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Do you ever..

Wanna kiss someone so bad you can actually feel their lips on yours, their tongue in your mouth, their hands in your hair and you're both breathing really hard and your hearts beating fast and damn, you're gay af.

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Told the girl I like that I like her today?

Fucking mint! 👌

Did it via note in her backpack?

Fucking mint! 👌

Forgot to put my name on the note?

Fucking mint. 👌

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I kinda want someone to do this to me or Vis a versa

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Do you ever just feel really alone? Like I wanna go do things and friend things and relationship things, and I wanna talk to people and vent about my problems, and my entire body is screaming yes, go do that, go say that, but my mind is screaming no way louder. It kind of feels like when your in a car and your seat belt locks? Like you go to adjust and your seat belt is locked and so you can't move and you try and go forward but you're instantly held back? I feel like that a lot right now. My brain is the seat belt, I just don't know why I'm stepping on the breaks?

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𝙴𝚇𝚃. 𝙲𝙻𝙰𝚈𝚃𝙾𝙽 𝙿𝚁𝙴𝙿 - 𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙲𝙺 - 𝙽𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃 [𝙽𝟺]

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Lowkey really fucking lonely right now.

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Kinda wanna have a girl over to play video games with, but she wants me to teach her since she doesn't really play much, and so I'm showing her a couple of games but she kinda gets bored so she decides to play her own game of how long it'll take her to take my mind off of games and put my mind on her, and well long story short we end up making out instead of playing video games.

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When you get a new haircut and it just makes you want a girlfriend more because you want someone to play with your hair.

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Seriously though...

How do people even acquire a girlfriend?

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Platonic Girlfriend

I'm not sure if it's just me being weird or something, but I really want a platonic girlfriend. Not a best friend, I have one of those. Not a girlfriend, that's a lot of stress. A platonic girlfriend. I want to cuddle and hug and maybe hold hands (I say maybe because holding hands mostly makes me uncomfortable unless it's with someone I'm into romantically), but not kiss or be sexually intimate. I wanna go to the movies or chill at home and watch Netflix, find out more about what she wants to do and then do that, buy her food just to buy her food. I want to complete and utterly shower a girl with an almost outrageous amount of affection and her be 100% fine with it. I want to be affectionate with someone, but I don't want a relationship right now. Idk what that's called though, but whatever it is, I really want that.