So better stop using tarot reading for future prediction but instead use it as a tool to help you improve yourself so that you can go toward the outcome you prefer.
I've been trying to heal myself.. This time been taking like 2 months now and i feel more peace than ever. And some sort of thoughts like.. Fxxx it. Fxxx your opinion about me being me. Just say whatever you wanna say and i am me. I will always be me. Better or worse, I deal with myself. It's nothing at all about other people. Bit by bit i learn this better. #selfhealingjourney
I even used to think i have had some traits of autism tho because i always feel like i can't communicare well. Even when i think i do my best but still people don't understand me. I always say as i think and it's no need to seek what's hidden behind my words but still people think that there is hidden meaning behind my words when it's nothing. Sometimes i am fxxxing tired of talking to people, tired of making them understand. Tired of making them hear me. Sometimes they tell me to speak my voice but when i do, they ignore. And even shut me up in the hermit mode. No talking to anyone at all. (Except me) Sometimes i just wish that there'd be someone i could communicate with no words.. π like.. Read my mind, honey. Don't need me to speak at all.πππ That would be good for me.