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Ive found you {Namjoon}

Pairing: Namjoon x reader Genre: fluff Word count: 2000+ Proofread: No whoops Requested by a user on wattpad ________________________ ~Hollie (you)~ Today was the day, after a very long wait and saving up she was finally getting to travel to Korea. Excited, that would be an understatement to say how happy the young girl felt. Butterflies seemed to be flying free in the pit of her stomach, and although it came with a rather sickly and uncomfortable feeling it made the whole experience real. This really was happening and Hollie really was boarding the flight to the capital of South Korea, Seoul. The flight trip to South Korea was long and boring, well what could you expect on a flight trip? There wasn't really much to do, but she amused herself with listening to her music and looking over all the different things shed planned to do in advance. She even managed to get a few hours sleep on the plane. But once the flight trip was over and her feet hit the ground of a whole new country a spark of excitement hit her, a bubbly feeling spreading through out her as she rushed off to the hotel she'd be staying at for the short time. The first day in Korea was spent doing very little, the time was different so once she arrived it had been 7pm so she really couldn't do that much. But the small amount of time she had was spent at a restaurant not to far from the hotel the young woman would be staying at. And once shed finished the new and exotic dish it was back to the hotel to rest. Day two was spent seeing a few different things from her list, going shopping and trying a whole range of different delicious treats. Everything was so different from England, from the beautiful culture and language to the various different types of mouth watering foods. A brightly coloured shop caught her eye and soon she was standing outside the shop window, hands gently pressed against the glass as she peered down at the array of luxurious chocolates and candies. "Wow," the small whisper of admiration slipped past her parted lips, she just had to try some of the delicious looking treats. With that thought in mind Hollie made her way to the pastel pink door, pulling it open just as someone was walking out. "Umpf," a grunt came from a male voice as the two collided in both of their rush to do something, both bodies stumbling backwards yet no one being hurt luckily. "Sorry." "No, my fault," Hollie quickly waved one of her hands, finally glancing up at the much taller young male. It was hard to make out what he looked like due to a face mask covering the lower half of his face and a hat shadowing his eyes. But the little of his eyes she could see it was clear that they were a very beautiful shade of brown. "I wasn't looking where I was going, I was too eager to buy some of the yummy looking candies," a small but sheepish chuckle followed as she gently pushed her blonde hair back out of her face. "Me neither, I just wanted to get everything done while I have the time and everywhere is quite," the young man seemed to smile underneath the face mask, his eyes crinkling in a cute and adorable way. "So I really have to go, I'm sorry again." And with that the two said their apologies once again and bowed before bidding farewell, the mysterious male zipping off down the street and Hollie disappearing into the luxurious candy store. But little did they both know that they'd bump into each other again that day. The day was coming to an and, people rushing around to get last minute shopping or trying to make it home to their families. But here Hollie was, two bags of a range of different things in each hand. She may have gone a little overboard with picking out cute gifts for friends and family, and buying some of the cute outfits she'd stumbled across at a rather adorable clothing store. One more stop was on her list before shed call it a day; a cute cat cafe located not too far from the hotel. Hollie couldn't help but hear a faint screaming of voices as she made her way down the street, the sound growing louder and louder until she'd realised that the sound of screaming was the overly excited sound of fangirling. The young woman whipped around just in time to see a rather panicked looking male running towards her, and being the type of person she was there was no way that she would let the girls do this to who she expected was an idol. "Yah! Stop!" She stepped in front of the panicked young man and held her hands out in front of herself which caused the crowd of young girls to come to a stop. "Oppa! Oppa!" Some yells came from the group, "I love you, oppa!" "Oppa, be mine!" More shouts sounded which caused Hollie to furrow her eyebrows at the utter disrespect these girls were showing to someone they claimed to idolise and love. "You all need to stop and grow the hell up! This is not how you treat a human being, it's disrespectful and you all should be ashamed of yourselves! Chasing someone through the streets and yelling things like that, how rude and outright creepy!" The tone of her voice made it clear she wasn't messing around and she meant every word of it. "Now scram!" The crowd of girls mumbled a few disagreements but they left as commanded, all shuffling off in different directions. But once she was sure all the fangirls had disappeared off and non were creeping around, Hollie turned to face the poor guy and noticed it was the same young male shed bumped into. "It's you," they both said at the same time while pointing at each other, and this small coincidence ended up making them both laugh at the silly actions. "Thank you, for that. It might not seem like a big deal to you but it was to me, as anything could have happened if they would have caught up to me. So thank you," the gratefulness in the young males voice was definitely hearable, his hand reaching up to gently tug the face mask down to reveal a chubby cheek dimple smile. Ands that's when it hit her. It was no other then the leader of Bts, Kim Namjoon. "Namjoon," she pointed out stupidly, as if he didn't know his own name. "I know you," again with the blankly pointing things out, oh how she'd regret this when the shock had drained away. Namjoons face fell, a look of panic and dread forming on his previously delighted features. "Please, no more. I can't deal with more screaming and pulling out of me, please." The fact he pleaded for her not to scream and begin pulling him around in excitement was truly saddening, he must go through fans being overly excited and pulling out of him on a regular. "Don't worry," she began and flashed a warm and reassuring smile. "I'm not like that, I have respect. You are human, like me and everyone else. I'm not going to treat you any differently to how I'd like to be treated." With that she made a small hand gesture as she began to walk. "Come on, I'm going to cafe and I don't feel safe leaving you after that. You can call someone to pick you up from the cafe." The two shared conversation on the short trip to the cat cafe, learning small things about each other and even cracking some jokes. It was fun, and Namjoon actually felt more human around a fan. Not that he never did around his fans, he loved them more then anything. But of course he'd be treated like an idol, like he was better then them. And he didn't like that, the fans who spoke to him on a normal level always seemed to stick with him. But this girl, she was something completely new. They both bought coffee once inside the cat cafe, sitting on the large cream coloured couch and each getting a very cuddly kitty to pet and play with. And for the first time since shed helped in the two stopped talking, only to admire the soft kittens at their feet or curling up next to the two. "So, have you texted someone to come pick you up?" Hollie asked as she gently pushed her fingers through a fluffy ginger kittens fur, her gaze soon shifting from the kitten over to Namjoon who was playing with a hyperactive tabby. "Mhmm," Namjoon hummed, his lips curling up into a wide grin to flash off his cute dimples as he tickled the kittens tummy. "I'll be picked up in a few minutes, so I'll be safe and you can go home." He glanced away from the kitten to look at the girl sitting next to him with a gentle smile. "Thank you, for keeping me safe." She returned the smile and bowed her head, her bangs falling down into her face as she began to speak, "it's honestly nothing. It's the least I could do." Namjoon reached a hand out to gently brush the girls hair from her face, lightly brushing the back of his hand against her soft cheek as he did so. They locked gaze and she could have sworn the whole world froze in that moment. And then he was leaning in, only inches between the two of them and- "HYUNG! ARE YOU OKAY?!" They both shot apart as the rest of namjoons band members poured into the cafe, followed by a few body guards. "I'm fine, I'm fine," Namjoon reassured the rest of the panicked young males, standing up and brushing himself down to get all the cat hairs from his clothing. "Come on you, you're in so much trouble for going out alone," a male with plump and thick lips said, who Hollie recognised as the eldest of the group, Kim Seokjin. "Fine, fine," Namjoon grumbled, a look of anxiousness mixed with annoyance forming on his face. But he went the door with the others, stopping to look back at the girl who'd helped him. "Thank you," and with that the cat cafe went back to the quiet and peaceful place. ~~~ A week, that's how long Hollie had been back in England. And it already felt like she'd been away from the beautiful county of South Korea for more then a century, her mouth watering just at the memory of the foods she could no longer get. But she was happy to be home, back to the place she knew best. A small sigh left her lips as she messed on her laptop, sprawled out on her bed which was now full of stuffed toys that had been purchased at many different store in Seoul. But then something caught her eye on Twitter, a vapp link an army had posted for the live interview Bts were doing. She quickly clicked to open the link, turning the volume on the laptop up and sitting back to listen. A smile never seemed to leave her lips as she watched the boys laugh and mess around, turning the volume down every time Hoseok would begin screaming happily and excitedly. But then they were asked about relationship interests were and if anyone had ever stood out to each of them. Being the leader, Namjoon got to answer first. "Someone actually did. Though I never got her name or a way of contacting her, which I regret. She was kind and sweet, and got me out of trouble. Plus her voice was adorable, she had a cute English accent," he chuckled and flashed the dimples she loved so much. Everyone ooed at this, all the boys nudging an teasing Namjoon playfully. But Hollie knew it was aimed at her, and she could feel her cheeks heating up instantly. Then she was hit with the thought of telling Namjoon who she was, reaching out to him and letting him know it was her. With a nervous swallow she clicked onto the bts Twitter page when the live interview had ended, beginning to type a message in Korean. 'Namjoon...I'm here, it's me. The girl from the cat cafe.' Then she waited, but to her surprise she got a reply relatively quickly. 'I've finally found you.' _________________________ My requests are always open, though it takes me a while to write them. If you want your request done faster then tell me what exactly you'd like, not just 'Namjoon please' and if you want the reader to be you or not. Thanks.

