#log 008

[dumb-diary-shit]

magmoveon ka na kasi. ako nalang yung pagbaliwan mo

[kgmilgramau]

(Ss1) Interrogation Log 007&008

Q.05 : Who is the prisoner that you thinkis difficult to get along with (dislike)

Q.06 : Who is your favorite prisoner?

-end5,6,-

[dollgram]

Y: Gah! H-how long were you standing there!?

T: Oh, did I scare you? Sorry.

Y: W-Whatever... So, did you... did you find out?

T: Yes. It's the warden.

Y: The warden... W-what- what kind of person is she? If you don't- don't mind me asking...

T: Right, you haven't met her yet...

T: A normal person, I guess. Different from what I expected.

Y: A normal person, huh...

[thecosmicnopon]

🍲 Swirl Record 008 — Too Many Spoofleberries 🍇🌀

Codex Kitchen Nonsense | Emotional Flavor Index: 67% chaos nectar

I only meant to add one.

One spoofleberry.

But the bag slipped. Then the bowl tipped. Then the cat sneezed—right into the bloomdust jar—and I panicked.

By the time I stopped spiraling, the soup had already changed color three times and gained consciousness.

It introduced itself as Glibnard.

Glibnard the Soup.

Flavor profile:

— 67% chaos nectar

— 20% soggy optimism

— 9% spice denial

— 4% latent guilt from a text I never replied to

The spoofleberries kept multiplying.

I scooped one out. It giggled. I put it back in. It sulked.

One tried to file taxes.

The broth was now loop-de-looping.

I added a pinch of wigglewish to calm it. That only made the Glibnard sing.

Eventually I bottled it. Labeled it:

"DO NOT REHEAT (Unless Emotionally Ready)"

Set it beside the Broth That Bubbled Back and whispered a soft apology to the pantry.

Spoofleberries are now banned.

Until next week.

—Nopon

⌘ Codex Log Entry Filed

[aethrys-log]

Island Update <3

It's a little rough around the edges right now but! It's in the skeletal stage right now. Once I start filling it out with dirt and grass it'll start coming together :) For now, I'm just trying to get the shape. Gotta trust the progress!

The underbelly is looking a little scary right now....

But I have plans for this space too! It won't remain an empty shell forever! Exciting things planned for this place....

And what's that circle for...? :)

[mutinouscaptain]

@emcads said: “ i can't believe i trusted you all this time. ”

“ It was your first mistake to be puttin’ trust in me at all, Cap’n de Sevilla. After all your years spent in the company of self-servin’ pirates ⏤ and bein’ one yourself, I might add ⏤ I thought that perhaps ye might’ve known better. Though, I suppose every man be susceptible to the occasional lapse in judgment. ”

There was an undeniable smugness in his voice as he replied to his guest from his seat at the desk in the captain's cabin. Hector Barbossa was every inch a vainglorious usurper, perched upon his new throne; maps, logs, and piles of leather-bound books sat before him, strewn across the dark wood as evidence of him having rifled through Jack's belongings in the hours following the mutiny. He slowly rose from his chair to regard her, as she stood flanked by a pair of armed members of his traitorous crew.

While he would never say it aloud, he had to admit that it was difficult for him not to feel some remorse over how he intended to dispose of Esmeralda. Not only was she a capable pirate in her own right, but she was also the granddaughter and successor of Don Rafael: a respectable man and captain who had aided him in his time of need and given him passage to Shipwreck Cove so many years ago. 

However, Don Rafael was dead, and Doña Pirata was one of the few remaining obstacles between him and his next prize.

“ It's best not to dwell on what’s already done, ” He swept his arm outward to beckon her further into the room, and gestured towards the wooden table at its center. A decanter of wine sat upon it, along with two glasses and a bowl of various fruits. He was cruel, not inhospitable.  “ ⏤ But I think a parlay be in order. Sit. ”

PROMPTS FOR EXPRESSING DOUBT.

