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Hehehe me 👅

in case y'all wondering what the past two weeks have been like for me

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What we could have been

Erik Campbell x fem!Reader

(Y/n used once)

{Y/n and Erik broke up 4 months ago, it was messy. But will they ever return to what they could have been?}

It had been 4 months since you and Erik last spoke. It ended in tears and hurtful words being thrown around like they weighed nothing.

You thought you could move on, you really did. But moving on from someone like him was never going to be easy. He was everywhere. From the ink on your skin, the coldness in your bed, the ache in your heart and the constant barrage of memories that came flooding back every time you let your Spotify run on shuffle for too long.

It was supposed to be a normal, mundane Wednesday.

Wake up.

Remember you're alone.

Eat nothing.

Go to work try to forget your ex boyfriend on the way.

Then it started playing, that song. The song. Your song. The one that was everything to you two. And it all came crashing down.

Besides all the weird looks you got on the bus, because you were balling your eyes out at 8 am for seemingly no reason at all. The whole day just felt off now, like something else HAD to go wrong.

Finally crashing down behind that counter felt like the end of a war. The soft hum of the overhead lights flooding your senses, it was grounding. It reminded you that you were here, you were coping. Or at least you were good at lying to yourself.

Most of your shift was rather slow; a few teens coming in to see if you had that new album in stock yet, an elderly couple looking for 60's swing, a really pretty girl and her even prettier girlfriend buying matching vinyls, yeah that one hurt just a bit. That was until you heard the bell above the door chime again, and you were confronted with your worst fear.

Him.

Erik Campbell.

Staring.

Right at you.

His ex.

Awkward didn't even come close to describing this.

"What are you doing here Erik?"

"What, can a guy not look for a CD in peace anymore?" That signature snarky tone oozing from his lips like poison.

"You have Spotify, don't you?" You tried your best to sound as annoyed as you could, but as always, he didn't fall for it.

"What's gotten into you?" He asked rather sarcastically.

You had changed your look quite a bit in the past few months, in a futile effort to rebrand yourself. You changed your hair, got a few new piercings and tattoos, though you could never cover the ones he gave you. Anything, to prove to yourself that you had changed. That you weren't the same person that fell in love with Erik Campbell, and couldn't stop thinking about him for months after the fact.

"Got bored" you replied coldly. You didn't mean it.

"I needed to change Erik, we both did." The words stung as they circled your mind.

"I meant the attitude, Sweets. Though I do like those new tats, shame I couldn't do them."

"Don't even start Campbell." You warned him.

"Look, I know we're not on the best of terms but someone should say something. And I know you're too stubborn to. So that's why I'm here, I don't like admitting that I'm wrong, you know that. But I really fucked up, in fact I don't even think 'fucked up' explains it. I shouldn't have shoved you away that night."

And that's when it all came flooding back, the memories you tried so hard to repress, right here.

You had gone over to visit Erik on a random summer night, something you two loved to do. Julia answered the door.

"Hey Y/n! Wow, is that a new shirt?"

She always sounded so happy to see you.

"Yeah, I made it myself, thought I needed something new for the summer."

"Well I think it looks great, I'm guessing you're not here to show off your new clothes though, are you?"

"Unfortunately not. I'm here to see Erik."

"I'll call him down for you, I don't know why he has to spend all summer indoors when it's so nice outside. He must be a vampire or something."

You waited patiently on the patio, until you heard those all too familiar footsteps.

"Hey, can uhh..... We talk for a minute"

Those words broke you, you just didn't know it yet.

You could feel the anxiety bubbling within you.

"Sure. Lets go for a walk or something."

After walking a couple steps he spoke. Like he couldn't hold it anymore.

"This whole thing...." he pointed between you " should stop."

You were dumbfounded.

"Erik.... What? Why?" Tears pricked the corners of your eyes. "Did I do something??"

"No, just..... I don't think this is healthy anymore."

Not healthy anymore?!? You were fine yesterday, sat cuddled up on your sofa. Watching crappy reality TV!

"Why now Erik? What the fuck do you mean??" Every thought you had was just another question.

"Look I care about you, and we should stop seeing each other. I think it's what we both need"

By now the tears had started pouring. And that's how he left you, on the sidewalk, balling your eyes out. After breaking off an 8 month long relationship for nothing.

"Yeah, I think 'fucked up' doesn't even come close Dipshit! Do you know how long I was stuck in bed for?!? I couldn't do ANYTHING. EVERYWHERE I LOOKED THERE HE WAS ERIK FUCKING CAMPBELL TAUNTING ME. I couldn't even look at myself, because all I saw was someone who fucked it up- the only real relationship they've ever cared about, the only one that meant anything."

Sometime during your big speech both of you had started crying. Hurt and regret flowing like they weighed nothing.

" Sweets...."

"You don't get to call me that anymore Erik." Your words were bitter, you knew they were. But they were the only way you could get your head straight.

"Please.... I was scared, ok? I was so scared that I would lose you, that the only solution I thought of was to force you out of my life on my own terms. I went through hell too, fuck, I even cried to Nickleback on more than one occasion. I wanted to call you, or text you, or something. But I knew you wouldn't pick up, and somehow that hurt more."