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Best yet worst day {Jin}

Requested from a user on aff ✌️ Jin seemed to have a skip in his step as he walked around the bts dorm, and boy did he have a good reason for it. Today was the day that marked his one year anniversary with his one and only love, Laura. So he was just bursting with happiness, he seemed to be glowing today. "Hyung," the familiar voice of Jungkook chirped happily as he made his way into the kitchen, where Jin was currently making breakfast for them all, "are you going out with Laura noona today?" Jin hummed a little in reply, placing a plate of food down onto the table for jungkook. "Yeah, we're going to go out for the day. It'll be great!" Jin left the rest of the food, so the others could dish it up when they were ready. "I'll be taking my leave now, tell the others that I've made breakfast for them and you'll just have to get Hoseok or Yoongi to order pizza or something for dinner since I most likely won't be home," Jin said, ruffling Jungkooks hair as he passed, "be good," he warned then headed towards the door to there dorm. He slipped on a pair of simple black high tops, which went with his outfit perfectly. He was wearing a simple white shirt, a pair of skinny black jeans and his light pink hair seemed soft and fluffy. Once he'd put his shoes on, he headed out of the door, taking the elevator down to the ground floor then leaving big hits building. The sky was a beautiful light blue, not a cloud to be seen, and it was lovely and warm but there was a light breeze which seemed to cool the heat down. The weather was perfect. Everything was perfect. Fifteen minutes later and Jun had arrived at Laura's apartment, going up to her door and gently knocking on. There was a pause and then shuffling could be heard on the other end of the door, and soon the door opened to reveal a beautiful girl. Her blonde hair had been curled at the tips, giving it a bouncy look as it swept down past her shoulders. She wore a knee length floral dress, long black stockings which stopped just under the knee and a pair of black slip ons. "Jin!" She exclaimed in an excited tone, her bright blue eyes seeming to sparkle more then usual. Just the sound of her voice seemed to make Jins heart flutter in pure happiness. "Happy anniversary, cutiepie!" Jin cooed, his perfectly plump lips curling up to reveal a bright smile, "I got you a little something," Jin announced as he reached into his back pocket and pulled out a square box. He passed it to Laura, watching for her reaction. The girl curiously took the box, her fingers working to undo the red ribbon wrapped securely around the box. She then flipped the lid off and looked down at the silver bracelet, a single bright blue charm attached to the chain. "Jin...it's beautiful," Laura whispered, at a loss for words as she gently picked the chain up. "It's a charm bracelet. I thought that maybe I could get you a different charm for each special occasion?" Jin said with a soft smile, gently taking the bracelet and wrapping it around her slender wrists, closing it and letting go of her wrist. "I love that idea! I love you!" She exclaimed, throwing herself into Jins opened arms and hugging him tightly. "I love you too," Jin laughed lightly, wrapping his arms around her just as tightly and placing a soft kiss to her cheek. ~~~ "Where to next?" Jin asked, different bags of various things held in his hands as they made there way through the large shopping mall, stopping off at all the different stores and buying clothes, teddies, candy and trying different foods. Today had been jam packed with fun. Laura pressed her pink limps into a thin line, her index finger lightly drumming against her bottom lip as her eyes scanned the surroundings for there next destination. Her face brightened up when she spotted a pet shop up the flight of stairs, a wave of excitement to see all the puppies, kittens and other different species of animals washing over her. "Oh! Let's go have a look at the cute animals! It'll be so fun!" She cooed in excitement, turning to look at her boyfriend as she basically pounced on her heels. Jin couldn't suppress a laugh at how innocent and cute Laura seemed, nodding his head a little and making his way towards the stairs, Laura already up the first two or three steps. They slowly began to make there way up, step by step. But no more then half way up the flight of stairs and Laura had to take a break and catch her breath, all the excitement and moving around today finally taking atoll on her fragile heart. "Are you alright? Maybe we should call it a day and head home," Jin began, growing increasingly worried about his girlfriend since she was due an open heart operation rather soon. He worried about her a lot, more then a lot. Laura shook her head, waving her hand slightly as she shook it off, taking a few deep breaths before continuing to climb the steep steps. "Im good! Let's not let this ruin our day, I can keep going!" She insisted to keep going, making it up the stairs with a little help from Jin. But by the time they'd reached the top of the stairs, Laura was definitely finding it hard to catch her breath and Jin was definitely worrying. "Alright, let's just take a five minute break, yeah?" Jin said, not giving Laura enough time to answer before he was leading her over to a small bench and sitting her down. Jin sat himself down next to Laura, hand on her back as he cautiously watched over her, taking note on how her breathing seemed to be worsening. And it was making him grow increasingly worried. But his heart seemed to drop into his stomach when he noticed how Laura had began to turn blue, a wave of panic washing over him as he quickly called an ambulance. ~~~ Jin paced the floor of the hospital waiting room, his cheeks tear stained and his eyes red and puffy. He was so confused and worried about his girlfriend, and no one was telling his anything. All he had been told was her valve was leaking and that she had been rushed into surgery upon arrival, which didn't help with his nerves at all. There was a scurry of frantic footsteps before the rest of bts came pouring through the waiting room doors, all looking panicked and frightened. Once they spotted Jin, they all rushed to his side and took turns in giving him tight hugs and words of comfort. "Is she going to be alright?" Namjoon asked softly, leading Jin over to sit on one of the many chairs in the waiting room, "what happened?" Jin sobbed and shrugged his shoulder, his poor body shaking with each cry that left his body. "W-we just w-wen-went out!" He wailed, his face getting buried in his hands as he let out broken sobs. Someone cleared their throat and almost instantly every single members eyes fell upon the tall doctor. "Jin? Seokjin?" The doctor spoke as his gaze traveled between each boy looking up at him. "M-me!" Jin said in a shaky and broken voice, his tears seeming to have temporarily stopped due to the pure anxious feeling raising as he waited for what the doctor had to say about his precious girlfriend. "Laura has came out of surgery, and she's stable. So no need to worry any more. She will be in for a few days, maybe weeks depending on how fast she recovers and takes to treatment. But you do not need to worry. You may go in and see her now, but only one at a time. Too much excitement wouldn't be good for her heart right now," the doctor informed, a small smile curling up on his light pink lips. Jin felt as though a huge wave of relief washed over him, closing his eyes for a brief few seconds as he let out a small sigh. "Thank you," he breathed out gratefully, looking back up at the doctor before getting to his feet. "I'll go in and see her first," he said to the rest of bts and they all nodded in understanding. The doctor lead Jin through the reasonably quiet halls, turning off into a room and stepping aside to let Jin through. Lay in the bed was a very sleepy, very exhausted looking Laura. But the moment her beautiful blue eyes landed on Jin, she instantly brightened and waved him over. "Jin!" She exclaimed, her arms opening wide for a hug. "Hey beautiful," he cooed quietly, his voice soft and gentle as he walked over and embraced her into a soft hug. "How are you feeling?" He asked as he pulled back, hooking a stray stand of hair around his finger and tucking it behind her ear. "Sleepy," she hummed, yet her voice still held the usual happy and bubbly tone. "Im sorry for ruining our anniversary," she mumbled, her gaze dropping down to her frail hands. "Nonsense!" Jin exclaimed quietly, taking her smaller hand into his and intwining their fingers. "You didn't ruin anything. Today has been the best yet worst day of my life, and the fact you're alright and safe is enough to finish the day off on a happy note." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Kinda a crappy ending? Im sorry 😅😭 but I do hope that you like this and I apologise in advance for any gramma mistakes!

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Due to my request always being open, I ask for people to be patient when waiting~ I do have my own life, I have friends, family and schooling to deal with so you must be patient with me. But, if you would like to make a request, you must specify what you would like! The more info, the quicker the request will get done! Basic things I'd like to know if you make a request are rather simple! If your requesting for a reader x idol one shot, then please specify if you'd like your name used or just the simple (y/n)! Please give me what type of genre you're looking for too, and a plot idea! Though you can give me a song and I'll bace it off that too! And if smut please specify who tops, even if it's a well known ship and the top is well known, I normally make the top bottom and such...im weird? So yeah, it's that simple to request from me! But the main thing I ask is patients! It will be done, just give it time! Thank you~! Have fun requesting I guess? 😂

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First and last love {Jaeil}

(Kinda inspired by https://youtu.be/gaSwOhZK8Ac ) Tiny droplets of rain bounced off the window, filling the silent room with a soft and faint tapping sound. A deep and heavy sigh rose above the tapping of rain hitting glass, then the faint creaking of a chair as someone stood. It was Taeil, his face seeming to match the glass window outside, wet and tear stained. He sniffled "im okay," he told himself, "im okay." But was he? Jaehyun had recently left him, his first love leaving him all alone in the world with nothing but a broken heart. Taeil could still remember it clearly, the memory only a few days old, still fresh and clear in his mind. 'Jaehyun lightly took hold of Taeils hand, there fingers lacing together and fitting perfectly with each other. They were two matching pieces of a jigsaw puzzle, they belonged together. "Taeil, look at me," Jaehyuns voice was soft, a caring and loving tone behind the hit of sorrow and weakness. It only broke Taeil more to hear him speak, the thoughts at looking at his true love, well, that just seemed absurd at this moment. Too much pain. "Taeil, please. Just don't cry, yeah?" But when he still received no answer, Jaehyun sighed in defeat and decided to speak anyway. "You'll be okay, you're strong, brave and so much more. You'll go on without me, who am I other then a simple first love? The first but not the last. You'll be okay, you'll be okay," Jaehyuns voice trailed off as he lightly squeezed Taeils hand. "I love you, my first love," and then the feeling of Jaehyuns warm hand in his own was gone, just like that Jaehyun had finally left him all alone. Taeil broke down into a sobbing mess.' The memory was still so fresh and raw in his mind, and he wished it wasn't. He wished he could just move on, like Jaehyun said; The first but not the last. And Taeil tried to remind himself of that, but it was still like an open wound to his heart, his very broken heart. "Im okay. It's okay to be hurting, it's okay to be sad, it's okay to hate him," Taeil told himself in hopes of removing some, if only a little, of the pain he was feeling, in hopes of convincing himself that it really was okay. But it made him feel worse, as if he was in an endless plummet to earth, falling deeper and deeper into the hurt and reality of life without Jaehyun. Life without Jaehyun. The though lingered in his mind, dwelling on the reality of it being true. He was really gone, never to come back. Slowly it began to sink in, finally fully hitting Taeil. All this time, the days, weeks, that he'd been alone, been missing Jaehyun, all the pain he'd went through was like a day dream. As if he'd fall asleep and wake up facing Jaehyuns handsome face like always. But it wasn't, this was a reality. A reality where Jaehyun no longer existed and it was just Taeil left to suffer. Taeil was crying again. With a few broken cries of distress, Taeil found himself outside in the rain. His clothes were soaked right through within a matter of seconds, the cold wind bitting at his skin with each gust that rushed passed him. But he found himself going forth, despite the cold setting into his bones and the extra weight seeming to hold him down, he trod on, desperate to reach his destination. And then he was there. "Jaehyun!" He yelled into the air, his voice drowned out by the rain bouncing off the ground. "Jaehyun! Jaehyun! Jaehyun!" With each scream of his lovers name, Taeils voice became more weak and broken. But not once did he receive a reply, he wouldn't if Jaehyun was gone. But he didn't wish to believe that. Taeil fell to his knees, the grass long turned into a muddy mess from all the rain. But that didn't faze him. He fell against a large headstone, shaky arms clinging onto the rock as if his very own life depended on it. "I hate you," Taeil cried, his eyes scrunched together tightly, wishing this nightmare would finally end. "You were my first love, and now your gone! Im alone, all alone when you were meant to be right here beside me! And I hate you, I hate you so much! But, you know what? That's okay. You always told me everything was going to be okay, and now here I am saying it," Taeil let out a weak, breathy chuckle, his fingers running along the hard, bumpy rock as it trailed the outline of Jaehyuns name. "I love you, my first love. My only love. You will be my love until the day I die, and we can be together again. Im hurting, so badly right now, but it's okay." Taeils tears were masked by the rain droplets running down his face, a small smile forming on his face. Even if Jaehyun was gone, even if he'd broken Taeil in more ways then he could ever explain. It was okay, because Jaehyun was forever and always going to hurt Taeil now. ~~~~~~~~~~ When the midnight thoughts become words on paper...kinda? 😂 Im tired af so this is a shitty one shot I apologise!

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prove it {Soonhoon - smut warning}

WARNING! Contains abuse which some people may find triggering. If you're triggered easily then please don't read.

Jihoon was the kid that no one like in class, the kid that got picked on no matter how hard he tried to fit in. And seeing as he was a college student surrounded by young adults you would think they would be more mature, but sadly that wasn't the case.

Home life wasn't all that easy either, having to live with just his abusive farther after his mother passed away, well, that was more of a struggle then school. His home, the one place where he should feel safe and loved, yet he felt more unwanted and hated there then in the classroom.

So yeah, life wasn't all that easy for Jihoon.

But even in all the depression and sadness, he somehow found himself smiling whenever Soonyoung was near. Soonyoung, the brighter then the sun child who was too pure and kind for such a cruel world. It was a lie to say Jihoon didn't love the elder, he was always so kind and sweet to Jihoon while everyone else hated him. But Soonyoung didn't hate him, Soonyoung was the only one that tried to be his friend.

Jihoon had been so lost in his thoughts about the elder that he hadn't realised the bell had rang and everyone was packing there things away, that was until someone forcefully shoved his head to the side causing his skull to collide with the hard rock of the wall next to him. A loud, obnoxious laugh erupted around the room as Jihoon hissed, tears welling in his eyes.

"Yah! What was that for? Got nothing better to do then pick on the quiet kids? Go suck Seungcheols dick" someone snapped causing Jihoon to look up. His eyes widened slightly when he seen Soonyoung was the one shouting at the one who had hurt him, Jeonghan.

"Maybe I will" the long haired boy shrugged, pulling a rather sassy expression before flipping his hair and walking away.

Soonyoung stuck his tongue out at the back of Jeonghans head before turning to Jihoon with a concerned expression, his concern only growing when he seen the few tears slipping down the boys cheeks. "Are you alright?" Soonyoung asked in a worried tone as he leaned over Jihoon to look at where he had hit his head.

"I-im fine" Jihoon sniffled, furiously rubbing his eyes and cursing himself for not being able to hold back his tears. But having your head hit off a wall hurt a lot.

"Luckily you're not bleeding, but there is a bump so you're gonna need some ice on that" Soonyoung smiled softly at Jihoon, offering him his hand. "I'll take you"

Jihoon hesitantly placed his hand in Soonyoungs, yelping softly when he was pulled to his feet. Soonyoung grabbed his bag before he could and began to lead the smaller boy from the class, hand still clutching Jihoons tightly. Jihoon could feel his heart beating out of his chest, his face burning with embarrassment. Soonyoungs hand was so soft holding onto his smaller one, Jihoon felt as though he was going to melt right there.

"Here we are!" Soonyoungs jolly voice chirped happily, pulling Jihoon from his previous thoughts. "You want me to stay with you?" Soonyoung asked, letting go of Jihoons hand.

