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okay so, me and a friend were talking about lush and they saw that one of their facemasks contained garlic as the main ingredient and we started to wonder if lush had like, something against vampires or something so i sent an email to lush askin if they r pro-vampire and they actually replied back lmao

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May the 10 of Pentacles bless your account with more money than you can spend. 💵✨

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imagine if the oceans were replaced by forests and if you went into the forest the trees would get taller the deeper you went and there’d be thousands of undiscovered species and you could effectively walk across the ocean but the deeper you went, the darker it would be and the animals would get progressively scarier and more dangerous and instead of whales there’d be giant deer and just wow

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I feel attacked

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procrastination !

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Me: *makes a small irrelevant mistake*

My Brain, banging pots and pans together: YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUC

Me: *makes huge mistake that will directly affect my future horribly*

My Brain, lounging on a lawn chair with shades on: ....acknowledged

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I'm INFP, anyone have any advice?

I'd usually write something like this just to get all my thoughts out in a cohesive way and recently thought I'd share them cause i could do with some advice? Not something I would usually post, do people post this stuff?

Warning: quite a rant

So I'm a first year uni student living in halls (student accommodation) in Bristol (UK). Because I'm at film school, they don't have their own accomodation so I decided (not really) to live in private halls, that're open for any student studying whatever, no matter what uni they're at. These halls are rediculously expensive but quite nice. I live in a flat of five which is one of the smallest flats in the building. I live with two third year girls, they're friends and have been here for three years, since the building opened. They're quiet introverts, I rarely see them around but when I do it's short and sweet. Then there's two guys, second years I think, they're also friends, and they're both french. So two sets of friends and me, who knew no one before moving here in September.

I rarely see one of the guys, and the other I see all the time. I guess we both just like to cook at the same time but it can be overwhelming. If I ever see anyone in the kitchen i usually wait for them to leave before cooking anything. At times I've turned my food way down low in the oven that's been cooking for a while if another flat mate has started to use the hobs, even if there's one free and I need to use it to go with whatever is in the oven I just feel comfortable trying to cook at the same time. I can be super awkward cause I just hate to be an inconvenience.

He likes to sit in the kitchen when he's not cooking or eating, unlike the rest of us who're hardly in there. He'll just be in there sat up the table on his iPad watching YouTube really loud.

Or watching it sprawled across the sofa with his headphones in and his hood up. Of course he has every right to do that, but I just like being in there and cooking on my own. If he's in there and I really wanna make some food I'll just blast my headphones and forget he's there.

So a few weeks ago he brought it up to me in the kitchen while I was using my knife that he was certain it was his, and another one that he had was mine. At first glance they look very similar, both really nice knifes with the same details, only difference being slightly different shapes and that his was a bit longer. I told him that I was sure that the one I was using was mine, after all it's my only good knife and im pretty sure he has a set of them. In my head I was thinking that I'm never sure of anything, and if he's certain then he must be right. But on the other hand, I obviously know what's mine, right? It's my cute little knife! I offered to swap knifes if it would make him happy, it was a genuine offer that may of come off as sarcastic. He didn't say much and I just kept using it, regretting the offer.

If I've left it in the drawing board, I've recently noticed it appearing on the table, or not where I left it. Obviously suspicious, I left it in my draw today. When I got back I found it dirty and on our table. Pissed off, I washed it and hid it in my draw.

I've just got a message off him asking for his knife back, I can't tell if he's trying to be polite but his language has really struck a chord, especially the 'its getting annoying'

I just can't stand any conflict and I literally just got this message after being in the middle of two people fighting that I don't know well and feeling like it was my fault (another story for another day) I think it's tipped me off a bit.

The kitchen is always a mess, not on my part, and recently I've started bring up these issues in our flat gc, like leaving eggshells on the counter (they're not difficult to bin!) or leaving the oven on. Last night I was in the kitchen at 3am and a hob was left on high. I was furious and I messaged the flat gc later in the morning saying that I noticed it was on, turned it off and asked nicely if people could check that they turn it off next time. In response to this I got a message from another flatmate (his mate) tagging him, for him to respond that he was certain (there's that word again) that he didn't leave it on, and that it wasnt him. I know he goes into the kitchen at weird hours (I know I do but I'm quiet!) and is always banging the draws and cupboards (I know this because my room and bed is on the other side of the wall and I usually sit against the wall) and most of my suspicion lies on him.

I've struggled with depression, anxiety and bpd symptoms for years but since the new year I've been doing really well, especially in the last few weeks. I just really don't want something like this to make my living environment even more uncomfortable cause I just can't deal with the tension.

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People often say they hope their deceased pet dog is chasing squirrels in doggy heaven… what did all of those squirrels do to deserve an afterlife of torment?

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Gay guys grow up not knowing how to be friends with men due to being picked on and seen as an outcast by men through their formative years and not knowing many other young gay boys, to the point that they have trouble even being friends with other gay men once they are old enough to be around other successful gay men, and honestly? It shows.

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18 Pictures That Prove Group Projects Are Pure Hell

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my friend said that whenever she has a bad feeling about her body/appearance, she asks herself “who profits off of this emotion?” and i really love how simple and incisive that is

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good morning cruel world

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My boss called me “Tyrone” on accident (My name is Tyrand). She apologized and bought me lunch to make up for it. I didn’t think twice about it, since I’m used to getting called every variant of “Ty-(fill in blank here)”. Then later on I read a quote she keeps in her work area that made me feel kinda special.

“During my second month of nursing school, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions, until I read the last one: “What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?” Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. “Absolutely,” said the professor. “In your careers you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say ‘Hello’.”

I’ve never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.“