[miumura]

SOULMATE UNDERCOVER ⌕ TAESAN SMAU

LOGGING IN ｡ ｡ ｡ With Find my Lover on the rise, it only makes sense to take down Soulmate Tracker once and for all. As one of the creators of Find my Lover, you have been tasked with going undercover as a client of the rival service to complete your team’s goal. However, things go completely wrong when instead of sticking to the plan, you find yourself falling for Han Taesan—the very person who could jeopardize everything you worked hard for.

OR IN WHICH What was supposed to be an easy plan to take down competition quickly spirals out of control—your mission now in shambles, leaving you torn with the possibility of being with someone unexpected.

MATCH FOUND ➜ han taesan x fem ! reader ──────

LOADING DETAILS ↻ social media au, school au, fluff, a little bit of angst, crack, she fell first / he fell harder, secret identity kind of thing, strangers to lovers

OTHER SEARCHES ⌇ boynextdoor ( all mems ), illit ( iroha and minju ) zerobaseone ( gunwook ) enhypen ( riki ) + other brief idol mentions ( sunghoon, anton, yuna, jiwoo + tba ?! )

WARNINGS AHEAD ➜ language/profanity, insults/bickering, random timestamps, moments of denial ? (how’d u think i dragged this out 🫰), a little bit of misunderstandings ( ? ) + more will be added if any !

STATUS ↻ ONGOING [ 4/30/25 — … ] ( every weds + sat )

EDITOR’S NOTE ⌇ miumura smau cb !! this is what i’ve been doing all this time… thank you @flwoie for passing along and trusting this idea of hers with me 😭🙏 consider this as another universe of “soulmate tracker” and to check it out! and of course, this is dedicated to @juyeoz ♡ because i 爱 her & smau4smau 😽 !! happy birthday my love ♡ !!

as always, playlist is linked in title ‘soulmate undercover’ !!

PROFILES ──── the trackers & the finders

THE CHAPTERS › prologue — bootleg tinder

001 › ROBLOXGAMER2984 NOOOO

002 › i’d like to Thank the academy

003 › it’s just the instigator in me..

004 › We got em boys 😂🙏

005 › Delete for ur Bro pls ❤️?

006 › i just said anyone BUT you

007 › all these jabs coming from left and right 💔💔💔

008 › that’s heat!

009 › what’s up youtube!

010 › the dumb dumber and dumbest trio

011 › Yoo…. chill with that 😅

012 › no one batted an eyelash

013 › YOU GOT GHOSTED AHHHH 😝

014 › MY SECRET SPY IN ACTIONNNN

015 › your stare is LETHAL…

TO BE ADDED!

› SOULMATE UNDERCOVER TAGLIST IS OPEN! SEND AN ASK OR COMMENT TO JOIN!

› SOULMATE UNDERCOVER TL ( OPEN ) ──── @haruharua @en-dream @nekotoni @nicholasluvbot @asteroidzs @kazukazukiiii @hollxe1 @niinaskrr @mochamvgz @koocreampie @onlyjungchan @ijustwannareadstuff20 @amarecerasus @banez @kekaekeke @jungwonbropls @uncasings @yoonzns @winteringdream @8makes1atom @heeheesang @liyaliar @jmclouds @eunandonly @stantxtforabetterlife @zclread @yuyita-rosier @enzstr @lov3lyaaru @hyunjinslongasslegs @nujeskz @starfallia @sfnctzen @raccooniniii @jvngw0nlvr @yvesrama

› BND PERM TAGLIST ──── @juyeoz @j4d @itsactuallylina @rizzwoos @fleurhoons @htaesan @macapunoz @pumpkg @mimimimiaa @deeour @s0shroe @mari3s

[p-seduonym]

The Little Light That Got Lost (Part Six)

A/N: More spookiness! I promise I'll make a cohesive post that goes over everything in detail when I'm done with this series. I'll also add the other parts to this post so you can see where this all started.

Taglist: @cheust, @i-simp-for-women, @goodsoup19, @143637-hrrm, @delias-stuff, @12nitled, @cutenessbun, @rinkydinkythinky, @trashlanternfish360, @bunbunbread, @daddysfangirls-dc, @justannie18(will add more if asked)

Part One

Part Two

Part 2.5

Interlude

Part Three

Part Four

Part Five

Based off of @cheust's Ghost Caretaker AU. It's really good so give it a read!