The younger inwardly whined at the loss of Soonyoungs touch, but didn't say anything, simply shaking his head softly before looking up at the door of the nurses room.

I lied...please stay with me.

Soonyoung nodded his head, flashing Jihoon his bright smile. "Alright! Catch you later, Jihoon!" And with that, Soonyoung dropped Jihoons back next to him and ran off down the hall.

Jihoon stood glued to the spot as he watched Soonyoung walk away, tears welling up in his eyes for the second time today. But not because of the pain in his head, but because of a whole different reason.

Soonyoung, please come back...I need you by my side, you make me feel safe and loved. I need you here with me. Please.

"Oh hello there, Jihoon. What brings you here today?" The familiar voice of the nurse said bringing Jihoon back from his thoughts. He turned to look up at the woman, who's smile faltered slightly. "Why are you crying, sweetie?" She asked in her usual sweet as honey voice, bending down to pick his backpack up off the ground.

Jihoon reached up and touched his cheek to find that he was in fact crying, yet he hadn't even realised. "O-oh" he stuttered, using the sleeve of the oversized jumper he was wearing to dry his eyes. "I just hurt my head and now I have a really bad headache" he sniffled as the nurse, Jiyoung, placed a hand on his shoulder and brought him into her room.

"Who was it this time?" She asked, placing Jihoons backpack down onto a seat and watching as he heaved himself up onto the bed. Jiyoung knew all about the bullying that Jihoon received, she was the one who always patched him up. She had reported the situation umpteen times to the headmaster but she was never taken seriously.

"Jeonghan. He shoved my head into the wall because he's an ass" Jihoon grumbled, hands balling up into fists. He spoke freely with Jiyoung, as if she was the big sister he never had. But there was still some things he didn't tell her, like the abuse he received from his father.

She let out a soft sigh before moving to look at his head. "You should hit them back, stick up for yourself and don't let them push you around" Jiyoung said as she moved away to get him an ice pack.

"There all so much bigger then me though" Jihoon sighed, hating the fact he was a small guy. "Heck have you seen the size of Mingyu?! That kids like six foot! He'd be able to place a hand on my head and hold me back he's that tall!" Jihoon exclaimed as he watched his nurse bring her fist down onto the ice pack a few times, braking up the ice.

Jiyoung let out a small laugh before passing the ice pack to Jihoon. "Hold this to your head" she told him and he nodded, placing the pack to his head.

"I get brain freeze from these things" Jihoon hissed as his head stung from the sudden chill.

"Stop complaining" Jiyoung clicked her tongue, a smile forming on her lips. "Now, do I have to go get work for you? Are you planning to sit in here with me all day again?" She asked and received the look Jihoon gave her every time she would ask. It was an apologetic yet pleading look. "Alright, pass me out your time table"

"Thank you!" Jihoon smiled brightly, reaching down into his bag and pulling his time table with all his lessons on out, handing it to the woman.

~~~

Jihoon made his way out of the school five minutes earlier then everyone else thanks to Jiyoung, happy that his day had actually been alright seeing as he spent all day in the nurses office. As he neared the large metal gates at the front of the school, he spotted a familiar messy blue haired boy slumped up against the wall.

"Soonyoung?" Jihoon called out, confused as to why the elder was out here and slumped up against the wall.

Soonyoung lifted his head, forcing a smile when he seen Jihoon. Though Jihoon wasn't smiling back, he just looked at the boy with a panicked and shocked expression.

"Oh my gosh! What happened? Are you alright?" Jihoon panicked as he ran to Soonyoungs side, dropping to his knees and beginning to root through his bag for the first aid kit he always had with him for time like these. Poor Soonyoung had been beaten up, lip bust, nose bleeding and a few bruises.

"Guess who" Soonyoung said with a dry chuckle, keeping one arm wrapped tightly around his stomach as he used the other to push himself up, a pained hiss slipping past his lips.

"Seungcheol? Jeonghan? Mingyu? Wonwoo?" Jihoon began, listing just a few of his bullies that he knew wouldn't mind hurting someone.

"Seungcheol because I defend you against Jeonghan today and we all know Jeonghan wouldn't dare get his nails dirty" Soonyoung mumbled, locking eyes with Jihoon as the latter began to slowly dab the blood from his lip and nose.

"Im sorry for getting you hurt" Jihoon whispered softly, gently tilting Soonyoungs face to the side and continuing to clean the blood.

"It wasn't your fault" Soonyoung said, wincing when Jihoon brushed against a rather sore part of his face.

"Sorry" Jihoon murmured once again, quickly finishing up. "There we go, though you have some pretty bad bruises" Jihoon smiled slightly, packing his things away and standing up, offering Soonyoung a hand.

"Thanks" Soonyoung smiled, taking hold of Jihoons hand and pulling himself up. "You know, this is the most you've ever spoken to me?"

Jihoon gave Soonyoung a confused look, bending down to pick his and Soonyoungs bags up. "What do you mean? I speak to you everyday" Jihoon dead panned, slinging both bags over his shoulders. "I'll help you home, let's go"

"Thank you" Soonyoung smiled, still holding his stomach as they began to slowly stroll to Soonyoungs home. "And I know you speak to me everyday, but that's just a hey or a thank you! Never an actual conversation" Soonyoung pointed out.

"Im shy, I don't speak often" Jihoon said with a simple shrug, glancing up at Soonyoung as they walked.

"So why are you speaking to me now?" Soonyoung asked, a cheeky grin on his face.

"I guess I've just gotten used to being around you, plus you're fun to speak to" Jihoon smiled slightly, dropping his gaze back down to his feet as his face heated up.

"Does this mean you'll speak to me more now?" Soonyoung asked in a hopeful tone, his brown eyes seeming to light up at the thought of Jihoon actually giving him the attention he had been trying to gain for weeks now.

"I guess" Jihoon shrugged carelessly, even though he was dying on the inside. But he played it off like it wasn't a big deal and he didn't care.

"Yaaaay!" Soonyoung squealed like a small child, throwing his arms into the air as he did a funny little dance. He resembled a young child when he acted that way, yet it didn't bother Jihoon at all. In fact, the younger found his actions to be rather cute and funny. But Soonyoung soon stopped, only to place his hand on his side and whine.

"Be careful! You've just been beaten up, you're going to be sore for a few days so take it easy!" Jihoon scolded, eyebrows furrowing as he did so.

"Sorry" Soonyoung apologised, finding Jihoons glare to be quite unsettling at the least. "Anyway, this is mine! Thank you for walking me home, you didn't have to" Soonyoung beamed brightly, stopping outside of a fence surrounding a rather nice house.

"No problem" Jihoon smiled softly, taking note of where Soonyoung lived incase he ever wanted to visit. With that, Jihoon handed the elder his bag back and was about to leave until Soonyoung stopped him.

"Maybe I can pick you up and we could go to school tomorrow? So it's fair and all" Soonyoung chuckled sheepishly and Jihoon could have swore Soonyoung was blushing before he looked away.

"That'd be nice" Jihoon hummed happily, taking a slip of paper from his pocket and grabbing his pen before jotting his address down and handing the paper to Soonyoung. "Bye, Soonyoung" Jihoon waved as he walked away and headed for the hell which he called home.

~~~

Jihoon flopped down into his bed, a sigh leaving his lips. He was thankful his dad had passed out before he got home, so he didn't have to listen to him yelling about how jihoon had been the cause of his mothers death, and how Jihoon had been the reason everything bad happened in the family. Jihoon this and Jihoon that.

Though the death of Jihoons mother was not his fault at all. He wasn't the one driving the truck which smashed into the side of his mothers car, but he was the one who was now left without a loving mother. He only lost one parent that day, but it feels as though he lost both since his father had hated him ever since.

Tears rolled down the boys cheeks at the memory of that awful day, wishing it would have been him in the car instead of his mother. At least if it would have been him who had died then his father wouldn't be the angry alcoholic man he was today, he'd still be the successful business man he once was. And his mother would still be alive, making people smile like she always did and sharing the beautiful voice she had around the world. But no, here he was living out a meaningless life what he didn't even want.  

Broken cries filled the room, Jihoon curling up into a ball and buried his face into his pillows to muffle his sobs. With all his sobbing he failed to hear the footsteps clumsily making there way to his room until the door swung open, hitting the wall with the force in which it had been opened. Jihoon jolted up with fright, eyes wide as he looked at his fathers wobbling figure. Fear worked its way into each of his limbs, paralysis him on the spot. No child should ever feel this fear for there parent.

"Crying again are we, boy?!" His father boomed, such hatred apparent in his voice as he spoke. But to his surprise, he didn't sound half as drunk as usual. "Always crying! Always pitying yourself!"

Jihoon hiccuped, rubbing at his eyes. His small frame shaking as he tried to calm himself down so his father wouldn't shout at him or hurt him. "I-im sorry" he sniffled sadly, watching his fathers every move.

"Shut up! Your voice irritates me!" The man snapped as he looked over Jihoon, eyes narrowing as his face twisted in disgust.

Jihoon sunk down into his bed, eyes wide giving him the appearance of a deer in headlights just before the car slams into its fragile body. The quietest of whimpers left his lips when his father raised a hand, his eyes shutting tightly as he awaited the pain of a slap or punch. But to his surprise, no slap or punch came. Instead he felt cold fingers wrapped around him throat, tightening by the second. "D-Dad!" Jihoon choked out.

"Shut up you horrible little shit! It's all your fault! I hate you, hate you!" The man snarled, his words seeming to stick into Jihoons heart like knives, each word cutting at a different piece of his fragile heart.

"S-st-op! I c-cant br-brea-th!" Jihoon managed to wheeze out, choked sobs leaving his lips as tears trickled down his face. His lungs burned from lack of oxygen, vision blurring.

This is it, im going to die at my fathers hands.

Just as Jihoon was excepting his death, stopping his struggling and allowing his father to basically squeeze the last bit of air out of him, his father stopped. Removing his hand from Jihoons throat and walking out of the room as if nothing had ever happened. Leaving Jihoon to desperately gasped for the precious air which was much needed.

Once he had gulped in a few lungfuls of air, Jihoon quickly got off his bed, tears still streaming down his cheeks. He frantically looked for his shoes, which turned out to be much harder when his vision was blurred by tears. After a good five minutes of searching, he found his plain black vans and slipped them on, heading for the front door.

The night air was cold, each gust of wind feeling like tiny daggers hitting off his skin. It didn't help that all he was wearing was an oversized white tee and a pair of shorts. And just when he thought his luck couldn't possible get any worse, a loud crack of thought boomed from above and then out of nowhere the heavens seemed to open up. The rain bounced of the ground, soaking Jihoon within minutes.

After walking for ten whole minutes in the bucketing down rain, Jihoon finally came across the house he was looking for. He dashed for the house, quickly rasping on the door. "SOONYOUNG!" He yelled at the top of his lungs, voice cracking at how stained his voice was from all the crying he had been doing.

He continued to bang on the door and call out until the door opened, a messy haired Soonyoung standing in the opening looking half dead. "What the hell?! It's like 3 in the morning!" Soonyoung snapped, his voice lower then usual and laced with sleep.

Jihoon didn't stop to explain himself, simple wrapping his arms around the elders bare torso and hiding his face in his chest. More sobs left his throat, which he didn't think was possible due to how much he had already cried.

"Why are you crying? What happened?!" Soonyoung quickly asked, shivering at how cold and wet Jihoon was against his unclothed chest.

Since Jihoon wasn't answering his questions, Soonyoung closed the door and pulled Jihoon to the sitting room, gently pushing him down to sit on the sofa.

"You're soaked! Try and calm down and once I come back with towels and dry clothes, explain to me what's going on" Soonyoung said as he was rushing out the room.

Not that long later and Soonyoung came staggering into the room with his hands full, dumping the content down onto the floor. He grabbed a bright blue towel from the pile of cloth on the floor and dropped it onto Jihoons head, giving it a quick rub.

"Take those clothes off" Soonyoung said, grabbing the fluffy white towel that was on the floor.

