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HII!! I love you're work so much!! I have a question tho do you still use your hazbin hotel account?

Hiii and thank you sm! :D As for the question, I do sometimes still log in on there, but I stopped writing as my fixation on hazbin stopped and I couldn't get good ideas, and I know that forcing myself to write isn't a good idea (hence me not posting on here either) :') I plan to continue writing on there one day tho! Either once my fixation comes back or season 2 drops bcs then I'll for sure have motivation to continue writing my au! (o^▽^o)

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My main focus is writing this fic! Don't be afraid to check it out if you like BSDxMHA crossovers <3

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Hiii, I'm alive ( ´ ω ` )

I just wanna post this as I wanna say I'm gonna be back to writing here !! (I'm pretty sure no one remembers me or my fics lmao) (o^▽^o)

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i realize i haven't been active in the bsd fandom so much as of late but i'd like to make a pda since i have a large reach over my target audience.

do NOT engage with the dazai anon. at all. if they reblog your post with hateful or slanderous messages, do not engage them. the reason they are so active is bc they continue to feed off the engagement you give them in the form of snide replies.

i know you're trying to preserve your dignity or deter them or tell them off for good in the hopes that they will not bother you again, but this WILL NOT WORK. they will keep coming back all because you've mentally established that their comments get to you. that they can say something cruel and harmful and they will get a strongly worded reply that lets them justify the racism, homophobia, and other hate they will then project onto you.

i do not care if you think you're helping the situation by telling them to fuck off.

you are making it worse. i will say it again.

YOU ARE MAKING IT WORSE.

do not engage with the dazai anon under any circumstances. report them. block them. never directly contact them at all. i hope this will be of use to some people bc i've been witnessing harassment directed towards certain individuals all week. please stay safe.

(PLEASE REBLOG THIS BTW. this is for people's safety and i'd like to get it out there. ppl are still making the same mistakes and replying to this jackass and then getting cyberbullied in turn)

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Reblog for a miracle to happen tonight

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sleepover!!!!

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🚨 Help Us Escape the Devastation of War 🚨

Hello, everyone.

My name is Mohammed Abu Swierh, and I’m writing to you from Al-Nuseirat, Gaza, where my family and I face unimaginable hardships. My wife and I are raising our three beautiful children: Mira (6 years), Bakr (3 years), and Maria (1 year). But our once peaceful lives have been shattered by the relentless conflict that has plagued Gaza for about a year. 💔

Our home, which once held so many dreams, is now damaged beyond recognition. Every day, our children live in fear, surrounded by destruction, without the safe place for our children to grow up. The war has stripped them of the freedom and childhood they deserve. Instead, they are growing up in a world filled with fear, uncertainty, and despair. 😔

After many sleepless nights and countless prayers, we’ve come to the heartbreaking decision that we must leave Gaza. We are hoping to build a safer, better future for our children, a future free from war and filled with hope.

But we can’t do it alone. Here’s where you can make a life-changing difference for our family:

$20,000: To cover the expenses of leaving and rebuilding our lives in a safe country.

$19,000: For a year’s worth of rebuilding our life, housing, food, and essential living costs as we adjust.

$1,000: To cover transaction and fundraising fees.

We humbly ask for your help. No contribution is too small, and every dollar brings us closer to giving our children the chance to grow up in peace. This is more than just a financial plea, it’s a call to save a family from the grips of war. 🙏

Your generosity can be the light that leads us out of this darkness. Please consider donating and sharing our story with those who may want to help. ❤️

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HELLO..

My name is Jameela Al-Dahdouh from Gaza. I am 70 years old, and I live with my elderly husband, Jamal, who is 76 and unemployed. We are trapped between the walls of fear, despair, and deep sadness due to the ongoing war in Gaza. I am in desperate need of help from every person with a live conscience and a compassionate heart who understands the true meaning of humanity.

I am suffering from cancer, high blood pressure, and diabetes. I have undergone surgeries to remove the affected organs. As a result of the disease, my body has swollen and become severely inflamed. Due to the war in Gaza, I have been unable to continue my required treatment and undergo the necessary surgeries.

I am actively seeking to travel abroad to undergo the necessary surgeries and complete the required doses of treatment.