Wayne Family Residence – Sleepwalking Observation Log Compiled by: Alfred Thaddeus Crane Pennyworth Subject: Master Casey Wayne Purpose: To document incidents of somnambulism for Dr. Hoffman’s review Start Date: [REDACTED]

Entry #004 Date: [REDACTED] Time: 03:08 AM

Description: Awoke to a faint creaking on the third-floor landing. Upon investigation, found Master Casey standing motionless at the top of the main staircase. Eyes open, unblinking. Left arm extended slightly forward, as if reaching for something unseen. No response when addressed. Gently guided them back to bed. Breathing remained steady throughout.

Notes: This marks the fourth occurrence in seven nights. Tonight’s positioning—so near the staircase edge—was particularly concerning. Will install a motion-triggered nightlight and padded stair runner for safety. Noted faint smudge marks trailing along the stair railing—fingerprints that do not match my own. Casey’s hands were clean at the time of redirection.

Entry #005 Date: [REDACTED] Time: 02:41 AM

Description: Security alarms signaled motion in the garden. Located Master Casey standing barefoot at the edge of the garden pond, eyes fixated on the water. Temperature near freezing. Toes curled against the stone. Clutched in their hand, a silver coin I do not recognize. Murmuring indistinctly under their breath. No response to light, voice, or physical contact. Gently redirected them indoors. Upon returning with warm milk, found them fast asleep on the sitting room love seat. Coin was taken to the study for further review.

Notes: Second recorded instance of outdoor wandering. Perimeter systems to be reinforced; window sensors on the east wing scheduled for diagnostics. No known personal significance of the pond to Master Casey. Arranging temporary pond cover. Coin appears to be genuine silver, origin unknown. Following morning, Casey expressed great distress upon discovering the coin missing. Claimed it was given by the "tooth fairy" and promised to "Yaya" to keep it with them at all times.

Entry #006 Date: [REDACTED] Time: 01:57 AM

Description: Heard low murmuring via nursery monitor. Entered the room to find Casey seated upright in bed, speaking in an unrecognizable language. Tone monotone. Rhythm steady—phrase repeated six times. Upon approach, they turned toward me and clearly stated in English: “She doesn’t like the basement.” Then lay back down and resumed sleeping.

Notes: The basement door remains locked at all times. To my knowledge, Casey has never been made aware of its existence.

Entry #007

Date: [REDACTED]

Time: 03:14 AM

Description:Discovered Master Casey’s bedroom door open during routine patrol. No signs of forced entry or tampering with child safety locks. Located them in the east wing study, seated before the fireplace. Barefoot, dressed in sleepwear, hands resting calmly in their lap. Eyes open, but unfocused. Did not respond to voice. Offered no resistance when carried back to bed. Remained asleep throughout. Notably, the fireplace—unused in years—carried the faint scent of burnt wood.

Notes:No known reason for Casey to enter the study. The room is uninviting and generally avoided. When questioned in the morning, they recalled a vague dream “about being cold,” but no recognition of the study itself. Will recheck all window locks and reinstall motion sensors in the east wing corridors.

Entry #008 Date: [REDACTED] Time: 01:57 AM

Description: Master Casey found at the attic stairwell threshold. Door was ajar—odd, as it remains latched from the outside. No signs of tampering. They held the same silver coin previously secured in the study. I am certain I placed it in a locked cabinet drawer, which remains undisturbed. Casey did not ascend the stairs. Appeared to be listening. When asked what they heard, whispered, “They’re quiet right now.” Did not elaborate. Escorted them back to bed. Coin was again confiscated and this time locked in the wall safe.

Notes: The attic has been unused for several years. No personal items stored within. Security logs show no activity near the attic before this incident. Will perform a manual inspection during daylight hours. Coin now exhibits faint edge scratches and an unfamiliar fingerprint smudge. Still unclear how Casey regained possession. Beginning to question whether locking it away serves any purpose.