"W-what?!" Jihoon sniffled, his cried settling down so now he was just hiccuping and shaking like a leaf.

"I'll turn around, now take them off and wrap up in this" Soonyoung said, Jihoon slightly taken aback by how serious he was being when normally he just joked around. So he did as he was told.

"Than-ah-nk you" Jihoon hiccuped, taking the towel from Soonyoung and quickly stripping himself of his wet clothes. He wrapped the towel around his shivering body, a small sigh leaving his lips at how fluffy and warm it was against his skin.

"Done?" Soonyoung asked as he was sorting out the remaining pile of clothing which was on the floor.

"Yeah" Jihoon shivered, nodding his head, the towel still draped over his head.

Soonyoung turned around, a smile curling up on his lips for the first time since Jihoon had came as he took in the sight in front of him. Jihoon really looked like a small child. Towel wrapped around his shoulders and held tightly against his body, another towel atop of his head, flopping down into his face so he could hard see. Soonyoung thought it was adorable.

"There's a warm bath running upstairs for you, head up and climb in. I'll stick some towels and the clothes I've got for you into the dryer so there warm for when you get out, so shout when your ready and I'll bring them up to you" Soonyoung said softly, earning a nod from Jihoon before he shuffled away and out of the room.

Soonyoung threw a new towel into the dry, throwing the sweat pants, jumper and boxers into the dryer, turning it on. He then proceeded to boil the kettle, get some cups out to make tea and grab two pot noodles. While waiting for the kettle to boil he mopped the floor, threw Jihoons soaked clothing into the washer, threw on a shirt and grabbed his blanket and dumped it on the sofa. All he had to do now was make the tea and food then wait for Jihoon.

Jihoon on the other hand was climbing into the bath, a sigh of content leaving his lips as the water instantly warmed his skin up. He'd never been taken care of before, so he wasn't quiet sure how to feel about all this. All he knew was that he was forever grateful that Soonyoung had done all this for him. It didn't take him long in the bath, climbing out and banging on the floor, shouting Soonyoungs name.

A couple of seconds passed by before the door opened a crack and a pile of clothes and a towel popped in. "Here you go" the soft voice of Soonyoung rang out from the other end.

"Thank you" Jihoon replied sheepishly, taking everything which was balancing on top of Soonyoungs hand and placing it on to the toilet seat.

"No problem" Soonyoung said and Jihoon could imagine the smile on his face, listening as he heard Soonyoung begin to walk away.

"Soonyoung!" Jihoon quickly called, stopping him from leaving. As he listening to the footsteps begin to walk back to the door, Jihoon began to dry himself with the warm towel.

"Mhmm?" Soonyoung hummed, leaving against the wall outside of the door.

"If you don't mind me asking, where are your parents?" Jihoon asked softly, curious since he hadn't heard anyone else, nor seen someone.

"Away on a business trips, I only see them one or twice a year" Soonyoung hummed, strumming his fingers against the wall.

Jihoon dropped the towel, picking up the spongebob squarepants underway and raising his eyebrows, rolling his eyes at how childish the elder was. As he was slipping into them, he asked "doesn't it bother you?"

"Nah, not really" Soonyoung said and by the sound of his voice Jihoon could tell he was telling the truth. It didn't sound as though it bother Soonyoung one bit.

"Oh," Jihoon mumbled slightly, pulling on the sweat pants and laughing lightly at how big they were on him "I see." He finished, pulling the jumper on over his head, which again seemed to be miles to big on him. With that, he grabbed the towels up off the floor and headed out.

Soonyoung burst out laughed when he seen Jihoon, struggling to keep himself standing he was laughing so much. "Oh my gosh! It looks like someone shrunk you" Soonyoung said between his amused laughter.

"Shut up" Jihoon simply snapped, shooting Soonyoung a glare before walking off.

"Yah! Wait up!" Soonyoung exclaimed, running after the latter.

They both sat down on the sofa, Soonyoung wrapping his blanket around the two before handing Jihoon his food. "Eat up, it'll help warm your insides up" Soonyoung beamed brightly causing Jihoon to roll his eyes.

"Thank you" Jihoon smiled, dropping his gaze down to noodles in his hand, "thank you, for everything. Im sorry I burdened you so late at night, but thank you for looking after me" Jihoon whispered gratefully. And he was grateful for Soonyoungs kindness towards him.

"I'll always look after you, jihoonie!" Soonyoung chirped happily and Jihoon could have died right there from the elders natural cuteness, "I was just so worried when you turned up dripping wet and crying your eyes out! What was wrong? Why had you been out in the rain so late and crying?" Soonyoung then asked, his voice softening as he looked over at Jihoon, face full of concern and worry for his little friend.

Jihoon pushed his food around as he thought about his answer, a little unsure if he should tell Soonyoung it was because his father tried to kill him. In the end he settled on what he wanted to say, "me and my dad don't get on the well, not since my mother died. And well, we fight. Like a lot! And he can be a real jerk to me with that he says and does...he doesn't even want me in the house! But I guess this fight was the worst" Jihoon mumbled, feeling the tears slowly slip down his cheeks.

To his surprise, Soonyoung took the food and placed it on the side before wrapping his arms around Jihoon, hugging him tightly. His large hand soothingly rubbed circles on jihoons back, letting the boy sob against his chest. "Shhhh, it's alright" Soonyoung whispered softly, "no ones ever going to hurt you again, I won't let them. You can stay with me, yeah? So you dad can't do anything to make you sad ever again."

Jihoon pulled back to look at Soonyoung with round and teary eyes, shocked that the elder had offered him to stay. "R-really? I wouldn't be a hassle to you?" Jihoon sniffled, looking up at Soonyoung hopefully.

"Not at all" Soonyoung said, his bright smile me seeming to leave his face, "now, let get comfortable and watch movies all night" he giggled like a little girl, shifting around until he had Jihoon between his legs and was lay back on the sofa.

Jihoon let out a small hum, laying back so his head rested on Soonyoungs chest as he looked at the large tv on the wall. But before long, his eyelids were dropping and slowly he began to drift off.

~~~

A month had passed since Jihoon had turned up at Soonyoungs doorstep, and not much had changed. He still got bullied at school, and his dad would turn up at Soonyoungs doorstep some nights, screaming about how Jihoon had to return home. But Soonyoung always comforted Jihoon when this would happen. The things which had changed, well, Soonyoung was now pushed around for sticking up for Jihoon, but he didn't let it get him down. And the two had officially started dating, which made them both so much more happier.

"Jihoonie! Come on!" Soonyoung called as he combed through his messy hair, fixing himself up for the date he had planned for the two tonight. "Jihoooon~" he cooed, rolling his eyes as he began to make his way up to the bedroom where his boyfriend was.

As Soonyoung got closer to his room, which he had been sharing with the younger, he could hear the faint sound of sobbing. "Jihoonie?" Soonyoung called out softly, slowly opening the door to find the smaller curled up on there bed, "what's wrong, Jihoon?" Soonyoung asked, a worried tone to his voice as he rushed to the youngers side.

Jihoon wrapped his arms around Soonyoungs waist, hiding his face in his chest as he sobbed, "im sorry" he sniffled sadly, trying to control his sobbing. "I just, I really hate life. I've dragged you into my mess and now you get bullied too, I hate this! I hate it all!" Jihoon choked out between sobs, seeming to sob harder as he spoke, "why do you even want to be with a worthless waist of life like myself?! Why am I even still here? Im worthless!" He gripped at Soonyoung now wet shirt, frustrated over everything in his life becoming so out of control.

"Don't you ever say that again, do you understand me?" Soonyoung snapped, voice pained as he listened to his boyfriend speak so low of himself, "you mean everything to me, Jihoon! You're not worthless! So don't you ever say that again! I need you here with my, Jihoon! I need you!" Soonyoung sniffled, tears now welling up in his own eyes as he clung to his boyfriend. "Heck, I fucking love you, Jihoon! I love you so much!" Soonyoung sniffled, pulling away to rub his eyes.

"I love you too" Jihoon whispered, glancing up at the elder, "so much...im sorry...i find it hard to believe you'd love someone like me" Jihoon sighed deeply, his crying finally setting down so only soft hiccups sounded from him.

Soonyoung ran his fingers through Jihoons hair, looking down at him with a soft smile before gently pressing a kiss to his lips. "Well, why don't I show you just how much I love you?" Soonyoung murmured against Jihoons lips, his voice deeper then usual sending a chill down the youngers spine.

"I'd like that" Jihoon replied, lips pressing back against Soonyoungs in a passion filled kiss.

Jihoon always found himself melting into Soonyoungs soft and gentle kisses, the elder always treating him like a prince. Jihoon loved it, soaking in all the kisses and touches he received from his boyfriend. And it wasn't long before soft, breathless gasps were spilling from between his lips as Soonyoung sucked and nibbled on the soft skin of his neck.

Soon both had lost there shirts, Jihoons hands roaming Soonyoungs perfectly shaped body, not to musclier yet not to slim, just perfect. His fingertips tracing and feeling every bit of muscle on Soonyoungs torso. While Soonyoung hungrily attacked his younger lovers slightly tanned skin, no patch of skin being left untouched. "S-Soonyoung" Jihoons voice came out as a breathless pant, head craning back into the pillows beneath him as Soonyoung sucked love bites onto his perfect skin, "please, Soonyoung!" He begged, embarrassed by how needy his voice seemed to be.

A mischievous smirk pulled up on Soonyoungs slightly puffy and bruised lips as he looked down at the younger, a teasing expression on his face yet Jihoon couldn't help but find him to be stupidly hot. "Please? What do you want? What is it that your begging for?" Soonyoung asked, head tilting to the side ever so slightly as he played innocent and stupid. God, Jihoon hated it when he did this.

"I hate you so much" Jihoon grumbled through gritted teeth, and if he hadn't have been as needy as he was he would have denied Soonyoung for a while for doing this to him. "God, Soonyoung! Just please, show me how much you love me. Be gentle with me and treat me like a prince, please" Jihoon had fallen into a whisper by the time he'd finish, looking up at the elder with such a pleading yet affectionate look.

Soonyoungs smirk melted away into a loving smile as he leaned down to steal a kiss from Jihoon, "God I love you" he whispered against his lips before reaching out to the bedside table. He grabbed a small bottle from the table, clicking the cap down and smiling as the sweet scent of cherries filled is senses. "Smells good" Jihoon hummed happily, silently thanking Soonyoung for being so insistent on but cherry scented lube now. "Told you it smells nice" Soonyoung chuckled as he squirted some of the slippery liquid on to the palm of his hand.

Once he'd prepared himself, Soonyoung gently eased himself into the younger boy with a quiet groan. Jihoon hissed at the stinging tingly feeling which seemed to burn at his lower half, trying to ignore the burn but to his disappointment it demanded to be felt. Soonyoung didn't fail to notice the youngers obvious discomfort to the initial stretch, letting his hand come up into contact with Jihoons slightly puffed out cheeks to gently caress the soft skin. "I love you, Jihoonie" Soonyoung cooed softly, his usual stupid grin forming on his face as he leaned forward to press there foreheads together. "I love you too" Jihoon whispered out, his voice coming out breathy and weak.

Soon, Jihoon was gently rolling his hips and nodding his head to give Soonyoung the go ahead, since the pain had subsided greatly and all that remained was a slight tingling feeling. But is was nothing the smaller of the two couldn't handle or deal with. At Jihoons go ahead, Soonyoung began to gently rock his hips at first, just giving enough for the two to gain some sort of pleasurable feeling from his actions. And slowly he increased until he was moving in a steady pace, yet he made sure to keep soft and gently since this was not just a spur of the moment thing, but a sweet and caring intimate moment.

Jihoon was a moaning mess, he felt as though he really was loved and that was all thanks to Soonyoung. Jihoon cried out softly, small hands taking a tight hold of Soonyoungs upper arm as his back curved up off the bed slightly. Soonyoung let out a low, shaky moan at the sight of a flushed and moaning Jihoon beneath him. God, Jihoon was perfect to him. No one ever came close to Jihoons perfection in Soonyoungs eyes, he was his entire world.

"S-Soonyoung..." Jihoon moaned out quietly, his voice shaky and quiet as he gripped onto the elders arms tighter, nails lightly pressing into the soft skin and being pulled down leaving small, red and slightly sore scratch marks down the elders arms. He gasped quietly as he began to feel that overwhelming feeling of pleasure building up in stomach, causing every little movement to become so much more pleasurable that it almost had the younger in tears. "Oh god!" Jihoon gasped quietly, his eyebrows knitting together as his lips parted in a silent moan. And with that Jihoon was releasing spurts of sticky white cum onto his stomach, his ass clenching around the elders length causing him to release not long after the boy.

"I love you, so so much" Soonyoung panted softly as he cleaned the smaller boy up, running his fingers through Jihoons sweaty hair to unstick it from his forehead, a small chuckle leaving his lips as he leaned down to capture Jihoons in a sweet kiss. "I love you too" Jihoon murmured quietly, lips curling up into a soft smile as his eyes closed for a brief few seconds as he tried to calm his breathing.

Soonyoung raised his eyebrows when the boys ragged gasps for air slowly eased out and soon soft snores filled the room, which amused the elder more then anything. "Cute" he mumbled, fixing the bed up a little before he wrapped his arms around Jihoons waist and pulled him closer. "G'night, Jihoonie" the elder whispered softly, placing a kiss to his cheek before cuddling up with his smaller boy friend.