You had never seen him cry this much before.

"I fucking spiralled, all I did was work and rot. I was going through the motions, but nothing meant anything. Nothing means anything if I'm not yours. And that sounds pathetic, I'm very fucking aware, but I don't give a shit anymore. I've never hurt this much before, I don't want to fucking drown in this."

You looked straight into his eyes, and saw nothing but his heart. It was real, every word he just said. Every word he had said. Everything. It was real.

You came around from behind the counter and took him into a warm embrace.

He finally felt the cold leaving him, only now. Only with you.

"Can we please just talk again, fuck. I'd give anything."

And with that you knew that you couldn't go back, not to the 4 months you had just lived through. You had to go with him, anywhere he led you, you would go. And you would hold on tight, no matter your fears. Because with Erik, you always knew that you were safe.

Thank you for reading my first ever Fic!! Any requests check my profile<3

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Saw characters and their favorite Ayesha Ero songs _________<3__________

•☽────✧˖°˖☆˖°˖✧────☾•

Adam Stanheight

This man loves:

NGSUNC

Trashy

Cadillacs

Political interlude

Just anything that is 100% classic Ayesha BIMBO CORE

Amanda Young

She will never let John know she adores Ayesha but......

Hollywood Dream

Coked up

Juicy Couture

Vacation Bible School

Just hit for her, even if she has to change the lyrics from "boy" to "girl". Let's go lesbians!

Lawrence Gordon

He only listens to her because of Adam, let's be so for real:

Emo Boy (he's dating Adam, obvis he loves this one)

Do What U Do

Makeup Bag

More "modern" Ayesha but still has some diva energy in there. He defo listens to her on his way to set up a trap/ game.

Billy

He knows every word, to every song, from every album:

Hardcore Anal Banging

Fuck The Beat Up

Big Boobs and Fat Cock

Back To Crack

THE MOST explicit Ayesha you can find, and he's singing every syllable PERFECTLY.

Scott Tibbs

BASIC BITCH:

Yummy

Literal Legend

Emo Boy ( but only bc he thinks every girl thinks of him 😭)

The most basic Ayesha taste around, thinks he's so special for listening to Vacation Bible School once (he hated it)

Eric Matthews

He YEARNS to be an Ayesha girl so bad, I know it:

Milky - Alternative mix

Love My Daddy

Pussy On The Rims

He's just so in denial about everything, he needs to be her.

Hop y'all enjoyed this <3 love Ayesha sm 💞

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OMG I LOVE THIS SO MUCH THEY WOULD TOTALLY BE FRIENDS

I love these guys)

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♡︎Adam Stanheight x alt fem! Reader HEADCANNOS ♡︎

SFW + NSFW

Here's a song I HC that he likes for you to read along to :)

SFW

He loves to watch you put on your makeup/ eye liner and will totally ask you to put some on him before going out to a gig. He will also buy you loads of new eyeliners every time he sees that you've ran out, despite having no money at all.

He's a bit of a snob when it comes to music, he's constantly trying to one up your music taste and prove that his is, obviously, superior. Because he doesn't listen to Deftones "babe, come on! You really like those guys, they're so mainstream now."

You guys match outfits all the time, it's a very 'overdressed girlfriend, underdressed boyfriend' type of relationship. But he loves when you get all dressed up, he thinks you're even hotter.

If you have tattoos, he's BEGGING you to let him colour them in. He doesn't have any tattoos himself but he adores your designs, no matter the style. Whether you have neo-traditional, hyper realism, or pink cyber core stuff, he loves tracing them while falling asleep on your chest.

This man loves kisses. Anywhere and everywhere. He must kiss you before either of you leave the apartment, after he has a nightmare one of the only things that can comfort him is a sweet, little kiss from his loving girlfriend.

Another thing he loves is to cuddle. I feel like his love language is physical touch, especially after the trap. He likes the security of having another person wrapped around him, or simply the reassuring touch of another person.

NSFW

He's a switch (let's be real) when he doms he's pretty soft, nothing too hardcore. But when he subs, he's a total brat. Loves to say sassy little comebacks and taunt you, just to see how far you'll let him go without a punishment.

His favorite positions are missionary, cowgirl and doggy. He loves being able to look at your face as you cum, and being able to grab at your chest. Saying that, he also LOVES to hit it from the back, ESPECIALLY if you have a tramp stamp or back tattoo. He just wants to appreciate the art, no alterior motives here.

He's a chest kinda guy. Burying his face in them, holding them, cumming on them. He loves it all. And if they're pierced? Have a defibrillator on standby, because that may just kill him off.

I also HC that he's bisexual, I think he has more experience with women. But that's mainly from fear of what Scott would say if he ever found out. But if you ever wanted to add someone else to the bedroom, I don't feel it would be an immediate no from him.

It turns him on when you wear tall leather heels or anything leather in general. Something about the way it shines or feels under his fingers he just can't get enough of. And having his super sexy girlfriend tower over him? That's the cherry on top.