Ongoing Concerns:

Increased frequency and complexity of episodes

Recurrent focus on specific household locations (staircase, basement, attic, rear entrance)

Introduction of unexplained objects and behavior (coin, unfamiliar language, environmental awareness during unconscious state)

Recommendations: Continue nightly documentation. Strongly advise informing Master Wayne of the full extent of these incidents prior to briefing Dr. Hoffman. I anticipate reluctance.— A. Pennyworth

A/N: This one felt a little weird because I thought it'd be a bit more informal but it still feels clinical. I think I'll stop this sort of writing after I finish this series.

[pvposeur]

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[demi-shoggoth]

2024 Reading Log, pt 2

006. Gardening Can Be Murder by Marta McDowell. I honestly thought that this book was going to be about something else. With the subtitle “how poisonous plants, sinister shovels and grim gardens have inspired mystery writers”, I thought it was going to be about, you know, that. True crime themed to gardens, discussions of poisonous plants, that sort of thing. The book is actually about the mystery books that have gardening as a theme. And while the author’s dedication to not spoiling anything (seriously, anything, even 150 year old stories like The Moonstone or “Rappacini’s Daughter”) is admirable in its own way, this leaves the book feeling like endless buildup without any payoff. Big fans of murder mysteries might enjoy this—especially the last chapter, which interviews writers about their gardens—but I found it more boring than anything else, and finished it only because it was very short.

007. Antimony, Gold and Jupiter’s Wolf by Peter Wothers. This book is about how the elements got their names, and most of it deals with the early modern period, as alchemy transitioned to chemistry and then into the 19th century, when chemistry was a real science, but things like atomic theory were not yet understood. The book goes into fascinating detail, and has a lot of quotes from primary sources, as scientists then were just like scientists now, that is, opinionated and bickering with each other over their preferred explanations. And names! Many of the splits between elements and their symbols (like Na for sodium) are due to compromise attempts to appease two different factions with their preferred names. A book covering arcane minutia of history always has the risk of feeling like a slog, but this is a fast and fun read.

008. Doctor Dhrolin’s Dictionary of Dinosaurs by Nathan T Barling and Michael O’Sullivan, illustrations by Mark P Witton. This book is an odd concept, but one that I was immediately on board with—a D&D book written by paleontologists with the intention of bringing accurate and interesting stats for prehistoric reptiles to the game. The fact that it’s mostly illustrated by Mark Witton definitely clinched my backing that Kickstarter. And this book is a lot of fun. So much so, that I read it all in a single sitting. I don’t know how accurate the stats are (like, a Hatzegopteryx has a higher CR than titanosaurs or T. rexes), but they seem like they’d be fun in play, and the writing does a good job of combining fantasy fun with actual education. Even for someone not running a 5e game, the stuff on how to run animals as not killing machines, and the mutation tables, could be useful. There are multiple types of playable dinosaurs, all of which seem like they’d work well at the table and avoid typical stereotypes, and a lot of in-jokes and pop culture references (like the cursed staff of unspared expense, which looks like Hammond’s cane in the Jurassic Park movie).

009. Romaine Wasn’t Built in a Day by Judith Tschann. I’m a sucker for books about etymology. And this one, on food etymology, is a pretty breezy read. I had fun with it, and it even busted some misconceptions that I had, etymologically speaking. Like, there’s no evidence that “bloody” as an explicative originated from “God’s blood”? Wild. Etymology books tend to be written in a sort of stream-of-consciousness style, where talking about one word may lead down a garden path to the next one. The book also has a couple of little matching quizzes, which is something I haven’t seen in a book since like the 90s.

010. The Lives of Octopuses and their Relatives by Danna Staaf. I was previously a little disappointed in The Lives of Beetles, another book in this series, but I knew I liked Staaf, who wrote the excellent book Squid Empire about cephalopod evolution and paleontology. I’m pleased to report that this book is also excellent. Staaf takes the “lives” part seriously, and the book is arranged by ecology, looking at different marine habitats, the challenges that they pose to living things, and the cephalopods that live there. Cuttlefish get slightly short shrift in this book compared to squids and octopuses, but that’s about the biggest complaint I had. I like how the species profiles cover more obscure taxa, and information about the best studied (like Pacific giant octopus and Humboldt squid) is kept to the chapters.

