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kylin zhang really took one look at wu xie and asked “is anyone going to protect this with their life?” and did not wait for an answer

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The Little Hours (2017)

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Geralt + Protecting Jaskier

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You recordin’ this? Huh?!

Street Kings, 2008.

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I don’t want you to change. I want you to always be you.

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Whump Prompt #23

“I’ll be good.”

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I get why ppl are leaving tumblr but ive never deleted an account for anything in my life and if tumblr wants me to leave theyre going to have to kill me themselves

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god i gotta find some dave franco whump

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character in a fight scene: *restrains their opponent by pinning them against the wall by their wrists*

me:

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just practicing!!

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just practicing!!

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Whumper problems

Me watching a straight up comedy:

“This show is great.

Too funny!

Main character is cute.

I want to whump him.

Shit.”

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Boy oh boy do i ever wish my laptop hadn't broken so i could do some art bc i am in such a whumpy mood god damn

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HC: in fics there are times when peter needs a sedative or anesthesia but his spider metabolism doesn’t allow for normal does so all I’m thinking about is peter having to get a surgery and the doctors have enough just to numb the area but peter is still awake and terrified but tony convinces the surgeon to let him in the OR and he stands s next to peter and comforts him through the procedure

(italics are kat/@losingmymindtonight and regular is shannon/@parkrstark)

OKAY OKAY SO HOW DOES PETER GET HURT

HMMM…SOMETHING LIKE GSW? THEY HAVE TO DIG THE BULLET OUT?

OUCH YES SO LIKE PETER GETS SHOT WHILE HE’S OUT ON A MISSION AND TONY’S FRANTIC AND HAULS HIM TO LIKE DR. CHO AND THEY TRY TO GIVE HIM ANESTHESIA BUT IT DOESNT WORK

HOW DO THEY FIND OUT IT DOESN’T WORK? THEY START OPERATING ON HIM? IS TONY ALREADY NEXT TO HIM OR IS THAT WHEN HE RUSHES OVER?

I IMAGINE THAT, LIKE, TONY ROLLS UP WITH PETER CRADLED AGAINST THE IRON MAN SUIT, BLOOD ALL OVER THE CHESTPLATE CAUSE PETER’S BLEEDING A LOT, AND THEY KINDA PULL HIM INTO A MEDICAL BED AND START AN IV

BUT LIKE

PETER’S NOT ASLEEP. HE’S STILL IN PAIN.

HE’S MAKING SMALL WHINING NOISES AND GASPING AND TRYING HARD TO ACT LIKE HE’S FINE

“S’okay, M-mr. Stark. I’m fine.”

“YOU’RE NOT FINE, PETER. YOU ARE BLEEDING OUT FROM A HOLE IN YOUR STOMACH.”

AND THEY START THE IV AND TONY’S INTERNALLY LIKE “thank god thank god thank god” AND HE’S BRUSHING HAIR OUT OF PETER’S FACE AND WHISPERING “easy, buddy. It’ll get better soon. You’re okay.”

BUT THEN THE DOCTORS ARE LIKE “we… we don’t understand. He should be out by now.”

AND TONY JUST GETS REALLY QUIET AND HORRIFIED AND WHISPERS, “his metabolism.”

HE TELLS THE DOCTORS THAT HE CAN’T BE NUMBED OR KNOCKED OUT AND THEY ALL KINDS EXCHANGE HORRIFIED GLANCES. DR. CHO TRIES TO STAY CALM AND PROFESSIONAL BUT IN HER MIND SHE CAN’T BELIEVE SHE’S ABOUT TO OPERATE ON A CHILD THAT WILL FEEL EVERYTHING.

SHE LOOKS AT TONY AND JUST WHISPERS “put the suit back on” AND HE’S LIKE “WHAT WHY?!?!” and she gives him the SADDEST look in the world and is like “he’s enhanced and he’s going to fight. You’re going to have to hold him down.”