I dream of receiving the medical care needed to continue living a dignified life with my husband, where we can feel safe and stable. Please help me achieve this dream through your kind donations, which will undoubtedly have a tremendous impact in saving my life.

The funds raised will be used for:

• Food and water, ensuring access to daily necessities.

• Traveling to receive the necessary medical services and undergo the required surgeries as prescribed by specialist doctors.

• Medical treatments, ensuring the provision of essential healthcare supplies and required medications.

A Message from Jameela and Her Husband

"I have always believed in the kindness of others and the strength of community. This situation is something I never imagined, but I know that with your kind help, we can find hope and stability again. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for any support you can provide."

Every Contribution Matters

No donation is too small; every contribution brings us one step closer to relief and a better future. Even if you are unable to contribute financially, sharing this campaign with your network can make a significant difference.

Gratitude and Appreciation

Thank you for taking the time to read our story and for your generous kindness. You can help us overcome these difficult times.

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im laughing so hard because no matter what song you listen to 

spiderman dances to the beat

no matter what song ive been testing it and lauing my ass off for an hour

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I adore flowers, butterflies, and red pandas, they're so silly <3 @evilkaeya @mire1li @lotus-reblogs @lxkeee @ilovelyneysm07

@simphornies

(screw it what's a fun fact about yourself also @ people I'll go first I'm allergic to myself

@escapetheslaughter

@ugly-astral-taurus

@bees-official

@gremlininthedark

@bloodmoon-da-idiot

@multifandomcutie13 )

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ʚїɞ Self Aware! Hazbin Hotel

ʚїɞ Their reaction after becoming self-aware and first thoughts about reader!

ʚїɞ Charlie Morningstar and Vaggie / Part 3!

ʚїɞ Keep in mind English is not my first language, so you may find mistakes!

ʚїɞ Word count: just below 1.2k

ʚїɞ Part 1! (Lucifer and Alastor) Part 2 (Angel Dust and Husk)

ʚїɞ Not me casually posting like it hasn't been months since the 2nd part... ANYWAY... This took WAY too long but it's here!!!! This is shorter than I wanted, but I already knew it would be short as I don't grasp these two too well imo, so I didn't have too much to say here. Probably will rewrite it one day if I ever decide I got better with their characters as I would love for this to be longer <3

Very few characters would notice something wrong on the first watch of the show, but wouldn't realize, nor become self-aware until the 2nd or further watch.

While everyone's reaction would be different with different amounts of stages before total acceptance of the situation, they all would share the first emotion, simple disbelief. They would first need to even process the fact that they're not real, that they were created solely for the purpose of entertaining… something? Someone? In a completely different Universe. That everything that they thought had happened to them before they died didn't actually happen, they were never alive in the first place. Only after that did the emotions and reactions differ. The very first emotion or actual personal reaction would be:

Charlie

Fright, confusion, frustration

Charlie didn't know what to think at first. On one side, she, and everyone else, are 2D characters on a show for fucks sake, but on the other side, you didn't do anything to them. She would be the only one (in hell) to not be outright negative about you, she started out at the neutral zone.

Whether the others were already aware or not, they could notice a change in her behavior for a few days after the situation hits her. To think that the 200+ years that she thought that she was alive was actually a lie, fake, would be a hard fact to swallow. Her being rightfully confused about the situation, many questions filled her head and she had no answers. Like father, like daughter, if you will.

What exactly do you want from them? Can you do something else besides watching them? Do you want to do something more? Would you talk to them directly if you could? Do you-

Yeah, she's like her father in that aspect.

She was curious on just how much would change if they weren't in a show, no, if they had a choice in anything, since they wouldn't exist without the show. The thought may give her nightmares. Could her relationship with her dad be better than what it is? Could she do more for hell? Would her mother still be here and not missing? 

Some frustration could come in early on, as she was already stressed about the hotel, but also trying to keep everyone from being negative about you. While they didn't know much, you didn't show any malicious intent, which in her books was enough to not outright dislike you. She would be pretty close to the negative zone in the first few days, but it would quickly turn to neutral upon knowing she wasn't the only one to know, and being told what little they knew.