~~~

Jihoon swung his legs as he sat on the small wall, which was located slightly down the road from the school, the backs of his heels lightly hitting against the old brick as he hummed a soft tune to himself. Things had been growing increasingly better in Jihoons life, he no longer felt like he wasn't worth anything and no one loves him. Which helped with making his life so much better. Who would have thought that positive thinking would benefit him so greatly? The bullying was still there, but it seemed to be slowly stopping, he was only really bothered by Jeonghan now and that was just the occasional name calling.

"Jihoon!" The familiar cheerful voice he'd fallen in love with shouted, before the sound of running and small pants could be heard. "I have news!" Soonyoung exclaimed as he skidded to a stop in front of the smaller boy, placing his hands on his knees as he tried to catch his breath. Jihoon lightly rubbed Soonyoungs back, waiting patiently for the boy to speak up. "My parents want me to leave for american next week, since they've gotten a permanent work placement there. But I told them about you, about us living together and how much I loved you, since I didn't want to move and never see you again!" Soonyoung said, glancing up at Jihoon to see the boys reaction.

Jihoo felt his heart sink at the thought of loosing his boyfriend, his lover. "So? What did they say? You can stay?" Jihoon began to question, tears welling up in his eyes when Soonyoung shook his head slightly. "What?! No! I don't want you to leave!" Jihoon exclaimed, pushing himself off the wall to quickly wrap his arms around the elder. But to his surprise Soonyoung simple laughed, ruffling Jihoons hair.

