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No one knows for sure, but, best guess, Cordyceps mutated. Some of it got into the food supply. Probably a basic ingredient like flour or sugar. There were certain brands of food that were sold everywhere, all across the country, across the world. Bread, cereal... pancake mix. You eat enough of it, it'll get you infected. So the tainted food all hits the store shelves around the same time Thursday. People bought it, ate some Thursday night, or Friday morning. Day goes on. They started to get sick. Afternoon, evening, they got worse. Then they started bitin'. Friday night, September 26th, 2003. And by Monday, everything was gone.

THE LAST OF US (2023 - ) Outbreak Day.

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THERES. A TERM FOR IT???? SERIOUSLY?!!?!

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Analyzing Neuvillette's Character Teaser From a Dissociative Disorder Perspective

I mentioned this headcanon a little in this post of mine, and described it heavily in this fanfic I wrote, but now I'm actually going to talk about it a little more in depth (´-ω-`)

I'm going to start by looking at a definition and a list of symptoms of dissociative disorders, because I think it's good to have some background on the topic, and I'll be referencing them throughout the post.

Now I'll look at the teaser!

This is one of the first scenes of the video:

In this line, Neuvillette says, "I neither know why I was born in this form, nor do I understand where this long life should take me."

Memory loss of this caliber (one's entire past) is known as dissociative amnesia. (unless it's caused by a brain injury... which I think it's pretty safe to say it's not, in this case.)

Also, I think it's true (for me, at least) that not having a clear vision of the past + present can cause one to have an inability to imagine the future.

Later we see Sedene say, "It's not like you to zone out!" to Neuvillette, despite how we see them "zone out" multiple times during their appearances in the game. I will also note that the "zoning out" was triggered by a memory, which makes it much closer to dissociation than just merely "zoning out".

The last part of the teaser I want to talk about is the end, where Neuvillette says the line pictured above.

They say very clearly that they can only understand themself through observing other people. This blatantly shows that they have a very blurred sense of identity, which is one of the defining traits of a dissociative disorder.

Then there's a few more points I want to make that's about their character in general, without the video.

The fact that Neuvillette is so closed-off towards others, and has such rigid boundaries, and doesn't understand human emotions— well, don't you think they must feel rather separated from themself and their emotions?

And they don't have many friends at all... they keep a harsh distance from everyone in Fontaine... doesn't that count as "problems in relationships"?

And if you've played/watched the Fontaine storyline, and/or read Neuvillette's character stories, well, you'd know they're definitely traumatized.

SO yeah, that's all, I just wanted to finally dump my silly little Neuvillette perspective on all of you (even though that's all I ever do anyway) ( ; ω ; )

Thank you for indulging me, haha!!! 💙

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people are always like "Oh a vampire wouldn't get horny while drinking someone's blood, that's like getting horny while eating a sandwich" and like man have you never had a really good fucking sandwich?

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Reposting 43 mins and some seconds before it’s too late

25 years of ads peeled away

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I want Lestat on Hot Ones just drowning those wings in the hottest hot sauces ever made and eating it without even flinching bc he can’t taste it and the guy is like “oh my god HOW are you doing that you are NOT human,” and Lestat just goes “yes I know I keep telling you people that but none of you listen”

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Artists who know how to draw armors or very detailed clothing are powerful

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Please stop and listen to our painful story and help me save my family 🇵🇸🇵🇸

After the great destruction to which our home was exposed, living in tents, and the difficult and desperate living conditions in which my children and I live in light of the lack of basic life necessities.

To read the full story here at the link

After being displaced more than five times and living in a tent, you can imagine living all day in a three square meter space where you spend all your needs. The high temperature is as if you are living in an oven. Due to the intense heat and the spread of reptiles and insects, you do not know the taste of sleep or rest.

My children and I live in desperate conditions. We lost our passion for life after everything was destroyed, as well as our only source of income and the destruction of the house. My children have not been to school for a year and are receiving education in tents.

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“#he’s just like listen I’d rather be waterboarded” 1: why keep this in the tags - 2: can’t blame him honestly-

the face of a man who presumably has been trained to withstand actual torture but who can't stand to listen to another second of this shit

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*dont listen to me I haven’t been able to read TGS or watch said cartoon but I propose a theory to you*

Hypothesis: maybe bc in the 80s people viewed Jekyll and Hyde as straight up black and white good and evil and now in ✨modern times✨ we have a better understanding of Victorian repression and how Hyde was actually the manifestation of a probably gay man’s pathetic love for his friend (or whomever)

And even if you don’t think that Hyde or Jekyll are gay which I mean.. okay. Then you can still definitely understand how the manifestation of decades worth of repressing any kind of true emotions in the name of ‘masculinity’ would be just a sad chaotic and manic gremlin that acts on wants and desires instead of viewing them as horrible bc of a shitty upbringing-

Or I’m delusional and tired (I’m at least one of these ) and you shouldn’t listen to me

Wise people from the J&H fandom. Please explain to me how it turns out that Hyde from a cheap cartoon for children in 1986 is much more bloodthirsty, crazier, scarier, more disgusting than Hyde from "The Glass Scientists"?

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Hello my dears! I am Diya asking you to support my campaign to help me reach my goal. 🙏 I am now in desperate need of your support to help me stay alive and safe. Gaza is a very dangerous place, both in terms of living standards and souls. I need your financial support so that I can get the basic needs of my family. Please help a family survive through your small donations or through your shares to others. And reblog. The campaign is going very slowly. 🙏🍉💔

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Will I ever get over this? Nope

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i made my radioapple fan child now 🥺 aughtjdj

if people like her enough i’ll be happy to give more info🫶🫶

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When you gotta get rid of all the marble penises in your house

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what if every Tumblr user suddenly looses their mouse?

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Can only sleep when cuddling with the stuffies fr

If you're fifteen or older an still sleep with a stuffed animal please reblog this.