

"Of course, Summer troupe is my favorite Troupe after all" You said and flashed him a smile which made him stop from smiling.

"Yuki-kun?" You called him in concern as the green haired boy infront of you suddenly changed.

You noticed how He seemed hesitant to speak.

"Oi.. "

You stared at him who took a deep sigh before speaking again.

"What's wrong, yuki kun?" You asked in concern once again.

'He's acting strange, Did he have another ridiculous- I mean serious fight with tenma san?'

"Who's your favorite in the six of us?" He asked while he diverted his attention on the window beside us, probably watching  people walk their own ways. 

'What an odd question' 

without hesitating, you answered.

"Of course, It's gotta be You" You said and gave him a smile. while he on the other hand, looked at you shockingly. 

you noticed the tint of redness across his face. 

you smirked. 

"Ara~ Ara~ Is yuki-kun perhaps... Blushing~?" You said in a teasing tone while you looked at yuki who blushed harder and brows furrowed together. 

"Idiot! speak another word about this and I'll make sure not to reserve any tickets for you!"

He Gave you the Look while his face was still red.

you found his flustered face Quite Adorable. 

Seeing yuki in this state made you giggle softly.

'I guess, Yuki kun Got me'

"Fine, fine, I can't afford to miss summer troupe's show anyway" You said while you took another sip of your chocolate shake. 

"heh.. Then for that not to happen, You better carry all of the things I would be buying today"  He said and gave you an evil grin making you stop drinking the shake and looked at him in disbelief. 

"haha... no way" You said as you gave a helpless laugh

"Shall we go?" He ignored your reply and stood up, fixing his skirt. 

you gave up and sigh.

"Fine"

You lazily said while you stand up and took your bag.

you looked at yuki kun who looks a little bit happier than usual.

Well, at least you were glad that he was able to enjoy Today's outing.