AND TONY FEELS SICK AT THE THOUGHT. HE HAS TO BE THE ONE TO DO THIS. HE’S NOT SURE IF HE CAN STOMACH IT BUT HE KNOWS HE’S THE ONE THAT HAS TO BE THERE FOR PETER. HE DOESN’T WANT IT TO ME ANYONE ELSE. HE DOESN’T TRUST IT TO BE ANYONE ELSE. SO HE PUTS THE SUIT ON BUT HE KEEPS HIS MASK OFF AND GOES TO PETER’S SIDE. HE HOLDS HIS HAND AND MAKES SURE PETER IS LOOKING HIM IN THE EYES AND SAYS “shhh, it’s okay, buddy. I’m gonna be here the whole time. Don’t worry.”

IT KILLS DR. CHO BUT SHE GIVES PETER A WAD OF GAUZE TO BITE DOWN ON BECAUSE SHE DOESN’T WANT HIM TO HURT HIMSELF AND THE FIRST MINUTE THE TWEEZERS GO INTO THE WOUND HE SCREAMS. AND TONY’S ENTIRE BEING FEELS LIKE IT’S SHATTERING BECAUSE HE HAS TO PIN THIS KID, HIS KID, DOWN WHILE HE FIGHTS AND SOBS AND LOOKS UP AT HIM WITH DESPERATE, PLEADING EYES.

AND TONY CAN’T DO ANYTHING

HE’S LIKE “its okay. I know. I know. I’m so sorry, Peter. It’s okay to scream. You can scream. You can cry. It’s okay.”

AND HE’S THRASHING AND TRYING NOT TO SCREAM BUT THEN CHO DIGS DEEP SOMEWHERE AND PETER CAN’T HELP THE SCREAM HE CHOKES OUT. ONCE HE LET’S ONE OUT HE CAN’T STOP.

HES BEGGING BEHIND THE GAG. HE JUST WANTS IT TO END. HE TRIES SHOVING EVERYONE AWAY. BUT TONY HOLDS HIM DOWN. EXCEPT IT HURTS TONY BECAUSE HE WANTS TO HOLD PETERS FACE AND BRUSH THE CURLS OUT OF HIS FACE BUT HE HAS TO USE BOTH HANDS TO HOLD HIM DOWN.

GOD CAN YOU IMAGINE HIS INTERNAL DIALOGUE? HE’S GIVEN UP EVEN TRYING TO VERBALLY COMFORT THE KID AT THIS POINT BECAUSE HE CAN’T EVEN HEAR OVER HIS OWN SCREAMING AND TONY’S JUST INTERNALLY BEGGING FOR THE KID TO PASS OUT.

DR. CHO IS TOO. EVERYONE IS.

HE’S JUST WAITING FOR HIM TO PASS OUT. THE KID JUST WON’T LET IT HAPPEN. TONY KNOWS HE’S FIGHTING IT. SO HE TELLS DR. CHO TO STOP JUST FOR A SECOND. THE PAIN STOPS AND FOR A MOMENT PETER STOPS SCREAMING AND HE’S JUST PANTING AS TEARS DRIP DOWN THE SIDES OF HIS FACE. TONY LET’S GO OF PETER AND WIPES THE TEARS OFF HIS FACE. HE TALKS TO HIM IN A SOFT VOICE, “okay, kiddo. It’s okay. Dr. Cho is going to finish–.”

“Stop, no more, PLEASE.”

“Shhh, she’s almost finished, Peter. But it’s going to hurt for a little while longer you need to let yourself pass out okay. You won’t feel it anymore.”

BUT PETER IS SHAKING HIS HEAD. HE’S AFRAID. TONY RUNS HIS HANDS THROUGH HIS SWEATY CURLS. “shh, it’s okay, buddy. I’ll be here. I won’t let anything happen. It’s going to be okay.”

AND THEN PETER GIVES A REALLY SHAKY, TERRIFIED NOD, AND TONY LOOKS AT DR. CHO AND IS LIKE “finish it,” AND THE KID DOES THIS HORRIBLE, WET, CHOKED OFF SCREAM AS SHE STARTS AGAIN AND TONY’S USING ONE ARM TO HOLD HIM DOWN AND THE OTHER TO CUP HIS FACE AND HE’S MURMURING “it’s okay, buddy. You’re good. Just let go. I’m here.” AND PETER’S EYES FINALLY ROLL BACK AND TONY HAS NEVER BEEN MORE RELIEVED IN HIS ENTIRE LIFE AND HE FEELS KINDA SICK

BECAUSE HE’S HAPPY THAT HIS KID PASSED OUT. HOW WRONG IS THAT? BUT GOD IT’S SUCH A RELIEF.