She didn't even look for the signs of everything around them being just wrong, she didn't need to. She would just sit there and realize how quiet everything was outside, how many memories that she previously thought she had, seemed to be actually lacking in existence.

As for whether she would be disappointed in herself for not noticing earlier or not, I see two options.

One, she wouldn't be necessarily really disappointed in herself for not noticing, at least not as much as some of the others upon finding out and processing the fact that there were people who noticed before her, but also that there were people who didn't realize after her.

Then there's the second option where I can imagine her being immensely disappointed in herself for not noticing much, much sooner. She’s the princess of hell, she should’ve noticed it! She would be overthinking that if something happened before she became self-aware, she wouldn't have been able to help in any way. She wouldn't be aware of it.

She may have not been the first to notice your presence, but she wasn't the last, which gave her a little bit of comfort either way.

She would be in the “can only watch” team with not much hesitation about it, and in the neutral zone from pretty much the start.

Vaggie

Anger, frustration and hatred

One of the few who would hate you the moment they processed everything. At first, her thoughts weren't the most rational, going off of negative feelings in panic and in general, but what she thought about you didn't change much even after she calmed down. She despised the thought of her, them all, being some bullshit made-up characters for someone to enjoy. She started out in the negative zone with no hesitation. She really tried not to think about the fact that she, none of them, were ever truly alive, that her whole life, existence, was fake to her very core.

After she became self-aware, she tried to find signs she missed before and it pained her when she realized how obvious everything was. She couldn't remember most of the things besides what was showed on the screen for you, the outside of the hotel wasn't filled with screaming 24/7 a day like she thought it was, there wasn't even anyone outside when she looked outside. It was painfully obvious and yet she, none of them, realized it fast enough for her liking.

She would be pissed and assume you like seeing them suffer, because why would you just watch as another character got rid of her eye? Why would you just watch bad things happen and do nothing? It’s frustrating as hell to her that she can’t do shit to you/your form and the only thing she can really do is sit back, observe, and watch as things happen, unable to do anything… ironic, isn’t it?

Unlike Charlie, she would for sure be heavily frustrated and disappointed in herself for not noticing anything earlier, the fact that she wasn't in the first 3 to notice after being told everything didn't help her inner thoughts, especially with how protective she can be.

If she became self-aware before Charlie, she would be unexplainably more protective of her (and others but she would try to not make it as obvious), until her girlfriend became self-aware herself and understood the reason (Charlie would still think its a little bit too much since she would think you were completely harmless to them). She would act in a similar fashion to finding out before Charlie if she were the latter to find out, but her actions wouldn't be as concealed due to the reasons already being known.

Would make her hatred clear whenever they were on the topic of you, or when your butterfly form was around them. Vaggie would throw you a glare the moment she knows you couldn't see her without hesitation. Tried to stab you through your small body or wing with her spear to see if she could (do some damage back) hurt you, only to be disappointed when it just phased right through you.

Vaggie would be on the “only watches but can do more” team, and start out heavily in the negative zone, before, Charlie would get her to the neutral zone with some time.

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I'm Abdelrahman, 22 years old. My journey has been marked by loss and resilience. When I was 18, my father passed away from COVID-19. Determined to build my own future, I pursued an education in multimedia technology, balancing my studies with work to cover my expenses. I was preparing to establish my home and life.

My mother: the princess whom we strive to make happy and satisfy. ❤️️

However, the war in Gaza, especially in the north, brought devastating tragedy. My home, university, job, and family were all destroyed in the conflict. While my family moved to the south, I was in the north, facing famine and moving from place to place, trying to survive.

Our street used to be lively and full of people, but it is no longer like that.

I have witnessed countless difficult and painful scenes while escaping death multiple times. In northern Gaza, life is reduced to a cycle of fleeing from danger and searching for food amidst the rubble of destroyed homes.

I have survived many times,I was hit by a missile in previously destroyed house

This picture is enough to show our suffering in getting flour to survive.

My dream is to travel abroad with my mother and sister to continue my education and develop my practical skills. For the past eight months, I have been unemployed, focusing on self-improvement and hoping for a better future.

Your help can save a family from death, it can save a dream, an ambition, or a success, so please help me by donating or publishing my story so that I can save my family.

