#mild venting here

[miscling]

we love subby trans girls who don't keysmash or get super flustered too, right?

[fatallyfaee]

It’s never going to go away.

[if-loki-was-a-fox]

it's always a little frustrating to me when aroallo people don't understand or care about asexuality

I know that aroallo-ness has it's own struggles, amatanormativity and heteronormativity hate us all in unique and intersecting ways and it definitely sucks for aroallo folk (especially with how I've seen plenty of people talk about how they get the least explicit canon rep in fiction out of all the aro/ace combos) ...but sometimes it feels like a lot of aroallo people start taking that frustration out on aroace/ace-ness, instead of amatanormativity/heteronormativity and the aphobic/uncaring allo folk who enforce it. Y'know, the people who actually dislike aromanticism and asexuality, and who really don't give a shit about nuanced and varied aro rep.

(presumably there's also alloace people out there who are the same about aromanticism too -- I'm just talking about aroallo people because that's what I have personally been seeing, and I don't want to just make shit up about the alloaces.)

[aly-the-writer]

...oh.

Just hit the part where Gale talks about how clean his tower is now again and it hit different. How he laughs it off but...like....cleaning, getting rid of stuff.

It's just a throw away line, but this guy collects bits and trinkets and books like no-tomorrow (just look at his camp spot!) and he's delighted by those things and, well, he's not exactly the master of organization over there. Him not having things - well, it's not about the things he's giving up - it's about the fact that he'd given up so why on earth would things matter? Even if they had been special or important to him once.

Gale is a depressed, burned out GT kid who got screwed over by the system (and person in this case because the person is the system and the system is the person) who originally told him he was special and has completely and utterly had his sense of self-worth nuked (hah) by a mistake that he really wasn't in a position to be able to avoid given all of the above circumstances because what other path could he have possibly taken and not been a failure for not trying anyways?

He is desperately trying to keep his burn out from hurting or disappointing any more people and he thought that isolation is the only way to really do that.

And his sole lifeline to any semblance of actual sanity seems to be his cat.

UGH....I AM GALE. GALE IS ME. FUCK. No fucking wonder I want to cry when my Tav tells Gale he's worthy exactly as he is and again when our wizard wonder starts believing it.

[ross-sluggo]

anyone else hit a threshold of just how much bad shit you can hear about anything these days where you just. cant find it in you to put in the energy to care

[chaoticbuggybitchboy]

buddy . dude. my beloved (/p). ARE YOU OKAY

Is this about the screaming post or. (/genq)

Uhhh. Currently just like ,, overwhelmed by school stuff, history class is Too Much and flare up and yeah. In pain + tired + overstimulated + overwhelmed yk. I’ve survived the last uh 4? 5 years of end of school year mega stress but still sucks

Other than the universe itself kicking my knees from under me? Slaying.

[ash-the-prince-of-darkness]

No ootd post today. Because the weather in texas decided that 26 degrees with wind chill was appropriate for today, and just after it was starting to get warmer,

(｡T ω T｡) anyways I'll be back to posting next week when its warmer.

[fatallyfaee]

‘Praise kink’ this, ‘ddlg kink’ that.

Sometimes I just want someone to actually care about me as a person. I want someone to actually listen and care about my hyper-fixations when I ramble about them. I want someone to hold me and work me through my BPD episodes, no matter how irrational or out of the blue they may seem.

I just want someone to observe certain mannerisms of mine, to notice the little things about me, to take the time to understand the things that most people overlook.

I know I’m not mentally healthy.

But does that seriously mean I’m not worthy of being loved?

[didderd]

plz. i'v blocked like 80% of th ppl who'v followed me lately

most of them being minors or suspected minors

i have 18+ everywhere that i can short of every single post, but minors refuse to read even the title before following

i'm not mad, just disappointed (/hj lmao i am kinda annoyed)

[dogboy-dyke]

does it make me more or less attractive if I told you that 7 different therapists have told me that I am beyond their help

[undercoverangell]

getting worried that. being overly excited to present might have scared my friends off and now they don't wanna sit through me talking.

[bunnyboy-juice]

GRAAAAAAAH MISREPRESENTING DATA DOES NOTHING FOR ANYONE EXCEPT FEED TROLLS WHO ARE TRYIGN TO TAKE OYU IN BAD FAITH ANYWAY OH MY GD

[kid--stardust]

you ever just

[chaoticbuggybitchboy]

Ohhhhh oh the neurodivergence….. oh.

[only-knives]

what do you mean my drinking counts as heavy/binge drinking... oops...

[ender-of-the-sender]

I usually label myself as non binary because my gender doesn't fit within the confines of "Girl & Boy"™.

But i want people to understand that i am still also trans, just because i'm not ftm doesn't make me any less trans or invalidate experiences or feelings.