Hope you guys enjoyed this! My first ever time writing NSFW 😭🙏and yes, another HC list. I'll try and get some one shots out soon I swear. I just love Adam so much and have so many HCs for him ♡︎

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Intro post ❤︎

Hai everyone, I'm Adam-Stanheight-Lover but you can call me 'Star'! I love Saw, music, video games, painting and fashion. This is my only Tumblr account (not that anyone would try to steal my stuff).

I'm an amateur writer and I am happy to announce that I am officially taking requests! ❤︎

I will mainly write HC lists but I may also write some 'x reader' content or some ship content (if it's not weird). You can submit a request using the 'ask me' box on my profile. I'm willing to write for;

Pretty much any saw character but mainly Adam, Amanda, Daniel Matthews and Lawrence

Ville Valo

Bam Margera

Chris Raab

Dico

Bucky Barnes

Erik Campbell

Jesse pinkman

Ellis (L4D2)

Johnny Storm

Cleo De Nile + Clawdeen Wolf (probably more MH characters so we'll see)

If you want a specific character that you don't see here you can comment them under a post and I'll consider them depending on if I'm in the fandom/ think I can write about them well.

I can also use specific songs for inspo if you would like a song fic.

I will always try to add a song to my posts as they are a huge source of inspiration for me.

I'm in UTC time and I'm currently attending school for the 5 week days, so I may not get the chance to write your request instantly. I'm also doing exams for the next 4 weeks after I post this so I may be a little slow.

If you read this far through, first of all thank you, second I'm not just going to be a writing account. I will continue to post my usual thoughts/ rants/ songs or other things across the fandoms I'm in ❤︎

If you think you may enjoy my content please consider following me!

Hope you guys enjoy my posts! :3

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Adam Stanheight HCs <3

(SFW only :))

This is my first ever HC list, please leave any tips in the comments <3

I'm thinking about doing something relating to music and Saw characters so lmk if you guys want something like that :)

He absolutely loves cats. He loves drawing them and wants to get a tattoo of one in the future. His favorite cats are probably black and calico.

He has absolutely no idea on how to do laundry, he just throws his clothes in the machine with some soap and prays.

He's a bit of a music snob and will always try and out do your taste "yeah I've heard of them, before they got really big. I bet you haven't heard of these guys though."

He's bisexual (obviously) I also don't think he has any preference. But probably has more experience with women than men.

He loves an ice cold Dr.Pepper it's definitely his favorite drink besides cheap beer.

Poor guy has no clue how to cook at all, he's been living on microwave meals and cup noodles for years.

He collects physical music media, obviously Saw is set in 2001 but I think he just genuinely likes being able to hold his favorite albums and look through the booklets for any extra info on the band.

He thinks 'Wrath Of The Gods' are absolutely terrible, but he's a good enough friend to Scott to still go out of his way to promote them to anyone he sees in the corridors of his shitty apartment.

Hates people that order fancy cocktails for no reason at all, unless you're his friend then he'll say "yeah their drinks are stupid and over the top, but yours is fine I guess".

He's trans :) He transitioned about age 18 once he got into university and realized that there's a whole community of people that felt just like him. He also has attended pride many times before, and if him and Lawrence ever got together (they did I'm their cat btw) he's dragging him along every June.

Sorry this is so short XD it's my first real post on here! I just love Adam Sm and Saw in general. I really want to write different characters opinions of certain bands/movies/TV shows but idk if that's actually interesting or just to niche.

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Happy pride to every saw character ever!

I love all my little queer silly guys n gals, special shout-out to my trans bi guy Adam Stanheight and his bisexual in denial boyfriend Lawrence Gordon. My favorite lesbians Amanda and Lynn, and everyone's favorite enemies to lovers arch Strahm and Hoffman 💋🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

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Bro I actually love Jimmy Pop so much he's so cuteeee :3

I love watching him in the old CKY videos! I wish they were on YouTube :(

#justagirl #boycrushes #ineedhelp

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I 👨🏼‍⚕️🔥DID NOT 👎🏼 🔥💯💯CHEAT👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨 ON HER ♀️🙎🏼‍♀️💯❤️

I TOLD YOU 🫵 HES NOT 🚫 A COP👮 HES A BOTTOMFEEDER 🕴 JUST LIKE YOU 😡❗ WHAT ARE YOU 😐 MORE PISSED OFF ABOUT 🤔❓ THE FACT THAT I TOOK SOME SHOTS OF YOU 📷💥 OR THE FACT 🧐 THAT I TOOK SOME SHOTS OF YOU 📷🔥 WHILE YOU WERE CHEATING ON YOUR WIFE 👫💍❓ I DID NOT 🚫 CHEAT ON HER 🤬💥💢 WHAT DO YOU CARE 🤷‍♂️ WHAT I THINK ANYWAY 🤨❓ I DON'T GIVE A CRAP 🙄 IF YOU COVERED YOURSELF IN PEANUT BUTTER 🥜🧈 AND HAD A 15-HOOKER GANG BANG 🗣️❗❗