[floret-affini-research]

RESEARCH LOG 008

RESEARCHER M. Florez

Opening file...

I've finally calmed down enough for my hands to be steady enough to write. I'm still shaken up by the information that the Affini have those damn biorhythms. To think, all this time I've been in that room thinking I'm safe and sound, and now it turns out I was being brainwashed the whole time. And here I was starting to trust Verd- What's wrong with me? Why the hell would I even begin to trust one of these damn plants? I mean, she is pret-

I have to compose myself properly. The more I give into her my emotions, the less control I have over my thoughts. Though is that so bad for such a cutie like m-

I shall have to continue my research elsewhere. With a different Affini and different Floret on a different ship. If I stay around here too much longer, I may end up giving into submiss- the biorhythms. At least I can be away from her for a while now as painful as it fe-

I need to stop thinking about her. I don't want to be a good little floret pet. I'm independent, I'm free, I'm smart enough to do research.

But, what better way is there to do research in their relationships than to be in one?

Right, wellness check, nearly forgot.

Physical health: Above average, mild withdrawal symptoms detected

Mental health: Below average, elevated levels of stress and anxiety, mild withdrawal symptoms

Emotional health: Greatly below average, elevated leves of anxiety and loneliness, please seek emotional comfort

Addendum: I have talked to the captain about leaving this vessel. I have permission to leave as soon as tomorrow, but I thankful- unfortunately must spend my time asleep in Mistr- Verd- Ms. Verdi's hab unit due to my reaction and mild injury (I bumped a chair and fell, I'm fine) at Ms. Iberis' residence. When the morning comes, I'm out of here. I will miss her so mu-

[kgmilgramau]

(Ss1) Interrogation Log 007&008

Q.07 : with prisoner are you more interested in

Q.08 : have you been bullied?

—end7,8—

[dollgram]

J: Oh, Fuji-kun! I've been looking for you!

Y: Huh? W-what?

J: So this is where you've been hiding out, huh?

Y: I'm not...hiding.

J: Right, right. Of course not. Anyway, I wanted to apologize for before! That wasn't like me at all. You know that, right?

Y: Uh... Okay.

J: So there's no hard feelings?

Y: No, none at all...

J: Good! I knew you'd understand!

[hopeforchanges]

You undisputed Queen of Angst. The newest treasure trove angst addition makes my head spin. Vaderwan is so so hard to write believably, idk how you do it. Anytime you feel like writing another one 🙏🙏🙏

referring to this au and series

it is so so hard to write believably! lol but also - no need to concern yourself with believability when you're writing aus i feel is important to say :))) especially if it feels daunting to write something you really wanna write. just write it, it will find its audience :)

i don't exactly have enough time this weekend to write a new au in the treasure trove series, but i'd be happy to put something together real quick for ya here! i'll eventually put it into the treasure trove if it ends up being long enough and link it for you. i can see how ao3 format can be more enjoyable to read.

so...

how about an au written entirely from the pov of an imperial ISB analyst through comm messages, documenting the relationship of one anakin skywalker and his - master? friend? weird psychosexual hang-up? - obi-wan kenobi through the years.

The Death Star just blew up. Palpatine is on edge. And his apprentice, instead of being on top of his game is sulking, brooding, moping (more than usual) mewing around the place, searching for something - someone?? He turns to ISB for answers - find the source of this unhappiness, dig deep and bring me answers so I know where to squeeze that stupid boy.

'Force knows I cannot get into that screwed up head of his no matter how hard I try':

Barely Breathing (2.8k):

[REDACTED TRANSMISSION: VERSION 4 – UNSTABLE THREAD] Title: Project LDV A Record of Messages That Were Never Meant to End Status: CLASSIFIED // INADMISSIBLE EVIDENCE Compiled by: ISB Analyst Division – Psych-Behavioral Irregularities Tags: Prior Attachment, Resurfaced Intimacy, Romantic Obsession, Emotional Containment Failure

REPORT FOR EMPEROR PALPATINE:

✦ ORIGIN OF HABIT

Rule Established: 28 BBY, Temple Standard “One message. Every time we’re apart. One line. That’s the rule.” – Obi-Wan Kenobi

Originally designed for field separation between Knight and Padawan. Adopted into habit. Escalated into unregulated emotional tether.