HE DOESN’T HAVE TO HOLD HIM DOWN ANYMORE SO HE’S PLAYING WITH HIS HAIR AND WHISPERING TO HIM AND HE’S LIKE, “That’s it buddy. You’re safe. It’s okay.”

AND PETER IS OUT SO HE DOESN’T NEED TO HOLD HIM DOWN BUT TONY REFUSES TO LEAVE HIS SIDE. HE CONTINUES TO HOLD PETER’S FACE AND WHISPER TO HIM.

“that’s it. Stay still. It’s okay. You’re doing great. You’re almost finished. When we’re done, I’ll let you pick dinner, okay? And, and I’ll watch those star wars movies with you. Again. It’s gonna be okay.”

AND HE CONTINUES TO RAMBLE ON IN PETERS EAR AND DR. CHO GIVES HIM A SAD LOOK AS SHE FINISHES UP. SHE’S SEEN TONY SHAKEN UP AFTER A LOT OF BATTLES. BUT NEVER THIS BAD. NOT EVEN WHEN HE’S THE ONE BLEEDING OUT.

TONY ISN’T A RELIGIOUS MAN BUT HE DECIDES THAT SOMEONE MUST BE WATCHING OUT FOR THEM BECAUSE PETER STAYS OUT FOR THE REST OF THE PROCEDURE. AND HE KINDA SLUMPS ACROSS PETER’S CHEST WHEN THEY’RE FINISHED AND WHISPERS “thank god” AND DR. CHO FEELS REALLY BAD ABOUT IT BUT SHE KINDA SLOWLY WALKS OVER AND WHISPERS “he’s probably going to wake up soon” AND TONY DOESNT UNDERSTAND WHY IT SOUNDS SO OMINOUS AND HE’S LIKE “good” AND SHE JUST SLOWLY LOOKS AT HIM AND GOES “I can’t give him pain medication, Tony. He’ll burn through it. And gunshot wounds hurt.”

AND TONYS BACK TO PANICKING BECAUSE WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS. WHY DID THIS KID ALWAYS HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS??? HE’S 15 FREAKING YEARS OLD AND HE’S HAVING A BULLET DUG OUT OF HIS BODY WITHOUT PAIN MEDICATION. TONY IS DEFINITELY THANKFUL HE WAS ASLEEP FOR MOST OF THE OPERATION AND THE STERILIZING. STERILIZING THE WOUND HURT MORE THAN CUTTING INTO IT WOULD.

HE JUST WANTS HIS KID TO GET A BREAK! JUST LEAVE HIM ALONE!

BUT HE’S GOING TO WAKE UP. HE’S GOING TO FEEL THE PAIN SO TONY MAKES HIM AS COMFORTABLE AS HE CAN. HE SETS HIM IN A SOFT BED WITH SOFTER PILLOWS AND BLANKETS. AND HE TAKES HIS HAND AND WAIT BY HIS SIDE UNTIL HE WAKES UP.

AND BECAUSE PETER WENT UNDER FIGHTING, HE WAKES UP FIGHTING TOO. HE GASPS AWAKE AND TRIES TO JERK UPRIGHT AND CHOKES OFF ON A SOB BECAUSE IT HURTS SO, SO MUCH AND TONY’S RIGHT THERE. AND THE MOMENT PETER HEARS TONY’S SOFT WHISPER OF “relax, Peter. I’m right here, kid,” HE DROPS BACK AND WHIMPERS BECAUSE HE’S IN SO MUCH PAIN BUT IT’S OKAY BECAUSE TONY’S HERE AND HE DIDN’T BREAK HIS PROMISE. HE STAYED. HE’LL PROTECT HIM.

FOR PETER, EVERYTHING IS OKAY AS LONG AS TONY TELLS HIM THAT IT IS.

(also, you 100% know that Tony would spend the next few weeks developing and testing a ton of anesthetics and painkillers that can keep up with Peter’s super metabolism, because he’ll never forget the sound of that kid sobbing in pain, and he’s never going to let it happen again.)