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learning to love

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Temporal Mandate Transfer - alternate ending

Cw: (Heavy?) Angst, Character Death, 1.1 spoilers

You watched the battle between Jinhsi, the magistrate, and Jue, the Sentinel, unfold before your very eyes. She could barely attack it, or so it seemed. Jinhsi was dodging it's attacks left, right and center, attacking whenever the Sentinel was on the ground. Her attacks barely grazed it though, only leaving her more exhausted and injured as time went by.

Suddenly, it seemed as though time had been paused on the battlefield with Jue high in the air and preparing an attack. You considered intervening, although before you could make up your mind, Jinhsi had broken free of the 'spell' and parried Jue's attack just barely in time, this leading the pair into yet another battle. Although… this one seemed far more complicated than before.

This extra layer of complexity certainly took it's toll on the young woman in battle… It was clear her resolve was breaking, however, you believed… no, you knew she wouldn't give up. She was strong, and she'd do anything to protect her city.

You had no idea what was going through Jinhsi's mind at the moment, but whatever it was, it was keeping her going, she even seemed a bit more confident in herself than before. Though, just a few minutes later, maybe around half-way through the battle, she was beginning to show signs of overclocking.

The young woman pushed through it until the very end of the battle, where she dropped to her knees and sighed in relief, looking up at the Sentinel, the creature, whom she'd just won against, whom seemed far from exhausted. The three of you could tell, though, that Jinhsi's condition was only worsening, so when she finally began overclocking, Jue paused time. You jogged over to it, watching Jinhsi for a moment.

Jue eventually spoke, breaking whatever muddled train of thoughts you had.

"Arbiter… may this one transfer the Temporal Mandate to Jinhsi?" it asked, now floating right by you.

You two had entered this Sonoro Sphere together, with a promise to each other to save the City of Jinzhou, however, when it most mattered, you hesitated… "why?" You ask yourself over and over again "Why am I hesitating…? This is what we both want… so why?" though an answer never came to you. You glanced between Jue and the Magistrate with an uncertain look, laced with a hint of worry.

When your tacet mark began to glow and Jinhsi suddenly appeared right behind you, you thought your uncertainty had been broken through and you raised you hand towards the glowing ball of light, although, you paused midway… as though some magical force was stopping you. You wanted to tell the Sentinel that, yes, it can transfer the Temporal Mandate to Jinhsi, but you just couldn't.

You glanced around before looking back at your raised hand, which you soon retracted back to your side. Taking deeper breaths to calm yourself and your racing mind, you looked back at Jinhsi.

Although, she was now clutching at her head and hunching over, clearly in pain. You tried and tried, though to no avail, you just couldn't bring yourself to let this happen. But everything was fine and the plan was clear in your mind so what's changed? Perhaps subconsciously you'd decided this was a bad idea after all?

"Arbiter, is that your final decision?"

At the sound of Jue's voice a surge of panic went through you, causing you to pause for a moment.

"Well- no, but… I don't… I don't understand… I..-" you stuttered out, though you were soon cut off by a cry of pain coming from behind you. Immediately, you turned to look and, oh, did the sight terrify you…

Jinhsi had fallen to the ground once again, though her limbs were turning white and slowly crumbling away whilst you and the Sentinel could only observe her new fate.

"Jue… I permit… Jue, transfer the Temporal Mandate to her!" You exclaimed, finally able to break free of whatever restraints held you back from making this choice. Right after you spoke, you ran over to Jinhsi and held her up, holding one of her withering hands in your own.

"Unfortunately, that is no longer possible, Arbiter. Jinhsi is far too weak. Going through with the transfer now would only cause her more unnecessary pain."

Jue finally responded to your command, it appeared unfazed, however, it was like the two of you connected in that moment. As if you could feel what it was feeling. A truly unpleasant sensation coursed throughout your body, causing goosebumps to arise on your skin. It was a feeling of grief. The kind you feel only when you lose someone important… a loved one.

You could feel Jinhsi shuddering in your arms, quite a lot of her was withered away by now.

"Rover…" She whispered with whatever strength she may have had left, you could even see tears welling up in her eyes, though not from sadness and certainly not defeat.