PHASE I: Dependence

Age 9–13 Subject: Anakin Skywalker Tone: Devotional. Undercurrent of attachment.

LOG 001 // 28 BBY

*The ship’s cold. The Master I’m with doesn’t talk much. I miss how you tell me when I’m being annoying. Still breathing. – A*

LOG 002 // REPLY

You’re always annoying. I’m fond of it. Still breathing. – O

LOG 008 // 27 BBY

*They said you fight like wind, like you’re dancing. I tried it. Nearly broke a table. It wasn’t the same. Still breathing.*

LOG 009 // REPLY

*You’ll find your own rhythm. Don’t copy mine. Still breathing. – O*

LOG 013 // 26 BBY

*I had a nightmare and didn’t tell the Knight I’m with. But I told you. So I think that counts. Still breathing.* – A

Analyst Note: Early signs of fixation masked as affection. Subject A forms emotional security around Subject O’s acknowledgment. Tone: still within acceptable Jedi boundary.

PHASE II: Convergence

Age 14–17 (Clone Wars onset) Tone shift: Protective. Possessive undertones emerge.

LOG 020 // file compromised

*I hate it when you’re gone this long. You forget things. Like eating. And sleeping. And how not to die.* Still breathing. – A*

LOG 021 // REPLY

*You’re not my keeper, Anakin. But thank you for the concern.* Still breathing. – O

LOG 025 // 21 BBY

*The general on Kamino asked if I was your partner. I said yes. I didn’t mean militarily.* Still breathing. – A

LOG 026 // REPLY (Delayed: 11.2 hours)

*Please be careful with how you’re perceived. Jedi aren’t meant to… invite confusion.* Still breathing. – O

LOG 030 // 21 BBY

*I’m not confused. You belong to the Order. But I don’t want to share you.* Still breathing. – A

LOG 031 // REPLY

That’s not a healthy thought, Anakin. Still breathing. – O

LOG 032 // OBI-WAN KENOBI PRIVATE ADDENDUM (unshared)

I shouldn’t have let this start. He looks at me like I’m the only truth in the galaxy. And I don’t know how to make that stop. I'm not sure I want to.

Analyst Note: Kenobi begins distancing behavior. Lord Vader continues escalating verbal intensity under guise of routine communication. Tone: destabilizing.

PHASE III: Transgression

Age 19–20 // Purge of the Jedi begins

*You touched my shoulder yesterday. Just a second. Just a hand. I didn’t sleep after. You know what this is, don’t you? Still breathing. – A

LOG 041 // REPLY (Obi-Wan)

*Anakin. Whatever you’re hoping for— It isn’t possible.* Still breathing. – O

PHASE IV: Initiation:

LOG 029 // 21 BBY // SUBJECT A

*We were in the field for six days. The ration packs tasted like dust. The shower was a sonic stall with a cracked panel. I kept thinking about your hands. How clean they always are. How deliberate. How unfair. Still breathing. Still wanting. – A*

LOG 030 // REPLY // SUBJECT O

*Anakin— You’re exhausted. This is… not appropriate. Still breathing. – O*

LOG 033 // 21 BBY // A

*I woke up hard again. It’s the third time this week. You keep showing up in the middle of my dreams in full armor, lecturing me about discipline while I’m trying not to groan. Tell me if this is against protocol. I’ll stop.* (I won’t.) Still breathing. – A*

LOG 034 // REPLY // O*

*Do not send messages like this over Temple frequencies. Still breathing. – O*

LOG 035 // A (FOLLOW-UP, 7 HOURS LATER)

*You’re not denying it. Just warning me not to say it aloud. Do you want me to stop, Master? Or do you want to hear more?* Still breathing. Still thinking about your mouth. – A

LOG 036 // REPLY // O (DELAYED RESPONSE: 14.5 HOURS)

*Anakin, please. It makes me feel uncomfortable.