"I have to go, but that isn't going to be the end of things for us. They've offered for you to come with me, if you want to that is? They'd love to meet you and then we'd still be together" Soonyoung chuckled lightly, pulling back to wipe Jihoons teary eyes. "Yah! Don't scare me like that!" Jihoon exclaimed as he lightly hit Soonyoungs chest, hiding his face in the crook of his neck. "But im definitely coming with you" Jihoon whispered, pulling back enough to kiss Soonyoungs lips.

~~~~~~~

OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME!! THIS TOOK SOOOOOOOO MUCH LONGER THEN IT SHOULD HAVE DUE TO PISSING WRITERS BLOCK SO I MADE IT LONGER THEN MY USUAL REQUESTS TO TRY AND MAKE UP FOR THAT!! I DO APOLOGISE!! @amewoo I hope this is good XD

[ziculous]

nct life with nct dream

jaemin: i'm cold

jeno: takes off jacket and gives it to him

mark: i'm cold too

donghyuck: well damn minnie mouse i can't control the weather. you lived in the frozen wasteland for ten years, so who should be the cold one here? maybe if you stopped complaining and actually did something about it we wouldn't be in this situation, but i'm not surprised considering you can't even fry eggs.

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Heat {cheolsoo SMUT}

Today was the normal hunting day for Seungcheols pack, most of the wolves yipping and barking with excitement to go out tonight. As the sun set in the sky, everyone was overjoyed and bouncing around like pups. Except for the omega of the pack, joshua. Joshua was a beautiful strawberry orange coloured wolf, but when he shifted into a human he was just as beautiful. Not only did he look beautiful but he had a kinda and caring personality to go with that, which is what made his alpha love him so much. "Why the long face?" Seungcheol asked softly as he padded over, gently nuzzling the side of Joshuas face. "I don't feel that good, I think I'll stay here tonight" joshua whimpered softly, leaning into Seungcheols tender touch. "Want me to stay with you?" Seungcheol asked, laying himself down beside joshua and resting his head on his paws. Joshua shook his head softly, not wanting the pack not to have there alpha. "No, you need to go. I'll be fine" he licked Seungcheols snout to reassure him that he would be fine. Before Seungcheol could reply, the youngest of the pack came bounding over. "Can we go now? I wanna try and catch something all by myself!" Chan barked happily, jumping around like the puppy he is. "Okay, okay" Seungcheol said as he got back up, gently nuzzling joshua as he did so. "We'll be back no later then tomorrow afternoon" "Alright, I'll wait in your tent till you get back" Joshua hummed, getting up and stretching his tired and aching limbs before making his way to the alphas tent, the tents they used to sleep in when in human form or bad weather. Seungcheol watched until Joshuas fluffy tail disappeared inside the makeshift homes before turning to his pack. "Come on, let's go out hunting" he said before dashing off into the woodlands which they lived in. Most of the night was spent with the troublemakers of the pack messing up every hunt because they couldn't keep still nor could they keep there trap shut. "Will you lot pack it in?!" Seungcheol snapped, wanting to get home to his omega already. "Sorry" the troublesome trio said in union, putting there heads down shameful. "Seungcheol! Look what I caught!" Chan said happily, running over and dropping a rabbit at his alphas feet. The pups tail wagged frantically behind him as he looked at his alpha with a sense of pride that he had successfully killed his first meal all by himself. "Well done, chan" Seungcheol praised, nuzzling the pup to show how proud he was of his youngest pack member. "Now, let's try and catch some bigger pray, there's a lot of us to feed" he said and there trip started off again. The sun had started to rise in the sky and they had only caught small pray, but Seungcheol so desperately wanted to go and check on Joshua. So he turned to the beta wolf, Jeonghan, to look after the pack while he took a pheasant they had killed and headed back to his mate. As Seungcheol grew closer and closer to there den, the sweetest of smells seemed to intoxicate his senses. The smell was enough to drive any alpha crazy, and Seungcheol instantly knew where the smell was coming from. This was the bitter sweet smell of an omega in heat. Seungcheol practically raced the rest of the way back, carelessly tossing the dead bird aside once he was no more then five feet from his tent. "Joshua?" He called out, his voice already thick with lust just by the intoxicating aroma the younger was letting off. The quietest of whimpers came from inside the tent before Joshuas voice could be heard. "S-Seungcheol" the boys voice was so needy that Seungcheol nearly lost his shit right there just by hearing his name coming from the boy. Seungcheol didn't wait any longer, shifting into his human form and pushing the tent door open. Joshuas scent was so much stronger inside the tent that it almost knocked the alpha dizzy. But the sight in front of him was enough to make his throat go dry. There was his mate withering away under his own touch as he tried to settle the desperate and needy urge due to being in heat. Joshua looked at Seungcheol with heavily lidded eyes, lips parted slightly as ragged pants left his lips. He let out a high and needy whimper, Seungcheol groaning at such a lewd sound leaving his pretty lips. "Please" joshua panted heavily, forehead already coated in a layer of sweat. "I need my alpha" Seungcheol pounced on Joshua, lips meeting in a heated, messy kiss. Small whimpers left Joshuas throat as Seungcheol deepened the kiss, hands already roaming around his sensitive body. Seungcheol let out a low, possessive growl as he began to leave open mouthed kisses on the youngers skin. "Seungcheol" Joshua moaned quietly, gripping hold of Seungcheols shoulders and wrapping his shaky legs around the elders waist. "Please! I can't" Joshua whimpered, words hardly hearable as he harshly rolled his hips up to rub his aching member against Seungcheols. Seungcheol nuzzled into the crook of Joshuas neck affectionately, placing a few feather light kisses to his skin. "Alright baby" he hummed, his voice much deeper then normal which just stirred the growing need in the latter. Seungcheol didn't hesitate to grab his length and line the tip of his member up with Joshuas entrance, slowly pushing into the tight hole. Joshua gasped as a burning sensation washed over his bottom half, soft whimpers leaving his throat. Joshua had gotten use to Seungcheol entering him dry and without any sort of preparation, but Seungcheols member was quite thick so the stretch always seemed to make his body burn as a stinging pain ran up his spine. Though when the younger was in heat whether or not Seungcheol was gentle didn't bother him. "M-Move!" Joshua said as he let out a low, breathy growl. A smirk formed on Seungcheols lips at Joshuas dominant and demanding side, always having a soft spot for a dominant Joshua. And he wasn't about to not give a omega in heat what he wanted, even if he was the alpha, he was still scared of Joshua biting his head off. Seungcheol started to slowly rock his hips back and forth, groaning at the sensation around his throbbing length. Shallow pants fell from Joshuas lips as the slightest of actions sent waves of pleasure crashing over his overly sensitive body. "Faster! Please!" Joshua begged in short pants, rolling his hips to meet each of Seungcheol slow thrusts. "Please! I need more" he whimpered, unable to take much more of the teasingly slow pace his alpha was going at. Seungcheol leaned forward to catch Joshuas lips in a passionate kiss, thrusting hard and deep as he did so. When the tip of his member brushed against Joshuas sweet spot, a choked cry filled the air. "Jesus, Seungch-cheol" joshua cried, tears peeking in the corners of his eyes as his eyebrows furrowed. "D-do that aga-ahh" another lewd cry left Joshuas lips, nails braking the skin on Seungcheols back leaving long scratch marks and his back arching up off the pile of sheets he had been lay on as Seungcheol hit his sweet spot again. The elder continue to abuse Joshuas sweet spot causing the latter to be a moaning, sweaty, teary eyed mess. Which showed Seungcheol that Joshua was close to reaching his so desperately needed climax. He was close to reaching his high too, he just needed that extra push. Joshua whimpered when he felt the tell tail build up in his stomach, knowing he was close. His thighs shook with pure pleasure as his ass clutched around Seungcheols member. "S-Seungcheol!" The boy cried out as his whole body seemed to tremble at the tremendous feeling he got from reaching his high, white spurts hitting Seungcheol and Joshuas sweaty chests. The clenching around his member had Seungcheol seeing starts as he trusted into Joshuas tight entrance. And not long after Joshua, Seungcheol was releasing his load and filling the younger with his sticky cum. Seungcheol dropped down next to Joshua, both panting heavily as they tried to catch there breath. "Feeling any better?" Seungcheol hummed, pulling out of the boy and turning to his side to place a soft kiss to Joshuas cheek. Joshua nodded his head slightly, glancing over at his alpha as a smile curled up on his lips. "Being in heat is always easier when I have my alpha by my side" he laughed cutely, causing Seungcheol to chuckle along with him. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This took way longer then it should have im sorry!! It was meant to be done a couple of days ago but I've been feeling down so it lagged till now im sorry again!! I feel like it isn't that good either? If you're not satisfied please let me know and I'll redo it!! Now on to a soonhoon request!! Ps some of the words are blue and im unsure if they will look like that when I post? I can't get them back to black like wut

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I'm sorry, don't go...(jihan)

Jeonghan was by far the prettiest boy in the whole entire school, heck he was prettier then a majority of the girls. So it would be obvious that people would know the boy who looked like a girl, some hated the ground he walked on, some envied him for the attention he drew in and others simply fell in love with such a beautiful boy; jeonghan, the pretty boy who turns people gay. Seungcheol was Jeonghans best friend, the two were inseparable. Seungcheol was always there to stand up for Jeonghan when people would pick on him or tease him for his long hair or feminine features. But Seungcheol had fallen for Jeonghan, everything about the boy made his stomach flutter with butterflies. "I love you, jeonghannie" Seungcheol cooed, slinging his arm around Jeonghans shoulder as they walked through the halls of there school. "I love you too, cheollie" Jeonghan smiled one of his bright smiles that could melt anyones heart, moving a stray strand of his black hair from his face. "Just as friends still?" Seungcheol asked just like he did everyday, hoping that one day the latter might actually return his feelings. "Still as friends, things haven't changed over night" Jeonghan laughed lightly as he spoke, coming to a stand still as they reached his locker. Jeonghan moved from Seungcheol touch so he could open his locker, rooting through the different books in search of the one he needed. The sound of Seungcheol grumbling made him pull his gaze away from the inside of the small compartment and look in the direction Seungcheol was glaring. Walking down the hall was no other then Hong Jisoo, Seungcheols biggest rival. The two always competed against each other, always wanting to come first. At first glance one wouldn't think Jisoo was the the competitive type, he was similar to Jeonghan with soft and gentle features so he could easily fool someone into thinking he was one of gods very own Angels. He was Jeonghans angel. "Good morning, Jeonghan" Jisoo said as he walked over, flashing the elder one of his perfect smiles. "I got you this" he said before revealing a single red rose from behind his back. "Ew" Seungcheol scoffed in annoyance, hoping Jeonghan would turn him down and tell him to get lost. But to his disappointment he didn't. "It's beautiful! Thank you, Jisoo" Jeonghan blushed like a love sick school girl, his cheeks turning multiple shades of red. "A beautiful flower for a beautiful boy" Jisoo grinned as he gently tucked the long and slender stem behind Jeonghans ear, carefully fixing the delicate flower so it sat in his hair perfectly. Jeonghan looked down as a shy giggle left his lips, his cheeks matching the rosy red colour of the petals. "You're a sweetheart" he murmured, leaning forward to place a gentle kiss to Jisoos cheek. Seungcheol couldn't help but glare at the two of them, a huff slipping past his lips as his arms folded over his chest. "Im going to class, catch me up when you're finished with this sap" and with that, Seungcheol turned on his heels and marched off down the halls. Jeonghan pouted as he looked at Seungcheol, turning back to Jisoo with an apologetic smile. "I have to go catch up with him, im sorry...maybe you'd like to get a drink with me after school?" Jeonghan asked nervously, lightly biting down on his bottom lip as he looked away. This was the first time he'd ever made the first move on asking someone out, so he was extremely nervous. But he's was sure Jisoo returned his feelings, since he was always flirting with him. "I'd love that" Jisoo smiled even wider and Jeonghan swore his heart nearly melted. "I'll wait by the gates after last lesson for you, yeah?" Jisoo asked, raising his eyebrows slightly and tilting his head to the side. "Mhmm!" Jeonghan hummed, nodding his head before turning on his heels. He turned his head to look back at Jisoo, flashing him a smile before waving slightly. "See ya later, Jisoo" "Bye" Jisoo smiled, a small smirk forming on his lips as he watched Jeonghan walk away. ~~~ "I can't believe your going on a date with him" Seungcheol grumbled as they walked to lunch. "Out of all the boys in the school, you go for that thing" "Jisoo is sweet and caring, just because you two don't get along doesn't mean I can't date him. I like him a lot" Jeonghan shot back, his brows furrowing in annoyance. He knew that Seungcheol didn't like Jisoo, but why should that stop him from from being in a relationship with Jisoo? Jisoo was sweet to him, always complimenting him and bringing him little gifts. "Hong Jisoo is bad news" Seungcheol said, snapping Jeonghan back into reality. "Maybe it's you who's bad news and not Jisoo" Jeonghan snapped, stopping in his tracks and placing his hands on his hips. "Are you kidding me?" Seungcheol gasped in disbelief, stopping and looking at Jeonghan. He couldn't believe that his best friend was choosing his worst enemy over him. "You heard me" Jeonghan frowned. "Jisoo probably doesn't even like you! Anything I want he takes just to spite me!" Seungcheol snapped, hurt apparent in his voice. "It's not all about you, Seungcheol!" Jeonghan practically yelled, the elders words hitting a nerve. "Fine! Be that way! But when he hurts you, and trust me he will, don't come crying back to me!" Seungcheol yelled back, tears pooling in his eyes already. But he wasn't going to stick around long enough to let them fall, quickly spinning himself around and storming off. Jeonghan stood there speechless, regretting everything that had just happened. Why'd I have to be so mean to him? Jeonghan sniffled as tears welled up in his eyes. "Jeonghan? What's wrong?" A soft, caring voice spoke out. He knew the voice instantly to be the soft voice of Jisoo. Jeonghan turned to see Jisoo walking towards him with his small group of friends, a concerned look plaster on his face. "I...S-Seungcheol...we" Jeonghan sniffled, throwing himself into joshua arms and sobbing. "Hey it's alright" Jisoo hummed softly, soothingly rubbing Jeonghans back as he tried to comfort the boy. "W-we've ne-never fallen ou-out before!" Jeonghan sobbed into Jisoos chest, gripping onto his shirt tightly. "Come on, let's go get that drink now and cheer you up" Jisoo smiled, not caring if they were in school right now. "O-ok" Jeonghan sniffled, pulling back and rubbing his eyes to dry his tears. ~~~ "Here you go" a woman smiled as she brought over a tray and placed it down in front of the two boys. "Thank you" they both smiled brightly at the woman before she left them alone. They tray had two cups of steamy hot chocolate and a slice of strawberry cheesecake each on it. A small smile pulled up on Jeonghans lips as Jisoo passed him a cup of hot chocolate and a slice of the cheesecake. "Thank you, Jisoo. You really didn't have to buy this for me, I could have payed with my own money" Jeonghan said softly, still feeling pretty down about everything that had happened, but at least Jisoo was here with him to cheer him up. "Nonsense! This is a date, right? Let me treat you" Jisoo hummed, wrapping his fingers around the handle of the cup before bringing it up to his lips to take a sip. "It's the least I could do for my future boyfriend" Jeonghan nearly choked on the bite of cake he had been chewing when