"Rover…" she repeated.

"Please, promise me you'll find a way to restore Jinzhou… It can't remain frozen in time forever… It… it can't… please…"

"I promise… Jinhsi, I promise to find a way, no matter what… I'm… so sorry…"

Then all went silent. But only for a moment, as the young girl spoke again.

"Thank you…" Jinhsi mumbled once more. Her final words.

You watched as the life drained from her eyes, as the remnants of what was once your friend, now mere specks of dust, floated off into the air. Even though time was still paused, she still defied Jue, even in death. Perhaps as a final act of rebellion, a way to tell you that, even though she won't be around anymore, she still hasn't given up hope on Jinzhou.

You were left feeling saddened, despite everything, still determined to honor this last promise. You slowly looked back at Jue, who was still staring at you.

"One will now honor one's promise of freezing Jinzhou to preserve it…" Jue spoke quietly before flying up into the air and supposedly paused time in Jinzhou. You wondered what that would look like, although, you were afraid. Afraid of seeing all your companions forever(?) frozen in time.

Just then, the Sentinel spoke again.

"I will answer whatever questions you have, Arbiter…"

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"First, I would like to thank everyone who supported me.🙏🌹

This is my new platform, friends, after my old platform was deleted for reasons unknown to me.

I ask for your help in sharing my story again to keep hope alive for me and my family, friends.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.♥️

My family and I appreciate your cooperation and hope to reach the desired goal and save us.🙏

Attached are the verification links for the old account from the supporters.

Link vetted by @ibtisams

Link vetted by @el-shab-hussein and @nabulsi

Link vetted by @sar-soor

My approved number by the families in need and endorsed by the supervisors is 196."

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Trapped Family in Gaza Appeals for Help to Survive 🕊️🇦🇪✌️

I Samer Abu Ras, am reaching out to you with a heartfelt humanitarian appeal, after the ongoing war in Gaza has cast its dark shadow over my life and the lives of my family. Our lives were once filled with peace and stability before the onset of this catastrophe, but now, we find ourselves living in a situation described as nothing short of tragic.

Please note that the conversion rate is 1 USD =10 SEK

10$ = 100 SEK

50$= 500 SEK

100$= 1000 SEK

200$= 2000 SEK

My wife, Shurooq, our three children, and I are now homeless, without a source of income, and without hope for the future. My family and I have lost our businesses and our home due to the war, and we now have nothing left but the cold streets and troubled hearts.

My children are suffering greatly as a result of these horrific events. They have lost the security and stability they once enjoyed and are now facing new health and psychological challenges that threaten their lives. As a father and husband, I feel powerless in my ability to provide adequate protection and care for them.

My child, who is a year and a half old, is experiencing hardships far beyond his tender age. Since the war broke out, we had to flee our home and seek refuge in a tent in a displacement camp. My child lives in extremely difficult conditions, deprived of safety and stability. The tent does not provide adequate protection from harsh weather, and food and medicine are scarce. My child suffers from malnutrition and illness, lacking basic healthcare. He cannot play or grow in a healthy and suitable environment. My only dream is to see him grow up in a safe place full of opportunities

In the face of difficult circumstances, Samer Abu Ras and his family find themselves facing serious challenges in their daily lives. They reside in a modest tent lacking comfort and security, suffering from a shortage of clean water and food, and encountering difficulties in accessing necessary healthcare. Despite these challenges, they continue to express hope and resilience in confronting adversity, holding onto hope for a better tomorrow and a return to a more stable and secure life.

I appeal to you today, dear friends, to extend to me a helping hand in escaping this hell. Regardless of the size of the donation, every drop of generosity will contribute to alleviating our suffering and rebuilding our lives anew.

We need your help to secure the funds necessary to travel away from these destructive wars and seek a safe and stable environment where we can build a better future for our children

Let us stand together in these difficult times and let hope triumph over despair by providing support and assistance to those in dire need. Let us be part of the solution and build a better future for ourselves and future generations.

Thank you for listening and for the potential generosity of your giving, and for your generous donations that will change the lives of my family for the better.

With sincere gratitude and appreciation

‏Samer Abu Ras and family.