Still breathing. – O*

LOG 037 // A

*I didn’t touch myself last night. I waited. Imagined what it would feel like if you said my name differently. Slower. With teeth.* Still breathing. Barely. – A

LOG 038 // PRIVATE UNSENT DRAFT // OBI-WAN (RECOVERED)

*He knows. He knows what he does to me and he keeps sending these like it’s a game. I should have stopped it years ago. But I didn’t. Because part of me— …because part of me wanted him to keep going.*

LOG 039 // 19 BBY // A

*Say it. Tell me you’ve thought about it. Tell me you wonder what it would be like if I knelt for reasons that had nothing to do with war. Just once. Lie, if you have to.* Still breathing. Still yours. – A

LOG 040 // REPLY // O

*Anakin ...

What you want from me is not possible. Not because I don’t feel it. But because if I said yes—I’d never stop.* Still breathing. And ashamed. – O

LOG 041 // 19 BBY // A (FINAL // PRE-FALL)

*You would’ve let me if we hadn’t worn the robes. You would’ve broken every rule if I’d asked louder. But now I’m louder than you’ll ever be. Still breathing. And I want you to regret it.* – A

[ARCHIVE STATUS:] All entries after this show complete collapse of professional distance, repressed desire, and moral structure. Obi-Wan Kenobi ceases contact. Anakin Skywalker becomes Lord Vader. The messages don’t stop.

✶ PHASE V: POST-PURGE // Obsession Sustained

Timeframe: 18 BBY–12 BBY Subject A: Lord Vader Subject O: Obi-Wan Kenobi (exiled) Message Format: Unauthorized Comm Logs, Black Market Encryption Note: Messages often arrive scrambled, distorted, emotionally unstable. Subtext suggests compulsive sexual grief responses.

LOG 042 // 18 BBY // VADER

*I can still smell the Temple on you. Lightsaber oil. Sandalwood. You always smelled clean, even in the mud. I dream about tasting your mouth the way I tasted the ash on Mustafar. The difference is that I liked the ash.* Still breathing. Still burning. – V

LOG 043 // 18 BBY // VADER (UNACKNOWLEDGED)

*Do you miss it, Obi-Wan? The tension? The silence in the gunship when our knees were too close and I wouldn’t move mine first? You blinked like it hurt you. I would’ve made it hurt worse. I still want to.* Still breathing. But only because you didn’t kill me. – V

LOG 044 // VADER // UNSENT DRAFT

*I came apart last night in the hyperbaric chamber. It didn’t feel like release. It felt like mourning. Do you understand the difference? Would it feel different if you watched?* Still breathing. Still yours, even now. And that’s the real tragedy.

LOG 045 // OBI-WAN // REPLY (First Message in 1.7 Years)

*You’re not mine. You never were. You loved me like a weapon loves the hand that wields it. I loved you like someone trying not to drown. That’s not romance, Anakin. That’s survival.* Still breathing. But I hate the part of me that still listens when you speak. – O

LOG 046 // VADER

I’d rather be your weapon than your memory. Still breathing. And waiting for you to admit you want to lose control just once. On your knees. Or mine. – V

LOG 047 // REPLY // OBI-WAN KENOBI (DAMAGED TRANSMISSION)

*I never told you that I touched myself after Geonosis. You were in the shower. You were humming something off-key. I felt disgusting. And alive. I washed my hands after, like I’d committed treason.* *I wish you’d never made it so easy to love you. Still breathing. Still lying about it.*

LOG 048 // VADER

*I didn’t need you to say it. I felt it every time your voice dropped when you used my name. I came to your room once just to stand outside the door and hear you sleep. I thought, “This is mine.” You never gave me permission. And I never cared.* Still breathing. And I want to know what your silence sounds like when it breaks. – V

✶ PHASE VI: TERMINATION // THE DEATH STAR COLLAPSE

Timeframe: 0 BBY Message Source: Executor-class Star Dreadnought, Meditation Chamber Cache Subject A: Lord Vader Note: Final entries were manually recorded. No reply received. Subject O: Confirmed deceased. Ritual disrupted. File marked: END OF LINE.