Jisoo said future boyfriend, his face turning bright red. "Future boyfriend?" He repeated, eyes widening with shock yet his stomach was doing cartwheels with excitement. "Mhmm" Jisoo hummed, nodding his head as he smiled. "I like you, you like me. So why not date?" Jeonghan couldn't believe how calm Jisoo was when he was practically dying on the inside, slightly dying on the outside too. "S-so does this m-mean were dating?" He stuttered slightly, fiddling with a stand of his hair before pushing it behind his ear. "Does this answer your question?" Jisoo said as he leaned forward and gently pressed his lips against Jeonghans. Jeonghan let out a small squeak of embarrassment before clamping his eyes shut tightly and kissing back. The kiss was short but sweet and when Jisoo finally pulled away, Jeonghan could still feel the latters soft perfect lips against his own. "I can't believe I'm dating Hong Jisoo" Jeonghan hummed in content, gently pressing his four fingers to his lips. "Well you better believe it because it's true" Jisoo laughed lightly. ~~~ Jeonghan retuned home after spending the day with Jisoo, which was so much fun, and the first thing he wanted to do was run and tell Seungcheol everything that had happened. About Jisoo asking him to be his boyfriend, Jisoo being his first kiss and then how they spent the day in the park laughing and joking. But he knew he couldn't seeing as they weren't on the best of terms at the moment. "You're home late today" Jeonghans mother called out from the kitchen. "Who were you with? Seungcheol came round looking for you after school but I couldn't tell him where you were since I didn't know" "Seungcheol came round? Did he say why?" Jeonghan asked while making his way into his mother. He took a seat at the kitchen table and glanced over at the woman, watching her cook. "He said something about wanting to talk to you about Jisoo? And say sorry? Did you two get into a fight?" His mother asked, never pulling her gaze from what she was cooking. "Kinda...we got into a fight over Jisoo" Jeonghan sighed deeply. "Who's Jisoo?" She asked, pulling her gaze away from the stove to look at her son. "My new boyfriend" Jeonghan sighed again. "Well, you shouldn't let some boy come between a good friendship like yours and Seungcheols. But you shouldn't let a friendship come between love either" she smiled softly at her son as she walked over, bending down and kissing him on the forehead. "I'd like to meet Jisoo too~! Im so proud that my baby boy is finally dating!" She cooed in excitement causing Jeonghan to blush. "Oh my gosh no!" Jeonghan whined, hiding his face as his mother simply laughed. "Remember not to mention having a boyfriend around your father, you know how unhappy he was when you came out to us" his mother said as she walked back over to the stove and carried on cooking. "Mhmm" Jeonghan hummed, hating how his father didn't except him but at least his mother did. ~~~ "Seungcheol!" Jeonghan called once he spotted his best friend walking through the school hall alone. He wanted to make up for the fight yesterday. Seungcheol stopped and looked over his shoulder, a small smile forming on his lips once he noticed it was Jeonghan. "Hey~ I stopped by your house yesterday to apologise but you weren't home" "I was out with Jisoo, im sorry. And im sorry about yesterday too, I don't want us not to be friends anymore" Jeonghan said with a sheepish smile as he walked over to Seungcheol. "Me neither. So, friends again?" Seungcheol asked, a wide grin forming on his lips. "Yuup!" Jeonghan smiled just as wide as Seungcheol, linking arms with his best friend as they started to walk down the hall. But a pair of arms snaking around Jeonghans waist caused the boy to stop in his tracks. "Morning Jeonghannie" Jisoo cooed before planting a soft kiss to the boys cheek. "Morning" Jeonghan hummed as he let go of Seungcheols arm so he could turn and hug Jisoo tightly. He pecked Jisoos lips causing Seungcheol to grumble. "What is this?" Seungcheol asked in a bitter tone, a look of disapproval and sorrow creasing his feature. "Did Jeonghan not tell you?" Jisoo asked as a smirk curled up on the corners of his lips. "Tell me what?" Seungcheol sneered in reply, eyes flicking from Jisoo to Jeonghan. "I was going to tell you! I was just waiting for the right moment...I didn't want you to fall out with me again" Jeonghan said quietly, looking at Seungcheol with an apologetic and pleading look. "You two are dating?" Seungcheol sighed, his heart shattering. "Yeah" Jeonghan nodded his head slowly, scared that Seungcheol was going to hate him again. But to his surprise, Seungcheol didn't yell or storm off, he simply forced a smile. "Well im happy for the two of you but i have to go to class now" Seungcheol tried his hardest to sound sincere for Jeonghans sake. "I'll catch you later, Cheollie" Jeonghan smiled at his best friend before watching him leave. "Sap" Jisoo muttered under his breath which earned him a light slap to the chest. "You two are going to have to pack it in. If he's willing to be nice, then you have to try too" Jeonghan scolded his boyfriend who nodded his head slightly. ~~~ A month had passed since Jeonghan and Jisoo began to date and things seemed to be going amazingly. Jisoo and Seungcheol had even stopped there arguing, well, stopped when Jeonghan was around. Jeonghan was currently walking down the halls with Seungcheol, both planning what they should do for a double date since Seungcheol had recently got a boyfriend. "I never thought that Jihoon was into guys to be honest" Jeonghan hummed as they made there way to Seungcheols boyfriends music lesson to pick him up. "You said that about me too" Seungcheol laughed lightly. "I guess me and Jihoon was meant to be then, if you thought both of us were straight" "Jicheol, I ship it-" Jeonghan stopped, eyes widening in horror at what he saw in front of him. As they turned the corner to where Jihoons class was, Jeonghan had caught Jisoo forcefully pushing a struggling Jihoon up against the wall and smashing his lips against his. "Jisoo, let him go" Jeonghan grumbled, his usual angel like aura quickly turning to one of a devil. Jisoo let Jihoon go, the boy quickly running up to Seungcheol with an apologetic look. "Seungcheol, I swear I didn't want this to happen! He caught me off guard and I couldn't push him off! Im so sorry!" Jihoon began, tears welling up in his eyes. "He's telling the truth" Jeonghan sighed deeply, not wanting there relationship to end because of his boyfriend. Seungcheol nodded, embracing the sniffling Jihoon in a tight hug before glaring at Jisoo. "What the hell are you playing at?! You have a fucking boyfriend!" He snapped. "Yeah...you had a boyfriend you horrible little cheat!" Jeonghan snapped, pushing Jisoo harshly. Tears were now building in his eyes as he felt a sharp pain in his chest. "Why?!" "Jeonghan, I didn't mean to actually drag you into all of this. But you were just a toy for me to get a Seungcheol" Jisoo said with a shrug. Jeonghan shook his head in disbelief. He couldn't believe he'd been so stupid after Seungcheol had specifically told him this would happen. "I can't believe I actually loved you" Jeonghan whimpered, tears now rolling down his cheeks. "Come on, Jeonghan" Jihoon said softly as Seungcheol wrapped and arm around him. "I hate you" Jeonghan spat, glaring at Jisoo before turning into Seungcheols touch and allowing the two to lead him away. ~~~ A week had past since the breakup and Jeonghan hadn't showed up for school. Seungcheol knew where he was, but Jisoo didn't. And for some reason Jisoo was worried and felt empty without Jeonghan by his side. All the time Jisoo had spent with Jeonghan when he was trying to get to Seungcheol had actually made him develop some sort of feelings for Jeonghan. And now he'd lost him, he was finally realising this. "Uhmm...Seungcheol?" Jisoo said awkwardly as he approached Seungcheol and Jihoon. "What?" Seungcheol snapped, looking at Jisoo as if his existence was a sin. "Where's Jeonghan?" Jisoo asked, ignoring the look he was getting from the older boy. "He's moving away because of you! Im loosing my best friend because of you" Seungcheol snapped, looking away from Jisoo as a string of insults left his lips. Jisoo quickly spun on his heels, running from the school and all the way to Jeonghans where right enough, a movers van was outside. "Jeonghan" Jisoo called when he spotted the black haired boy about to climb into a car. Jeonghan turned back, a pained look forming on his face when he seen it was Jisoo. "What do you want?" He asked, a deep sigh leaving his lips. "Where are you going?!" Jisoo asked in a panicked tone. "Im moving, duh" Jeonghan grumbled, turning back to the car. "Now if you don't mind, I want to go" "No! Jeonghan, im sorry! I miss you, I miss your smile, I miss your laugh, I miss everything" Jisoo pleaded, reaching out and taking hold of Jeonghans hands. "Please don't go" Jeonghan let out a sigh, lightly squeezing Jisoos hands. "You hurt me and I can't forgive you for that, im sorry. But I won't forget you, you were my first love. Goodbye, Jisoo" Jeonghan said softly, placing a kiss to his cheek before climbing into the car and shutting the door. Jisoo watched with teary eyes as the car drove away, leaving him standing there all alone to think about how things could have been different if he wouldn't have messed with the boys feelings. How he could be with Jeonghan right now, listening to the laugh he'd learnt to love and receiving the attention he'd learnt to crave. But now he had no one. All because of some stupid argument with Seungcheol that he couldn't let go. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Requested by my little sister This shit was so long oh my gosh *exaggerated complaining*

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Where minghao @ tho????

me when looking at pictures from the concert (via bambamneedstochill)

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If a carat sneezed

ACHOO NICE

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mingyu: *drops a mushroom*

minghao: again mingyu??? really??? there’s people dying in other countries mingyu you’re unbelievable this is why global warming exists we’re not made of money we can’t waste food like this we’re going to starve thanks to you i can’t believe you

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a list of questionable shirts i’ve seen idols wear

“they hate us cause they anus” - minhyuk, monsta x

“hold hands, take lsd, find god” - jun, seventeen

“same shit different day” - joshua, seventeen

“porn(o)” - shownu, monsta x

“I don’t have a drinking problem. I drink, get drunk, fall down. NO PROBLEM” - S.Coups, seventeen

“M.I.L.F HUNTER” - winwin, nct 127

feel free to add any more!

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Late night thoughts {soonsol smut}

Vernon let out a deep sigh, running a hand through his slightly sweaty hair as he watched the ceiling fan spin slowly. Everyone had drifted off to sleep hours ago, all leaving him one by one. But the youngster couldn't sleep, someone was playing on his mind and distracting him. He had found himself in this situation many times before, everyone fast asleep leaving him to imagine all sorts of things about his band mate, Soonyoung. Though what he thought about would surely get him a smack to the back of the head with a bible by joshua. Vernon shifted uncomfortably in his bed, growing increasingly hot so he flung the blanket down off his top half, leaving it in a cluster from his waist down. Closing his eyes, the eighteen year old tried to drift off into dream land. But the only sight he was met with when his eyes closed was Soonyoung. The elder was on the couch, legs spread apart as vernon teased his hole. Soonyoungs face flushed as he bit down on his bottom lip, the lewdist of moans slipping past his lips. "Fuck" vernon grunted, eyes flying open as he felt his length twitch. Glancing down at the tent that was now in his boxers, vernon let out a sigh. Looks like tonight is another night of jacking off to you, kwon Soonyoung. The boy wriggled out of his boxers, dropping the fabric carelessly at the side of his bed as he kicked the blanket away even more. He started to slowly stroke his member, eyelids slowly dropping closed as he let his imagination take over. Soonyoung was in between vernons legs, looking up at the younger with his beautiful brown eyes. His hazel locks sticking to his forehead due to sweat as he kitten licked at the tip of vernons member, occasionally swirling his tongue around the head. Vernon drew circles on the head of his length with his thumb, imagining that it was Soonyoung teasing him. He had to muffle a moan with the back of his hand when he wrapped his fingers around his shaft, slowly moving his hand up and down. Soonyoung whimpered softly, his eyes shut tightly as he shrivelled up underneath vernons touch. Every kiss the younger left to his skin seemed to burn, sending a tingling feeling all over his body. A whimper or gasp leaving his lips when vernons tongue would flick over his erect nipple, pinching at the other. Vernon began to slide his hind up and down his member faster, flicking his wrist occasionally to send an even bigger wave of pleasure to wash over his body. "A-ah~" Soonyoung moaned out, back arching slightly off the mattress as vernon slipped the second finger into the boys tight hole. He curled his fingers, hitting a soft and squishy spot in the process. "O-oh God!" Soonyoung gasped, lightly gripping the bedsheets. "D-do tha-t again!" He begged, another gasp followed by a loud moan slipping past his lips as vernon curled his fingers into the same spot. Vernon let out a muffled moan as his hips bucked up into his hand. He was beginning to drown in the pleasure, each wave that washed over his body seeming to drag him down deeper. He knew he was close, he could feel that tell tail pressure building up in his lower abdomen. Not to mention how the sweet sweet feeling was growing, intensifying, with each flick of the wrist. Soonyoung cried out in pure pleasure, his nails raking down vernons bare back as he clenched his ass around vernons member. Vernon continued to thrust deep into the elder, grunting as Soonyoungs body seemed to twitch underneath him. With a loud cry of vernons name, Soonyoung was seeing stars as he came. Vernon snagged his bottom lip between his teeth, holding back the loud groan that was itching to leave his throat. His hand pumped his length at an increasingly fast pace, the smallest of whimpers leaving his throat as his stomach muscles seemed to tighten, body twitching as he finally came undone. Heavy pants was all that could be heard in the silent room as vernon tried to catch his breath. His whole body felt heavy and exhausted, eyelids dropping as he fought to stay awake. He reached over to the bedside cabinet and pulled out some tissues, cleaning up the mess before curling up in the blanket, finally able to sleep for the night. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is the last of the three hoshi request I got~! This one wasn't actually hoshi x vernon, but it was still vernon dreaming about hoshi sooo cx

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A smile to hide the pain {woozi}

Jihoon was never one to show his emotions, sure he would laugh and joke, scold the other members and get angry, but it was rare for the teen to show sadness or pain. So when you noticed the boy holding the side of his face, a pained expression creasing his features as he let out a soft hiss, you began to worry. "Jihoon, are you alright?" Your gentle voice called out to the boy as you made your way across the practice room, resting a hand on jihoons shoulder once you reached him. "Yeah, I'm fine" jihoon brushed you off, a smile curling up on his perfect lips. Yet his hand never left his cheek and his smile looked forced, pained. You couldn't help but narrow your eyes suspiciously, hating when your boyfriend so blatantly lied to you. "Please don't lie to me, I know you well enough to know something's up" you sighed softly, face riddled with concern and worry. "Honestly, (y/n), it's nothing to worry about" he said, his smile dropping as he began to chew on his tongue, eyes closing as his eyebrows furrowed slightly. You instantly knew what it was now. "Your wisdom teeth playing up again?" You asked softly, the boy nodding his head ever so slightly as his expression grew more pained. "I'm getting you a dentist appointment for tomorrow" you told him, his pained expression suddenly draining from his face only to be replaced with a soft smile, a smile you fell in love with. "No need, alls good~" he chirped, a little too happy, which gave it away that he was faking. But before you could even say anything else, jihoon was gone like a flash, messing around with the others as if there was nothing wrong. But you could see it, see the pain hidden behind the smile. Even if he said not too, you still called the dentist and booked an appointment for noon the next day. ~~~ You had gone to bed that night with jihoons arms wrapped tightly around your waist, a smile on both of your faces. Yet some time past midnight you woke to a lot of tossing and turning, a few pained groans and even the sound of silent...sobbing? At first you didn't believe it was crying, thinking you were simply hearing something. Jihoon wasn't one to cry. But as you listened closely, jihoon was in fact crying which broke your heart. "Jihoon, baby" you said softly, sitting up in the bed and glancing down at your boyfriends tear stained face. "Go back to sleep, (y/n)" jihoon sniffled, clearing his throat as he rolled on to his side, his back facing you. "Come here" you said softly, shifting in the bed so your back was pressed against the headboard, opening your arms wide for jihoon. But he didn't budge, he didn't even make a sound. "Jihoon, it alright to cry when your in pain. Toothache hurts so bad, I know how you must be feeling. But don't try to hide your pain from me, please" you spoke softly, surprised by how fast jihoon sat up and threw himself into your embrace. "I-it hurts" he whimpered quietly, face burying into the crook of your neck as pained sobs left his small form. Your heart broken even more, feeling so helpless. "I fell l-like smashing m-my head of a wa-wall!" He growled in anger, gripping hold of your shirt as he clenched his jaw shut, tears still streaming down his cheeks and soaking into your shit. You rubbed circles into his back with your thumb, pecking the top of his head over and over again. "Good job I got you that appointment for tomorrow, hey?" You laughed lightly, trying to distract him from the pain. "Just a few more hours, babe" you said softly, rocking him back and forth in your arms. You stayed like this, jihoon held tightly in your grasp as he sobbed his little heart out due to the tremendous pain. But eventually his sobs subsided, his tense body seeming to relax in your arms. "Jihoon?" You said softly, you voice hardly above a hushed whisper. But you got no reply, the boy having cried himself to sleep. ~~~ "Come on jihoonie~ time to take your pain away" you cooed, taking one last look in the mirror before turning on your heels to see your boyfriend stood by the door. Jihoon looked terrible, face drained of all emotions bar pain. He yawned softly before opening the door, looking back at you expectantly. You walked over, taking his hand in yours before walking out, jihoon following behind slightly. It didn't take long to reach the dentist, you pushing the door open and dragging a reluctant jihoon through the door, sitting him on one of the seats. "Don't move" you warned him, a grumble leaving his lips before he nodded his head, growing slightly nervous of what the dentist would do to him. You made your way to the desk, greeting the elderly woman with a bright smile before telling her you had an appointment for 2pm for Lee jihoon. The elderly woman tapped away at the computer before looking up with a smile. "Take a seat, you should be called soon" she said politely. "Thank you" you bowed before turning on your heels and heading back to the boy, who was shuffling around on his seat. "Calm down, you'll be alright" you reassured jihoon, kissing his cheek softly. Within ten minutes of waiting, reassuring your boyfriend nothing bad would happen and it was for the best, jihoons name was called. The colour seemed to drain from his face when he heard his name, looking at you with a pleading look as he grasped your hand in his. "Please come with me" he begged, looking like a frightened puppy. "Of course" you smiled, standing to your feet and pulling him up, the two of you walking to the room the dentist had disappeared into. It didn't take long for the dentist to remove the wisdom tooth which was giving jihoon jip, putting the tooth into a dark blue treasure chest and handing you the small item. "It might be a little weird for a day or two but then he should be as right as rain" the dentist smiled as you helped the giggly jihoon up from the seat, the boy clinging to you. You had to help jihoon a lot till the drugs wore off, listening to him singing songs and telling you he loved you, it was honestly amusing. But when he finally came round, the smile on his face was the best thing you had ever seen. "The pain" he gasped, his hand clutching his slightly swollen face. "It's gone! Thank you, (y/n)!" He cried happily, throwing his arms around you and hugging you tightly. "I'm glad your feeling better" you hummed, pecking his lips softly. "It was sad to see you in pain" you admitted, jihoons smile never leaving his lips. "I would still be if it wasn't for you" he chuckled sheepishly, pulling you in for a passionate kiss.

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Jealous {soongyu smut}

Mingyu walked through the crowded dorm, the dorm was normally crowded as it was, seeing as there was thirteen of them, but to add an extra seven to the bunch just made it even worse. But mingyu didn't mind having monsta x come over, he loved to be able to hang out with the boys. And he would be paying more attention to them if he hadn't been so preoccupied with a specific dancer. Mingyu made his way over to where Hoshi was sitting, chatting away happily with jooheon. "Hyung" mingyu called out, tapping the elder boy on the shoulder as he looked down. "Yeah?" Hoshi said, turning his attention away from the rapper from monsta x and focusing on the giant boy in front of him. Though his gaze quickly turned back to jooheon which only made mingyu pout. "Hyuuuuung~! Come hang out with me" the tall teen whined as he tugged on hoshis shirt, desperate to get the dancers attention off jooheon. He didn't know why but to see Hoshi with someone else made his stomach twist and a funny feeling stirring in the pit of his stomach. "I'm speaking, I'll speak to you in a bit, mingyu-ah" Hoshi brushed the boy off, not even glancing at him as he spoke. Mingyu simply huffed, shuffling across to a free seat only a couple of inches away from where Hoshi was sat. Mingyu wasn't paying any attention to what was going on around him, only focused on Hoshi as the boy laughed happily. The way his lips curled up and his eyes crinkled in pure delight as the boy laughed had mingyu unable to pull his gaze away, a smile forming on his own lips. But that feeling in his stomach only seemed to grow. He hated seeing someone else make Hoshi smile and laugh, he hated someone else getting the boys attention and he hated not being the reason to make the boy look as beautiful as he did while laughing. Was mingyu jealous? With a frustrated sigh, mingyu was back on his feet, taking one long stride forward so he was practically standing on top of Hoshi. "Hyung, let's play a game or something!" Mingyu exclaimed in attempts of gaining the attention he craved from the elder. "Yes! Good idea!" Hoshi exclaimed, the brightest of smiles on his face as he sprung to his feet. "Mingyu-ah, grab a football!" Hoshi told the younger, who ran to grab a ball, happy he was getting the attention he wanted. But mingyu frowned when he seen that Hoshi had gathered a small group of people, all of them standing in a circle. He really hoped that Hoshi just wanted to play with him, but he clearly didn't and that made the jealousy grow in the boy. "Come on, mingyu-ah~! Bring the ball over so we can play!" Hoshi beamed, waving the boy over. Mingyu did so, walking over with the ball in his hands. But he wanted to stand next to Hoshi in the circle of people, but to the dancers left was jooheon and to his right was wonho. "Jooheon Hyung, can I stand next to Soonyoung Hyung please?" Mingyu asked, flashing the elder his best toothy grin. "Nooo!" Hoshi whined slightly, his arms wrapping around the rapper next to him as he shook his head. That only made the small flame of jealousy in the pit of mingyus stomach grow. "Jooheon is teaching me how to be cool like him!" Hoshi smiled as he hugged the boy tighter then before, jooheon chuckling as he wrapped an arm around Hoshi in a friendly manner. Just that small little action was enough to make the small flame of jealousy turn into a raging inferno. "Stop stop stop" he grumbled, a deep sigh leaving his lips as he tried to calm his anger and jealousy. "Don't touch him" he snapped a little as he dropped the ball, instantly moving forward to pull the two away from each other. "What?" Was all Hoshi could say, a blank expression on the boys face. He was confused as to why mingyu was being like this, why he was being so jealous and clingy. "Soonyoung is mine! Don't touch him again" mingyu sneered, warning everyone who was paying attention, his jealousy completely getting the better of him. With that, he flung Hoshi over his should, a quiet yelp leaving the boys lips. "Mingyu!" Hoshi gasped in shock as he held onto the tallers shoulders, looking down at the floor as mingyu carried him away from everyone. "Mingyu what are you doing?!" Hoshi yelped as mingyu tossed him down onto mingyus bed. But the taller didn't say anything as he walked back to the door, the click sounding to say the door was locked. Mingyu turned on his heels, approaching the elder boy, who was sitting himself up against the headboard and looking at mingyu with a confused, innocent look in his eyes. Hoshi was genuinely confused as to why mingyu was acting like this all of a sudden, sure the younger had always be protective and clingy, but never had he reacted like that. But Hoshi must admit, he kinda liked the dominant, possessive vibe mingyu was giving off. "Quit making me jealous! You know your mine and only mine!" Mingyu half whined half growled, unable to decided on if he was going to throw a hissy fit like the giant child he was, or if he was going to teach the elder a lesson for making him jealous. "You should know better then to make me jealous" mingyu growled in a deep tone as he got onto the bed, crawling towards Hoshi. Hoshi bit down softly on his bottom lip as he watched the younger inch closer and closer till mingyu was practically on top of him. His lips hovering over the elders before pulling the smaller into a deep, passionate kiss. Hoshi instantly responded to the kiss, his arms draping around the boys neck and pulling him closer. Mingyu kneeled in between hoshis legs, one hand pressed against the headboard to hold him up, the other resting on the bed next to the elders thigh. Mingyu bit down gently, tugging on hoshis bottom lip before slipping his tongue past the elders plump lips. His tongue exploring every inch of hoshis mouth, soaking in the sweet taste of the elder. Mingyu broke the kiss to murmur "your mine, only mine" against his lips, a low growl raising from his throat. "I'm yours, all yours" Hoshi breathed out a shaky breath, lightly trailing his fingers up and down mingyus toned biceps before moving up to cup his cheeks, placing his lips back against the youngers. This kiss was much more passionate and lust filled, hands beginning to roam as they got lost in the moment. Mingyu began to kiss along the boys jawbone and down his neck, stopping to suck on the soft skin. This earned a moan from the elder, his head tilting to the side and back slightly to expose more of his sensitive neck. Breathless moans leaving the dancers lips as mingyu took full advantage of his exposed skin, biting, sucking, licking and kissing every inch like a greedy child. Unable to leave his mark on hoshis skin as much as he wanted. With each breathless pant and quiet moan that the elder released, a shiver ran down mingyus spine, his member twitching in excitement. Mingyu pulled away, lifting his shirt up over his head and tossing it to the side. He let out a chuckle when he seen Hoshis eyes glide over his body, finding it amusing how the elder practically eye fucked him whenever he took his shirt off. "What? I can't help but drool over you" Hoshi chuckled lightly as his cold fingers began to explore mingyus toned torso. Mingyu was about to reply when he gasped slightly, sucking in a small gasp of air at the cold fingers roaming his exposed skin. He could feel himself getting hard just just by the elders teasing touches. With that, mingyu took hoshis hands away, gripping them hem of his shirt and lifting it up over his head, letting the clothing join his shirt on the floor. His tongue quickly trailed across his bottom lip before he captured his lip between his teeth as he took a quick glance at the dancers perfect body. Hoshi let out a high, needy whine, rolling his hips up into mingyus, his hands back on the boys torso. "Stop drooling and fuck me already" he breathed out, so needy, so desperate that mingyu couldn't say no. Mingyu offered up three of his fingers, Hoshi instantly realising what he wanted him to do. He took hold of mingyus hand, slipping the three fingers past his lips as he began to suck. His tongue lapping at the mans fingers till he was satisfied with his work, letting mingyu have his hand back. "Take your pants off" mingyu order, Hoshi nodding his head obediently, fiddling with his button before pulling his pants down, along with his boxers and tossing them to the side. "Good boy" mingyu praised, moving back enough to let Hoshi scoot forward then lean back against the headboard. Mingyu trailed his finger around the boys entrance, earning a lewd moan from Hoshi as he rolled his hips down. Mingyu simply chuckled, leaning forward and smashing his lips into the boys, pushing two of his finger in at once. Hoshi cried into the kiss at the sudden stinging sensation in his behind, his cries muffled by mingyus lips. Mingyu moved his fingers in a slow motion, swallowing the small whimpers escaping the elders lips until he finally let out a soft moan. Mingyu then added the third finger, stretching Hoshi out as good as he could. Hoshi moaned quietly, rocking his hips against the boys fingers in desperate attempt of getting more from mingyu then just this. "P-please, mingyu" he begged through his soft panting. "I want to feel your dick not your fingers" he snapped slightly, growing impatient with the younger. "Okay okay" mingyu chuckled at the suddenly change of attitude. He slowly pulled his fingers out, a whimper slipping through hoshis lips at the lose. Mingyu began to pull his jeans off, along with his boxers, and toss them carelessly to the side. Mingyu teased the elder, rubbing the tip of his member around Hoshis entrance, a high whine coming from the boy. "M-mingyu, stop teasing" Hoshi whimpered, rolling his hip up into mingyus. Mingyu hooked the boys legs around his arms leaning forward so the palms of his hands were flat against the headboard, hoshis legs spread wide as as he pushed himself up so he wasn't so in on himself due to mingyus position. Mingyu slowly pushed into Hoshi, the familiar stinging pain shoot through his backside as he was stretched even more. "I'm sorry, baby" mingyu said softly, watching as hoshis face scrunch up, whimpers leaving his lips. Mingyu pecked his lips over and over again, a small giggle finally replacing the whimpers. "You can move now" Hoshi breathed out, his voice barely above a whisper as he rocked his hips. Mingyu did as he was told, slowly pulling out till just the tip remained in then pushing back in just as slow, a breathy moan leaving his lips. Mingyu kept to his slow thrusts, the sound of heavy breathing mixed with a few soft moans filling the room. "F-faster" Hoshi begged, the way the youngers member slowly rubbed off his walls drove him crazy, on the verge of driving him insane. He did know how much longer he could stand the teasingly slow thrusts. "This is what you get for making me jealous" mingyu told the boy, fighting back the growing urge to be more hard, to go faster. But he wasn't about to give in, staying at the exact same pace. "Please! I'm sorry, mingy-ah!" Hoshis gasped, a loud moan slipping past his lips cutting his sentence off. His he'd lulled back against the headboard, eyes shut tightly as his eyebrows furrowed. "H-hit there a-again!" He begged, gripping hold of mingyu broad shoulders. Mingyu smirked, giving in to his urge to slam into the boy. So, when he pulled out, he shocked Hoshi by thrusting into him a lot faster and harder. Hoshi cried out in pure pleasure as mingyu hit his sweet spot over and over, his frame beginning to shake as each wave of pleasure washed over him. Hoshi felt a pressure building up in the pit of his stomach, his body jerking with each thrust. "I'm c-close" he moaned out, nails digging into the youngers skin. Mingyu didn't say anything, reaching down and wrapping his slender fingers around hoshis member, giving a few pumps before he found himself spilling his release into the boy. He rode out his high, his hand never stopping on the boys member until Hoshi was crying out his name, spilling out through mingyus hand and onto his chest. Mingyu pulled out slowly, flopping down next to Hoshi in the bed and wrapping his arms around the boy. "Mine" he hummed protectively, nuzzling his head into the crook of the elders neck. "Yours" Hoshi smiled softly, kissing the top of mingyus head. Though the moment didn't last long due to a very unpleased 'you guys know chan was out here?!' Being yelled from behind the door, a loud laugh coming from the elder. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 2nd request of 3! So sorry this took so long, been really unmotivated and sick recently but I hope this was alright!