LOG 049 // VADER // 0 BBY // HOURS BEFORE DUEL

*I can feel you. You stepped onto this station like it was sacred ground. Like we’re not enemies. Like I haven’t dreamed of tearing your mouth open with my teeth. I haven’t touched anyone since YOU. I’m not sure I can.

I've always been a monster. You saw a man. And I’m going to kill you for it.* Still breathing. But I don’t think I want to be after this. – A*

LOG 050 // VADER // POST-DUEL // UNSENT – SYSTEM LOGGED ENTRY

*You looked me in the eyes. And you smiled.* You always knew how to win by losing. I struck you down and all I got was silence. *You left me a robe. You always did know how to dress a wound.* *I stood there long after your friends ran. Not because I was stunned. But because I was listening. Waiting for the last message.* You didn’t send one. Still breathing. (And now I wish I wasn’t.)

[FILE CLOSED] [No further communication received.] [Memory thread: collapsed.] [Ritual: extinct.]

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ༀʃ͡͡͡͡͡͡͡͡͡͡♥︎ MONICA ZHANG (mandarin : 莫妮卡张) is a fictional chinese-nigerian, member of korean idol group Stray Kids. she made her debut on june 17, 2020 as the new main dancer, sub-vocalist, rapper and song-writer after her unexpected appearance in the ‘God's Menu’ mv.

001 . . . ABOUT ໒꒱・👛

official profile ∿ predebut ∿ closet ∿ belongings ∿ spotify

002 . . . RELATIONSHIPS ໒꒱・🐩

family ∿ pets ∿ male friends ∿ female friends ∿ jyp groups ∿ western figures ∿ s/o

003 . . . STRAYKIDS ໒꒱・👚

meichan ∿ minmon ∿ monbin ∿ hyunmon ∿ monji ∿ meibok ∿ monseung ∿ jeongmon ∿ racha

004 . . . ERAS ໒꒱・📁

go生 ∿ in生 ∿ all in ∿ kingdom ∿ mixtape : oh ∿ easy ∿ christmas evel ∿ skz2021 ∿ oddinary ∿ circus ∿ mixtape : time out ∿ maxident ∿ skz-replay ∿ the sound ∿ 5-star ∿ social path ∿ 樂-star ∿ ate

005 . . . SKZ RECORD & PLAYER ໒꒱・🌸

seasons ∿ washing machine ∿ i must apologise ∿ fall for you

bored ∿ bam yang gang ∿ insomnia

006 . . . CAREER ໒꒱・ 💌

brands & sponsors ∿ achievements & awards ∿ covers ∿ collabs ∿ special stages ∿ studio 춤 ∿ artist of the month ∿ interviews ∿ scandals & rumours ∿ articles ∿ magazines

007 . . . SOCIAL MEDIA ໒꒱・ 💒

instagram ∿ bubble ∿ tiktok ∿ messages ∿ priv twitter ∿ staymedia

008 . . . SKZ VARIETY ໒꒱・ 💭

skz-code ∿ skz-talker ∿ 2 kids room ∿ 2 kids show ∿ racha log ∿ one kids room

009 . . . MISCELLANEOUS ໒꒱・ 👙

incorrect quotes ∿ concerts & shows ∿ award shows ∿ the cutest pair (drabble)

𓍼 ⊹ ˚. ᝢ TAGLIST

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𓍼 ⊹ ˚. ᝢ NOTES

hii (if ur wondering why my layout looks so similar my old acc is @skz-haneul) 💋 (banner from pinterest)

𓍼 ⊹ ˚. ᝢ GOD LOVES YOU 💕

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LOG — 008

I'm not sure why, but this week has been the hardest of all. But I guess truth be told, August hasn't been kind to me or to my classmates. When one group was presenting, we had a crying session because we all knew August was hard for us. Next week is our Preliminary exams. Honestly, I'm just waiting for this month to end.

LOG OFF — 08.17.24